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Edited by Charles Aldarondo

George Gissing

In the Year of Jubilee

Part I: Miss. Lord


At eight o'clock on Sunday morning, Arthur Peachey unlocked his
front door, and quietly went forth. He had not ventured to ask that
early breakfast should be prepared for him. Enough that he was
leaving home for a summer holiday--the first he had allowed
himself since his marriage three years ago.

It was a house in De Crespigny Park; unattached, double-fronted,
with half-sunk basement, and a flight of steps to the stucco pillars
at the entrance. De Crespigny Park, a thoroughfare connecting Grove
Lane, Camberwell, with Denmark Hill, presents a double row of
similar dwellings; its clean breadth, with foliage of trees and
shrubs in front gardens, makes it pleasant to the eye that finds
pleasure in suburban London. In point of respectability, it has
claims only to be appreciated by the ambitious middle-class of
Camberwell. Each house seems to remind its neighbour, with all the
complacence expressible in buff brick, that in this locality
lodgings are _not_ to let.

For an hour after Peachey's departure, the silence of the house was
unbroken. Then a bedroom door opened, and a lady in a morning gown
of the fashionable heliotrope came downstairs. She had acute
features; eyes which seemed to indicate the concentration of her
thoughts upon a difficult problem, and cheeks of singular bloom. Her
name was Beatrice French; her years numbered six and twenty.

She entered the dining-room and drew up the blind. Though the
furniture was less than a year old, and by no means of the cheapest
description, slovenly housekeeping had dulled the brightness of
every surface. On a chair lay a broken toy, one of those elaborate
and costly playthings which serve no purpose but to stunt a child's
imagination. Though the time was midsummer, not a flower appeared
among the pretentious ornaments. The pictures were a strange medley
--autotypes of some artistic value hanging side by side with
hideous oleographs framed in ponderous gilding. Miss. then violently
rang the bell. When the summons had been twice French looked about
her with an expression of strong disgust, repeated, there appeared a
young woman whose features told of long and placid slumbers.

'Well? what does this mean?'

'The cook doesn't feel well, miss; she can't get up.

'Then get breakfast yourself, and look sharp about it.'

Beatrice spoke with vehemence; her cheeks showed a circle of richer
hue around the unchanging rose. The domestic made insolent reply,
and there began a war of words. At this moment another step sounded
on the stairs, and as it drew near, a female voice was raised in

'_And a penny in his pocket, la-de-da, la-de-da,--and a penny in
his pocket, la-de-da_!'

A younger girl, this, of much slighter build; with a frisky gait, a
jaunty pose of the head; pretty, but thin-featured, and
shallow-eyed; a long neck, no chin to speak of, a low forehead with
the hair of washed-out flaxen fluffed all over it. Her dress was
showy, and in a taste that set the teeth on edge. Fanny French, her

'What's up? Another row?' she asked, entering the room as the
servant went out.

'I've known a good many fools,' said Beatrice, 'but Ada's the
biggest I've come across yet.'

'Is she? Well, I shouldn't wonder,' Fanny admitted impartially. And
with a skip she took up her song again. '_A penny paper collar round
his neck, la-de-da_--'

'Are you going to church this morning?' asked her sister.

'Yes. Are you?'

'Come for a walk instead. There's something I want to talk to you

'Won't it do afterwards? I've got an appointment.'

'With Lord?'

Fanny laughed and nodded.

Interrupted by the reappearance of the servant, who brought a tray
and began to lay the table, they crossed the hall to the
drawing-room. In half-an-hour's time a sluttish meal was prepared
for them, and whilst they were satisfying their hunger, the door
opened to admit Mrs. Peachey. Ada presented herself in a costume
which, at any season but high summer, would have been inconveniently
cool. Beneath a loose thin dressing-gown her feet, in felt slippers,
showed stockingless, her neck was bare almost to the bosom, and the
tresses of pale yellow, upon which she especially prided herself,
lay raggedly pinned together on the top of her flat head. She was
about twenty-eight years old, but at present looked more than
thirty. Her features resembled Fanny's, but had a much less amiable
expression, and betokened, if the thing were possible, an inferior
intellect. Fresh from the morning basin, her cheeks displayed that
peculiar colourlessness which results from the habitual use of
paints and powders; her pale pink lips, thin and sullen, were
curiously wrinkled; she had eyes of slate colour, with lids so
elevated that she always seemed to be staring in silly wonder.

'So you've got breakfast, have you?' were her first words, in a thin
and rather nasal voice. 'You may think yourselves lucky.'

'You have a cheek of your own,' replied Beatrice. 'Whose place is it
to see that we get meals?'

'And what can any one do with servants like I've got?' retorted the
married sister.

'It's your own fault. You should get better; and when you've got
them, you should manage them. But that's just what you can't do.'

'Oh, _you_'d be a wonderful housekeeper, we know all about that. If
you're not satisfied, you'd better find board and lodging somewhere
else, as I've told you often enough. You're not likely to get it as

They squabbled for some minutes, Fanny looking on with ingenuous
amusement, and putting in a word, now for this side, now for that.

'And what am I going to have for breakfast?' demanded Mrs. Peachey
at length, surveying the table. 'You've taken jolly good care of
yourselves, it seems to me.'

She jumped up, and rang the bell. When a minute's interval brought
no reply, she rang again. Beatrice thought it probable that the bell
might be rung without effect, 'till all was blue.'

'We'll see about that,' answered her sister, and forthwith invaded
the lower parts of the house. Thence, presently, her voice became
audible, rising gradually to shrillness; with it there blended the
rougher accents of the housemaid, now in reckless revolt. Beatrice
listened for a minute or two in the hall, then passed on into the
drawing-room with a contemptuous laugh. Fanny, to whom the uproar
seemed to bring a renewal of appetite, cut herself a slice of bread
and butter, and ate it as she stood at the window.

'Dirty cat! beast! swine!'

The mistress of the house, fairly beaten away by superior force of
vocabulary, reappeared with these and other exclamations, her face
livid, her foolish eyes starting from their sockets. Fanny, a sort
of Mother Cary's chicken, revelled in the row, and screamed her

It was long before the domestic uproar wholly subsided, but towards
eleven o'clock the sisters found themselves together in the
drawing-room. Ada sprawled limply on a sofa; Beatrice sat with legs
crossed in the most comfortable chair; and Fanny twirled about on a
music stool.

The only books in the room were a few show-volumes, which belonged
to Arthur Peachey, and half-a-dozen novels of the meaner kind,
wherewith Ada sometimes beguiled her infinite leisure. But on tables
and chairs lay scattered a multitude of papers: illustrated
weeklies, journals of society, cheap miscellanies, penny novelettes,
and the like. At the end of the week, when new numbers came in, Ada
Peachey passed many hours upon her sofa, reading instalments of a
dozen serial stories, paragraphs relating to fashion, sport, the
theatre, answers to correspondents (wherein she especially
delighted), columns of facetiae, and gossip about notorious people.
Through a great deal of this matter Beatrice followed her, and read
much besides in which Ada took no interest; she studied a daily
newspaper, with special note of law suits, police intelligence,
wills, bankruptcies, and any concern, great or small, wherein money
played a part. She understood the nature of investments, and liked
to talk about stocks and shares with her male acquaintances.

They were the daughters of a Camberwell builder, lately deceased; to
each of them had fallen a patrimony just sufficient for their
support in elegant leisure. Ada's money, united with a small capital
in her husband's possession, went to purchase a share in the
business of Messrs. Ducker, Blunt & Co., manufacturers of
disinfectants; Arthur Peachey, previously a clerk to the firm,
became a junior partner, with the result that most of the hard work
was thrown upon his shoulders. At their marriage, the happy pair
first of all established themselves in a modest house near
Camberwell Road; two years later, growing prosperity brought about
their removal to De Crespigny Park, where they had now resided for
some twelve months. Unlike their elder sister, Beatrice and Fanny
had learnt to support themselves, Beatrice in the postal service,
and Fanny, sweet blossom! by mingling her fragrance with that of a
florist's shop in Brixton; but on their father's death both forsook
their employment, and came to live with Mrs. Peachey. Between them,
these two were the owners of house-property, which produced L140 a
year. They disbursed, together, a weekly sum of twenty-four
shillings for board and lodging, and spent or saved the rest as
their impulses dictated.


Ada brooded over her wrongs; Beatrice glanced over _The Referee_.
Fanny, after twirling awhile in maiden meditation, turned to the
piano and jingled a melody from 'The Mikado.' She broke off
suddenly, and, without looking round, addressed her companions.

'You can give the third seat at the Jubilee to somebody else. I'm
provided for.'

'Who are you going with?' asked Ada.

'My masher,' the girl replied with a giggle.


'Shop-windows in the Strand, I think.'

She resumed her jingling; it was now 'Queen of my Heart.' Beatrice,
dropping her paper, looked fixedly at the girl's profile, with an
eyelid droop which signified calculation.

'How much is he really getting?' she inquired all at once.

'Seventy-five pounds a year. "_Oh where, oh where, is my leetle dog

'Does he say,' asked Mrs. Peachey, 'that his governor will stump

They spoke a peculiar tongue, the product of sham education and mock
refinement grafted upon a stock of robust vulgarity. One and all
would have been moved to indignant surprise if accused of ignorance
or defective breeding. Ada had frequented an 'establishment for
young ladies' up to the close of her seventeenth year; the other two
had pursued culture at a still more pretentious institute until they
were eighteen. All could 'play the piano;' all declared--and
believed--that they 'knew French.' Beatrice had 'done' Political
Economy; Fanny had 'been through' Inorganic Chemistry and Botany.
The truth was, of course, that their minds, characters, propensities
had remained absolutely proof against such educational influence as
had been brought to bear upon them. That they used a finer accent
than their servants, signified only that they had grown up amid
falsities, and were enabled, by the help of money, to dwell
above-stairs, instead of with their spiritual kindred below.

Anticipating Fanny's reply, Beatrice observed, with her air of

'If you think you're going to get anything out of an old screw like
Lord, you'll jolly soon find your mistake.'

'Don't you go and make a fool of yourself, Fanny,' said Mrs.
Peachey. 'Why, he can't be more than twenty-one, is he?'

'He's turned twenty-two.'

The others laughed scornfully.

'Can't I have who I like for a masher?' cried Fanny, reddening a
little. 'Who said I was going to marry him? I'm in no particular
hurry to get married. You think everybody's like yourselves.'

'If there was any chance of old Lord turning up his toes,' said
Beatrice thoughtfully. 'I dare say he'll leave a tidy handful behind
him, but then he may live another ten years or more.'

'And there's Nancy,' exclaimed Ada. 'Won't she get half the

'May be plenty, even then,' said Beatrice, her head aside. 'The
piano business isn't a bad line. I shouldn't wonder if he leaves ten
or fifteen thousand.'

'Haven't you got anything out of Horace?' asked Ada of Fanny. 'What
has he told you?'

'He doesn't know much, that's the fact.'

'Silly! There you are. His father treats him like a boy; if he
talked about marrying, he'd get a cuff on the ear. Oh, I know all
about old Lord,' Ada proceeded. 'He's a regular old tyrant. Why,
you've only to look at him. And he thinks no small beer of himself,
either, for all he lives in that grubby little house; I shouldn't 
wonder if he thinks us beneath him.'

She stared at her sisters, inviting their comment on this_ ludicrous
state of things.

'I quite believe Nancy does,' said Fanny, with a point of malice.

'She's a stuck-up thing,' declared Mrs. Peachey. 'And she gets worse
as she gets older. I shall never invite her again; it's three times
she has made an excuse--all lies, of course.

'Who will _she_ marry?' asked Beatrice, in a tone of disinterested

Mrs. Peachey answered with a sneer:

'She's going to the Jubilee to pick up a fancy Prince.'

'As it happens,' objected Fanny, 'she isn't going to the Jubilee at
all. At least she says she isn't. She's above it--so her brother
told me.'

'I know who _wants_ to marry her,' Ada remarked, with a sour smile.

'Who is that?' came from the others.

'Mr. Crewe.'

With a significant giggle, Fanny glanced at the more sober of her
sisters; she, the while, touched her upper lip with the point of her
tongue, and looked towards the window.

'Does he?' Fanny asked of the ceiling.

'He wants money to float his teetotal drink,' said Beatrice. 'Hasn't
he been at Arthur about it?'

'Not that I know,' answered the wife.

'He tried to get round me, but I--'

A scream of incredulity from Fanny, and a chuckle from Mrs. Peachey,
covered the rest of the sentence. Beatrice gazed at them defiantly.

'Well, idiots! What's up now?'

'Oh, nothing.'

'There's nobody knows Luckworth Crewe better than I do,' Beatrice
pursued disdainfully, 'and I think he knows _me_ pretty well. He'll
make a fool of himself when he marries; I've told him so, and he as
good as said I was right. If it wasn't for that, I should feel a
respect for him. He'll have money one of these days.'

'And he'll marry Nancy Lord,' said Ada tauntingly.

'Not just yet.'

Ada rolled herself from the sofa, and stood yawning.

'Well, I shall go and dress. What are you people going to do? You
needn't expect any dinner. I shall have mine at a restaurant.'

'Who have you to meet?' asked Fanny, with a grimace.

Her sister disregarded the question, yawned again, and turned to

'Who shall we ask to take Fan's place on Tuesday? Whoever it 15,
they'll have to pay. Those seats are selling for three guineas,
somebody told me.'

Conversation lingered about this point for a few minutes, till Mrs.
Peachey went upstairs. When the door was open, a child's crying
could be heard, but it excited no remark. Presently the other two
retired, to make themselves ready for going out. Fanny was the first
to reappear, and, whilst waiting for her sister, she tapped out a
new music-hall melody on the piano.

As they left the house, Beatrice remarked that Ada really meant to
have her dinner at Gatti's or some such place; perhaps they had
better indulge themselves in the same way.

'Suppose you give Horace Lord a hint that we've no dinner at home?
He might take us, and stand treat.'

Fanny shook her head.

'I don't think he could get away. The guv'nor expects him home to
dinner on Sundays.'

The other laughed her contempt.

'You see! What good is he? Look here, Fan, you just wait a bit, and
you'll do much better than that. Old Lord would cut up rough as soon
as ever such a thing was mentioned; I know he would. There's
something I have had in my mind for a long time. Suppose I could
show you a way of making a heap of money--no end of money--?
Shouldn't you like it better,--to live as you pleased, and be

The listener's face confessed curiosity, yet was dubious.

'What do you say to going into business with me?' pursued Miss
French. 'We've only to raise a little money on the houses, and m a
year or two we might be making thousands.'

'Business? What sort of business?'

'Suppose somebody came to you and said: Pay me a sovereign, and I'll
make you a member of an association that supplies fashionable
clothing at about half the ordinary price,--wouldn't you jump at

'If I thought it wasn't a swindle,' Fanny replied ingenuously.

'Of course. But you'd be made to see it wasn't. And suppose they
went on to say: Take a ten-pound share, and you shall have a big
interest on it, as well as your dresses for next to nothing. How
would you like that?'

'Can it be done?'

'I've got a notion it can, and I think I know two or three people
who would help to set the thing going. But we must have some capital
to show. Have you the pluck to join in?'

'And suppose I lose my money?'

'I'll guarantee you the same income you're getting now--if that
will satisfy you. I've been looking round, and making inquiries, and
I've got to know a bit about the profits of big dressmakers. We
should start in Camberwell, or somewhere about there, and fish in
all the women who want to do the heavy on very little. There are
thousands and thousands of them, and most of them'--she lowered
her voice--'know as much about cut and material as they do about
stockbroking. Do you twig? People like Mrs. Middlemist and Mrs.
Murch. They spend, most likely, thirty or forty pounds a year on
their things, and we could dress them a good deal more smartly for
half the money. Of course we should make out that a dress we sold
them for five guineas was worth ten in the shops, and the real cost
would be two. See? The thing is to persuade them that they're
getting an article cheap, and at the same time making money out of
other people.'

Thus, and at much greater length, did Miss. French discourse to her
attentive sister. Forgetful of the time, Fanny found at length that
it would be impossible to meet Horace Lord as he came out of church;
but it did not distress her.


Nancy Lord stood at the front-room window, a hand grasping each side
of her waist, her look vaguely directed upon the limetree opposite
and the house which it in part concealed. She was a well-grown girl
of three and twenty, with the complexion and the mould of form which
indicate, whatever else, habitual nourishment on good and plenteous
food. In her ripe lips and softlyrounded cheeks the current of life
ran warm. She had hair of a fine auburn, and her mode of wearing it,
in a plaited diadem, answered the purpose of completing a figure
which, without being tall, had some stateliness and promised more.
Her gown, trimmed with a collar of lace, left the neck free; the
maiden cincture at her waist did no violence to natural proportion.

This afternoon--it was Monday--she could not occupy or amuse
herself in any of the familiar ways. Perhaps the atmosphere of
national Jubilee had a disturbing effect upon her,--in spite of
her professed disregard for the gathering tumult of popular
enthusiasm. She had not left home to-day, and the brilliant weather
did not tempt her forth. On the table lay a new volume from the
circulating library,--something about Evolution--but she had no
mind to read it; it would have made her too conscious of the
insincerity with which she approached such profound subjects. For a
quarter of an hour and more she had stood at the window, regarding a
prospect, now as always, utterly wearisome and depressing to her.

Grove Lane is a long acclivity, which starts from Camberwell
suburban dwellings. The houses vary considerably in size and Green,
and, after passing a few mean shops, becomes a road of aspect, also
in date,--with the result of a certain picturesqueness, enhanced
by the growth of fine trees on either side. Architectural grace can
nowhere be discovered, but the contract-builder of today has not yet
been permitted to work his will; age and irregularity, even though
the edifices be but so many illustrations of the ungainly, the
insipid, and the frankly hideous, have a pleasanter effect than that
of new streets built to one pattern by the mile. There are small
cottages overgrown with creepers, relics of Camberwell's rusticity;
rows of tall and of squat dwellings that lie behind grassy plots,
railed from the road; larger houses that stand in their own gardens,
hidden by walls. Narrow passages connect the Lane with its more
formal neighbour Camberwell Grove; on the other side are ways
leading towards Denmark Hill, quiet, leafy. From the top of the
Lane, where Champion Hill enjoys an aristocratic seclusion, is
obtainable a glimpse of open fields and of a wooded horizon

It is a neighbourhood in decay, a bit of London which does not keep
pace with the times. And Nancy hated it. She would have preferred to
live even in a poor and grimy street which neighboured the main
track of business and pleasure.

Here she had spent as much of her life as she remembered, from the
end of her third year. Mr. Lord never willingly talked of days gone
by, but by questioning him she had learnt that her birthplace was a
vaguely indicated part of northern London; there, it seemed, her
mother had died, a year or so after the birth of her brother Horace.
The relatives of whom she knew were all on her father's side, and
lived scattered about England. When she sought information
concerning her mother, Mr. Lord became evasive and presently silent;
she had seen no portrait of the dead parent. Of late years this
obscure point of the family history had often occupied her thoughts.

Nancy deemed herself a highly educated young woman,--'cultured'
was the word she would have used. Her studies at a day-school which
was reputed 'modern' terminated only when she herself chose to
withdraw in her eighteenth year; and since then she had pursued
'courses' of independent reading, had attended lectures, had thought
of preparing for examinations--only thought of it. Her father
never suggested that she should use these acquirements for the
earning of money; little as she knew of his affairs, it was
obviously to be taken for granted that he could ensure her life-long
independence. Satisfactory, this; but latterly it had become a
question with her how the independence was to be used, and no
intelligible aim as yet presented itself to her roving mind. All she
knew was, that she wished to live, and not merely to vegetate. Now
there are so many ways of living, and Nancy felt no distinct
vocation for any one of them.

She was haunted by an uneasy sense of doubtfulness as to her social
position. Mr. Lord followed the calling of a dealer in pianos; a
respectable business, to be sure, but, it appeared, not lucrative
enough to put her above caring how his money was made. She knew that
one's father may be anything whatever, yet suffer no social
disability, provided he reap profit enough from the pursuit. But
Stephen Lord, whilst resorting daily to his warehouse in Camberwell
Road--not a locality that one would care to talk about in
'cultured' circles--continued, after twenty years, to occupy this
small and ugly dwelling in Grove Lane. Possibly, owing to an
imperfect education, he failed to appreciate his daughter's needs,
and saw no reason why she should not be happy in the old

On the other hand, perhaps he cared very little about her.
Undoubtedly his favourite was Horace, and in Horace he had suffered
a disappointment. The boy, in spite of good schooling, had proved
unequal to his father's hope that he would choose some professional
career, by preference the law; he idled away his schooldays, failed
at examinations, and ultimately had to be sent into 'business.' Mr
Lord obtained a place for him in a large shipping agency; but it
still seemed doubtful whether he would make any progress there,
notwithstanding the advantage of his start; at two-and-twenty he was
remunerated with a mere thirty shillings a week, a nominal salary,'
his employers called it. Nancy often felt angry with her brother for
his lack of energy and ambition; he might so easily, she thought,
have helped to establish, by his professional dignity, her own
social status at the level she desired.

There came into view a familiar figure, crossing from the other side
of the way. Nancy started, waved her hand, and went to open the
door. Her look had wholly altered; she was bright, mirthful,
overflowing with affectionate welcome.

This friend of hers, Jessica Morgan by name, had few personal
attractions. She looked overwrought and low-spirited; a very plain
and slightly-made summer gown exhibited her meagre frame with undue
frankness; her face might have been pretty if health had filled and
coloured the flesh, but as it was she looked a ghost of girlhood, a
dolorous image of frustrate sex. In her cotton-gloved hand she
carried several volumes and notebooks.

'I'm so glad you're in,' was her first utterance, between pants
after hasty walking and the jerks of a nervous little laugh. 'I want
to ask you something about Geometrical Progression. You remember
that formula--'

'How can I remember what I never knew?' exclaimed Nancy. 'I always
hated those formulas; I couldn't learn them to save my life.'

'Oh, that's nonsense! You were much better at mathematics than I
was. Do just look at what I mean.'

She threw her books down upon a chair, and opened some pages of
scrawled manuscript, talking hurriedly in a thin falsetto.

Her family, a large one, had fallen of late years from a position of
moderate comfort into sheer struggle for subsistence. Jessica, armed
with certificates of examinational prowess, got work as a visiting
governess. At the same time, she nourished ambitions, discernible
perhaps in the singular light of her deep-set eyes and a something
of hysteric determination about her lips. Her aim, at present, was
to become a graduate of London University; she was toiling in her
leisure hours--the hours of exhaustion, that is to say--to
prepare herself for matriculation, which she hoped to achieve in the
coming winter. Of her intimate acquaintances only one could lay
claim to intellectual superiority, and even she, Nancy Lord to wit,
shrank from the ordeals of Burlington House. To become B.A., to have
her name in the newspapers, to be regarded as one of the clever, the
uncommon women--for this Jessica was willing to labour early and
late, regardless of failing health, regardless even of ruined
complexion and hair that grew thin beneath the comb.

She talked only of the 'exam,' of her chances in this or that
'paper,' of the likelihood that this or the other question would be
'set.' Her brain was becoming a mere receptacle for dates and
definitions, vocabularies and rules syntactic, for thrice-boiled
essence of history, ragged scraps of science, quotations at fifth
hand, and all the heterogeneous rubbish of a 'crammer's' shop. When
away from her books, she carried scraps of paper, with jottings to
be committed to memory. Beside her plate at meals lay formulae and
tabulations. She went to bed with a manual and got up with a

Nancy, whose pursuit of 'culture' followed a less exhausting track,
regarded the girl with a little envy and some compassion. Esteeming
herself in every respect Jessica's superior, she could not help a
slight condescension in the tone she used to her; yet their
friendship had much sincerity on both sides, and each was the
other's only confidante. As soon as the mathematical difficulty
could be set aside, Nancy began to speak of her private troubles.

'The Prophet was here last night,' she said, with a girlish grimace.
'He's beginning again. I can see it coming. I shall have to snub him
awfully next time.'

'Oh, what a worry he is!'

'Yes, but there's something worse. I suspected that the Pasha knew
of it; now I feel sure he's encouraging him.'

By this oriental style Nancy signified her father. The Prophet was
her father's partner in business, Mr. Samuel Bennett Barmby.

'I feel sure now that they talked it over when the Prophet was taken
into partnership. I was thrown in as a "consideration."'

'But how could your father possibly think--?'

'It's hard to say what he _does_ think about me. I'm afraid I shall
have to have a talk with him. If so, it will be a long talk, and a
very serious talk. But he isn't well just now, and I must put it

'He isn't well?'

'A touch of gout, he says. Two days last week he didn't go to
business, and his temper was _that 'orrible_!' Nancy had a habit of
facetiously quoting vulgarities; this from an acquaintance of theirs
who often supplied them with mirth. 'I suppose the gout does make
one bad-tempered.'

'Has he been coming often?--Mr. Barmby, I mean.'

'Pretty well. I think I must turn matchmaker, and get him married to
some one. It oughtn't to be difficult. The Prophet "has points."'

'I dare say some people would think him handsome,' assented Miss
Morgan, nibbling a finger which showed an ink-stain, and laughing

'And his powers of conversation!--Don't you know any one that
would do for him?'

They jested on this theme until Nancy chose to become serious again.

'Have you any lessons to-morrow?'

'No. Thank goodness every one is going to see the procession, or the
decorations, or the illuminations, and all the rest of the
nonsense,' Jessica replied. 'I shall have a good long day of work;
except that I've promised to go in the afternoon, and have tea with
the little girls at Champion Hill. I wish you'd come too; they'd be
delighted to see you, and there'll be nobody except the governess.'

Nancy looked up in doubt.

'Are you sure? Won't the dowager be at home?'

'She hasn't left her room for three weeks.'

They exchanged a look of some special significance.

'Then I suppose,' said Nancy, with a peculiar smile, 'that's why Mr
Tarrant has been calling?'

'Has he? How do you know?'

Again they looked at each other, and Nancy laughed.

'I have happened to meet him twice, the last few days.' She spoke in
an off-hand way. 'The first time, it was just at the top of the
lane; he was coming away. The second time, I was walking along
Champion Hill, and he came up behind me, going to the house.'

'Did he talk?'

Nancy gave a nod.

'Yes, both times. But he didn't tell me that the dowager was worse.'

'High and mighty?' asked Jessica.

'Not quite so majestic as usual, I thought. I didn't feel quite so
much of a shrimp before him. And decidedly he was in better spirits.
Perhaps the dowager's death would be important to him?'

'Very likely. Will you come to-morrow?'

Miss. Lord hesitated--then, with a sudden frankness:

'To tell you the truth, I'm afraid he might be there.'

'Oh, I don't think so, not on Jubilee Day.'

'But that's the very reason. He may come to be out of the uproar.'

'I meant he was more likely to be out of town altogether.'

Nancy, still leaning over the table, propped her chin on her hands,
and reflected.

'Where does he go, I wonder?'

'Oh, all sorts of places, no doubt. Men of that kind are always
travelling. I suppose he goes shooting and fishing--'

Nancy's laugh made an interruption.

'No, no, he doesn't! He told me once that he didn't care for that
sort of thing.'

'Oh, well, you know much more about him than I do,' said Miss
Morgan, with a smile.

'I've often meant to ask you--have they anything to do with
Tarrant's black-lead?'

Jessica declared that she had never heard of it.

'Never heard of it? nonsense! A few years ago it used to be posted
up everywhere, and I see it sometimes even now, but other kinds seem
to have driven it out of the market. Now that's just like you! Pray,
did you ever hear of Pears' Soap?'

'Of course.'

'Really? Oh, there's hope of you. You'll be a woman of the world
some day.'

'Don't tease, Nancy. And what would it matter if he _was_ there

'Oh! I don't know. But I shouldn't particularly like his lordship to
imagine that I went in the hope of paying my respects to him, and
having the reward of a gracious smile.'

'One can't always be thinking about what other people think,' said
Jessica impatiently. 'You're too sensitive. Any one else in your
position would have lots of such friends.'

'In my position! What _is_ my position?'

'Culture is everything now-a-days,' observed Miss. Morgan, with the
air of one who feels herself abundantly possessed of that

But Nancy laughed.

'You may depend upon it, Mr. Tarrant doesn't think so.'

'He calls himself a democrat.'

'And talks like one: doesn't he?'

'Oh! that's only his way, I think. He doesn't really mean to be
haughty, and--and so on.'

'I wish I knew if he had any connection with Tarrant's blacklead,'
said Miss. Lord mischievously.

'Why not ask him?'

They laughed merrily, Jessica's thin note contrasting with the
mellow timbre of her friend's voice.

'I will some day.'

'You would never dare to!'

'I daren't? Then I will!'

'It would be dreadfully rude.'

'I don't mind being thought rude,' replied Nancy, with a movement of
the head, 'if it teaches people that I consider myself as good as
they are.'

'Well, will you come to-morrow?'

'Ye-es; if you'll go somewhere else with me in the evening.'

'Where to?'

'To walk about the streets after dark, and see the crowds and the

Nancy uttered this with a sly mirthfulness. Her friend was

'Nonsense! you don't mean it.'

'I do. I want to go for the fun of the thing. I should feel ashamed
of myself if I ran to stare at Royalties, but it's a different thing
at night. It'll be wonderful, all the traffic stopped, and the
streets crammed with people, and blazing with lights. Won't you go?'

'But the time, the time! I can't afford it. I'm getting on so
wretchedly with my Greek and my chemistry.'

'You've time enough,' said Nancy. 'And, you know, after all it's a
historical event. In the year 3000 it will be 'set' in an
examination paper, and poor wretches will get plucked because they
don't know the date.'

This was quite a new aspect of the matter to Jessica Morgan. She
pondered it, and smiled.

'Yes, I suppose it will. But we should have to be out so late.'

'Why not, for once? It needn't be later than half-past eleven.'
Nancy broke off and gesticulated. 'That's just why I want to go! I
should like to walk about all night, as lots of people will. The
public-houses are going to be kept open till two o'clock.'

'Do you want to go into public-houses?' asked Jessica, laughing.

'Why not? I should like to. It's horrible to be tied up as we are;
we're not children. Why can't we go about as men do?'

'Won't your father make any objection?' asked Jessica.

'We shall take Horace with us. Your people wouldn't interfere, would

'I think not. Father is away in Yorkshire, and will be till the end
of the week. Poor mother has her rheumatism. The house is so
dreadfully damp. We ought never to have taken it. The difference of
rent will all go in doctors' bills.--I don't think mother would
mind; but I must be back before twelve, of course.'

'I don't see the "of course,"' Nancy returned impatiently, 'but we
could manage that. I'll speak to the Pasha to-night, and either
come, or let you have a note, to-morrow morning. If there's any
objection, I'm not sure that I shan't make it the opportunity for
setting up my standard of revolt. But I don't like to do that whilst
the Pasha is out of sorts--it might make him worse.'

'You could reason with him quietly.'

'Reason with the Pasha--How innocent you are, Jess! How unworldly!
It always refreshes me to hear you talk.'


Only twelve months ago Stephen Lord had renewed the lease of his
house for a period of seven years. Nancy, had she been aware of this
transaction, would assuredly have found courage to enter a protest,
but Mr. Lord consulted neither son nor daughter on any point of
business; but for this habit of acting silently, he would have
seemed to his children a still more arbitrary ruler than they
actually thought him.

The dwelling consisted of but eight rooms, one of which, situated at
the rear of the entrance passage, served Mr. Lord as sitting-room and
bed-chamber; it overlooked a small garden, and afforded a side
glimpse of the kitchen with its outer appurtenances. In the front
room the family took meals. Of the chambers in the storey above, one
was Nancy's, one her brother's; the third had, until six years ago,
been known as 'Grandmother's room,' and here its occupant, Stephen
Lord's mother, died at the age of seventy-eight. Wife of a Norfolk
farmer, and mother of nine children, she was one of the old-world
women whose thoughts found abundant occupation in the cares and
pleasures of home. Hardship she had never known, nor yet luxury; the
old religion, the old views of sex and of society, endured with her
to the end.

After her death the room was converted into a parlour, used almost
exclusively by the young people. At the top of the house slept two
servants, each in her own well-furnished retreat; one of them was a
girl, the other a woman of about forty, named Mary Woodruff. Mary
had been in the house for twenty years; she enjoyed her master's
confidence, and, since old Mrs. Lord's death, exercised practical
control in the humbler domestic affairs.

With one exception, all parts of the abode presented much the same
appearance as when Stephen Lord first established himself
antiquated, and in primitive taste. Nancy's bedroom alone here. The
furniture was old, solid, homely; the ornaments were displayed the
influence of modern ideas. On her twentieth birthday, the girl
received permission to dress henceforth as she chose (a strict
sumptuary law having previously been in force), and at the same time
was allowed to refurnish her chamber. Nancy pleaded for modern
reforms throughout the house, but in vain; even the drawing-room
kept its uninviting aspect, not very different, save for the removal
of the bed, from that it had presented when the ancient lady slept
here. In her own little domain, Miss. Lord made a clean sweep of rude
appointments, and at small expense surrounded herself with pretty
things. The woodwork and the furniture were in white enamel; the
paper had a pattern of wild-rose. A choice chintz, rose-leaf and
flower on a white ground, served for curtains and for bed-hangings.
Her carpet was of green felt, matching in shade the foliage of the
chintz. On suspended shelves stood the books which she desired to
have near her, and round about the walls hung prints, photographs,
chromolithographs, selected in an honest spirit of admiration, which
on the whole did no discredit to Nancy's sensibilities.

To the best of Nancy's belief, her father had never seen this room.
On its completion she invited him to inspect it, but Mr. Lord coldly
declined, saying that he knew nothing, and cared nothing, about

His return to-day was earlier than usual. Shortly after five o'clock
Nancy heard the familiar heavy step in the passage, and went

'Will you have a cup of tea, father?' she asked, standing by the
door of the back room, which was ajar.

'If it's ready,' replied a deep voice.

She entered the dining-room, and rang the bell. In a few minutes
Mary Woodruff appeared, bringing tea and biscuits. She was a neat,
quiet, plain-featured woman, of strong physique, and with set lips,
which rarely parted save for necessary speech. Her eyes had a
singular expression of inquietude, of sadness. A smile seldom
appeared on her face, but, when it did, the effect was unlooked for:
it touched the somewhat harsh lineaments with a gentleness so
pleasing that she became almost comely.

Having set down the tray, she went to Mr. Lord's door, gave a soft
tap, and withdrew into the kitchen.

Nancy, seated at the table, turned to greet her father. In early
life, Stephen Lord must have been handsome; his face was now rugged,
of unhealthy tone, and creased with lines betokening a moody habit.
He looked much older than his years, which were fifty-seven. Dressed
with excessive carelessness, he had the appearance rather of one at
odds with fortune than of a substantial man of business. His short
beard was raggedly trimmed; his grizzled hair began to show the
scalp. Judging from the contour of his visage, one might have
credited him with a forcible and commanding character; his voice
favoured that impression; but the countenance had a despondent cast,
the eyes seemed to shun observation, the lips suggested a sullen
pride, indicative of some defect or vice of will.

Yet in the look which he cast upon her, Nancy detected a sign of
more amiability than she had found in him of late. She addressed him
with confidence.

'Early to-day, father.'


The monosyllable sounded gruff, but again Nancy felt satisfaction.
Mr. Lord, who disliked to seat himself unless he were going to keep
his position for some time, took the offered beverage from his
daughter's hand, and stood with it before the fireplace, casting
glances about the room.

'How have you felt, father?'

'Nothing to complain of.'

His pronunciation fell short of refinement, but was not vulgar.
Something of country accent could still be detected in it. He talked
like a man who could strike a softer note if he cared to, but
despises the effort.

'I suppose you will have a rest to-morrow?'

'I suppose so. If your grandmother had lived,' he added
thoughtfully, 'she would have been eighty-four this week on

'The 23rd of June. Yes, I remember.'

Mr. Lord swallowed his tea at two draughts, and put down the cup.
Seemingly refreshed, he looked about him with a half smile, and said

'I've had the pleasure of punishing a scoundrel to-day. That's worth
more than the Jubilee.'

Nancy waited for an explanation, but it was not vouchsafed.

'A scoundrel?' she asked.

Her father nodded--the nod which signified his pleasure that the
subject should not be pursued. Nancy could only infer that he spoke
of some incident in the course of business, as indeed was the case.

He had no particular aptitude for trade, and that by which he lived
(he had entered upon it thirty years ago rather by accident than
choice) was thoroughly distasteful to him. As a dealer in
pianofortes, he came into contact with a class of people who
inspired him with a savage contempt, and of late years his business
had suffered considerably from the competition of tradesmen who knew
nothing of such conflicts between sentiment and interest. A majority
of his customers obtained their pianos on the 'hire-purchase
system,' and oftener than not, they were persons of very small or
very precarious income, who, rabid in the pursuit of gentility,
signed agreements they had little chance of fulfilling; when in
pecuniary straits, they either raised money upon the instruments, or
allowed them to fall into the hands of distraining creditors.
Inquiry into the circumstances of a would-be customer sometimes had
ludicrous results; a newly-married couple, for instance, would be
found tenanting two top-floor rooms, the furnishing whereof seemed
to them incomplete without the piano of which their friends and
relatives boasted. Not a few professional swindlers came to the
office; confederate rogues, vouching for each other's
respectability, got possession of pianos merely to pawn or sell
them, having paid no more than the first month's charge. It was Mr
Lord's experience that year by year the recklessness of the vulgar
became more glaring, and deliberate fraud more artful. To-day he had
successfully prosecuted a man who seemed to have lived for some time
on the hirepurchase system, and it made him unusually cheerful.

'You don't think of going to see the Queen to-morrow?' said his
daughter, smiling.

'What have I to do with the Queen? Do you wish to go?'

'Not to see Her Majesty. I care as little about her as you do. But I
thought of having a walk in the evening.'

Nancy phrased it thus with intention. She wished to intimate that,
at her age, it could hardly be necessary to ask permission. But her
father looked surprised.

'In the evening? Where?'

'Oh, about the main streets--to see the people and the

Her voice was not quite firm.

'But,' said her father, 'there'll be such a swarm of blackguards as
never was known. How can you go into such a crowd? It's astonishing
that you should think of it.'

'The blackguards will be outnumbered by the decent people, father.'

'You suppose that's possible?' he returned gloomily.

'Oh, I think so,' Nancy laughed. 'At all events, there'll be a great
majority of people who pretend to be decent. I have asked Jessica
Morgan to go with me.'

'What right had you to ask her, without first finding out whether
you could go or not?'

It was spoken rather gravely than severely. Mr. Lord never looked
fixedly at his daughter, and even a glance at her face was unusual;
but at this juncture he met her eyes for an instant. The nervous
motion with which he immediately turned aside had been marked by
Nancy on previous occasions, and she had understood it as a sign of
his lack of affection for her.

'I am twenty-three years old, father,' she replied, without

'That would be something of an answer if you were a man,' observed
the father, his eyes cast down.

'Because I am a woman, you despise me?'

Stephen was startled at this unfamiliar mode of address. He moved

'If I despised you, Nancy, I shouldn't care very much what you did.
I suppose you must do as you like, but you won't go with my

There was a silence, then the girl said:

'I meant to ask Horace to go with us.'


Again a silence. Mr. Lord laid down his cup, moved a few steps away,
and turned back.

'I didn't think this kind of thing was in your way,' he said
gruffly. 'I thought you were above it.'

Nancy defended herself as she had done to Jessica, but without the
playfulness. In listening, her father seemed to weigh the merits of
the case conscientiously with wrinkled brows. At length he spoke.

'Horace is no good. But if Samuel Barmby will go with you, I make no

A movement of annoyance was Nancy's first reply. She drummed with
her fingers on the table, looking fixedly before her.

'I certainly can't ask Mr. Barmby to come with us,' she said, with an
effort at self-control.

'Well, you needn't. I'll speak about it myself.'

He waited, and again it chanced that their eyes met. Nancy, on the
point of speaking, checked herself. A full minute passed, and
Stephen stood waiting patiently.

'If you insist upon it,' said Nancy, rising from her chair, 'we will
take Mr. Barmby with us.'

Without comment, Mr. Lord left the room, and his own door closed
rather loudly behind him.

Not long afterwards Nancy heard a new foot in the passage, and her
brother made his appearance. Horace had good looks, but his face
showed already some of the unpleasant characteristics which time had
developed on that of Stephen Lord, and from which the daughter was
entirely free; one judged him slow of intellect and weakly
self-willed. His hair was of pale chestnut, the silky pencillings of
his moustache considerably darker. His cheek, delicately pink and
easily changing to a warmer hue, his bright-coloured lips, and the
limpid glistening of his eyes, showed him of frail constitution; he
was very slim, and narrow across the shoulders. The fashion of his
attire tended to a dandiacal extreme,--modish silk hat, lavender
necktie, white waistcoat, gaiters over his patent-leather shoes,
gloves crushed together in one hand, and in the other a bamboo cane.
For the last year or two he had been progressing in this direction,
despite his father's scornful remarks and his sister's good-natured

'Father in yet?' he asked at the door of the dining-room, in subdued

Nancy nodded, and the young man withdrew to lay aside his outdoor

'What sort of temper?' was his question when he returned.

'Pretty good--until I spoilt it.'

Horace exhibited a pettish annoyance.

'What on earth did you do that for? I want to have a talk with him

'About what?'

'Oh, never mind; I'll tell you after.'

Both kept their voices low, as if afraid of being overheard in the
next room. Horace began to nibble at a biscuit; the hour of his
return made it unnecessary for him, as a rule, to take anything
before dinner, but at present he seemed in a nervous condition, and
acted mechanically.

'Come out into the garden, will you?' he said, after receiving a
brief explanation of what had passed between Nancy and her father.
'I've something to tell you.'

His sister carelessly assented, and with heads uncovered they went
through the house into the open air. The garden was but a strip of
ground, bounded by walls of four feet high; in the midst stood a
laburnum, now heavy with golden bloom, and at the end grew a
holly-bush, flanked with laurels; a border flower-bed displayed
Stephen Lord's taste and industry. Nancy seated herself on a rustic
bench in the shadow of the laburnum, and Horace stood before her,
one of the branches in his hand.

'I promised Fanny to take her to-morrow night,' he began awkwardly.

'Oh, you have?'

'And we're going together in the morning, you know.'

'I know now. I didn't before,' Nancy replied.

'Of course we can make a party in the evening.'

'Of course.'

Horace looked up at the ugly house-backs, and hesitated before

'That isn't what I wanted to talk about,' he said at length. 'A very
queer thing has happened, a thing I can't make out at all.'

The listener looked her curiosity.

'I promised to say nothing about it, but there's no harm in telling
you, you know. You remember I was away last Saturday afternoon?
Well, just when it was time to leave the office, that day, the
porter came to say that a lady wished to see me--a lady in a
carriage outside. Of course I couldn't make it out at all, but I
went down as quickly as possible, and saw the carriage waiting
there,--a brougham,--and marched up to the door. Inside there
was a lady--a great swell, smiling at me as if we were friends. I
took off my hat, and said that I was Mr. Lord. "Yes," she said, "I
see you are;" and she asked if I could spare her an hour or two, as
she wished to speak to me of something important. Well, of course I
could only say that I had nothing particular to do,--that I was
just going home. "Then will you do me the pleasure," she said, "to
come and have lunch with me? I live in Weymouth Street, Portland

The young man paused to watch the effect of his narrative,
especially of the last words. Nancy returned his gaze with frank

'What sort of lady was it?' she asked.

'Oh, a great swell. Somebody in the best society--you could see
that at once.'

'But how old?'

'Well, I couldn't tell exactly; about forty, I should think.'

'Oh!--Go on.'

'One couldn't refuse, you know; I was only too glad to go to a house
in the West End. She opened the carriage-door from the inside, and I
got in, and off we drove. I felt awkward, of course, but after all I
was decently dressed, and I suppose I can behave like a gentleman,
and--well, she sat looking at me and smiling, and I could only
smile back. Then she said she must apologise for behaving so
strangely, but I was very young, and she was an old woman,--one
couldn't call her that, though,--and she had taken this way of
renewing her acquaintance with me. Renewing? But I didn't remember
to have ever met her before, I said. "Oh, yes, we have met before,
but you were a little child, a baby in fact, and there's no wonder
you don't remember me?" And then she said, "I knew your mother very

Nancy leaned forward, her lips apart.

'Queer, wasn't it? Then she went on to say that her name was Mrs.
Damerel; had I ever heard it? No, I couldn't remember the name at
all. She was a widow, she said, and had lived mostly abroad for a
great many years; now she was come back to settle in England. She
hadn't a house of her own yet, but lived at a boarding-house; she
didn't know whether to take a house in London, or somewhere just out
in the country. Then she began to ask about father, and about you;
and it seemed to amuse her when I looked puzzled. She's a jolly sort
of person, always laughing.'

'Did she say anything more about our mother?'

'I'll tell you about that presently. We got to the house, and went
in, and she took me upstairs to her own private sitting-room, where
the table was laid for two. She said that she usually had her meals
with the other people, but it would be better for us to be alone, so
that we could talk.'

'How did she know where to find you?' Nancy inquired.

'Of course I wondered about that, but I didn't like to ask. Well,
she went away for a few minutes, and then we had lunch. Everything
was A-1 of course; first-rate wines to choose from, and a rattling
good cigar afterwards--for me, I mean. She brought out a box; said
they were her husband's, and had a laugh about it.'

'How long has she been a widow?' asked Nancy.

'I don't know. She didn't wear colours, I noticed; perhaps it was a
fashionable sort of mourning. We talked about all sorts of things; I
soon made myself quite at home. And at last she began to explain.
She was a friend of mother's, years and years ago, and father was
the cause of their parting, a quarrel about something, she didn't
say exactly what. And it had suddenly struck her that she would like
to know how we were getting on. Then she asked me to promise that I
would tell no one.'

'She knew about mother's death, I suppose?'

'Oh yes, she knew about that. It happened not very long after the
affair that parted them. She asked a good many questions about you.
And she wanted to know how father had got on in his business.'

'What did you say?'

'Oh, I told her I really didn't know much about it, and she laughed
at that.'

'How long did you stay there?'

'Till about four. But there's something else. Before I went away she
gave me an invitation for next Saturday. She wants me to meet her at
Portland Road Station, and go out to Richmond, and have dinner

'Shall you go?'

'Well, it's very awkward. I want to go somewhere else on Saturday,
with Fanny. But I didn't see how to refuse.'

Nancy wore a look of grave reflection, and kept silence.

'It isn't a bad thing, you know,' pursued her brother, 'to have a
friend of that sort. There's no knowing what use she might be,
especially just now.'

His tone caused Nancy to look up.

'Why just now?'

'I'll tell you after I've had a talk with father to-night,' Horace
replied, setting his countenance to a show of energetic resolve.

'Shall I guess what you're going to talk about?'

'If you like.'

She gazed at him.

'You're surely not so silly as to tell father about all that

'What nonsense?' exclaimed the other indignantly.

'Why, with Fanny French.'

'You'll find that it's anything but nonsense,' Horace replied,
raising his brows, and gazing straight before him, with expanded

'All right. Let me know the result. It's time to go in.'

Horace sat alone for a minute or two, his legs at full length, his
feet crossed, and the upper part of his body bent forward. He smiled
to himself, a smile of singular fatuity, and began to hum a popular


When they assembled at table, Mr. Lord had recovered his moderate
cheerfulness. Essentially, he was anything but ill-tempered; Horace
and Nancy were far from regarding him with that resentful bitterness
which is produced in the victims of a really harsh parent. Ten years
ago, as they well remembered, anger was a rare thing in his
behaviour to them, and kindness the rule. Affectionate he had never
shown himself; reserve and austerity had always distinguished him.
Even now-a-days, it was generally safe to anticipate mildness from
him at the evening meal. In the matter of eating and drinking his
prudence notably contradicted his precepts. He loved strong meats,
dishes highly flavoured, and partook of them without moderation. At
table his beverage was ale; for wine--unless it were very sweet
port--he cared little; but in the privacy of his own room, whilst
smoking numberless pipes of rank tobacco, he indulged freely in
spirits. The habit was unknown to his children, but for some years
he had seldom gone to bed in a condition that merited the name of

When the repast was nearly over, Mr. Lord glanced at his son and said

'You have heard that Nancy wants to mix with the rag-tag and bobtail
to-morrow night?'

'I shall take care of her,' Horace replied, starting from his

'Doesn't it seem to you rather a come-down for an educated young

'Oh, there'll be lots of them about.'

'Will there? Then I can't see much difference between them and the
servant girls.'

Nancy put in a word.

'That shows you don't in the least understand me, father.'

'We won't argue about it. But bear in mind, Horace, that you bring
your sister back not later than half-past eleven. You are to be here
by half-past eleven.'

'That's rather early,' replied the young man, though in a submissive

'It's the hour I appoint. Samuel Barmby will be with you, and he
will know the arrangement; but I tell you now, so that there may be
no misunderstanding.'

Nancy sat in a very upright position, displeasure plain upon her
countenance. But she made no remark. Horace, who had his reasons for
desiring to preserve a genial tone, affected acquiescence. Presently
he and his sister went upstairs to the drawing-room, where they sat
down at a distance apart--Nancy by the window, gazing at the warm
clouds above the roofs opposite, the young man in a corner which the
dusk already shadowed. Some time passed before either spoke, and it
was Horace's voice which first made itself heard.

'Nancy, don't you think it's about time we began to behave firmly?'

'It depends what you mean by firmness,' she answered in an absent

'We're old enough to judge for ourselves.'

'I am, no doubt. But I'm not so sure about you.'

'Oh, all right. Then we won't talk about it.'

Another quarter of an hour went by. The room was in twilight. There
came a knock at the door, and Mary Woodruff, a wax-taper in her
hand, entered to light the gas. Having drawn the blind, and given a
glance round to see that everything was in order, she addressed
Nancy, her tone perfectly respectful, though she used no formality.

'Martha has been asking me whether she can go out to-morrow night
for an hour or two.'

'You don't wish to go yourself?' Miss. Lord returned, her voice
significant of life-long familiarity.

'Oh no!'

And Mary showed one of her infrequent smiles.

'She may go immediately after dinner, and be away till half-past

The servant bent her head, and withdrew. As soon as she was gone,
Horace laughed.

'There you are! What did father say?'

Nancy was silent.

'Well, I'm going to have a word with him,' continued the young man,
sauntering towards the door with his hands in his pockets. He looked
exceedingly nervous. 'When I come back, I may have something to tell

'Very likely,' remarked his sister in a dry tone, and seated herself
under the chandelier with a book.

Horace slowly descended the stairs. At the foot he stood for a
moment, then moved towards his father's door. Another hesitancy,
though briefer, and he knocked for admission, which was at once
granted. Mr. Lord sat in his round-backed chair, smoking a pipe, on
his knees an evening paper. He looked at Horace from under his
eyebrows, but with good humour.

'Coming to report progress?'

'Yes, father,--and to talk over things in general.'

The slim youth--he could hardly be deemed more than a lad tried to
assume an easy position, with his elbow on the corner of the
mantelpiece; but his feet shuffled, and his eyes strayed vacantly.
It cost him an effort to begin his customary account of how things
were going with him at the shipping-office. In truth, there was
nothing particular to report; there never was anything particular;
but Horace always endeavoured to show that he had made headway, and
to-night he spoke with a very pronounced optimism.

'Very well, my boy,' said his father. 'If you are satisfied, I
shalltry to be the same. Have you your pipe with you?--At your age
I hadn't begun to smoke, and I should advise you to be moderate; but
we'll have a whiff together, if you like.'

'I'll go and fetch it,' Horace replied impulsively.

He came back with a rather expensive meerschaum, recently purchased.

'Hollo! luxuries!' exclaimed his father.

'It kept catching my eye in a window,--and at last I couldn't
resist. Tobacco's quite a different thing out of a pipe like this,
you know.'

No one, seeing them thus together, could have doubted of the
affectionate feeling which Stephen Lord entertained for his son. It
appeared in his frequent glances, in the relaxation of his features,
in a certain abandonment of his whole frame, as though he had only
just begun to enjoy the evening's repose.

'I've something rather important to speak about, father,' Horace
began, when he had puffed for a few minutes in silence.

'Oh? What's that?'

'You remember telling me, when I was one and twenty, that you wished
me to work my way up, and win an income of my own, but that I could
look to you for help, if ever there was need of it--?'

Yes, Stephen remembered. He had frequently called it to mind, and
wondered whether it was wisely said, the youth's character

'What of that?' he returned, still genially. 'Do you think of
starting a new line of ocean steamships?'

'Well, not just yet,' Horace answered, with an uncertain laugh. 'I
have something more moderate in view. I may start a competition with
the P. and O. presently.'

'Let's hear about it.'

'I dare say it will surprise you a little. The fact is, I--I am
thinking of getting married.'

The father did not move, but smoke ceased to issue from his lips,
and his eyes, fixed upon Horace, widened a little in puzzled

'Thinking of it, are you?' he said, in an undertone, as one speaks
of some trifle. 'No harm in thinking. Too many people do it without
thinking at all.'

'I'm not one of that kind,' said Horace, with an air of maturity
which was meant to rebuke his father's jest. 'I know what I'm about.
I've thought it over thoroughly. You don't think it too soon, I

Horace's pipe was going out; he held it against his knee and
regarded it with unconscious eyes.

'I dare say it won't be,' said Mr. Lord, 'when you have found a
suitable wife.'

'Oh, but you misunderstand me. I mean that I have decided to marry a
particular person.'

'And who may that be?'

'The younger Miss. French--Fanny.'

His voice quivered over the name; at the end he gave a gasp and a
gulp. Of a sudden his lips and tongue were very dry, and he felt a
disagreeable chill running down his back. For the listener's face
had altered noticeably; it was dark, stern, and something worse. But
Mr. Lord could still speak with self-control.

'You have asked her to marry you?'

'Yes, I have; and she has consented.'

Horace felt his courage returning, like the so-called 'second wind'
of a runner. It seemed to him that he had gone through the worst.
The disclosure was made, and had resulted in no outbreak of fury;
now he could begin to plead his cause. Imagination, excited by
nervous stress, brought before him a clear picture of the beloved
Fanny, with fluffy hair upon her forehead and a laugh on her
never-closed lips. He spoke without effort.

'I thought that there would be no harm in asking you to help us. We
should be quite content to start on a couple of hundred a year--
quite. That is only about fifty pounds more than we have.'

Calf-love inspires many an audacity. To Horace there seemed nothing
outrageous in this suggestion. He had talked it over with Fanny
French several times, and they had agreed that his father could not
in decency offer them _less_ than a hundred a year. He began to
shake out the ashes from his pipe, with a vague intention of
relighting it.

'You really imagine,' said his father, 'that I should give you money
to enable you to marry that idiot?'

Evidently he put a severe restraint upon himself. The veins of his
temples were congested; his nostrils grew wide; and he spoke rather
hoarsely. Horace straightened his back, and, though in great fear,
strung himself for conflict.

'I don't see--what right--to insult the young lady.'

His father took him up sternly.

'Young lady? What do you mean by "young lady"? After all your
education, haven't you learnt to distinguish a lady from a
dressed-up kitchen wench? _I_ had none of your advantages. There was
--there would have been some excuse for _me_, if I had made such a
fool of myself. What were you doing all those years at school, if it
wasn't learning the difference between real and sham, getting to
understand things better than poor folks' children? You disappointed
me, and a good deal more than I ever told you. I had hoped you would
come from school better able to make a place in the world than your
father was. I made up my mind long ago that you should never go into
my business; you were to be something a good deal better. But after
all you couldn't, or wouldn't, do what I wanted. Never mind--I
said to myself--never mind; at all events, he has learnt to
_think_ in a better way than if I had sent him to common schools,
and after all that's the main thing. But here you come to me and
talk of marrying a low-bred, low-minded creature, who wouldn't be
good enough for the meanest clerk!'

'How do you know that, father? What--what right have you to say
such things, without knowing more of her than you do?'

There was a brief silence before Mr. Lord spoke again.

'You are very young,' he said, with less vehement contempt. 'I must
remember that. At your age, a lad has a sort of devil in him, that's
always driving him out of the path of common sense, whether he will
or no. I'll try my best to talk quietly with you. Does your sister
know what has been going on?'

'I daresay she does. I haven't told her in so many words.'

'I never thought of it,' pursued Mr. Lord gloomily. 'I took it for
granted that everybody must see those people as I myself did. I have
wondered now and then why Nancy kept up any kind of acquaintance
with them, but she spoke of them in the rational way, and that
seemed enough. I may have thought that they might get some sort of
good out of _her_, and I felt sure she had too much sense to get
harm from _them_. If it hadn't been so, I should have forbidden her
to know them at all. What have you to say for yourself? I don't want
to think worse of you than I need. I can make allowance for your
age, as I said. What do you see in that girl? Just talk to me freely
and plainly.'

'After all you have said,' replied Horace, his voice still shaky,
'what's the use? You seem to be convinced that there isn't a single
good quality in her.'

'So I am. What I want to know is, what good _you_ have found.'

'A great deal, else I shouldn't have asked her to marry me.'

A vein of stubbornness, unmistakable inheritance from Stephen Lord,
had begun to appear in the youth's speech and bearing. He kept his
head bent, and moved it a little from side to side.

'Do you think her an exception in the family, then?'

'She's a great deal better in every way than her sisters. But I
don't think as badly of them as you do.'

Mr. Lord stepped to the door, and out into the passage, where he
shouted in his deep voice 'Nancy!' The girl quickly appeared.

'Shut the door, please,' said her father. All three were now
standing about the room. 'Your brother has brought me a piece of
news. It ought to interest you, I should think. He wants to marry,
and out of all the world, he has chosen Miss. French--the
youngest.' Horace's position was trying. He did not know what to do
with his hands, and he kept balancing now on one foot, now on the
other. Nancy had her eyes averted from him, but she met her father's
look gravely.

'Now, I want to ask you,' Mr. Lord proceeded, 'whether you consider
Miss. French a suitable wife for your brother? Just give me a plain
yes or no.'

'I certainly don't,' replied the girl, barely subduing the tremor of
her voice.

'Both my children are not fools, thank Heaven! Now tell me, if you
can, what fault you have to find with the "young lady," as your
brother calls her?'

'For one thing, I don't think her Horace's equal. She can't really
be called a lady.'

'You are listening?'

Horace bit his lip in mortification, and again his head swung
doggedly from side to side.

'We might pass over that,' added Mr. Lord. 'What about her character?
Is there any good point in her?'

'I don't think she means any harm. But she's silly, and I've often
thought her selfish.'

'You are listening?'

Horace lost patience.

'Then why do you pretend to be friends with her?' he demanded almost

'I don't,' replied his sister, with a note of disdain. 'We knew each
other at school, and we haven't altogether broken off, that's all.'

'It isn't all!' shouted the young man on a high key. 'If you're not
friendly with her and her sisters, you've been a great hypocrite.
It's only just lately you have begun to think yourself too good for
them. They used to come here, and you went to them; and you talked
just like friends would do. It's abominable to turn round like this,
for the sake of taking father's side against me!'

Mr. Lord regarded his son contemptuously. There was a rather long
silence; he spoke at length with severe deliberation.

'When you are ten years older, you'll know a good deal more about
young women as they're turned out in these times. You'll have heard
the talk of men who have been fools enough to marry choice
specimens. When common sense has a chance of getting in a word with
you, you'll understand what I now tell you. Wherever you look
now-a-days there's sham and rottenness; but the most worthless
creature living is one of these trashy, flashy girls,--the kind of
girl you see everywhere, high and low,--calling themselves
"ladies,"--thinking themselves too good for any honest, womanly
work. Town and country, it's all the same. They're educated; oh yes,
they're educated! What sort of wives do they make, with their
education? What sort of mothers are they? Before long, there'll be
no such thing as a home. They don't know what the word means. They'd
like to live in hotels, and trollop about the streets day and night.
There won't be any servants much longer; you're lucky if you find
one of the old sort, who knows how to light a fire or wash a dish.
Go into the houses of men with small incomes; what do you find but
filth and disorder, quarrelling and misery? Young men are bad
enough, I know that; they want to begin where their fathers left
off, and if they can't do it honestly, they'll embezzle or forge.
But you'll often find there's a worthless wife at the bottom of it,
--worrying and nagging because she has a smaller house than some
other woman, because she can't get silks and furs, and wants to ride
in a cab instead of an omnibus. It is astounding to me that they
don't get their necks wrung. Only wait a bit; we shall come to that

It was a rare thing for Stephen Lord to talk at such length. He
ceased with a bitter laugh, and sat down again in his chair. Horace
and his sister waited.

'I've no more to say,' fell from their father at length. 'Go and
talk about it together, if you like.'

Horace moved sullenly towards the door, and with a glance at his
sister went out. Nancy, after lingering for a moment, spoke.

'I don't think you need have any fear of it, father.'

'Perhaps not. But if it isn't that one, it'll be another like her.
There's not much choice for a lad like Horace.'

Nancy changed her purpose of leaving the room, and drew a step

'Don't you think there _might_ have been?'

Mr. Lord turned to look at her.

'How? What do you mean?'

'I don't want to make you angry with me--'

'Say what you've got to say,' broke in her father impatiently.

'It isn't easy, when you so soon lose your temper.'

'My girl,'--for once he gazed at her directly,--'if you knew all
I have gone through in life, you wouldn't wonder at my temper being
spoilt.--What do you mean? What could I have done?'

She stood before him, and spoke with diffidence.

'Don't you think that if we had lived in a different way, Horace and
I might have had friends of a better kind?'

'A different way?--I understand. You mean I ought to have had a
big house, and made a show. Isn't that it?'

'You gave us a good education,' replied Nancy, still in the same
tone, 'and we might have associated with very different people from
those you have been speaking of; but education alone isn't enough.
One must live as the better people do.'

'Exactly. That's your way of thinking. And how do you know that I
could afford it, to begin with?'

'Perhaps I oughtn't to have taken that for granted.'

'Perhaps not. Young women take a good deal for granted now a-days.
But supposing you were right, are you silly enough to think that
richer people are better people, as a matter of course?'

'Not as a matter of course,' said Nancy. 'But I'm quite sure--I
know from what I've seen--that there's more chance of meeting nice
people among them.'

'What do you mean by "nice"?' Mr. Lord was lying back in his chair,
and spoke thickly, as if wearied. 'People who can talk so that you
forget they're only using words they've learnt like parrots?'

'No. Just the contrary. People who have something to say worth
listening to.'

'If you take my advice, you'll pay less attention to what people
say, and more to what they do. What's the good of a friend who won't
come to see you because you live in a small house? That's the plain
English of it. If I had done as I thought right, I should never have
sent you to school at all. I should have had you taught at home all
that's necessary to make a good girl and an honest woman, and have
done my best to keep you away from the kind of life that I hate. But
I hadn't the courage to act as I believed. I knew how the times were
changing, and I was weak enough to be afraid I might do you an
injustice. I did give you the chance of making friends among better
people than your father. Didn't I use to talk to you about your
school friends, and encourage you when they seemed of the right
kind? And now you tell me that they don't care for your society
because you live in a decent, unpretending way. I should think
you're better without such friends.'

Nancy reflected, seemed about to prolong the argument, but spoke at
length in another voice.

'Well, I will say good-night, father.'

It was not usual for them to see each other after dinner, so that a
good-night could seldom be exchanged. The girl, drawing away,
expected a response; she saw her father nod, but he said nothing.

'Good-night, father,' she repeated from a distance.

'Good-night, Nancy, good-night,' came in impatient reply.


On Tuesday afternoon, when, beneath a cloudless sky, the great
London highways reeked and roared in celebration of Jubilee, Nancy
and her friend Miss. Morgan walked up Grove Lane to Champion Hill.
Here and there a house had decked itself with colours of loyalty;
otherwise the Lane was as quiet as usual.

Champion Hill is a gravel byway, overhung with trees; large houses
and spacious gardens on either hand. Here the heat of the sun was
tempered. A carriage rolled softly along; a nurse with well-dressed
children loitered in the shade. One might have imagined it a country
road, so profound the stillness and so leafy the prospect.

A year ago, Jessica Morgan had obtained a three months' engagement
as governess to two little girls, who were sent under her care to
the house of their grandmother at Teignmouth. Their father, Mr
Vawdrey of Champion Hill, had recently lost his wife through an
illness contracted at a horse-race, where the lady sat in wind and
rain for some hours. The children knew little of what is learnt from
books, but were surprisingly well informed on matters of which they
ought to have known nothing; they talked of theatres and
race-courses, of 'the new murderer' at Tussaud's, of police-news, of
notorious spendthrifts and demi-reps; discussed their grown-up
acquaintances with precocious understanding, and repeated scandalous
insinuations which could have no meaning for them. Jessica was
supposed to teach them for two hours daily; she found it an
impossibility. Nevertheless a liking grew up between her and her
charges, and, save by their refusal to study, the children gave her
no trouble; they were abundantly good-natured, they laughed and
sported all day long, and did their best to put life into the pale,
overworked governess.

Whilst living thus at the seaside, Jessica was delighted by the
arrival of Nancy Lord, who came to Teignmouth for a summer holiday.
With her came Mary Woodruff. The faithful servant had been ill; Mr
Lord sent her down into Devon to make a complete recovery, and to
act as Nancy's humble chaperon. Nancy's stay was for three weeks.
The friends saw a great deal of each other, and Miss. Lord had the
honour of being presented to Mrs. Tarrant, the old lady with whom
Jessica lived, Mr. Vawdrey's mother-in-law. At the age of three score
and ten, Mrs. Tarrant still led an active life, and talked with great
volubility, chiefly of herself; Nancy learnt from her that she had
been married at seventeen, and had had two children, a son and a
daughter, both deceased; of relatives there remained to her only Mr
Vawdrey and his family, and a grandson, Lionel Tarrant.

One evening, as Jessica returned from a ramble with the children,
they encountered a young man who was greeted, without much fervour,
as 'cousin Lionel.' Mr. Tarrant professed himself merely a passing
visitant; he had come to inquire after the health of his
grandmother, and in a day or two must keep an appointment with
friends elsewhere. Notwithstanding this announcement, he remained at
Teignmouth for a fortnight, exhibiting a pious assiduity in his
attendance upon the old lady. Naturally, he made acquaintance with
Miss. Lord, whom his cousins regarded as a great acquisition, so
vivacious was she, so ready to take part in any kind of lively
amusement. Mr. Tarrant had been at Oxford; his speech was marked with
the University accent; he talked little, and seemed to prefer his
own society. In conversation with Nancy, though scrupulously
courteous and perfectly good-natured, he never forgot that she was
the friend of his cousins' governess, that their intercourse must be
viewed as an irregular sort of thing, and that it behoved him to
support his dignity whilst condescending to a social inferior. So,
at all events, it struck Miss. Lord, very sensitive in such matters.
Fond of fitting people with nicknames, she called this young man
sometimes 'His Royal Highness,' sometimes 'His Majesty.'

Of Mr. Tarrant's station in life nothing was discovered. His
grandmother, though seemingly in possession of ample means, betrayed
an indifferent education, and in her flow of gossip never referred
to ancestral dignities, never made mention of the calling her
husband had pursued. Mr. Vawdrey was known to be 'in business,'--a
business which must be tolerably lucrative.

On their return to London, the children passed from Miss. Morgan's
care into that of Mrs. Baker, who kept house for the widower at
Champion Hill; but Jessica did not wholly lose sight of them, and,
at their request, she persuaded Nancy Lord to make an occasional
call with her. Mrs. Baker (relict, it was understood, of a military
officer who had fallen in Eastern warfare) behaved to the young
ladies with much friendliness. They did not meet Mr. Vawdrey.

Early in the following year, old Mrs. Tarrant, forsaking Teignmouth,
came to live under her son-in-law's roof; the winter had tried her
health, and henceforth she seldom left home.

To-day, as on former occasions (only two or three in all), Nancy was
reluctant to approach the big house; its imposing front made her
feel that she came only on sufferance; probably even Mrs. Baker did
not regard her as having a right to call here on terms of equality.
Yet the place touched her curiosity and her imagination; she liked
to study the luxurious appointments within, and to walk about the
neglected but pleasant garden, quiet and secluded as if whole
counties divided it from Camberwell. In the hall she and Jessica
were at once welcomed by the children, who first informed them that
tea would be served out of doors, and next made known that 'cousin
Lionel' was here, in Mrs. Tarrant's drawing-room. The second piece of
news vexed Nancy; she resolved never to come again, unless on formal

Mrs. Baker, an agreeable woman, received them as if she were the
mistress of the house. With Jessica she chatted about matters
examinational, which she seemed thoroughly to understand; with Miss
Lord she talked of wider subjects, in a tone not unpleasing to
Nancy, seeing that it presumed, on her part, some knowledge of the
polite world. It was observable that Mr. Vawdrey's daughters had
benefited by the superintendence of this lady; they no longer
gossiped loudly about murders and scandals, but demeaned themselves
more as became their years.

On the arrival of other ladies to call upon Mrs. Baker, the children
drew their friends away into the garden, where tea now awaited them.
Amid the trees and flowers time passed not unpleasantly, until, on
happening to turn her head, Nancy perceived at a distance the
approaching figure of Mr. Lionel Tarrant. He sauntered over the grass
with easy, indolent step; his straw hat and light lounge costume
(excellent tailoring) suited the season and the place. Jessica, who
regarded the young man with something of awe, stood up to shake
hands, but Miss. Lord kept her place in the garden chair.

'Did you see the procession?' Tarrant inquired. 'Ah, then I can give
you very important news--thrilling news. I know the colour of the
Queen's bonnet, and of her parasol.'

'Please don't keep us in suspense,' said Nancy.

'They were of pale primrose. Touching, don't you think?'

He had seated himself crosswise on a camp-stool, and seemed to be
admiring the contour of his brown boots. Lionel's age was not more
than seven-and-twenty; he enjoyed sound health, and his face
signified contentment with the scheme of things as it concerned
himself; but a chronic languor possessed him. It might be sheer
laziness, possibly a result of that mental habit, discernible In his
look, whereby he had come to regard his own judgment as the
criterion of all matters in heaven and earth. Yet the conceit which
relaxed his muscles was in the main amiable; it never repelled as
does the conceit of a fop or a weakling or a vulgar person; he could
laugh heartily, even with his own affectations for a source of
amusement. Of personal vanity he had little, though women esteemed
him good-looking; his steady, indolent gaze made denial of such
preoccupation. Nor could he be regarded as emasculate; his movements
merely disguised the natural vigour of a manly frame, and his
conversational trifling hinted an intellectual reserve, a latent
power of mind, obvious enough in the lines of his countenance.

Nancy was excusable for supposing that he viewed her slightingly. He
spoke as one who did not expect to be quite understood by such a
hearer, addressing her, without the familiarity, much as he
addressed his young cousins. To her, his careful observance of
formalities seemed the reverse of flattering; she felt sure that
with young women in his own circle he would allow himself much more
freedom. Whether the disparagement applied to her intellect or to
her social status might be a question; Nancy could not decide which
of the two she would prefer. Today an especial uneasiness troubled
her from the first moment of his appearance; she felt a stronger
prompting than hitherto to assert herself, and, if possible, to
surprise Mr. Tarrant. But, as if he understood her thought, his
manner became only more bland, his calm aloofness more pronounced.

The children, who were never at ease in their cousin's presence,
succeeded in drawing Jessica apart, and chattered to her about the
educational methods imposed by Mrs. Baker, airing many grievances.
They nourished a hope that Miss. Morgan might again become their
governess; lessons down at Teignmouth had been nothing like so
oppressive as here at Champion Hill.

Tarrant, meanwhile, having drunk a cup of tea, and touched his
moustache with a silk handkerchief, transferred himself from the
camp-stool to the basket chair vacated by Jessica. He was now
further from Nancy, but facing her.

'I have been talking with Mrs. Bellamy,' fell from him, in the same
tone of idle good nature. 'Do you know her? She has but one subject
of conversation; an engrossing topic, to be sure; namely, her
servants. Do you give much thought to the great servant question? I
have my own modest view of the matter. It may not be novel, but my
mind has worked upon it in the night watches.'

Nancy, resolved not to smile, found herself smiling. Not so much at
what he said, as at the manner of it. Her resentment was falling
away; she felt the influence of this imperturbable geniality.

'Shall I tell you my theory?'

He talked with less reserve than on the last occasion when they had
sat together. The mellow sunlight, the garden odours, the warm,
still air, favoured a growth of intimacy.

'By all means,' was Nancy's reply.

'We must begin by admitting that the ordinary woman hates nothing so
much as to have another woman set in authority over her.' He paused,
and laughed lazily. 'Now, before the triumph of glorious Democracy,
only those women kept servants who were capable of rule,--who had
by birth the instinct of authority. They knew themselves the natural
superiors of their domestics, and went through an education fitting
them to rule. Things worked very well; no servant-difficulty
existed. Now-a-days, every woman who can afford it must have another
woman to wait upon her, no matter how silly, or vulgar, or depraved
she may be; the result, of course, is a spirit of rebellion in the
kitchen. Who could have expected anything else?'

Nancy played with a dandelion she had plucked, and gave sign neither
of assent nor disagreement.

'Mrs. Bellamy,' continued the young man, 'marvels that servants
revolt against her. What could be more natural? The servants have
learnt that splendid doctrine that every one is as good as everybody
else, and Mrs. Bellamy is by no means the person to make them see
things differently. And this kind of thing is going on in numberless
houses--an utterly incompetent mistress and a democratic maid in
spirited revolt. The incompetents, being in so vast a majority, will
sooner or later spoil all the servants in the country.'

'You should make an article of it,' said Nancy, 'and send it to _The
Nineteenth Century_.'

'So I might.' He paused, and added casually, 'You read _The
Nineteenth Century_?'

'Now and then.'

Nancy felt herself an impostor, for of leading reviews she knew
little more than the names. And Tarrant's look, so steady, yet so
good-tempered, disturbed her conscience with the fear that he saw
through her. She was coming wretchedly out of this dialogue, in
which she had meant to make a figure.

He changed the subject; was it merely to spare her?

'Shall you go to Teignmouth again this year?'

'I don't know yet. I think not.'

Silence followed. Tarrant, to judge from his face, was absorbed in
pleasant thought; Nancy, on the other hand, felt so ill at ease that
she was on the point of rising, when his voice checked her.

'I have an idea'--he spoke dreamily--'of going to spend next
winter in the Bahamas.'

'Why the Bahamas?'

Speaking with all the carelessness she could command, Nancy shivered
a little. Spite of her 'culture,' she had but the vaguest notion
where the Bahamas were. To betray ignorance would be dreadful. A
suspicion awoke in her that Tarrant, surprised by her seeming
familiarity with current literature, was craftily testing the actual
quality of her education. Upon the shiver followed a glow, and, in
fear lest her cheeks would redden, she grew angry.

He was replying.

'Partly because it is a delightful winter climate; partly because I
have a friend there; partly because the islands are interesting. A
man I knew at Oxford has gone out there, and is likely to stay. His
father owns nearly the whole of an island; and as he's in very bad
health, my friend may soon come into possession. When he does, he's
going to astonish the natives.'


A vision of savages flashed before Nancy's mind. She breathed more
freely, thinking the danger past.

'Simply by making a fortune out of an estate that is lying all but
barren. Before the emancipation of the niggers, the Bahamas
flourished wonderfully; now they are fallen to decay, and ruled, so
far as I understand it, by a particularly contemptible crew of
native whites, who ought all to be kicked into the sea. My friend's
father is a man of no energy; he calls himself magistrate, coroner,
superintendent of the customs, and a dozen other things, but seems
to have spent his time for years in lying about, smoking and
imbibing. His son, I'm afraid, waits impatiently for the old man's
removal to a better world. He believes there are immense
possibilities of trade.'

Trying hard to recollect her geography, Miss. Lord affected but a
slight interest.

'There's no direct way of getting there,' Tarrant pursued. 'What
route should you suggest?'

She was right, after all. He wished to convict her of ignorance. Her
cheeks were now burning, beyond a doubt, and she felt revengeful.

'I advise you to make inquiries at a shipping-office,' was her
distant reply.

'It seems'--he was smiling at Nancy--'I shall have to go to New
York, and then take the Cuba mail.'

'Are you going to join your friend in business?'

'Business, I fear, is hardly my vocation.'

There was a tremor on Nancy's lips, and about her eyelids. She said

'I thought you were perhaps in business?'

'Did you? What suggested it?'

Tarrant looked fixedly at her; in his expression, as in his voice,
she detected a slight disdain, and that decided her to the utterance
of the next words.

'Oh'--she had assumed an ingenuous air--'there's the Black Lead
that bears your name. Haven't you something to do with it?'

She durst not watch him, but a change of his countenance was
distinctly perceptible, and for the moment caused her a keen
gratification. His eyes had widened, his lips had set themselves; he
looked at once startled and mortified.

'Black lead?' The words fell slowly, in a voice unlike that she had
been hearing. 'No. I have nothing to do with it.'

The silence was dreadful. Nancy endeavoured to rise, but her limbs
would not do their office. Then, her eyes fixed on the grass, she
became aware that Tarrant himself had stood up.

'Where are the children?' he was saying absently.

He descried them afar off with Miss. Morgan, and began to saunter in
that direction. As soon as his back was turned, Nancy rose and began
to walk towards the house. In a few moments Jessica and the girls
were with her.

'I think we must go,' she said.

They entered, and took leave of Mrs. Baker, who sat alone in the

'Did you say good-bye to Mr. Tarrant?' Jessica asked, as they came
forth again.


'I didn't. But I suppose it doesn't matter.'

Nancy had thought of telling her friend what she had done, of
boasting that she had asked the impossible question. But now she
felt ashamed of herself, and something more than ashamed. Never
again could she enter this garden. And it seemed to her that, by a
piece of outrageous, of wanton, folly, she had for ever excluded
herself from the society of all 'superior' people.


'Now, _I_ look at it in this way. It's to celebrate the fiftieth
year of the reign of Queen Victoria--yes: but at the same time,
and far more, it's to celebrate the completion of fifty years of
Progress. National Progress, without precedent in the history of
mankind! One may say, indeed, Progress of the Human Race. Only think
what has been done in this half-century: only think of it! Compare
England now, compare the world, with what it was in 1837. It takes
away one's breath!'

Thus Mr. Samuel Bennett Barmby, as he stood swaying forward upon his
toes, his boots creaking. Nancy and Jessica listened to him. They
were ready to start on the evening's expedition, but Horace had not
yet come home, and on the chance of his arrival they would wait a
few minutes longer.

'I shall make this the subject of a paper for our Society next
winter--the Age of Progress. And with special reference to one
particular--the Press. Only think now, of the difference between
our newspapers, all our periodicals of to-day, and those fifty years
ago. Did you ever really consider, Miss. Morgan, what a marvellous
thing one of our great newspapers really is? Printed in another way
it would make a volume--absolutely; a positive volume; packed with
thought and information. And all for the ridiculous price of one

He laughed; a high, chuckling, crowing laugh; the laugh of
triumphant optimism. Of the man's sincerity there could be no
question; it beamed from his shining forehead, his pointed nose;
glistened in his prominent eyes. He had a tall, lank figure,
irreproachably clad in a suit of grey: frock coat, and waistcoat
revealing an expanse of white shirt. His cuffs were magnificent, and
the hands worthy of them. A stand-up collar, of remarkable
stiffness, kept his head at the proper level of self-respect.

'By the bye, Miss. Lord, are you aware that the Chinese Empire, with
four _hundred_ MILLION inhabitants, has only _ten_ daily papers?
Positively; only ten.'

'How do you know?' asked Nancy.

'I saw it stated in a paper. That helps one to _grasp_ the
difference between civilisation and barbarism. One doesn't think
clearly enough of common things. Now that's one of the benefits one
gets from Carlyle. Carlyle teaches one to see the marvellous in
everyday life. Of course in many things I don't agree with him, but
I shall never lose an opportunity of expressing my gratitude to
Carlyle. Carlyle and Gurty! Yes, Carlyle and Gurty; those two
authors are an education in themselves.'

He uttered a long 'Ah!' and moved his lips as if savouring a
delicious morsel.

'Now here's an interesting thing. If all the cabs in London were put
end to end,'--he paused between the words, gravely,--'what do
you think, Miss. Morgan, would be the total length?'

'Oh, I have no idea, Mr. Barmby.'

'Forty miles--positively! Forty miles of cabs!'

'How do you know?' asked Nancy.

'I saw it stated in a paper.'

The girls glanced at each other, and smiled. Barmby beamed upon them
with the benevolence of a man who knew his advantages, personal and

And at this moment Horace Lord came in. He had not the fresh
appearance which usually distinguished him; his face was stained
with perspiration, his collar had become limp, the flower at his
buttonhole hung faded.

'Well, here I am. Are you going?'

'I suppose you know you have kept us waiting,' said his sister.

'Awf'ly sorry. Couldn't get here before.'

He spoke as if he had not altogether the command of his tongue, and
with a fixed meaningless smile.

'We had better not delay,' said Barmby, taking up his hat. 'Seven
o'clock. We ought to be at Charing Cross before eight; that will
allow us about three hours.'

They set forth at once. By private agreement between the girls,
Jessica Morgan attached herself to Mr. Barmby, allowing Nancy to
follow with her brother, as they walked rapidly towards Camberwell
Green. Horace kept humming popular airs; his hat had fallen a little
to the side, and he swung his cane carelessly. His sister asked him
what he had been doing all day.

'Oh, going about. I met some fellows after the procession. We had a
splendid view, up there on the top of Waterloo House.'

'Did Fanny go home?'

'We met her sisters, and had some lunch at a restaurant. Look here;
you don't want me to-night. You won't mind if I get lost in the
crowd? Barmby will be quite enough to take care of you.'

'You are going to meet her again, I suppose?'

Horace nodded.

'We had better agree on a rendezvous at a certain time. I say,
Barmby, just a moment; if any of us should get separated, we had
better know where to meet, for coming home.'

'Oh, there's no fear of that.'

'All the same, it _might_ happen. There'll be a tremendous crush,
you know. Suppose we say the place where the trams stop, south of
Westminster Bridge, and the time a quarter to eleven?'

This was agreed upon.

At Camberwell Green they mingled with a confused rush of hilarious
crowds, amid a clattering of cabs and omnibuses, a jingling of
tram-car bells. Public-houses sent forth their alcoholic odours upon
the hot air. Samuel Barmby, joyous in his protectorship of two young
ladies, for he regarded Horace as a mere boy, bustled about them
whilst they stood waiting for the arrival of the Westminster car.

'It'll have to be a gallant rush! You would rather be outside,
wouldn't you, Miss. Lord? Here it comes: charge!'

But the charge was ineffectual for their purpose. A throng of far
more resolute and more sinewy people swept them aside, and seized
every vacant place on the top of the vehicle. Only with much
struggle did they obtain places within. In an ordinary mood, Nancy
would have resented this hustling of her person by the profane
public; as it was, she half enjoyed the tumult, and looked forward
to get more of it along the packed streets, with a sense that she
might as well amuse herself in vulgar ways, since nothing better was
attainable. This did not, however, modify her contempt of Samuel
Barmby; it seemed never to have occurred to him that the
rough-and-tumble might be avoided, and time gained, by the simple
expedient of taking a cab.

Sitting opposite to Samuel, she avoided his persistent glances by
reading the rows of advertisements above his head. Somebody's
'Blue;' somebody's 'Soap;' somebody's 'High-class Jams;' and behold,
inserted between the Soap and the Jam--'God so loved the world,
that He gave His only-begotten Son, that whoso believeth in Him
should not perish, but have everlasting life.' Nancy perused the
passage without perception of incongruity, without emotion of any
kind. Her religion had long since fallen to pieces, and universal
defilement of Scriptural phrase by the associations of the
market-place had in this respect blunted her sensibilities.

Barmby was talking to Jessica Morgan. She caught his words now and

'Can you tell me what is the smallest tree in the world?--No, it's
the Greenland birch. Its full-grown height is only three inches--
positively! But it spreads over several feet.'

Nancy was tempted to lean forward and say, 'How do you know?' But
the jest seemed to involve her in too much familiarity with Mr
Barmby; for her own peace it was better to treat him with all
possible coldness.

A woman near her talked loudly about the procession, with special
reference to a personage whom she called 'Prince of Wiles.' This
enthusiast declared with pride that she had stood at a certain
street corner for seven hours, accompanied by a child of five years
old, the same who now sat on her lap, nodding in utter weariness;
together they were going to see the illuminations, and walk about,
with intervals devoted to refreshments, for several hours more.
Beyond sat a working-man, overtaken with liquor, who railed
vehemently at the Jubilee, and in no measured terms gave his opinion
of our Sovereign Lady; the whole thing was a 'lay,' an occasion for
filling the Royal pocket, and it had succeeded to the tune of
something like half a million of money, wheedled, most of it, from
the imbecile poor. 'Shut up!' roared a loyalist, whose patience
could endure no longer. 'We're not going to let a boozing blackguard
like you talk in that way about 'er Majesty!' Thereupon, retort of
insult, challenge to combat, clamour from many throats, deep and
shrill. Nancy laughed, and would rather have enjoyed it if the men
had fought.

At Westminster Bridge all jumped confusedly into the street and ran
for the pavement. It was still broad daylight; the sun--a
potentate who keeps no Jubilee--dropping westward amid the hues of
summer eventide, was unmarked, for all his splendour, by the roaring

'Where are you going to leave us?' Nancy inquired of her brother.

'Charing Cross, or somewhere about there.'

'Keep by me till then.'

Barmby was endeavouring to secure her companionship. He began to
cross the bridge at her side, but Nancy turned and bade him attend
upon Miss. Morgan, saying that she wished to talk with her brother.
In this order they moved towards Parliament Street, where the crowd
began to thicken.

'Now let us decide upon our route,' exclaimed Barmby, with the air
of a popular leader planning a great demonstration. 'Miss. Lord, we
will be directed by your wishes. Where would you like to be when the
lighting-up begins?'

'I don't care. What does it matter? Let us go straight on and see
whatever comes in our way.'

'That's the right spirit! Let us give ourselves up to the occasion!
We can't be wrong in making for Trafalgar Square. Advance!'

They followed upon a group of reeling lads and girls, who yelled in
chorus the popular song of the day, a sentimental one as it happened--

'_Do not forget me,
Do not forget me,
Think sometimes of me still_'--

Nancy was working herself into a nervous, excited state. She felt it
impossible to walk on and on under Barmby's protection, listening to
his atrocious commonplaces, his enthusiasms of the Young Men's
Debating Society. The glow of midsummer had entered into her blood;
she resolved to taste independence, to mingle with the limitless
crowd as one of its units, borne in whatever direction. That song of
the streets pleased her, made sympathetic appeal to her; she would
have liked to join in it.

Just behind her--it was on the broad pavement at Whitehall--some
one spoke her name.

'Miss. Lord! Why, who would have expected to see you here? Shouldn't
have dared to think of such a thing; upon my word, I shouldn't!'

A man of about thirty, dressed without much care, middle-sized,
wiry, ruddy of cheek, and his coarse but strong features vivid with
festive energy, held a hand to her. Luckworth Crewe was his name.
Nancy had come to know him at the house of Mrs. Peachey, where from
time to time she had met various people unrecognised in her own
home. His tongue bewrayed him for a native of some northern county;
his manner had no polish, but a genuine heartiness which would have
atoned for many defects. Horace, who also knew him, offered a
friendly greeting; but Samuel Barmby, when the voice caught his ear,
regarded this intruder with cold surprise.

'May I walk on with you?' Crewe asked, when he saw that Miss. Lord
felt no distaste for his company.

Nancy deigned not even a glance at her nominal protector.

'If you are going our way,' she replied.

Barmby, his dignity unobserved, strode on with Miss. Morgan, of whom
he sought information concerning the loud-voiced man. Crewe talked

'So you've come out to have a look at it, after all. I saw the Miss
Frenches last Sunday, and they told me you cared no more for the
Jubilee than for a dog-fight. Of course I wasn't surprised; you've
other things to think about. But it's worth seeing, that's my
opinion. Were you out this morning?'

'No. I don't care for Royalties.'

'No more do I. Expensive humbugs, that's what I call 'em. But I had
a look at them, for all that. The Crown Prince was worth seeing;
yes, he really was. I'm not so prejudiced as to deny that. He's the
kind of chap I should like to get hold of, and have a bit of a talk
with, and ask him what he thought about things in general. It's been
a big affair, hasn't it? I know a chap who made a Jubilee Perfume,
and he's netting something like a hundred pounds a day.'

'Have you any Jubilee speculation on hand?'

'Don't ask me! It makes me mad. I had a really big thing,--a
Jubilee Drink,--a teetotal beverage; the kind of thing that would
have sold itself, this weather. A friend of mine hit on it, a clerk
in a City warehouse, one of the cleverest chaps I ever knew. It
really was _the_ drink; I've never tasted anything like it. Why,
there's the biggest fortune on record waiting for the man who can
supply _the_ drink for total-abstainers. And this friend of mine had
it. He gave me some to taste one night, about a month ago, and I
roared with delight. It was all arranged. I undertook to find enough
capital to start with, and to manage the concern. I would have given
up my work with Bullock and Freeman. I'd have gone in, tooth and
nail, for that drink! I sat up all one night trying to find a name
for it; but couldn't hit on the right one. A name is just as
important as the stuff itself that you want to sell. Next morning--
it was Sunday--I went round to my friend's lodgings, and'--he
slapped his thigh--'I'm blest if the chap hadn't cut his throat!'


'Betting and forgery. He would have been arrested next day. But the
worst of it was that his beverage perished with him. I hadn't a
notion how it was made; he wouldn't tell me till I planked down
money to start with; and not a drop of it could be found anywhere.
And to think that he had absolutely struck oil, as they say; had
nothing to do but sit down and count the money as it came in! That's
the third man I've known go wrong in less than a year. Betting and
embezzlement; betting and burglary; betting and forgery. I'll tell
you some time about the chap who went in for burglary. One of the
best fellows I ever knew; when he comes out, I must give him a hand.
But ten to one he'll burgle again; they always do; burglary grows on
a man, like drink.'

His laughter rang across the street; Barmby, who kept looking back,
surprised and indignant that this acquaintance of Miss. Lord's was
not presented to him, paused for a moment, but Nancy waved to him
commandingly, 'Straight on!'

They reached Charing Cross. Horace, who took no part in the
conversation, and had dropped behind, at this point found an
opportunity of stealing away. It was Crewe who first remarked his

'Hollo! where's your brother?'

'Gone, evidently.--Hush! Don't say anything. Will you do something
for me, Mr. Crewe?'

'Of course I will. What is it?'

Nancy pursued in a low voice.

'He's gone to meet Fanny French. At least, he told me so; but I want
to know whether it is really Fanny, or some one else. He said they
were to meet in front of the Haymarket Theatre. Will you go as
quickly as you can, and see if Fanny is there?'

Crewe laughed.

'Like a bird!--But how am I to meet you again?'

'We'll be at the top of Regent Street at nine o'clock,--by Peter
Robinson's. Don't lose time.'

He struck off in the westerly direction, and Barmby, looking round
at that moment, saw him go. Engrossed in thought of Nancy, Samuel
did not yet perceive that her brother had vanished.

'Your friend isn't coming any further?' he said, in a tone of


'But where's Mr. Lord?' exclaimed Jessica.

Nancy pretended to look back for him, and for a minute or two they
waited. Barmby, glad to be delivered from both male companions, made
light of the matter; Horace could take care of himself; they had the
appointment for a quarter to eleven;--on! And he now fixed himself
resolutely at Nancy's side.

She, delighted with the success of her stratagem, and careless of
what might result from it, behaved more companionably. To Luckworth
Crewe's society she had no objection; indeed, she rather liked him;
but his presence would have hindered the escape for which she was
preparing. Poor Jessica might feel it something of a hardship to
pass hours alone with 'the Prophet,' but that could not be helped.
Nancy would be free to-night, if never again. They turned into the
Strand, and Barmby voiced his opinion of the public decorations.

'There's very little of what can be called Art,--very little
indeed. I'm afraid we haven't made much progress in Art.--Now what
would Ruskin say to this kind of thing? The popular taste wants
educating. My idea is that we ought to get a few leading men Burne
Jones and--and William Morris--and people of that kind, you
know, Miss. Lord,--to give lectures in a big hall on the elements
of Art. A great deal might be done in that way, don't you think so,
Miss. Morgan?'

'I have no faith in anything popular,' Jessica replied loftily.

'No, no. But, after all, the people have got the upper hand
now-a-days, and we who enjoy advantages of education, of culture,
ought not to allow them to remain in darkness. It isn't for our own
interest, most decidedly it isn't.'

'Did your sisters go to see the procession?' Nancy asked.

'Oh, they were afraid of the crowd. The old gentleman took them out
to Tooting Common this afternoon, and they enjoyed themselves.
Perhaps I should have been wiser if I had imitated their example; I
mean this morning; of course I wouldn't have missed this evening for
anything whatever. But somehow, one feels it a sort of duty to see
something of these great public holidays. I caught a glimpse of the
procession. In its way it was imposing--yes, really. After all,
the Monarchy is a great _fact_--as Gurty would have said. I like
to keep my mind open to facts.'

The sun had set, and with approach of dusk the crowds grew denser.
Nancy proposed a return westwards; the clubs of Pall Mall and of St
James's Street would make a display worth seeing, and they must not
miss Piccadilly.

'A little later,' said their escort, with an air of liberality, 'we
must think of some light refreshment. We shall be passing a
respectable restaurant, no doubt.'

Twilight began to obscure the distance. Here and there a house-front
slowly marked itself with points of flame, shaping to wreath,
festoon, or initials of Royalty. Nancy looked eagerly about her,
impatient for the dark, wishing the throng would sweep her away. In
Pall Mall, Barmby felt it incumbent upon him to name the several
clubs, a task for which he was inadequately prepared. As he stood
staring in doubt at one of the coldly insolent facades, Jessica
gazing in the same direction, Nancy saw that her moment had come.
She darted off, struggled through a moving crowd, and reached the
opposite pavement. All she had now to do was to press onward with
the people around her; save by chance, she could not possibly be

Alarm at her daring troubled her for a few minutes. As a matter of
course Barmby would report this incident to her father,--unless
she plainly asked him not to do so, for which she had no mind. Yet
what did it matter? She had escaped to enjoy herself, and the sense
of freedom soon overcame anxieties. No one observed her solitary
state; she was one of millions walking about the streets because it
was Jubilee Day, and every moment packed her more tightly among the
tramping populace. A procession, this, greatly more significant than
that of Royal personages earlier in the day. Along the main
thoroughfares of mid-London, wheel-traffic was now suspended;
between the houses moved a double current of humanity, this way and
that, filling the whole space, so that no vehicle could possibly
have made its way on the wonted track. At junctions, pickets of
police directed progress; the slowly advancing masses wheeled to
left or right at word of command, carelessly obedient. But for an
occasional bellow of hilarious blackguardism, or for a song uplifted
by strident voices, or a cheer at some flaring symbol that pleased
the passers, there was little noise; only a thud, thud of footfalls
numberless, and the low, unvarying sound that suggested some huge
beast purring to itself in stupid contentment.

Nancy forgot her identity, lost sight of herself as an individual.
Her blood was heated by close air and physical contact. She did not
think, and her emotions differed little from those of any shop-girl
let loose. The 'culture,' to which she laid claim, evanesced in this
atmosphere of exhalations. Could she have seen her face, its look of
vulgar abandonment would have horrified her.

Some one trod violently on her heel, and she turned with a
half-angry laugh, protesting. 'Beg your pardon, miss,' said a young
fellow of the clerkly order. 'A push be'ind made me do it.' He
thrust himself to a place beside her, and Nancy conversed with him
unrestrainedly, as though it were a matter of course. The young man,
scrutinising her with much freedom, shaped clerkly compliments, and,
in his fashion, grew lyrical; until, at a certain remark which he
permitted himself, Nancy felt it time to shake him off. Her next
encounter was more noteworthy. Of a sudden she felt an arm round her
waist, and a man, whose breath declared the source of his
inspiration, began singing close to her ear the operatic ditty,
'Queen of my Heart.' He had, moreover, a good tenor voice, and
belonged, vaguely, to some stratum of educated society.

'I think you had better leave me alone,' said Nancy, looking him
severely in the face.

'Well, if you really think so,'--he seemed struck by her manner of
speech,--'of course I will: but I'd much rather not.'

'I might find it necessary to speak to a policeman at the next

'Oh, in that case.'--He raised his hat, and fell aside. And Nancy
felt that, after all, the adventure had been amusing.

She was now in Regent Street, and it came to her recollection that
she had made an appointment with Luckworth Crewe for nine o'clock.
Without any intention of keeping it; but why not do so? Her lively
acquaintance would be excellent company for the next hour, until she
chose to bring the escapade to an end. And indeed, save by a
disagreeable struggle, she could hardly change the direction of her
steps. It was probably past nine; Crewe might have got tired of
waiting, or have found it impossible to keep a position on the
pavement. Drawing near to the top of Regent Street, she hoped he
might be there. And there he was, jovially perspiring; he saw her
between crowded heads, and crushed through to her side.


'Where are your friends?'

'That's more than I can tell you.'

They laughed together.

'It's a miracle we've been able to meet,' said Crewe. 'I had to
thrash a fellow five minutes ago, and was precious near getting run
in. Shall we go the Tottenham Court Road way? Look out! You'd better
hold on to my arm. These big crossings are like whirlpools; you
might go round and round, and never get anywhere. Don't be afraid;
if any one runs up against you, I'll knock him down.'

'There wouldn't be room for him to fall,' said Nancy, wild with
merriment, as they swayed amid the uproar. For the first time she
understood how perilous such a crowd might be. A band of roisterers,
linked arm in arm, were trying to break up the orderly march of
thousands into a chaotic fight. The point for which Crewe made was
unattainable; just in front of him a woman began shrieking
hysterically; another fainted, and dropped into her neighbour's

'Don't get frightened!'

'Not I! I like it. It's good fun.'

'You're the right sort, you are. But we must get out of this. It's
worse than the pit-door on the first night of a pantomime. I must
hold you up; don't mind.'

His arm encircled her body, and for a moment now and then he carried
rather than led her. They were safe at length, in the right part of
Oxford Street, and moving with the stream.

'I couldn't find your brother,' Crewe had leisure to say; 'and I
didn't see Fanny French. There weren't many people about just then,
either. They must have gone off before I came.'

'Yes, they must. It doesn't matter.'

'You have some life in you.' He gazed at her admiringly. 'You're
worth half a million of the girls that squeak and wobble when
there's a bit of rough play going on.'

'I hope so. Did you set me down as one of that kind?'

Nancy found that her tongue had achieved a liberty suitable to the
occasion. She spoke without forethought, and found pleasure in her

'Not I,' Crewe answered. 'But I never had a chance before now of
telling you what I thought.'

Some one in front of them ignited a Bengal light and threw it into
the air; the flame flashed across Nancy's features, and fell upon
the hat of a man near her.

'How do you mean to get home?' asked Crewe presently. Nancy
explained that all her party were to meet on the other side of the

'Oh, then, there's plenty of time. When you've had enough of this
kind of thing we can strike off into the quiet streets. If you were
a man, which I'm glad you're not, I should say I was choking for a
glass of beer.'

'Say it, and look for a place where you can quench your thirst.'

'It must be a place, then, where you can come in as well. You don't
drink beer, of course, but we can get lemonade and that kind of
thing. No wonder we get thirsty; look up there.'

Following the direction of his eyes, Nancy saw above the heads of
the multitude a waving dust-canopy, sent up by myriad tramplings on
the sun-scorched streets. Glare of gas illumined it in the
foreground; beyond, it dimmed all radiance like a thin fog.

'We might cut across through Soho,' he pursued, 'and get among the
restaurants. Take my arm again. Only a bit of cross-fighting, and we
shall be in the crowd going the other way. Did you do physics at
school? Remember about the resultant of forces? Now _we_'re a force
tending to the right, and the crowd is a force making for straight
on; to find the--'

His hat was knocked over his eyes, and the statement of the problem
ended in laughter.

With a good deal of difficulty they reached one of the southward
byways; and thenceforth walking was unimpeded.

'You know that I call myself Luckworth Crewe,' resumed Nancy's
companion after a short silence.

'Of course I do.'

'Well, the fact is, I've no right to either of the names. I thought
I'd just tell you, for the fun of the thing; I shouldn't talk about
it to any one else that I know. They tell me I was picked up on a
doorstep in Leeds, and the wife of a mill-hand adopted me. Their
name was Crewe. They called me Tom, but somehow it isn't a name I
care for, and when I was grown up I met a man called Luckworth, who
was as kind as a father to me, and so I took his name in place of
Tom. That's the long and short of it.'

Nancy looked a trifle disconcerted.

'You won't think any worse of me, because I haven't a name of my

'Why should I? It isn't your fault.'

'No. But I'm not the kind of man to knuckle under. I think myself
just as good as anybody else I'll knock the man down that sneers at
me; and I won't thank anybody for pitying me; that's the sort of
chap I am. And I'm going to have a big fortune one of these days.
It's down in the books. I know I shall live to be a rich man, just
as well as I know that I'm walking down Dean Street with Miss. Lord.'

'I should think it very possible,' his companion remarked.

'It hasn't begun yet. I can only lay my hand on a few hundred
pounds, one way and another. And I'm turned thirty. But the next ten
years are going to do it. Do you know what I did last Saturday? I
got fifteen hundred pounds' worth of advertising for our people,
from a chap that's never yet put a penny into the hands of an agent.
I went down and talked to him like a father. He was the hardest nut
I ever had to crack, but in thirty-five minutes I'd got him--like
a roach on a hook. And it'll be to his advantage, mind you. That
fifteen hundred 'll bring him in more business than he's had for ten
years past. I got him to confess he was going down the hill. "Of
course," I said, "because you don't know how to advertise, and won't
let anybody else know for you?" In a few minutes he was telling me
he'd dropped more than a thousand on a patent that was out of date
before it got fairly going. "All right," said I. "Here's your new
cooking-stove. You've dropped a thousand on the other thing; give
your advertising to us, and I'll guarantee you shall come home on
the cooking-stove."'

'Come home on it?' Nancy inquired, in astonishment.

'Oh, it's our way of talking,' said the other, with his hearty
laugh. 'It means to make up one's loss. And he'll do it. And when he
has, he'll think no end of me.'

'I daresay.'

'Not long ago, I boxed a chap for his advertising. A fair turn-up
with the gloves. Do you suppose I licked him? Not I; though I could
have done it with one hand. I just let him knock me out of time, and
two minutes after he put all his business into my hands.'

'Oh, you'll get rich,' declared Nancy, laughing. 'No doubt about

'There was a spot down the South Western Railway where we wanted to
stick up a board, a great big board, as ugly as they make 'em. It
was in a man's garden; a certain particular place, where the trains
slow, and folks have time to read the advertisement and meditate on
it. That chap wouldn't listen. What! spoil his garden with our
da----with our confounded board! not for five hundred a year! Well,
I went down, and I talked to him--'

'Like a father,' put in Nancy.

'Just so, like a father. "Look here," said I, "my dear sir, you're
impeding the progress of civilisation. How could we have become what
we are without the modern science and art of advertising? Till
advertising sprang up, the world was barbarous. Do you suppose
people kept themselves clean before they were reminded at every
corner of the benefits of soap? Do you suppose they were healthy
before every wall and hoarding told them what medicine to take for
their ailments? Not they indeed! Why, a man like you--an
enlightened man, I see it in your face (he was as ugly as Ben's
bull-dog), ought to be proud of helping on the age." And I made him
downright ashamed of himself. He asked me to have a bit of dinner,
and we came to terms over the cheese.'

In this strain did Luckworth Crewe continue to talk across the
gloomy solitudes of Soho. And Nancy would on no account have had him
cease. She was fascinated by his rough vigour and by his visions of
golden prosperity. It seemed to her that they reached very quickly
the restaurant he had in view. With keen enjoyment of the novelty,
she followed him between tables where people were eating, drinking,
smoking, and took a place beside him on a cushioned seat at the end
of the room.

'I know you're tired,' he said. 'There's nearly half-an-hour before
you need move.'

Nancy hesitated in her choice of a refreshment. She wished to have
something unusual, something that fitted an occasion so remarkable,
yet, as Crewe would of course pay, she did not like to propose
anything expensive.

'Now let me choose for you,' her companion requested. 'After all
that rough work, you want something more than a drop of lemonade.
I'm going to order a nice little bottle of champagne out of the ice,
and a pretty little sandwich made of whatever you like.'


It had been in her thoughts, a sparkling audacity. Good; champagne
let it be. And she leaned back in defiant satisfaction.

'I didn't expect much from Jubilee Day,' observed the man of
business, 'but that only shows how things turn out--always better
or worse than you think for. I'm not likely to forget it; it's the
best day I've had in my life yet, and I leave you to guess who I owe
_that_ to.'

'I think this is good wine,' remarked Nancy, as if she had not heard

'Not bad. You wouldn't suppose a fellow of my sort would know
anything about it. But I do. I've drunk plenty of good champagne,
and I shall drink better.'

Nancy ate her sandwich and smiled. The one glass sufficed her; Crewe
drank three. Presently, looking at her with his head propped on his
hand, he said gravely:

'I wonder whether this is the last walk we shall have together?'

'Who can say?' she answered in a light tone.

'Some one ought to be able to say.'

'I never make prophecies, and never believe other people's.'

'Shows your good sense. But _I_ make wishes, and plenty of them.'

'So do I,' said Nancy.

'Then let us both make a wish to ourselves,' proposed Crewe,
regarding her with eyes that had an uncommon light in them.

His companion laughed, then both were quiet for a moment.

They allowed themselves plenty of time to battle their way as far as
Westminster Bridge. At one point police and crowd were in brief
conflict; the burly guardians of order dealt thwacking blows, right
and left, sound fisticuffs, backed with hearty oaths. The night was
young; by magisterial providence, hours of steady drinking lay
before the hardier jubilants. Thwacks and curses would be no rarity
in another hour or two.

At the foot of Parliament Street, Nancy came face to face with
Samuel Barmby, on whose arm hung the wearied Jessica. Without
heeding their exclamations, she turned to her protector and bade him
a hearty good-night. Crewe accepted his dismissal. He made survey of
Barmby, and moved off singing to himself, '_Do not forget me--do
not forget me_--'

Part II: Nature's Graduate


The disorder which Stephen Lord masked as a 'touch of gout' had in
truth a much more disagreeable name. It was now twelve months since
his doctor's first warning, directed against the savoury meats and
ardent beverages which constituted his diet; Stephen resolved upon a
change of habits, but the flesh held him in bondage, and medical
prophecy was justified by the event. All through Jubilee Day he
suffered acutely; for the rest of the week he remained at home,
sometimes sitting in the garden, but generally keeping his room,
where he lay on a couch.

A man of method and routine, sedentary, with a strong dislike of
unfamiliar surroundings, he could not be persuaded to try change of
air. The disease intensified his native stubbornness, made him by
turns fretful and furious, disposed him to a sullen solitude. He
would accept no tendance but that of Mary Woodruff; to her, as to
his children, he kept up the pretence of gout. He was visited only
by Samuel Barmby, with whom he discussed details of business, and by
Mr. Barmby, senior, his friend of thirty years, the one man to whom
he unbosomed himself.

His effort to follow the regimen medically prescribed to him was
even now futile. At the end of a week's time, imagining himself
somewhat better, he resumed his daily walk to Camberwell Road, but
remained at the warehouse only till two or three o'clock, then
returned and sat alone in his room. On one of the first days of
July, when the weather was oppressively hot, he entered the house
about noon, and in a few minutes rang his bell. Mary Woodruff came
to him. He was sitting on the couch, pale, wet with perspiration,
and exhausted.

'I want something to drink,' he said wearily, without raising his

'Will you have the lime-water, sir?'

'Yes--what you like.'

Mary brought it to him, and he drank two large glasses, with no

'Where is Nancy?'

'In town, sir. She said she would be back about four.'

He made an angry movement.

'What's she doing in town? She said nothing to me. Why doesn't she
come back to lunch? Where does she go to for all these hours?'

'I don't know, sir.'

The servant spoke in a low, respectful voice, looking at her master
with eyes that seemed to compassionate him.

'Well, it doesn't matter.' He waved a hand, as if in dismissal.
'Wait--if I'm to be alone, I might as well have lunch now. I feel
hungry, as if I hadn't eaten anything for twenty-four hours. Get me
something, Mary.'

Later in the afternoon his bell again sounded, and Mary answered it.
As he did not speak at once,--he was standing by the window with
his hands behind him,--she asked him his pleasure.

'Bring me some water, Mary, plain drinking-water.'

She returned with a jug and glass, and he took a long draught.

'No, don't go yet. I want to--to talk to you about things. Sit
down there for a minute.'

He pointed to the couch, and Mary, with an anxious look, obeyed him.

'I'm thinking of leaving this house, and going to live in the
country. There's no reason why I shouldn't. My partner can look
after the business well enough.'

'It might be the best thing you could do, sir. The best for your

'Yes, it might. I'm not satisfied with things. I want to make a
decided change, in every way.'

His face had grown more haggard during the last few days, and his
eyes wandered, expressing fretfulness or fear; he spoke with effort,
and seemed unable to find the words that would convey his meaning.

'Now I want you to tell me plainly, what do you think of Nancy?'

'Think of her, sir?'

'No, no--don't speak in that way. I don't want you to call me
'sir'; it isn't necessary; we've known each other so long, and I
think of you as a friend, a very good friend. Think of me in the
same way, and speak naturally. I want to know your opinion of

The listener had a face of grave attention: it signified no
surprise, no vulgar self-consciousness, but perhaps a just
perceptible pleasure. And in replying she looked steadily at her
master for a moment.

'I really don't feel I can judge her, Mr. Lord. It's true, in a way,
I ought to know her very well, as I've seen her day by day since she
was a little thing. But now she's a well-educated and clever young
lady, and she has got far beyond me--'

'Ay, there it is, there it is!' Stephen interrupted with bitterness.
'She's got beyond us--beyond me as well as you. And she isn't what
I meant her to be, very far from it. I haven't brought them up as I
wished. I don't know--I'm sure I don't know why. It was in own
hands. When they were little children, I said to myself: hey shall
grow up plain, good, honest girl and boy. I said that I wouldn't
educate them very much; I saw little good that came of it, in our
rank of life. I meant them to be simple-minded. I hoped Nancy would
marry a plain countryman, like the men I used to know when I was a
boy; a farmer, or something of that kind. But see how it's come
about. It wasn't that I altered my mind about what was best. But I
seemed to have no choice. For one thing, I made more money at
business than I had expected, and so--and so it seemed that they
ought to be educated above me and mine. There was my mother, did a
better woman ever live? She had no education but that of home. She
could have brought up Nancy in the good, old-fashioned way, if I had
let her. I wish I had, yes, I wish I had.'

'I don't think you could have felt satisfied,' said the listener,
with intelligent sympathy.

'Why not? If she had been as good and useful a woman as _you_ are--'

'Ah, you mustn't think in that way, Mr. Lord. I was born and bred to
service. Your daughter had a mind given her at her birth, that would
never have been content with humble things. She was meant for
education and a higher place.'

'What higher place is there for her? She thinks herself too good for
the life she leads here, and yet I don't believe she'll ever find a
place among people of a higher class. She has told me herself it's
my fault. She says I ought to have had a big house for her, so that
she might make friends among the rich. Perhaps she's right. I have
made her neither one thing nor another. Mary, if I had never come to
London, I might have lived happily. My place was away there, in the
old home. I've known that for many a year. I've thought: wait till
I've made a little more money, and I'll go back. But it was never
done; and now it looks to me as if I had spoilt the lives of my
children, as well as my own. I can't trust Nancy, that's the worst
of it. You don't know what she did on Jubilee night. She wasn't with
Mr. Barmby and the others--Barmby told me about it; she pretended
to lose them, and went off somewhere to meet a man she's never
spoken to me about. Is that how a good girl would act? I didn't
speak to her about it; what use? Very likely she wouldn't tell me
the truth. She takes it for granted I can't understand her. She
thinks her education puts her above all plain folk and their ways--
that's it.'

Mary's eyes had fallen, and she kept silence.

'Suppose anything happened to me, and they were left to themselves.
I have money to leave between them, and of course they know it. How
could it do them anything but harm? Do you know that Horace wants to
marry that girl Fanny French--a grinning, chattering fool--if
not worse. He has told me he shall do as he likes. Whether or no it
was right to educate Nancy, I am very sure that I ought to have done
with _him_ as I meant at first. He hasn't the brains to take a good
position. When his schooling went on year after year, I thought at
last to make of him something better than his father--a doctor, or
a lawyer. But he hadn't the brains: he disappointed me bitterly. And
what use can he make of my money, when I'm in my grave? If I die
soon he'll marry, and ruin his life. And won't it be the same with
Nancy? Some plotting, greedy fellow--the kind of man you see
everywhere now-a-days, will fool her for the money's sake.'

'We must hope they'll be much older and wiser before they have to
act for themselves,' said Mary, looking into her master's troubled

'Yes!' He came nearer to her, with a sudden hopefulness. 'And
whether I live much longer or not, I can do something to guard them
against their folly. They needn't have the money as soon as I am

He seated himself in front of his companion.

'I want to ask you something, Mary. If they were left alone, would
you be willing to live here still, as you do now, for a few more

'I shall do whatever you wish--whatever you bid me, Mr. Lord,'
answered the woman, in a voice of heartfelt loyalty.

'You would stay on, and keep house for them?'

'But would they go on living here?'

'I could make them do so. I could put it down as a condition, in my
will. At all events, I would make Nancy stay. Horace might live
where he liked--though not with money to throw about. They have no
relatives that could be of any use to them. I should wish Nancy to
go on living here, and you with her; and she would only have just a
sufficient income, paid by my old friend Barmby, or by his son. And
that till she was--what? I have thought of six-and-twenty. By that
time she would either have learnt wisdom, or she never would. She
must be free sooner or later.'

'But she couldn't live by herself, Mr. Lord.'

'You tell me you would stay,' he exclaimed impulsively.

'Oh, but I am only her servant. That wouldn't be enough.'

'It would be. Your position shall be changed. There's no one living
to whom I could trust her as I could to you. There's no woman I
respect so much. For twenty years you have proved yourself worthy of
respect--and it shall be paid to you.'

His vehemence would brook no opposition.

'You said you would do as I wished. I wish you to have a new
position in this house. You shall no longer be called a servant; you
shall be our housekeeper, and our friend. I will have it, I tell
you!' he cried angrily. 'You shall sit at table with us, and live
with us. Nancy still has sense enough to acknowledge that this is
only your just reward; from her, I know, there won't be a word of
objection. What can you have to say against it?'

The woman was pale with emotion. Her reserve and sensibility shrank
from what seemed to her an invidious honour, yet she durst not
irritate the sick man by opposition.

'It will make Nancy think,' he pursued, with emphasis. 'It will help
her, perhaps, to see the difference between worthless women who put
themselves forward, and the women of real value who make no
pretences. Perhaps it isn't too late to set good examples before
her. I've never found her ill-natured, though she's wilful; it isn't
her heart that's wrong--I hope and think not--only her mind,
that's got stuffed with foolish ideas. Since her grandmother's death
she's had no guidance. You shall talk to her as a woman can; not all
at once, but when she's used to thinking of you in this new way.'

'You are forgetting her friends,' Mary said at length, with eyes of
earnest appeal.

'Her friends? She's better without such friends. There's one thing I
used to hope, but I've given it up. I thought once that she might
have come to a liking for Samuel Barmby, but now I don't think she
ever will, and I believe it's her friends that are to blame for it.
One thing I know, that she'll never meet with any one who will make
her so good a husband as he would. We don't think alike in every
way; he's a young man, and has the new ideas; but I've known him
since he was a boy, and I respect his character. He has a
conscience, which is no common thing now-a-days. He lives a clean,
homely life--and you won't find many of his age who do. Nancy
thinks herself a thousand times too good for him; I only hope he
mayn't prove a great deal too good for _her_. But I've given up that
thought. I've never spoken to her about it, and I never shall; no
good comes of forcing a girl's inclination. I only tell you of it,
Mary, because I want you to understand what has been going on.'

They heard a bell ring; that of the front door.

'It'll be Miss. Nancy,' said Mary, rising.

'Go to the door then. If it's Nancy, tell her I want to speak to
her, and come back yourself.'

'Mr. Lord--'

'Do as I tell you--at once!'

All the latent force of Stephen's character now declared itself. He
stood upright, his face stern and dignified. In a few moments, Nancy
entered the room, and Mary followed her at a distance.

'Nancy,' said the father, 'I want to tell you of a change in the
house. You know that Mary has been with us for twenty years. You
know that for a long time we haven't thought of her as a servant,
but as a friend, and one of the best possible. It's time now to show
our gratitude. Mary will continue to help us as before, but
henceforth she is one of our family. She will eat with us and sit
with us; and I look to you, my girl, to make the change an easy and
pleasant one for her.'

As soon as she understood the drift of her father's speech, Nancy
experienced a shock, and could not conceal it. But when silence
came, she had commanded herself. An instant's pause; then, with her
brightest smile, she turned to Mary and spoke in a voice of

'Father is quite right. Your place is with us. I am glad, very

Mary looked from Mr. Lord to his daughter, tried vainly to speak, and
left the room.


His father's contemptuous wrath had an ill effect upon Horace. Of an
amiable disposition, and without independence of character, he might
have been guided by a judicious parent through all the perils of his
calf-love for Fanny French; thrown upon his own feeble resources, he
regarded himself as a victim of the traditional struggle between
prosaic age and nobly passionate youth, and resolved at all hazards
to follow the heroic course--which meant, first of all, a cold
taciturnity towards his father, and, as to his future conduct, a
total disregard of the domestic restraints which he had hitherto
accepted. In a day or two he sat down and wrote his father a long
letter, of small merit as a composition, and otherwise illustrating
the profitless nature of the education for which Stephen Lord had
hopefully paid. It began with a declaration of rights. He was a man;
he could no longer submit to childish trammels. A man must not be
put to inconvenience by the necessity of coming home at early hours.
A man could not brook cross-examination on the subject of his
intimacies, his expenditure, and so forth. Above all, a man was
answerable to no one but himself for his relations with the other
sex, for the sacred hopes he cherished, for his emotions and
aspirations which transcended even a man's vocabulary.--With much
more of like tenor.

To this epistle, delivered by post, Mr. Lord made no answer.

Horace flattered himself that he had gained a victory. There was
nothing like 'firmness,' and that evening, about nine, he went to De
Crespigny Park. As usual, he had to ring the bell two or three times
before any one came; the lively notes of a piano sounded from the
drawing-room, intimating, no doubt, that Mrs. Peachey had guests. The
door at length opened, and he bade the servant let Miss. Fanny know
that he was here; he would wait in the dining-room.

It was not yet dark, but objects could only just be distinguished;
the gloom supplied Horace with a suggestion at which he laughed to
himself. He had laid down his hat and cane, when a voice surprised

'Who's that?' asked some one from the back of the room.

'Oh, are _you_ there, Mr. Peachey?--I've come to see Fanny. I
didn't care to go among the people.'

'All right. We'd better light the gas.'

With annoyance, Horace saw the master of the house come forward, and
strike a match. Remains of dinner were still on the table. The two
exchanged glances.

'How is your father?' Peachey inquired. He had a dull, depressed
look, and moved languidly to draw down the blind.

'Oh, he isn't quite up to the mark. But it's nothing serious, I

'Miss. Lord quite well?--We haven't seen much of her lately.'

'I don't know why, I'm sure.--Nobody can depend upon her very

'Well, I'll leave you,' said the other, with a dreary look about the
room. 'The table ought to have been cleared by now--but that's
nothing new.'

'Confounded servants,' muttered Horace.

'Oh yes, the servants,' was Peachey's ironical reply.

As soon as he was left alone, Horace turned out the gas. Then he
stood near the door, trembling with amorous anticipation. But
minutes went by; his impatience grew intolerable; he stamped, and
twisted his fingers together. Then of a sudden the door opened.

'Why, it's dark, there's nobody here.'

Fanny discovered her mistake. She was seized and lifted off her

'Oh! Do you want to eat me? I'll hit you as hard as I can, I will!
You're spoiling my dress?'

The last remonstrance was in a note that Horace did not venture to

'Strike a light, silly! I know you've done something to my dress.'

Horace pleaded abjectly to be forgiven, and that the room might
remain shadowed; but Fanny was disturbed in temper.

'If you don't light the gas, I'll go at once.'

'I haven't any matches, darling.'

'Oh, just like you! You never have anything. I thought every man
carried matches.'

She broke from him, and ran out. Wretched in the fear that she might
not return, Horace waited on the threshold. In the drawing-room some
one was singing 'The Maid of the Mill.' It came to an end, and there
sounded voices, which the tormented listener strove to recognise.
For at least ten minutes he waited, and was all but frantic, when
the girl made her appearance, coming downstairs.

'Never do that again,' she said viciously. 'I've had to unfasten my
things, and put them straight. What a nuisance you are!'

He stood cowed before her, limp and tremulous.

'There, light the gas. Why couldn't you come into the drawing-room,
like other people do?'

'Who is there?' asked the young man, when he had obeyed her.

'Go and see for yourself.'

'Don't be angry, Fanny.' He followed her, like a dog, as she walked
round the table to look at herself in the mirror over the fireplace.
'It was only because I'm so fond of you.'

'Oh, what a silly you are!' she laughed, seating herself on the arm
of an easy-chair. 'Go ahead! What's the latest?'

'Well, for one thing, I've had a very clear understanding with the
gov'nor about my independence. I showed him that I meant having my
own way, and he might bully as much as he liked.'

It was not thus that Horace would naturally have spoken, not thus
that he thought of his father. Fanny had subdued him to her own
level, poisoned him with the desires excited by her presence. And he
knew his baseness; he was not ignorant of the girl's ignoble nature.
Only the fury of a virgin passion enabled him to talk, and sometimes
think, as though he were in love with ideal purity.

'I didn't think you had the pluck,' said Fanny, swinging one of her
feet as she tittered.

'That shows you haven't done me justice.'

'And you're going to stay out late at night?'

'As late as I like,' Horace answered, crossing his arms.

'Then where will you take me to-morrow?'

It happened that Horace was in funds just now; he had received his
quarter's salary. Board and lodging were no expense to him; he
provided his own clothing, but, with this exception, had to meet no
serious claim. So, in reply to Fanny's characteristic question, he
jingled coins.

'Wherever you like.--"Dorothy," "Ruddigore--"'

Delighted with his assent, she became more gracious, permitted a
modest caress, and presently allowed herself to be drawn on to her
lover's knee. She was passive, unconcerned; no second year graduate
of the pavement could have preserved a completer equanimity; it did
not appear that her pulse quickened ever so slightly, nor had her
eyelid the suspicion of a droop. She hummed 'Queen of my Heart,' and
grew absent in speculative thought, whilst Horace burned and panted
at the proximity of her white flesh.

'Oh, how I do love you, Fanny!'

She trod playfully on his toe.

'You haven't told the old gentleman yet?'

'I--I'm thinking about it. But, Fanny, suppose he was to--to
refuse to do anything for us. Would it make any difference? There
are lots of people who marry on a hundred and fifty a year--oh

The maiden arched her brows, and puckered her lips. Hitherto it had
been taken for granted that Mr. Lord would be ready with subsidy;
Horace, in a large, vague way, had hinted that assurance long ago.
Fanny's disinclination to plight her troth--she still deemed
herself absolutely free--had alone interfered between the young
man and a definite project of marriage.

'What kind of people?' she asked coldly.

'Oh--respectable, educated people, like ourselves.'

'And live in apartments? Thank you; I don't quite see myself. There
isn't a bit of hurry, dear boy. Wait a bit.' She began to sing 'Wait
till the clouds roll by.'

'If you thought as much of me as I do of you--'

Tired of her position, Fanny jumped up and took a spoonful of sweet
jelly from a dish on the table.

'Have some?'

'Come here again. I've something more to tell you. Something very

She could only be prevailed upon to take a seat near him. Horace,
beset with doubts as to his prudence, but unable to keep the secret,
began to recount the story of his meeting with Mrs. Damerel, whom he
had now seen for the second time. Fanny's curiosity, instantly
awakened, grew eager as he proceeded. She questioned with skill and
pertinacity, and elicited many more details than Nancy Lord had been
able to gather.

'You'll promise me not to say a word to any one?' pleaded Horace.

'I won't open my lips. But you're quite sure she's as old as you

'Old enough to be my mother, I assure you.'

The girl's suspicions were not wholly set at rest, but she made no
further display of them.

'Now just think what an advantage it might be to you, to know her,'
Horace pursued. 'She'd introduce you at once to fashionable society,
really tip-top people. How would you like that?'

'Not bad,' was the judicial reply.

'She must have no end of money, and who knows what she might do for

'It's a jolly queer thing,' mused the maiden.

'There's no denying that. We must keep it close, whatever we do.'

'You haven't told anybody else?'

'Not a soul!' Horace lied stoutly.

They were surprised by the sudden opening of the door; a servant
appeared to clear the table. Fanny reprimanded her for neglecting to

'We may as well go into the drawing-room. There's nobody particular.
Only Mrs. Middlemist, and Mr. Crewe, and--'

In the hall they encountered Crewe himself, who stood there
conversing with Beatrice. A few words were exchanged by the two men,
and Horace followed his enchantress into the drawing-room, where he
found, seated in conversation with Mrs. Peachey, two persons whom he
had occasionally met here. One of them, Mrs. Middlemist, was a stout,
coarse, high-coloured woman, with fingers much bejewelled. Until a
year or two ago she had adorned the private bar of a public-house
kept by her husband; retired from this honourable post, she now
devoted herself to society and the domestic virtues. The other
guest, Mrs. Murch by name, proclaimed herself, at a glance, of less
prosperous condition, though no less sumptuously arrayed. Her face
had a hungry, spiteful, leering expression; she spoke in a shrill,
peevish tone, and wriggled nervously on her chair. In eleven years
of married life, Mrs. Murch had borne six children, all of whom died
before they were six months old. She lived apart from her husband,
who had something to do with the manufacture of an Infants' Food.

Fanny was requested to sing. She sat down at the piano, rattled a
prelude, and gave forth an echo of the music-halls:

'_It's all up with poor Tommy now.
I shall never more be happy, I vow.
It's just a week to-day
Since my Sairey went away,
And it's all up with poor Tommy now_.'

Mrs. Middlemist, who prided herself upon serious vocal powers,
remarked that comic singing should be confined to men.

'You haven't a bad voice, my dear, if you would only take pains with
it. Now sing us "For Ever and for Ever."'

This song being the speaker's peculiar glory, she was of course
requested to sing it herself, and, after entreaty, consented. Her
eyes turned upward, her fat figure rolling from side to side, her
mouth very wide open, Mrs. Middlemist did full justice to the erotic
passion of this great lyric:

'_Perchawnce if we 'ad never met,
We 'ad been spared this mad regret,
This hendless striving to forget--
For hever--hand--for he-e-e-ver!_'

Mrs. Murch let her head droop sentimentally. Horace glanced at Fanny,
who, however, seemed absorbed in reflections as unsentimental as
could be.

In the meanwhile, on a garden seat under the calm but misty sky, sat
Luckworth Crewe and Beatrice French. Crewe smoked a cigar placidly;
Beatrice was laying before him the suggestion of her great
commercial scheme, already confided to Fanny.

'How does it strike you?' she asked at length.

'Not bad, old chap. There's something in it, if you're clever enough
to carry it through. And I shouldn't wonder if you are.' 'Will you
help to set it going?'

'Can't help with money,' Crewe replied.

'Very well; will you help in other ways? Practical hints, and so

'Of course I will. Always ready to encourage merit in the
money-making line. What capital are you prepared to put into it?'

'Not much. The public must supply the capital.'

'A sound principle,' Crewe laughed. 'But I shouldn't go on the old
lines. You didn't think of starting a limited company? You'd find
difficulties. Now what you want to start is a--let us call it the
South London Dress Supply Association, or something of that kind.
But you won't get to that all at once. You ought to have premises to
begin with.'

'I'm aware of it.'

'Can you raise a thousand or so?'

'Yes, I could--if I chose.'

'Now, look here. Your notion of the Fashion Club is a deuced good
one, and I don't see why it shouldn't be pretty easily started. Out
of every five hundred women, you can reckon on four hundred and
ninety-nine being fools; and there isn't a female fool who wouldn't
read and think about a circular which promised her fashionable
dresses for an unfashionable price. That's a great and sound basis
to start on. What I advise is, that you should first of all
advertise for a dress-making concern that would admit a partner with
a small capital. You'll have between ten and twelve hundred replies,
but don't be staggered; go through them carefully, and select a shop
that's well situated, and doing a respectable trade. Get hold of
these people, and induce them to make changes in their business to
suit your idea. Then blaze away with circulars, headed "South London
Fashion Club;" send them round the whole district, addressed to
women. Every idiot of them will, at all events, come and look at the
shop; that can be depended upon; in itself no bad advertisement.
Arrange to have a special department--special entrance, if
possible--with "The Club" painted up. Yes, by jingo! Have a big
room, with comfortable chairs, and the women's weekly papers lying
about, and smart dresses displayed on what-d'ye-call-'ems, like they
have in windows. Make the subscription very low at first, and give
rattling good value; never mind if you lose by it. Then, when you've
got hold of a lot of likely people, try them with the share project.
By-the-bye, if you lose no time, you can bring in the Jubilee
somehow. Yes, start with the "Jubilee Fashion Club." I wonder
nobody's done it already.'

Beatrice was growing elated.

'The public has to wait for its benefactors,' she replied.

'I'll tell you what, would you like me to sketch you out a
prospectus of the Club?'

'Yes, you might do that if you like. You won't expect to be paid?'

'Hang it! what do you take me for?'

'Business is business,' Miss. French remarked coldly.

'So it is. And friendship is friendship. Got a match?' He laughed.
'No, I suppose you haven't.'

'I'll go and get you one if you like.'

'There's a good fellow. I'll think in the meantime.'

Beatrice rose lazily, and was absent for several minutes. When she
returned, Crewe re-lit his cigar.

'Why shouldn't I start the shop on my own account?' Beatrice asked.

'You haven't capital enough. A little place wouldn't do.'

'I think I can get Fanny to join me.'

'Can you? What will young Lord have to say to that?'

'Psh! That's all fooling. It'll never come to anything. Unless, of
course, the old man turned up his toes, and left the boy a tidy sum.
But he won't just yet. I've told Fanny that if she'll raise
something on her houses, I'll guarantee her the same income she has

'Take my advice,' said Crewe weightily, 'and hook on to an
established business. Of course, you can change the name if you
like; and there'd have to be alterations, and painting up, to give a
new look.'

'It's risky, dealing with strangers. How if they got hold of my
idea, and then refused to take me in?'

'Well now, look here. After all, I'll make a bargain with you, old
chap. If I can introduce you to the right people, and get you safely
started, will you give me all your advertising, on the usual

'You mean, give it to Bullock and Freeman?'

'No, I don't. It's a secret just yet, but I'm going to start for

Beatrice was silent. They exchanged a look in the gloom, and Crewe
nodded, in confirmation of his announcement.

'How much have you got?' Miss. French inquired carelessly.

'Not much. Most of the capital is here.' He touched his forehead.
'Same as with you.'

The young woman glanced at him again, and said in a lower voice:

'You'd have had more by now, if--'

Crewe waited, puffing his cigar, but she did not finish.

'Maybe,' he replied impartially. 'Maybe not.'

'Don't think I'm sorry,' Beatrice hastened to add. 'It was an idea,
like any other.'

'Not half a bad idea. But there were obstacles.'

After a pause, Beatrice inquired:

'Do you still think the same about women with money?'

'Just the same,' Crewe replied at once, though with less than his
usual directness; the question seemed to make him meditative. 'Just
the same. Every man looks at it in his own way, of course. I'm not
the sort of chap to knuckle under to my wife; and there isn't one
woman in a thousand, if she gave her husband a start, could help
reminding him of it. It's the wrong way about. Let women be as
independent as they like as long as they're not married. I never
think the worse of them, whatever they do that's honest. But a wife
must play second fiddle, and think her husband a small god almighty
--that's my way of looking at the question.'

Beatrice laughed scornfully.

'All right. We shall see.--When do you start business?'

'This side Christmas. End of September, perhaps.'

'You think to snatch a good deal from B. & F., I daresay?'

Crewe nodded and smiled.

'Then you'll look after this affair for me?' said Beatrice, with a
return to the tone of strict business.

'Without loss of time. You shall be advised of progress. Of course I
must debit you with exes.'

'All right. Mind you charge for all the penny stamps.'

'Every one--don't you forget it.'

He stood up, tilted forward on his toes, and stretched himself.

'I'll be trotting homewards. It'll be time for by-by when I get to


Nancy was undisturbed by the promotion of Mary Woodruff. A short
time ago it would have offended her; she would have thought her
dignity, her social prospects, imperilled. She was now careless on
that score, and felt it a relief to cast off the show of domestic
authority. Henceforth her position would be like that of Horace. All
she now desired was perfect freedom from responsibility,--to be,
as it were, a mere lodger in the house, to come and go unquestioned
and unrestrained by duties.

Thus, by aid of circumstance, had she put herself into complete
accord with the spirit of her time. Abundant privilege; no
obligation. A reference of all things to her sovereign will and
pleasure. Withal, a defiant rather than a hopeful mood; resentment
of the undisguisable fact that her will was sovereign only in a poor
little sphere which she would gladly have transcended.

Now-a-days she never went in the direction of Champion Hill,
formerly her favourite walk. If Jessica Morgan spoke of her
acquaintances there, she turned abruptly to another subject. She
thought of the place as an abode of arrogance and snobbery. She
recalled with malicious satisfaction her ill-mannered remark to
Lionel Tarrant. Let him think of her as he would; at all events he
could no longer imagine her overawed by his social prestige. The
probability was that she had hurt him in a sensitive spot; it might
be hoped that the wound would rankle for a long time.

Her personal demeanour showed a change. So careful hitherto of
feminine grace and decorum, she began to affect a mannishness of
bearing, a bluntness of speech, such as found favour at De Crespigny
Park. In a few weeks she had resumed friendly intercourse with Mrs.
Peachey and her sisters, and spent an occasional evening at their
house. Her father asked no questions; she rarely saw him except at
meals. A stranger must have observed the signs of progressive malady
in Mr. Lord's face, but Nancy was aware of nothing to cause
uneasiness; she thought of him as suffering a little from 'gout;'
elderly people were of course subject to such disorders. On most
days he went to business; if he remained at home, Mary attended him
assiduously, and he would accept no other ministration.

Nancy was no longer inclined to study, and cared little for reading
of any sort. That new book on Evolution, which she had brought from
the library just before Jubilee Day, was still lying about; a dozen
times she had looked at it with impatience, and reminded herself
that it must be returned. Evolution! She already knew all about
Darwinism, all she needed to know. If necessary she could talk about
it--oh, with an air. But who wanted to talk about such things?
After all, only priggish people,--the kind of people who lived at
Champion Hill. Or idiots like Samuel Bennett Barmby, who bothered
about the future of the world. What was it to _her_--the future of
the world? She wanted to live in the present, to enjoy her youth. An
evening like that she had spent in the huge crowd, with a man like
Crewe to amuse her with his talk, was worth whole oceans of

'Culture' she already possessed, abundance of it. The heap of books
she had read! Last winter she had attended a course of lectures,
delivered by 'a young University gentleman with a tone of bland
omniscience, on 'The History of Hellenic Civilisation;' her written
answers to the little 'test papers' had been marked 'very
satisfactory.' Was it not a proof of culture achieved? Education
must not encroach upon the years of maturity. Nature marked the time
when a woman should begin to live.

There was poor Jessica. As July drew on, Jessica began to look
cadaverous, ghostly. She would assuredly break down long before the
time of her examination. What a wretched, what an absurd existence!
Her home, too, was so miserable. Mrs. Morgan lay ill, unable to
attend to anything; if she could not have a change of air, it must
soon be all over with her. But they had no money, no chance of going
to the seaside.

It happened at length that Mr. Lord saw Jessica one evening, when she
had come to spend an hour in Grove Lane. After her departure, he
asked Nancy what was the matter with the girl, and Nancy explained
the situation.

'Well, why not take her with you, when you go away?'

'I didn't know that I was going away, father. Nothing has been said
of it.'

'It's your own business. I leave you to make what plans you like.'

Nancy reflected.

'_You_ ought to have a change,' she said considerately. 'It would do
you good. Suppose we all go to Teignmouth? I should think that would
suit you.'

'Why Teignmouth?'

'I enjoyed it last year. And the lodgings were comfortable. We could
have the same, from the first week in August.'

'How do you know?'

'I wrote the other day, and asked,' Nancy replied with a smile.

But Mr. Lord declined to leave home. Mary Woodruff did her best to
persuade him, until he angrily imposed silence. In a day or two he
said to Nancy:

'If you wish to go to Teignmouth, take Jessica and her mother.
People mustn't die for want of a five-pound note. Make your
arrangements, and let me know what money you'll need.'

'It's very kind of you, father.'

Mr. Lord turned away. His daughter noticed that he walked feebly, and
she felt a moment's compunction.

'Father--you are not so well to-day.'

Without looking round, he replied that he would be well enough if
left alone; and Nancy did not venture to say more.

A few days later, she called in De Crespigny Park after dinnertime.
Mrs. Peachey and Fanny were at Brighton; Beatrice had preferred to
stay in London, being very busy with her great project. Whilst she
talked of it with Nancy, Peachey and Luckworth Crewe came in
together. There was sprightly conversation, in which the host,
obviously glad of his wife's absence, took a moderate part.
Presently, Miss. Lord and he found themselves gossiping alone; the
other two had moved aside, and, as a look informed Nancy, were deep
in confidential dialogue.

'What do you think of that business?' she asked her companion in an

'I shouldn't wonder if it answers,' said the young man, speaking as
usual, with a soft, amiable voice. 'Our friend is helping, and he
generally knows what he's about.'

Crewe remained only for half-an-hour; on shaking hands with him,
Nancy made known that she was going to the seaside next Monday for a
few weeks, and the man of business answered only with 'I hope you'll
enjoy yourself.' Soon afterwards, she took leave. At the junction of
De Crespigny Park and Grove Lane, some one approached her, and with
no great surprise Nancy saw that it was Crewe.

'Been waiting for you,' he said. 'You remember you promised me
another walk.'

'Oh, it's much too late.'

'Of course it is. I didn't mean now. But to-morrow.'

'Impossible.' She moved on, in the direction away from her home. 'I
shall be with friends in the evening, the Morgans.'

'Confound it! I had made up my mind to ask you for last Saturday,
but some country people nabbed me for the whole of that day. I took
them up the Monument, and up St Paul's.'

'I've never been up the Monument,' said Nancy.

'Never? Come to-morrow afternoon then. You can spare the afternoon.
Let's meet early somewhere. Take a bus to London Bridge. I'll be at
the north end of London Bridge at three o'clock.'

'All right; I'll be there,' Nancy replied off-hand.

'You really will? Three, sharp. I was never late at an appointment,
business or pleasure.'

'Which do you consider this?' asked his companion, with a shrewd

'Now that's unkind. I came here to-night on business, though. You
quite understand that, didn't you? I shouldn't like you to make any
mistake. Business, pure and simple.'

'Why, of course,' replied Nancy, with an ingenuous air. 'What else
could it be?' And she added, 'Don't come any further. Ta-ta!'

Crewe went off into the darkness.

The next afternoon, Nancy alighted at London Bridge a full quarter
of an hour late. It had been raining at intervals through the day,
and clouds still cast a gloom over the wet streets. Crewe, quite
insensible to atmospheric influence, came forward with his wonted
brisk step and animated visage. At Miss. Lord's side he looked rather
more plebeian than when walking by himself; his high-hat, not of the
newest, utterly misbecame his head, and was always at an
unconventional angle, generally tilting back; his clothes, of no
fashionable cut, bore the traces of perpetual hurry and multifarious
impact. But he carried a perfectly new and expensive umbrella, to
which, as soon as he had shaken hands with her, he drew Nancy's

'A present this morning, from a friend of mine in the business. I
ran into his shop to get shelter. Upon my word, I had no intention;
didn't think anything about it. However, he owed me an
acknowledgment; I've sent him three customers from our office since
I saw him last. By-the-bye, I shall have half a day at the seaside
on Monday. There's a sale of building-plots down at Whitsand. The
estate agents run a complimentary special train for people going
down to bid, and give a lunch before the auction begins. Not bad

'Are _you_ going to bid?' asked Nancy.

'I'm going to have a look, at all events; and if I see anything that
takes my fancy--. Ever been to Whitsand? I'm told it's a growing
place. I should like to get hold of a few advertising stations.--
Where is it you are going to on Monday? Teignmouth? I don't know
that part of the country. Wish I could run down, but I shan't have
time. I've got my work cut out for August and September. Would you
like to come and see the place where I think of opening shop?'

'Is it far?'

'No. We'll walk round when we've been up the Monument. You don't
often go about the City, I daresay. Nothing doing, of course, on a
Saturday afternoon.'

Nancy made him moderate his pace, which was too quick for her. Part
of the pleasure she found in Crewe's society came from her sense of
being so undeniably his superior; she liked to give him a sharp
command, and observe his ready obedience. To his talk she listened
with a good-natured, condescending smile, occasionally making a
remark which implied a more liberal view, a larger intelligence,
than his. Thus, as they stood for a moment to look down at the
steamboat wharf, and Crewe made some remark about the value of a
cargo just being discharged, she said carelessly:

'I suppose that's the view you take of everything? You rate
everything at market price.'

'Marketable things, of course. But you know me well enough to
understand that I'm not always thinking of the shop. Wait till I've
made money.--Now then, clumsy!'

A man, leaning over the parapet by Nancy's side, had pushed against
her. Thus addressed he glared at the speaker, but encountered a
bellicose look which kept him quiet.

'I shall live in a big way,' Crewe continued, as they walked on
towards Fish Street Hill. 'Not for the swagger of it; I don't care
about that, but because I've a taste for luxury. I shall have a
country house, and keep good horses. And I should like to have a
little farm of my own, a model farm; make my own butter and cheese,
and know that I ate the real thing. I shall buy pictures. Haven't I
told you I like pictures? Oh yes. I shall go round among the
artists, and encourage talent that hasn't made itself known.'

'Can you recognise it?' asked Nancy.

'Well, I shall learn to. And I shall have my wife's portrait painted
by some first-rate chap, never mind what it costs, and hung in the
Academy. That's a great idea of mine--to see my wife's portrait in
the Academy.'

His companion laughed.

'Take care, then, that your wife is ornamental.'

'I'll take precious good care of that!' Crewe exclaimed merrily. 'Do
you suppose I should dream of marrying a woman who wasn't

'Don't shout, please. People can hear you.'

'I beg your pardon.' His voice sank to humility. 'That's a bad habit
of mine. But I was going to say--I went to the Academy this year
just to look at the portraits of men's wives. There was nothing
particular in that line. Not a woman I should have felt particularly
proud of. Tastes differ, of course. Mine has altered a good deal in
the last ten years. A man can't trust himself about women till he's
thirty or near it.'

'Talk of something else,' Nancy commanded.

'Certainly. There's the sun coming out. You see, I was afraid it
would keep on raining, and you would have an excuse for staying at

'I needed no excuse,' said Nancy. 'If I hadn't wished to come, you
may be sure I should have said so.'

Crewe flashed a look at her.

'Ah, that's how I like to hear you speak! That does one good. Well,
here we are. People used to be fond of going up, they say, just to
pitch themselves down. A good deal of needless trouble, it seems to
me. Perhaps they gave themselves the off-chance of changing their
minds before they got to the top.'

'Or wanted to see if life looked any better from up there,'
suggested Nancy.

'Or hoped somebody would catch them by the coat-tails, and settle a
pension on them out of pity.'

Thus jesting, they began the ascent. Crewe, whose spirits were at
high pressure, talked all the way up the winding stairs; on issuing
into daylight, he became silent, and they stood side by side, mute
before the vision of London's immensity. Nancy began to move round
the platform. The strong west wind lashed her cheeks to a glowing
colour; excitement added brilliancy to her eyes. As soon as she had
recovered from the first impression, this spectacle of a world's
wonder served only to exhilarate her; she was not awed by what she
looked upon. In her conceit of self-importance, she stood there,
above the battling millions of men, proof against mystery and dread,
untouched by the voices of the past, and in the present seeing only
common things, though from an odd point of view. Here her senses
seemed to make literal the assumption by which her mind had always
been directed: that she--Nancy Lord--was the mid point of the
universe. No humility awoke in her; she felt the stirring of envies,
avidities, unavowable passions, and let them flourish unrebuked.

Crewe had his eyes fixed upon her; his lips parted hungrily.

'Now _that's_ how I should like to see you painted,' he said all at
once. 'Just like that! I never saw you looking so well. I believe
you're the most beautiful girl to be found anywhere in this London!'

There was genuine emotion in his voice, and his sweeping gesture
suited the mood of vehemence. Nancy, having seen that the two or
three other people on the platform were not within hearing, gave an
answer of which the frankness surprised even herself.

'Portraits for the Academy cost a great deal, you know.'

'I know. But that's what I'm working for. There are not many men
down yonder,' he pointed over the City, 'have a better head for
money-making than I have.'

'Well, prove it,' replied Nancy, and laughed as the wind caught her

'How long will you give me?'

She made no answer, but walked to the side whence she could look
westward. Crewe followed close, his features still set in the hungry
look, his eyes never moving from her warm cheek and full lips.

'What it must be,' she said, 'to have about twenty thousand a year!'

The man of business gave a gasp. In the same moment he had to clutch
at his hat, lest it should be blown away.

'Twenty thousand a year?' he echoed. 'Well, it isn't impossible. Men
get beyond that, and a good deal beyond it. But it's a large order.'

'Of course it is. But what was it you said? The most beautiful girl
in all London? That's a large order, too, isn't it? How much is she

'You're talking for the joke now,' said Crewe. 'I don't like to hear
that kind of thing, either. You never think in that way.'

'My thoughts are my own. I may think as I choose.'

'Yes. But you have thoughts above money.'

'Have I? How kind of you to say so.--I've had enough of this wind;
we'll go down.'

She led the way, and neither of them spoke till they were in the
street again. Nancy felt her hair.

'Am I blown to pieces?' she asked.

'No, no; you're all right. Now, will you walk through the City?'

'Where's the place you spoke of?'

'Farringdon Street. That'll bring you round to Blackfriars Bridge,
when you want to go home. But there's plenty of time yet.'

So they rambled aimlessly by the great thoroughfares, and by hidden
streets of which Nancy had never heard, talking or silent as the
mood dictated. Crewe had stories to tell of this and that thriving
firm, of others struggling in obscurity or falling from high estate;
to him the streets of London were so many chapters of romance, but a
romance always of to-day, for he neither knew nor cared about
historic associations. Vast sums sounded perpetually on his lips; he
glowed with envious delight in telling of speculations that had
built up great fortunes. He knew the fabulous rents that were paid
for sites that looked insignificant; he repeated anecdotes of calls
made from Somerset House upon men of business, who had been too
modest in returning the statement of their income; he revived
legends of dire financial disaster, and of catastrophe barely
averted by strange expedients. To all this Nancy listened with only
moderate interest; as often as not, she failed to understand the
details which should have excited her wonder. None the less, she
received an impression of knowledge, acuteness, power, in the
speaker; and this was decidedly pleasant.

'Here's the place where I think of starting for myself,' said Crewe,
as he paused at length before a huge building in Farringdon Street.

'This?--Can you afford such a rent?'

Her companion burst into laughter.

'I don't mean the whole building. Two or three rooms, that's all,
somewhere upstairs.'

Nancy made a jest of her mistake.

'An advertising agent doesn't want much space,' said Crewe. 'I know
a chap who's doing a pretty big business in one room, not far from
here.--Well, we've had a long walk; now you must rest a bit, and
have a cup of tea.'

'I thought you were going to propose champagne.'

'Oh--if you like--'

They went to a restaurant in Fleet Street, and sat for half an hour
over the milder beverage. Crewe talked of his projects, his
prospects; and Nancy, whom the afternoon had in truth fatigued a
little, though her mind was still excited, listened without remark.

'Well,' he said at length, leaning towards her, 'how long do you
give me?'

She looked away, and kept silence.

'Two years:--just to make a solid start; to show that something
worth talking 'about is to come?'

'I'll think about it.'

He kept his position, and gazed at her.

'I know it isn't money that would tempt you.' He spoke in a very low
voice, though no one was within earshot. 'Don't think I make any
mistake about _that_! But I have to show you that there's something
in me. I wouldn't marry any woman that thought I made love to her
out of interest.'

Nancy began to draw on her gloves, and smiled, just biting her lower

'Will you give me a couple of years, from to-day? I won't bother
you. It's honour bright!'

'I'll think about it,' Nancy repeated.

'Whilst you're away?'

'Yes, whilst I'm away at Teignmouth.'

'And tell me when you come back?'

'Tell you--how long. Yes.'

And she rose.


From the mouth of Exe to the mouth of Teign the coast is
uninteresting. Such beauty as it once possessed has been destroyed
by the railway. Cliffs of red sandstone drop to the narrow beach,
warm between the blue of sky and sea, but without grandeur, and
robbed of their native grace by navvy-hewing, which for the most
part makes of them a mere embankment: their verdure stripped away,
their juttings tunnelled, along their base the steel parallels of
smoky traffic. Dawlish and Teignmouth have in themselves no charm;
hotel and lodging-house, shamed by the soft pure light that falls
about them, look blankly seaward, hiding what remains of farm or
cottage in the older parts. Ebb-tide uncovers no fair stretch of
sand, and at flood the breakers are thwarted on a bulwark of piled
stone, which supports the railway, or protects a promenade.

But inland these discontents are soon forgotten; there amid tilth
and pasture, gentle hills and leafy hollows of rural Devon, the eye
rests and the mind is soothed. By lanes innumerable, deep between
banks of fern and flower; by paths along the bramble-edge of scented
meadows; by the secret windings of copse and brake and stream-worn
valley--a way lies upward to the long ridge of Haldon, where
breezes sing among the pines, or sweep rustling through gorse and
bracken. Mile after mile of rustic loveliness, ever and anon the
sea-limits blue beyond grassy slopes. White farms dozing beneath
their thatch in harvest sunshine; hamlets forsaken save by women and
children, by dogs and cats and poultry, the labourers afield. Here
grow the tall foxgloves, bending a purple head in the heat of noon;
here the great bells of the convolvulus hang thick from lofty
hedges, massing their pink and white against dark green leafage;
here amid shadowed undergrowth trail the long fronds of lustrous
hartstongue; wherever the eye falls, profusion of summer's glory.
Here, in many a nook carpeted with softest turf, canopied with
tangle of leaf and bloom, solitude is safe from all intrusion--
unless it be that of flitting bird, or of some timid wild thing that
rustles for a moment and is gone. From dawn to midnight, as from
midnight to dawn, one who would be alone with nature might count
upon the security of these bosks and dells.

By Nancy Lord and her companions such pleasures were unregarded. For
the first few days after their arrival at Teignmouth, they sat or
walked on the promenade, walked or sat on the pier, sat or walked on
the Den--a long, wide lawn, decked about with shrubs and
flower-beds, between sea-fronting houses and the beach. Nancy had no
wish to exert herself, for the weather was hot; after her morning
bathe with Jessica, she found amusement enough in watching the
people--most of whom were here simply to look at each other, or in
listening to the band, which played selections from Sullivan varied
with dance music, or in reading a novel from the book-lender's,--
that is to say, gazing idly at the page, and letting such
significance as it possessed float upon her thoughts.

She was pleasantly conscious that the loungers who passed by, male
and female, gave something of attention to her face and costume.
Without attempting to rival the masterpieces of fashion which
invited envy or wonder from all observers, she thought herself
nicely dressed, and had in fact, as always, made good use of her
father's liberality. Her taste in garments had a certain timidity
that served her well; by avoiding the extremes of mode, and in
virtue of her admirable figure, she took the eye of those who looked
for refinement rather than for extravagance. The unconsidered grace
of her bearing might be recognised by all whom such things
concerned; it by no means suggested that she came from a small house
in Camberwell. In her companions, to be sure, she was unfortunate;
but the over-modest attire and unimpressive persons of Mrs. Morgan
and Jessica at least did her the office of relief by contrast.

Nancy had made this reflection; she was not above it. Yet her actual
goodness of heart saved her from ever feeling ashamed of the
Morgans. It gratified her to think that she was doing them a
substantial kindness; but for her, they would have dragged through a
wretched summer in their unwholesome, jimcrack house, without a
breath of pure air, without a sight of the free heaven. And to both
of them that would probably have meant a grave illness.

Mrs. Morgan was a thin, tremulous woman, with watery eyes and a
singular redness about the prominent part of her face, which seemed
to indicate a determination of blood to the nose. All her married
life had been spent in a cheerless struggle to maintain the
externals of gentility. Not that she was vain or frivolous--indeed
her natural tendencies made for homeliness in everything--but, by
birth and by marriage connected with genteel people, she felt it
impossible to abandon that mode of living which is supposed to
distinguish the educated class from all beneath it. She had brought
into the world three sons and three daughters; of the former, two
were dead, and of the latter, one,--in each case, poverty of diet
having proved fatal to a weak constitution. For close upon thirty
years the family had lived in houses of which the rent was out of
all reasonable proportion to their means; at present, with a total
income of one hundred and sixty pounds (Mr. Morgan called himself a
commission agent, and seldom had anything to do), they paid in rent
and rates a matter of fifty-five, and bemoaned the fate which
neighboured them with people only by courtesy to be called
gentlefolk. Of course they kept a servant,--her wages nine pounds
a year. Whilst the mother and elder daughter were at Teignmouth, Mr
Morgan, his son, and the younger girl felt themselves justified in
making up for lack of holiday by an extra supply of butcher's meat.

Well-meaning, but with as little discretion in this as in other
things, Mrs. Morgan allowed scarce an hour of the day to pass without
uttering her gratitude to Nancy Lord for the benefit she was
enjoying. To escape these oppressive thanks, Nancy did her best
never to be alone with the poor lady; but a _tete-a-tete_ was
occasionally unavoidable, as, for instance, on the third or fourth
day after their arrival, when Mrs. Morgan had begged Nancy's company
for a walk on the Den, whilst Jessica wrote letters. At the end of a
tedious hour Jessica joined them, and her face had an unwonted
expression. She beckoned her friend apart.

'You'll be surprised. Who do you think is here?'

'No one that will bore us, I hope.'

'Mr. Tarrant. I met him near the post-office, and he stopped me.'

Nancy frowned.

'Are they all here again?'

'No; he says he's alone.--One minute, mamma; please excuse us.'

'He was surprised to see you?' said Nancy, after reflecting.

'He said so. But--I forgot to tell you--in a letter to Mrs. Baker
I spoke of our plans. She had written to me to propose a pupil for
after the holidays.--Perhaps she didn't mention it to Mr. Tarrant.'

'Evidently not!' Nancy exclaimed, with some impatience. 'Why should
you doubt his word?'

'I can't help thinking'--Jessica smiled archly--'that he has
come just to meet--somebody.'

'Somebody? Who do you mean?' asked her friend, with a look of
sincere astonishment.

'I may be mistaken'--a glance completed the suggestion.


For the rest of that day the subject was unmentioned. Nancy kept
rather to herself, and seemed meditative. Next morning she was in
the same mood. The tide served for a bathe at eleven o'clock;
afterwards, as the girls walked briskly to and fro near the seat
where Mrs. Morgan had established herself with a volume of Browning,
--Jessica insisted on her reading Browning, though the poor mother
protested that she scarcely understood a word,--they came full
upon the unmistakable presence of Mr. Lionel Tarrant. Miss. Morgan, in
acknowledging his salute, offered her hand; it was by her that the
young man had stopped. Miss. Lord only bent her head, and that
slightly. Tarrant expected more, but his half-raised hand dropped in
time, and he directed his speech to Jessica. He had nothing to say
but what seemed natural and civil; the dialogue--Nancy remained
mute--occupied but a few minutes, and Tarrant went his way,
sauntering landwards.

As Mrs. Morgan had observed the meeting, it was necessary to offer
her an explanation. But Jessica gave only the barest facts
concerning their acquaintance, and Nancy spoke as though she hardly
knew him.

The weather was oppressively hot; in doors or out, little could be
done but sit or lie in enervated attitudes, a state of things
accordant with Nancy's mood. Till late at night she watched the blue
starry sky from her open window, seeming to reflect, but in reality
wafted on a stream of fancies and emotions. Jessica's explanation of
the arrival of Lionel Tarrant had strangely startled her; no such
suggestion would have occurred to her own mind. Yet now, she only
feared that it might not be true. A debilitating climate and
absolute indolence favoured that impulse of lawless imagination
which had first possessed her on the evening of Jubilee Day. With
luxurious heedlessness she cast aside every thought that might have
sobered her; even as she at length cast off all her garments, and
lay in the warm midnight naked upon her bed.

The physical attraction of which she had always been conscious in
Tarrant's presence seemed to have grown stronger since she had
dismissed him from her mind. Comparing him with Luckworth Crewe, she
felt only a contemptuous distaste for the coarse vitality and
vigour, whereto she had half surrendered herself, when hopeless of
the more ambitious desire.

Rising early, she went out before breakfast, and found that a little
rain had fallen. Grass and flowers were freshened; the air had an
exquisite clearness, and a coolness which struck delightfully on the
face, after the close atmosphere within doors. She had paused to
watch a fishing-boat off shore, when a cheery voice bade her
'good-morning,' and Tarrant stepped to her side.

'You are fond of this place,' he said.

'Not particularly.'

'Then why do you choose it?'

'It does for a holiday as well as any other.'

He was gazing at her, and with the look which Nancy resented, the
look which made her feel his social superiority. He seemed to
observe her features with a condescending gratification. Though
totally ignorant of his life and habits, she felt a conviction that
he had often bestowed this look upon girls of a class below his own.

'How do you like those advertisements of soaps and pills along the
pier?' he asked carelessly.

'I see no harm in them.'

Perversity prompted her answer, but at once she remembered Crewe,
and turned away in annoyance. Tarrant was only the more

'You like the world as it is? There's wisdom in that. Better be in
harmony with one's time, advertisements and all.' He added, 'Are you
reading for an exam?'

'I? You are confusing me with Miss. Morgan.'

'Oh, not for a moment! I couldn't possibly confuse you with any one
else. I know Miss. Morgan is studying professionally; but I thought
you were reading for your own satisfaction, as so many women do

The distinction was flattering. Nancy yielded to the charm of his
voice and conversed freely. It began to seem not impossible that he
found some pleasure in her society. Now and then he dropped a word
that made her pulses flutter; his eyes were constantly upon her

'Don't you go off into the country sometimes?' he inquired, when she
had turned homewards.

'We are thinking of having a drive to-day.'

'And I shall most likely have a ride; we may meet.'

Nancy ordered a carriage for the afternoon, and with her friends
drove up the Teign valley; but they did not meet Tarrant. But next
morning he joined them on the pier, and this time Jessica had no
choice but to present him to her mother. Nancy felt annoyed that
this should have come about; Tarrant, she supposed, would regard
poor Mrs. Morgan with secret ridicule. Yet, if that were his
disposition, he concealed it perfectly; no one could have behaved
with more finished courtesy. He seated himself by Mrs. Morgan, and
talked with her of the simplest things in a pleasant, kindly humour.
Yesterday, so he made known, he had ridden to Torquay and back,
returning after sunset. This afternoon he was going by train to
Exeter, to buy some books.

Again he strolled about with Nancy, and talked of idle things with
an almost excessive amiability. As the girl listened, a languor
crept upon her, a soft and delicious subdual of the will to dreamy
luxury. Her eyes were fixed on the shadows cast by her own figure
and that of her companion. The black patches by chance touched. She
moved so as to part them, and then changed her position so that they
touched again--so that they blended.


Nancy had written to her father, a short letter but affectionate,
begging him to let her know whether the improvement in his health,
of which he had spoken before she left home, still continued. The
answer came without delay. On the whole, said Mr. Lord, he was doing
well enough; no need whatever to trouble about him. He wrote only a
few lines, but closed with 'love to you, my dear child,' an unwonted

At the same time there came a letter from Horace.

'You will be surprised,' it began, 'at the address I write from. As
you know, I had planned to go to Brighton; but on the day before my
holiday commenced I heard from F. F., saying that she and Mrs.
Peachey had had a quarrel, and she was tired of Brighton, and was
coming home. So I waited a day or two, and then, as I had half
promised, I went to see Mrs. D. We had a long talk, and it ended in
my telling her about F., and all the row there's been. Perhaps you
will think I had better have kept it to myself, but Mrs. D. and I are
on first-rate terms, and she seems to understand me better than any
one I ever met. We talked about my holiday, and she persuaded me to
come to Scarborough, where she herself was going for a week or two.
It's rather an expensive affair, but worth the money. Of course I
have lodgings of my own. Mrs. D. is at a big hotel, where friends of
hers are staying. I have been introduced to two or three people,
great swells, and I've had lunch with Mrs. D. at the hotel twice.
This kind of life suits me exactly. I don't think I get on badly
with the swells. Of course I say not a word about my position, and
of course nobody would think of asking questions. You would like
this place; I rather wish you were here. Of course father thinks I
have come on my own hook. It's very awkward having to keep a secret
of this kind; I must try and persuade Mrs. D. to have a talk with
father. But one thing I can tell you,--I feel pretty sure that she
will get me, somehow or other, out of that beastly City life; she's
always talking of things I might do. But not a word to any one about
all this--be sure.'

This news caused Nancy to ponder for a long time. The greater part
of the morning she spent at home, and in her own room; after lunch,
she sat idly on the promenade, little disposed for conversation.

It was the second day since Tarrant had told her that he was going
to Exeter, and they had not again met; the Morgans had not seen him
either. The next morning, however, as all three were sitting in one
of their favourite places, Tarrant approached them. Mrs. Morgan, who
was fluttered by the natural supposition of a love affair between
Miss. Lord and the interesting young man, made it easy for them to
talk together.

'Did you get your books?' Nancy asked, when silence followed on

'Yes, and spent half a day with them in a favourite retreat of mine,
inland. It's a very beautiful spot. I should like you to see it.
Indeed, you ought to.'

Nancy turned her eyes to the sea.

'We might walk over there one afternoon,' he added.

'Mrs. Morgan can't walk far.'

'Why should we trouble her? Are you obliged to remain under Mrs.
Morgan's wing?'

It was said jestingly, but Nancy felt piqued.

'Certainly not. I am quite independent.'

'So I should have supposed. Then why not come?'

He seemed perfectly self-possessed, but the voice was not quite his
own. To Nancy, her eyes still looking straight forward, it sounded
as though from a distance; it had an effect upon her nerves similar
to that she had experienced three days ago, when they were walking
about the pier. Her hands fell idly; she leaned back more heavily on
the seat; a weight was on her tongue.

'A country ramble of an hour or two,' pursued the voice, which
itself had become languorous. 'Surely you are sometimes alone? It
isn't necessary to give a detailed account of your time?'

She answered impatiently. 'Of course not.' In this moment her
thoughts had turned to Luckworth Crewe, and she was asking herself
why this invitation of Tarrant's affected her so very differently
from anything she had felt when Crewe begged her to meet him in
London. With him she could go anywhere, enjoying a genuine
independence, a complete self-confidence, thinking her
unconventional behaviour merely good fun. Tarrant's proposal
startled her. She was not mistress of the situation, as when
trifling with Crewe. A sense of peril caused her heart to beat

'This afternoon, then,' the voice was murmuring.

She answered mechanically. 'It's going to rain, I think.'

'I think not. But, if so, to-morrow.'

'To-morrow is Sunday.'

'Yes. Monday, then.'

Nancy heard him smother a laugh. She wished to look at him, but
could not.

'It won't rain,' he continued, still with the ease of one who speaks
of everyday matters. 'We shall see, at all events. Perhaps you will
want to change your book at the library.' A novel lay on her lap.
'We'll leave it an open possibility--to meet there about three

Nancy pointed out to sea, and asked where the steamer just passing
might be bound for. Her companion readily turned to this subject.

The rain--she half hoped for it--did not come. By luncheon-time
every doubtful cloud had vanished. Before sitting down to table, she
observed the sky at the open window.

'Lovely weather!' sighed Mrs. Morgan behind her. 'But for you, dear
Nancy, I should have been dreaming and wishing--oh, how vainly!--
in the stifling town.'

'We'll have another drive this afternoon,' Nancy declared.

'Oh, how delightful! But pray, pray, not on our account--'

'Jessica,'--Nancy turned to her friend, who had just entered the
room,--'we'll have the carriage at three. And a better horse than
last time; I'll take good care of that. Pen, ink, and paper!' she
cried joyously. 'The note shall go round at once.'

'You're a magnificent sort of person,' said Jessica. 'Some day, no
doubt, you'll keep a carriage and pair of your own.'

'Shan't I, just! And drive you down to Burlington House, for your
exams. By-the-bye, does a female Bachelor of Arts lose her degree if
she gets married?'

Nancy was sprightlier than of late. Her mood maintained itself
throughout the first half of the drive, then she seemed to be
overcome by a sudden weariness, ceased to talk, and gave only a
listless look at things which interested her companions. By when
they reached home again, she had a pale troubled countenance. Until
dinner nothing more was seen of her, and after the meal she soon
excused herself on the plea of a headache.

Again there passed two days, Sunday and Monday, without Tarrant's
appearing. Mrs. Morgan and Jessica privately talked much of the
circumstance. Sentimental souls, they found this topic
inexhaustible; Jessica, having her mind thus drawn away from
Burlington House, benefited not a little by the mystery of her
friend's position; she thought, however, that Nancy might have
practised a less severe reticence. To Mrs. Morgan it never occurred
that so self-reliant a young woman as Miss. Lord stood in need of
matronly counsel, of strict chaperonage; she would have deemed it an
impertinence to allow herself the most innocent remark implying such
a supposition.

On Wednesday afternoon, about three o'clock, Nancy walked alone to
the library. There, looking at books and photographs in the window,
stood Lionel Tarrant. He greeted her as usual, seemed not to remark
the hot colour in her cheeks, and stepped with her into the shop.
She had meant to choose a novel, but, with Tarrant looking on, felt
constrained to exhibit her capacity for severe reading. The choice
of grave works was not large, and she found it difficult to command
her thoughts even for the perusal of titles; however, she ultimately
discovered a book that promised anything but frivolity, Helmholtz's
'Lectures on Scientific Subjects,' and at this she clutched.

Two loudly-dressed women were at the same time searching the

'I wonder whether this is a pretty book?' said one to the other,
taking down a trio of volumes.

'Oh, it looks as if it might be pretty,' returned her friend,
examining the cover.

They faced to the person behind the counter.

'Is this a pretty book?' one of them inquired loftily.

'Oh yes, madam, that's a very pretty book--very pretty.'

Nancy exchanged a glance with her companion and smiled. When they
were outside again Tarrant asked:

'Have you found a pretty book?'

She showed the title of her choice.

'Merciful heavens! You mean to read that? The girls of to-day! What
mere man is worthy of them? But--I must rise to the occasion.
We'll have a chapter as we rest.'

Insensibly, Nancy had followed the direction he chose. His words
took for granted that she was going into the country with him.

'My friends are on the pier,' she said, abruptly stopping.

'Where doubtless they will enjoy themselves. Let me carry your book,
please. Helmholtz is rather heavy.'

'Thanks, I can carry it very well. I shall turn this way.'

'No, no. My way this afternoon.'

Nancy stood still, looking up the street that led towards the sea.
She was still bright-coloured; her lips had a pathetic expression, a
child-like pouting.

'There was an understanding,' said Tarrant, with playful firmness.

'Not for to-day.'

'No. For the day when you disappointed me. The day after, I didn't
think it worth while to come here; yesterday I came, but felt no
surprise that I didn't meet you. To-day I had a sort of hope. This

She followed, and they walked for several minutes in silence.

'Will you let me look at Helmholtz?' said the young man at length.
'Most excellent book, of course. "Physiological Causes of Harmony in
Music," "Interaction of Natural Forces," "Conservation of Force."--
You enjoy this kind of thing?'

'One must know something about it.'

'I suppose so. I used to grind at science because everybody talked
science. In reality I loathed it, and now I read only what I like.
Life's too short for intellectual make-believe. It is too short for
anything but enjoyment. Tell me what you read for pure pleasure.

They had left the streets, and were pursuing a road bordered with
gardens, gardens of glowing colour, sheltered amid great laurels,
shadowed by stately trees; the air was laden with warm scents of
flower and leaf. On an instinct of resistance, Nancy pretended that
the exact sciences were her favourite study. She said it in the tone
of superiority which habit had made natural to her in speaking of
intellectual things. And Tarrant appeared to accept her declaration
without scepticism; but, a moment after, he turned the talk upon

Thus, for half an hour and more, they strolled on by upward ways,
until Teignmouth lay beneath them, and the stillness of meadows all
about. Presently Tarrant led from the beaten road into a lane all
but overgrown with grass. He began to gather flowers, and offered
them to Nancy. Personal conversation seemed at an end; they were
enjoying the brilliant sky and the peaceful loveliness of earth.
They exchanged simple, natural thoughts, or idle words in which was
no thought at all.

Before long, they came to an old broken gate, half open; it was the
entrance to a narrow cartway, now unused, which descended windingly
between high thick hedges. Ruts of a foot in depth, baked hard by
summer, showed how miry the track must be in the season of rain.

'This is our way,' said Tarrant, his hand on the lichened wood.
'Better than the pier or the promenade, don't you think?'

'But we have gone far enough.'

Nancy drew back into the lane, looked at her flowers, and then
shaded her eyes with them to gaze upward.

'Almost. Another five minutes, and you will see the place I told you
of. You can't imagine how beautiful it is.'

'Another day--'

'We are all but there--'

He seemed regretfully to yield; and Nancy yielded in her turn. She
felt a sudden shame in the thought of having perhaps betrayed
timidity. Without speaking, she passed the gate.

The hedge on either side was of hazel and dwarf oak, of hawthorn and
blackthorn, all intertwined with giant brambles, and with briers
which here and there met overhead. High and low, blackberries hung
in multitudes, swelling to purple ripeness. Numberless the trailing
and climbing plants. Nancy's skirts rustled among the greenery; her
cheeks were touched, as if with a caress, by many a drooping
branchlet; in places, Tarrant had to hold the tangle above her while
she stooped to pass.

And from this they emerged into a small circular space, where the
cartway made a turn at right angles and disappeared behind thickets.
They were in the midst of a plantation; on every side trees closed
about them, with a low and irregular hedge to mark the borders of
the grassy road. Nancy's eyes fell at once upon a cluster of
magnificent foxgloves, growing upon a bank which rose to the foot of
an old elm; beside the foxgloves lay a short-hewn trunk, bedded in
the ground, thickly overgrown with mosses, lichens, and small fungi.

'Have I misled you?' said Tarrant, watching her face with frank

'No, indeed you haven't. This is very beautiful!'

'I discovered it last year, and spent hours here alone. I couldn't
ask you to come and see it then,' he added, laughing.

'It is delightful!'

'Here's your seat,--who knows how many years it has waited for

She sat down upon the old trunk. About the roots of the elm above
grew masses of fern, and beneath it a rough bit of the bank was
clothed with pennywort, the green discs and yellowing fruity spires
making an exquisite patch of colour. In the shadow of bushes near at
hand hartstongue abounded, with fronds hanging to the length of an

'Now,' said Tarrant, gaily, 'you shall have some blackberries. And
he went to gather them, returning in a few minutes with a large leaf
full. He saw that Nancy, meanwhile, had taken up the book from where
he dropped it to the ground; it lay open on her lap.

'Helmholtz! Away with him!'

'No; I have opened at something interesting.'

She spoke as though possession of the book were of vital importance
to her. Nevertheless, the fruit was accepted, and she drew off her
gloves to eat it. Tarrant seated himself on the ground, near her,
and gradually fell into a half-recumbent attitude.

'Won't you have any?' Nancy asked, without looking at him.

'One or two, if you will give me them.'

She chose a fine blackberry, and held it out. Tarrant let it fall
into his palm, and murmured, 'You have a beautiful hand.' When, a
moment after, he glanced at her, she seemed to be reading Helmholtz.

The calm of the golden afternoon could not have been more profound.
Birds twittered softly in the wood, and if a leaf rustled, it was
only at the touch of wings. Earth breathed its many perfumes upon
the slumberous air.

'You know,' said Tarrant, after a long pause, and speaking as though
he feared to break the hush, 'that Keats once stayed at Teignmouth.'

Nancy did not know it, but said 'Yes.' The name of Keats was
familiar to her, but of his life she knew hardly anything, of his
poetry very little. Her education had been chiefly concerned with

'Will you read me a paragraph of Helmholtz?' continued the other,
looking at her with a smile. 'Any paragraph, the one before you.'

She hesitated, but read at length, in an unsteady voice, something
about the Conservation of Force. It ended in a nervous laugh.

'Now I'll read something to you,' said Tarrant. And he began to
repeat, slowly, musically, lines of verse which his companion had
never heard:

'_O what can ail thee, Knight-at-arms,
Alone and palely loitering?
The sedge has wither'd from the lake,
And no birds sing_.'

He went through the poem; Nancy the while did not stir. It was as
though he murmured melody for his own pleasure, rather than recited
to a listener; but no word was inaudible. Nancy knew that his eyes
rested upon her; she wished to smile, yet could not. And when he
ceased, the silence held her motionless.

'Isn't it better?' said Tarrant, drawing slightly nearer to her.

'Of course it is.'

'I used to know thousands of verses by heart.'

'Did you ever write any?'

'Half-a-dozen epics or so, when I was about seventeen. Yet, I don't
come of a poetical family. My father--'

He stopped abruptly, looked into Nancy's face with a smile, and said
in a tone of playfulness:

'Do you remember asking me whether I had anything to do with--'

Nancy, flushing over all her features, exclaimed, 'Don't! please
don't! I'm ashamed of myself!'

'I didn't like it. But we know each other better now. You were quite
right. That was how my grandfather made his money. My father, I
believe, got through most of it, and gave no particular thought to
me. His mother--the old lady whom you know--had plenty of her
own--to be mine, she tells me, some day. Do you wish to be
forgiven for hurting my pride?' he added.

'I don't know what made me say such a thing--'

She faltered the words; she felt her will subdued. Tarrant reached a
hand, and took one of hers, and kissed it; then allowed her to draw
it away.

'Now will you give me another blackberry?'

The girl was trembling; a light shone in her eyes. She offered the
leaf with fruit in it; Tarrant, whilst choosing, touched the blue
veins of her wrist with his lips.

'What are you going to do?' she asked presently. 'I mean, what do
you aim at in life?'

'Enjoyment. Why should I trouble about anything else. I should be
content if life were all like this: to look at a beautiful face, and
listen to a voice that charms me, and touch a hand that makes me
thrill with such pleasure as I never knew.'

'It's waste of time.'

'Oh, never time was spent so well! Look at me again like that--
with the eyes half-closed, and the lips half-mocking. Oh, the
exquisite lips! If I might--if I might--'

He did not stir from his posture of languid ease, but Nancy, with a
quick movement, drew a little away from him, then rose.

'It's time to go back,' she said absently.

'No, no; not yet. Let me look at you for a few minutes more!'

She began to walk slowly, head bent.

'Well then, to-morrow, or the day after. The place will be just as
beautiful, and you even more. The sea-air makes you lovelier from
day to day.'

Nancy looked back for an instant. Tarrant followed, and in the deep
leafy way he again helped her to pass the briers. But their hands
never touched, and the silence was unbroken until they had issued
into the open lane.


The lodgings were taken for three weeks, and more than half the time
had now elapsed.

Jessica, who declared herself quite well and strong again, though
her face did not bear out the assertion, was beginning to talk of
matters examinational once more. Notwithstanding protests, she
brought forth from their hiding-place sundry arid little manuals and
black-covered notebooks; her thoughts were divided between algebraic
formulae and Nancy's relations with Lionel Tarrant. Perhaps because
no secret was confided to her, she affected more appetite for the
arid little books than she really felt. Nancy would neither speak of
examinations, nor give ear when they were talked about; she, whether
consciously or not, was making haste to graduate in quite another

On the morning after her long walk with Tarrant, she woke before
sunrise, and before seven o'clock had left the house. A high wind
and hurrying clouds made the weather prospects uncertain. She
strayed about the Den, never losing sight for more than a minute or
two of the sea-fronting house where Tarrant lived. But no familiar
form approached her, and she had to return to breakfast unrewarded
for early rising.

Through the day she was restless and silent, kept alone as much as
possible, and wore a look which, as the hours went on, darkened from
anxiety to ill-humour. She went to bed much earlier than usual.

At eleven next morning, having lingered behind her friends, she
found Tarrant in conversation with Mrs. Morgan and Jessica on the
pier. His greeting astonished her; it had precisely the gracious
formality of a year ago; a word or two about the weather, and he
resumed his talk with Miss. Morgan--its subject, the educational
value of the classics. Obliged to listen, Nancy suffered an anguish
of resentful passion. For a quarter of an hour she kept silence,
then saw the young man take leave and saunter away with that air
which, in satire, she had formerly styled majestic.

And then passed three whole days, during which Lionel was not seen.

The evening of the fourth, between eight and nine o'clock, found
Nancy at the door of the house which her thoughts had a thousand
times visited. A servant, in reply to inquiry, told her that Mr
Tarrant was in London; he would probably return to-morrow.

She walked idly away--and, at less than a hundred yards' distance,
met Tarrant himself. His costume showed that he had just come from
the railway station. Nancy would gladly have walked straight past
him, but the tone in which he addressed her was a new surprise, and
she stood in helpless confusion. He had been to London--called
away on sudden business.

'I thought of writing--nay, I did write, but after all didn't post
the letter. For a very simple reason--I couldn't remember your

And he laughed so naturally, that the captive walked on by his side,
unresisting. Their conversation lasted only a few minutes, then
Nancy resolutely bade him good-night, no appointment made for the

A day of showers, then a day of excessive heat. They saw each other
several times, but nothing of moment passed. The morning after they
met before breakfast.

'To-morrow is our last day,' said Nancy.

'Yes, Mrs. Morgan told me.' Nancy herself had never spoken of
departure. 'This afternoon we'll go up the hill again.'

'I don't think I shall care to walk so far. Look at the mist; it's
going to be dreadfully hot again.'

Tarrant was in a mood of careless gaiety; his companion appeared to
struggle against listlessness, and her cheek had lost its wonted

'You have tea at four or five, I suppose. Let us go after that, when
the heat of the day is over.'

To this, after various objections, Nancy consented. Through the
hours of glaring sunshine she stayed at home, lying inert, by an
open window. Over the tea-cups she was amiable, but dreamy. When
ready to go out, she just looked into the sitting-room, where
Jessica bent over books, and said cheerfully:

'I may be a little late for dinner. On no account wait--I forbid

And so, without listening to the answer, she hurried away.

In the upward climbing lanes, no breeze yet tempered the still air;
the sky of misted sapphire showed not a cloud from verge to verge.
Tarrant, as if to make up for his companion's silence, talked
ceaselessly, and always in light vein. Sunshine, he said, was
indispensable to his life; he never passed the winter in London; if
he were the poorest of mortals, he would, at all events, beg his
bread in a sunny clime.

'Are you going to the Bahamas this winter?' Nancy asked, mentioning
the matter for the first time since she heard of it at Champion

'I don't know. Everything is uncertain.'

And he put the question aside as if it were of no importance.

They passed the old gate, and breathed with relief in the
never-broken shadow of tangled foliage. Whilst pushing a bramble
aside, Tarrant let his free arm fall lightly on Nancy's waist. At
once she sprang forward, but without appearing to notice what had

'Stay--did you ever see such ivy as this?'

It was a mass of large, lustrous leaves, concealing a rotten trunk.
Whilst Nancy looked on, Tarrant pulled at a long stem, and tried to
break it away.

'I must cut it.'


'You shall see.'

He wove three stems into a wreath.

'There now, take off your hat, and let me crown you. Have I made it
too large for the little head?'

Nancy, after a moment's reluctance, unfastened her hat, and stood
bareheaded, blushing and laughing.

'You do your hair in the right way--the Greek way. A diadem on the
top--the only way when the hair and the head are beautiful. It
leaves the outline free--the exquisite curve that unites neck and
head. Now the ivy wreath; and how will you look?'

She wore a dress of thin, creamy material, which, whilst seeming to
cumber her as little as garments could, yet fitted closely enough to
declare the healthy beauty of her form. The dark green garland, for
which she bent a little, became her admirably.

'I pictured it in my letter,' said Tarrant, 'the letter you never

'Where is it?'

'Oh, I burnt it.'

'Tell me what was in it.'

'All sorts of things--a long letter.'

'I think that's all nonsense about forgetting my address.'

'Mere truth. In fact, I never knew it.'

'Be so good as to tell me,' she spoke as she walked on before him,
'what you meant by your behaviour that morning before you went to

'But how did I behave?'

'Very strangely.'

Tarrant affected not to understand; but, when she again turned,
Nancy saw a mischievous smile on his face.

'A bit of nonsense.--Shall I tell you?' He stepped near, and
suddenly caught both her hands,--one of them was trailing her
sunshade. 'Forgive me in advance--will you?'

'I don't know about that.' And she tried, though faintly, to get

'But I will make you--now, refuse!'

His lips had just touched hers, just touched and no more. Rosy red,
she trembled before him with drooping eyelids.

'It meant nothing at all, really,' he pursued, his voice at its
softest. 'A sham trial--to see whether I was hopelessly conquered
or not. Of course I was.'

Nancy shook her head.

'You dare to doubt it?--I understand now what the old poet meant,
when he talked of bees seeking honey on his lady's lips. That fancy
isn't so artificial as it seemed.'

'That's all very pretty'--she spoke between quick breaths, and
tried to laugh--'but you have thrown my hat on the ground. Give it
me, and take the ivy for yourself.'

'I am no Bacchus.' He tossed the wreath aside. 'Take the hat; I like
you in it just as well.--You shall have a girdle of woodbine, instead.'

'I don't believe your explanation,' said Nancy.

'Not believe me?'

With feigned indignation, he moved to capture her again; but Nancy
escaped. Her hat in her hand, she darted forward. A minute's run
brought her into the open space, and there, with an exclamation of
surprise, she stopped. Tarrant, but a step or two behind her, saw at
almost the same moment the spectacle which had arrested her flight.
Before them stood two little donkeys munching eagerly at a crop of
rosy-headed thistles. They--the human beings--looked at each
other; Tarrant burst into extravagant laughter, and Nancy joined
him. Neither's mirth was spontaneous; Nancy's had a note of nervous
tension, a ring of something like recklessness.

'Where can they come from?' she asked.

'They must have strayed a long way. I haven't seen any farm or
cottage.--But perhaps some one is with them. Wait, I'll go on a
little, and see if some boy is hanging about.'

He turned the sharp corner, and disappeared. For two or three
minutes Nancy stood alone, watching the patient little grey beasts,
whose pendent ears, with many a turn and twitch, expressed their joy
in the feast of thistles. She watched them in seeming only; her eyes
beheld nothing.

A voice sounded from behind her--'Nancy!' Startled, she saw
Tarrant standing high up, in a gap of the hedge, on the bank which
bordered the wood.

'How did you get there?'

'Went round.' He showed the direction with his hand. 'I can see no
one, but somebody may come. It's wonderful here, among the trees.
Come over.'

'How can I?--We will drive the donkeys away.'

'No; it's much better here; a wild wood, full of wonderful things.
The bank isn't too steep. Give me your hand, and you can step up
easily, just at this place.'

She drew near.

'Your sunshade first.'

'Oh, it's too much trouble,' she said languidly, all but
plaintively. 'I'd rather be here.'

'Obey!--Your sunshade--'

She gave it.

'Now, your hand.'

He was kneeling on the top of the bank. With very little exertion,
Nancy found herself beside him. Then he at once leapt down among the
brushwood, a descent of some three feet.

'We shall be trespassing,' said Nancy.

'What do I care? Now, jump!'

'As if you could catch me!' Again she uttered her nervous laugh. 'I
am heavy.'

'Obey! Jump!' he cried impatiently, his eyes afire.

She knelt, seated herself, dropped forward. Tarrant caught her in
his arms.

'You heavy! a feather weight! Why, I can carry you; I could run with

And he did carry her through the brushwood, away into the shadow of
the trees.

At dinner-time, Mrs. Morgan and her daughter were alone. They agreed
to wait a quarter of an hour, and sat silent, pretending each to be
engaged with a book. At length their eyes met.

'What does it mean, Jessica?' asked the mother timidly.

'I'm sure I don't know. It doesn't concern us. She didn't mean to be
back, by what she said.'

'But--isn't it rather--?'

'Oh, Nancy is all right. I suppose she'll have something to tell
you, to-night or to-morrow. We must have dinner; I'm hungry.'

'So am I, dear.--Oh, I'm quite afraid to think of the appetites
we're taking back. Poor Milly will be terrified.'

Eight o'clock, nine o'clock. The two conversed in subdued voices;
Mrs. Morgan was anxious, all but distressed. Half-past nine. 'What
_can_ it mean, Jessica? I can't help feeling a responsibility. After
all, Nancy is quite a young girl; and I've sometimes thought she
might be steadier.'

'Hush! That was a knock.'

They waited. In a minute or two the door was opened a few inches,
and a voice called 'Jessica!'

She responded. Nancy was standing in the gloom.

'Come into my room,' she said curtly.

Arrived there, she did not strike a light. She closed the door, and
took hold of her friend's arm.

'We can't go back the day after to-morrow, Jessica. We must wait a
day longer, till the afternoon of Friday.'

'Why? What's the matter, Nancy?'

'Nothing serious. Don't be frightened, I'm tired, and I shall go to

'But why must we wait?'

'Listen: will you promise me faithfully--as friend to friend,
faith fully--not to tell the reason even to your mother?'

'I will, faithfully.'

'Then, it's this. On Friday morning I shall be married to Mr


'I may tell you more, before then; but perhaps not. We shall be
married by licence, and it needs one day between getting the licence
and the marriage. You may tell your mother, if you like, that I want
to stay longer on _his_ account. I don't care; of course she
suspects something. But not a syllable to hint at the truth. I have
been your best friend for a long time, and I trust you.'

She spoke in a passionate whisper, and Jessica felt her trembling.

'You needn't have the least fear of me, dear.'

'I believe it. Kiss me, and good-night!'

Part III: Into Bontage


During his daughter's absence, Stephen Lord led a miserable life.
The wasting disease had firm hold upon him; day by day it consumed
his flesh, darkened his mind. The more need he had of nursing and
restraint, the less could he tolerate interference with his habits,
invasion of his gloomy solitude. The doctor's visits availed
nothing; he listened to advice, or seemed to listen, but with a
smile of obstinate suspicion on his furrowed face which conveyed too
plain a meaning to the adviser.

On one point Mary had prevailed with him. After some days'
resistance, he allowed her to transform the cabin-like arrangements
of his room, and give it the appearance of a comfortable
bed-chamber. But he would not take to his bed, and the suggestion of
professional nursing excited his wrath.

'Do you write to Nancy?' he asked one morning of his faithful
attendant, with scowling suspicion.


'You are telling me the truth?'

'I never write to any one.'

'Understand plainly that I won't have a word said to her about me.'

This was when Horace had gone away to Scarborough, believing, on his
father's assurance, that there was no ground whatever for anxiety.
Sometimes Mr. Lord sat hour after hour in an unchanging position, his
dull eyes scarcely moving from one point. At others he paced his
room, or wandered about the house, or made an attempt at gardening
--which soon ended in pain and exhaustion. Towards night he became
feverish, his hollow cheeks glowing with an ominous tint. In the
morning he occasionally prepared himself as if to start for his
place of business; he left the house, and walked for perhaps a
couple of hundred yards, then slackened his pace, stopped, looked
about him in an agony of indecision, and at length returned. After
this futile endeavour, he had recourse to the bottles in his
cupboard, and presently fell into a troubled sleep.

At the end of the second week, early one evening, three persons came
to him by appointment: his partner Samuel Barmby, Mr. Barmby, senior,
and a well-dressed gentleman whom Mary--she opened the door to
them--had never seen before. They sat together in the drawing-room
for more than an hour; then the well-dressed gentleman took his
leave, the others remaining for some time longer.

The promoted servant, at Mr. Lord's bidding, had made a change in her
dress; during the latter part of the day she presented the
appearance of a gentlewoman, and sat, generally with needlework,
sometimes with a book, alone in the dining-room. On a Sunday, whilst
Nancy and her brother were away, the Barmby family--father, son,
and two daughters--came to take tea and spend the evening, Mary
doing the honours of the house; she bore herself without
awkwardness, talked simply, and altogether justified Mr. Lord's
opinion of her. When the guests were gone, Stephen made no remark,
but, in saying good-night to her, smiled for an instant--the first
smile seen upon his face for many days.

Mary remained ignorant of the disease from which he was suffering;
in the matter of his diet, she consulted and obeyed him, though
often enough it seemed to her that his choice suited little with the
state of an invalid. He ate at irregular times, and frequently like
a starving man. Mary suspected that, on the occasions when he went
out for half-an-hour after dark, he brought back food with him: she
had seen him enter with something concealed beneath his coat. All
his doings were to her a subject of ceaseless anxiety, of a profound
distress which, in his presence, she was obliged to conceal. If she
regarded him sadly, the sufferer grew petulant or irate. He would
not endure a question concerning his health.

On the day which was understood to be Nancy's last at Teignmouth, he
brightened a little, and talked with pleasure, as it seemed, of her
return on the morrow. Horace had written that he would be home this
evening, but Mr. Lord spoke only of his daughter. At about six
o'clock he was sitting in the garden, and Mary brought him a letter
just delivered; he looked at the envelope with a smile.

'To tell us the train she's coming by, no doubt.'

Mary waited. When Mr. Lord had read the brief note, his face
darkened, first with disappointment, then with anger.

'Here, look at it,' he said harshly. 'What else was to be expected?'

'Dearest Father,' wrote Nancy, 'I am sorry that our return must be
put off; we hope to get back on Friday evening. Of course this will
make no difference to you.--With best love, dear father, and
hoping I shall find you much better--'

'What does she mean by behaving in this way?' resumed the angry
voice, before Mary had read to the end. 'What does she mean by it?
Who gave her leave to stay longer? Not a word of explanation. How
does she know it will make no difference to me? What does she mean
by it?'

'The fine weather has tempted them,' replied Mary. 'I daresay they
want to go somewhere.'

'What right has she to make the change at a moment's notice?'
vociferated the father, his voice suddenly recovering its old power,
his cheeks and neck suffused with red wrath. 'And hopes she will
find me better. What does _she_ care whether she finds me alive or

'Oh, don't say that! You wouldn't let her know that you were worse.'

'What does it mean? I hate this deceitful behaviour! She knew
before, of course she knew; and she left it to the last moment, so
that I couldn't write and prevent her from staying. As if I should
have wished to! As if I cared a brass farthing how long she stays,
or, for that matter, whether I ever see her again!'

He checked the course of his furious speech, and stood staring at
the letter.

'What did you say?' He spoke now in a hoarse undertone. 'You thought
they were going somewhere?'

'Last year there used to be steamers that went to places on certain

'Nonsense! She wouldn't alter all their plans for that. It's
something I am not to know--of course it is. She's deceitful--
like all women.'

He met Mary's eye, suddenly turned upon him. His own fell before it,
and without speaking again he went into the house.

In half-an-hour's time his bell rang, and not Mary, but the young
servant responded. According to her directions, she knocked at the
door, and, without opening it, asked her master's pleasure. Mr. Lord
said that he was going out, and would not require a meal till late
in the evening.

It was nearly ten o'clock when he returned. Mary, sitting in the
front room, rose at his entrance.

'I want nothing,' he said. 'I've been to the Barmbys'.' Voice and
movements proved how the effort had taxed him. In sitting down, he
trembled; fever was in his eyes, and pain in every line of his

Mary handed him a letter; it came from Horace, and was an intimation
that the young gentleman would not return to-night, but to-morrow.
When Mr. Lord had read it, he jerked a contemptuous laugh, and threw
the sheet of note-paper across the table.

'There you are. Not much to choose between daughter and son. He's
due at business in the morning; but what does that matter? It
doesn't suit his lordship to keep time.'

He laughed again, his emphasis on 'lordship' showing that he
consciously played with the family name.

'But I was a fool to be angry. Let them come when they will.'

For a few minutes he lay back in the chair, gazing at vacancy.

'Has the girl gone to bed?'

'I'll tell her she can go.'

Mary soon returned, and took up the book with which she had been
engaged. In a low voice, and as if speaking without much thought,
Stephen asked her what she was reading. It was a volume of an old
magazine, bought by Mr. Lord many years ago.

'Yes, yes. Nancy laughs at it--calls it old rubbish. These young
people are so clever.'

His companion made no remark. Unobserved, he scrutinised her face
for a long time, and said at length:

'Don't let _us_ fall out, Mary. You're not pleased with me, and I
know why. I said all women were deceitful, and you took it too
seriously. You ought to know me better. There's something comes on
me every now and then, and makes me say the worst I can no matter
who it hurts. Could I be such a fool as to think ill of _you_?'

'It did hurt me,' replied the other, still bent over her book. 'But
it was only the sound of it. I knew you said more than you meant.'

'I'm a fool, and I've been a fool all my life. Is it likely I should
have wise children? When I went off to the Barmbys', I thought of
sending Samuel down to Teignmouth, to find out what they were at.
But I altered my mind before I got there. What good would it have
done? All I _can_ do I've done already. I made my will the other
day; it's signed and witnessed. I've made it as I told you I should.
I'm not much longer for this world, but I've saved the girl from
foolishness till she's six-and-twenty. After that she must take care
of herself.'

They sat silent whilst the clock on the mantelpiece ticked away a
few more minutes. Mr. Lord's features betrayed the working of turbid
thought, a stern resentment their prevailing expression. When
reverie released him, he again looked at his companion.

'Mary, did you ever ask yourself what sort of woman Nancy's mother
may have been?'

The listener started, like one in whom a secret has been surprised.
She tried to answer, but after all did not speak.

'I'll tell you,' Stephen pursued. 'Yes, I'll tell you. You must know
it. Not a year after the boy's birth, she left me. And I made myself
free of her--I divorced her.'

Their eyes just met.

'You needn't think that it cost me any suffering. Not on her
account; not because I had lost my wife. I never felt so glad,
before or since, as on the day when it was all over, and I found
myself a free man again. I suffered only in thinking how I had
fooled away some of the best years of my life for a woman who
despised me from the first, and was as heartless as the stones of
the street. I found her in beggary, or close upon it. I made myself
her slave--it's only the worthless women who accept from a man,
who expect from him, such slavish worship as she had from me. I gave
her clothing; she scarcely thanked me, but I thought myself happy. I
gave her a comfortable home, such as she hadn't known for years; for
a reward she mocked at my plain tastes and quiet ways--but I
thought no ill of it--could see nothing in it but a girlish,
lighthearted sort of way that seemed one of her merits. As long as
we lived together, she pretended to be an affectionate wife; I
should think no one ever matched her in hypocrisy. But the first
chance she had--husband, children, home, all flung aside in a
moment. Then I saw her in the true light, and understood all at once
what a blind fool I had been.'

He breathed quickly and painfully. Mary sat without a movement.

'I thought I had done a great thing in marrying a wife that was born
above me. Her father had been a country gentleman; horse-racing and
such things had brought him down, and from her twelfth year his
daughter lived--I never quite knew how, but on charity of some
kind. She grew up without trying to earn her own living; she thought
herself too good for that, thought she had a claim to be supported,
because as a child she was waited upon by servants. When I asked her
once if she couldn't have done something, she stared at me and
laughed in my face. For all that she was glad enough to marry a man
of my sort--rough and uneducated as I was. She always reminded me
of it, though--that I had no education; I believe she thought that
she had a perfect right to throw over such a husband, whenever she
chose. Afterwards, I saw very well that _her_ education didn't
amount to much. How could it, when she learnt nothing after she was
twelve? She was living with very poor people who came from my part
of the country--that's how I met her. The father led some sort of
blackguard life in London, but had no money for her, nor yet for his
other girl, who went into service, I was told, and perhaps made
herself a useful, honest woman. He died in a hospital, and he was
buried at my expense--not three months before his daughter went
off and left me.'

'You will never tell your children,' said Mary, when there had been
a long pause.

'I've often thought it would only be right if I told them. I've
often thought, the last year or two, that Nancy ought to know. It
might make her think, and do her good.'

'No, no,' returned the other hurriedly. 'Never let her know of it--
never. It might do her much harm.'

'You know now, Mary, why I look at the girl so anxiously. She's not
like her mother; not much like her in face, and I can't think she's
like her in heart. But you know what her faults are as well as I do.
Whether I've been right or wrong in giving her a good education, I
shall never know. Wrong, I fear--but I've told you all about

'You don't know whether she's alive or not?' asked Mary, when once
more it was left to her to break silence.

'What do I care? How should I know?'

'Don't be tempted to tell them--either of them!' said the other

'My friend Barmby knows. Whether he's told his son, I can't say;
it's twenty years since we spoke about it. If he _did_ ever mention
it to Samuel, then it might somehow get known to Horace or the girl,
when I'm gone.--I won't give up the hope that young Barmby may be
her husband. She'll have time to think about it. But if ever she
should come to you and ask questions--I mean, if she's been told
what happened--you'll set me right in her eyes? You'll tell her
what I've told you?'

'I hope it may never--'

'So do I,' Stephen interrupted, his voice husky with fatigue. 'But I
count on you to make my girl think rightly of me, if ever there's
occasion. I count on you. When I'm dead, I won't have her think that
I was to blame for her mother's ill-doing. That's why I've told you.
You believe me, don't you?'

And Mary, lifting her eyes, met his look of appeal with more than a
friend's confidence.


From chambers in Staple Inn, Lionel Tarrant looked forth upon the
laborious world with a dainty enjoyment of his own limitless
leisure. The old gables fronting upon Holborn pleased his fancy; he
liked to pass under the time-worn archway, and so, at a step,
estrange himself from commercial tumult,--to be in the midst of
modern life, yet breathe an atmosphere of ancient repose.

He belonged to an informal club of young men who called themselves,
facetiously, the Hodiernals. _Vixi hodie_! The motto, suggested by
some one or other after a fifth tumbler of whisky punch, might bear
more than a single interpretation. Harvey Munden, the one member of
this genial brotherhood who lived by the sweat of his brow, proposed
as a more suitable title, Les Faineants; that, however, was judged
pedantic, not to say offensive. For these sons of the Day would not
confess to indolence; each deemed himself, after his own fashion, a
pioneer in art, letters, civilisation. They had money of their own,
or were supported by some one who could afford that privilege; most
of them had, ostensibly, some profession in view; for the present,
they contented themselves with living, and the weaker brethren read
in their hodiernity an obligation to be 'up to date.'

Tarrant professed himself critical of To-day, apprehensive of
To-morrow; he cast a backward eye. None the less, his avowed
principle was to savour the passing hour. When night grew mellow,
and the god of whisky inspired his soul, he shone in a lyrical
egoism which had but slight correspondence with the sincerities of
his solitude. His view of woman--the Hodiernals talked much of
woman--differed considerably from his thoughts of the individual
women with whom he associated; protesting oriental sympathies, he
nourished in truth the chivalry appropriate to his years and to his
education, and imaged an ideal of female excellence whereof the
prime features were moral and intellectual.

He had no money of his own. What could be saved for him from his
father's squandered estate--the will established him sole
inheritor--went in the costs of a liberal education, his
grandmother giving him assurance that he should not go forth into
the world penniless. This promise Mrs. Tarrant had kept, though not
exactly in the manner her grandson desired. Instead of making him a
fixed allowance, the old lady supplied him with funds at uncertain
intervals; with the unpleasant result that it was sometimes
necessary for him to call to her mind his dependent condition. The
cheques he received varied greatly in amount,--from handsome
remittances of a hundred pounds or so, down to minim gifts which
made the young man feel uncomfortable when he received them. Still,
he was provided for, and it could not be long before this dependency
came to an end.

He believed in his own abilities. Should it ever be needful, he
could turn to journalism, for which, undoubtedly, he had some
aptitude. But why do anything at all, in the sense of working for
money? Every year he felt less disposed for that kind of exertion,
and had a greater relish of his leisurely life. Mrs. Tarrant never
rebuked him; indeed she had long since ceased to make inquiry about
his professional views. Perhaps she felt it something of a dignity
to have a grandson who lived as gentleman at large.

But now, in the latter days of August, the gentleman found himself,
in one most important particular, at large no longer. On returning
from Teignmouth to Staple Inn he entered his rooms with a confused,
disagreeable sense that things were not as they had been, that his
freedom had suffered a violation, that he could not sit down among
his books with the old self-centred ease, that his prospects were
completely, indescribably changed, perchance much for the worse. In
brief, Tarrant had gone forth a bachelor, and came back a married

Could it be sober fact? Had he in very deed committed so gross an

He had purposed no such thing. Miss. Nancy Lord was not by any means
the kind of person that entered his thoughts when they turned to
marriage. He regarded her as in every respect his inferior. She
belonged to the social rank only just above that of wage-earners;
her father had a small business in Camberwell; she dressed and
talked rather above her station, but so, now-a-days, did every
daughter of petty tradesfolk. From the first he had amused himself
with her affectation of intellectual superiority. Miss. Lord
represented a type; to study her as a sample of the pretentious
half-educated class was interesting; this sort of girl was turned
out in thousands every year, from so-called High Schools; if they
managed to pass some examination or other, their conceit grew
boundless. Craftily, he had tested her knowledge; it seemed all
sham. She would marry some hapless clerk, and bring him to
bankruptcy by the exigencies of her 'refinement.'

So had he thought of Nancy till a few months ago. But in the
spring-time, when his emotions blossomed with the blossoming year,
he met the girl after a long interval, and saw her with changed
eyes. She had something more than prettiness; her looks undeniably
improved. It seemed, too, that she bore herself more gracefully, and
even talked with, at times, an approximation to the speech of a
lady. These admissions signified much in a man of Tarrant's social
prejudice--so strong that it exercised an appreciable effect upon
his every-day morals. He began to muse about Miss. Lord, and the
upshot of his musing was that, having learnt of her departure for
Teignmouth, he idly betook himself in the same direction.

But as for marriage, he would as soon have contemplated taking to
wife a barmaid. Between Miss. Lord and the young lady who dispenses
refreshment there were distinctions, doubtless, but none of the
first importance. Then arose the question, in what spirit, with what
purpose, did he seek her intimacy? The answer he simply postponed.

And postponed it very late indeed. Until the choice was no longer
between making love in idleness, and conscientiously holding aloof;
but between acting like a frank blackguard, and making the amends of
an honest man.

The girl's fault, to be sure. He had not credited himself with this
power of fascination, and certainly not with the violence of passion
which recklessly pursues indulgence. Still, the girl's fault; she
had behaved--well, as a half-educated girl of her class might be
expected to behave. Ignorance she could not plead; that were
preposterous. Utter subjugation by first love; that, perhaps; she
affirmed it, and possibly with truth; a flattering assumption, at
all events. But, all said and done, the issue had been of her own
seeking. Why, then, accuse himself of blackguardly conduct, if he
had turned a deaf ear to her pleading? Not one word of marriage had
previously escaped his lips, nor anything that could imply a

Well, there was the awkward and unaccountable fact that he _felt_
himself obliged to marry her; that, when he seemed to be preparing
resistance, downright shame rendered it impossible. Her face--her
face when she looked at him and spoke! The truth was, that he had
not hesitated at all; there was but one course open to him. He gave
glances in the other direction; he wished to escape; he reviled
himself for his folly; he saw the difficulties and discontents that
lay before him; but choice he had none.

Love, in that sense of the word which Tarrant respected, could not
be said to influence him. He had uttered the word; yes, of course he
had uttered it; as a man will who is goaded by his raging blood. But
he was as far as ever from loving Nancy Lord. Her beauty, and a
certain growing charm in her companionship, had lured him on; his
habitual idleness, and the vagueness of his principles, made him
guilty at last of what a moralist would call very deliberate
rascality. He himself was inclined to see his behaviour in that
light; yet why had Nancy so smoothed the path of temptation?

That _her_ love was love indeed, he might take for granted. To a
certain point, it excused her. But she seemed so thoroughly able to
protect herself; the time of her green girlhood had so long gone by.
For explanation, he must fall back again on the circumstances of her
origin and training. Perhaps she illustrated a social peril, the
outcome of modern follies. Yes, that was how he would look at it. A
result of charlatan 'education' operating upon crude character.

Who could say what the girl had been reading, what cheap
philosophies had unsettled her mind? Is not a little knowledge a
dangerous thing?

Thus far had he progressed in the four and twenty hours which
followed his--or Nancy's--conquest. Meanwhile he had visited the
office of the registrar, had made his application for a marriage
licence, a proceeding which did not tend to soothe him. Later, when
he saw Nancy again, he experienced a revival of that humaner mood
which accompanied his pledge to marry her, the mood of regret, but
also of tenderness, of compassion. A tenderness that did not go very
deep, a half-slighting compassion. His character, and the features
of the case, at present allowed no more; but he preferred the
kindlier attitude.

Of course he preferred it. Was he not essentially good-natured?
Would he not, at any ordinary season, go out of his way to do a
kindness? Did not his soul revolt against every form of injustice?
Whom had he ever injured? For his humanity, no less than for his
urbanity, he claimed a noteworthy distinction among young men of the

And there lay the pity of it. But for Nancy's self-abandonment, he
might have come to love her in good earnest. As it was, the growth
of their intimacy had been marked with singular, unanticipated
impulses on his side, impulses quite inconsistent with heartless
scheming. In the compunctious visitings which interrupted his
love-making at least twice, there was more than a revolt of mere
honesty, as he recognised during his brief flight to London. Had she
exercised but the common prudence of womanhood!

Why, that she did not, might tell both for and against her. Granting
that she lacked true dignity, native refinement, might it not have
been expected that artfulness would supply their place? Artful
fencing would have stamped her of coarse nature. But coarseness she
had never betrayed; he had never judged her worse than
intellectually shallow. Her self-surrender might, then, indicate a
trait worthy of admiration. Her subsequent behaviour undeniably
pleaded for respect. She acquainted him with the circumstances of
her home life, very modestly, perhaps pathetically. He learnt that
her father was not ill to do, heard of her domestic and social
troubles, that her mother had been long dead, things weighing in her
favour, to be sure.

If only she had loved him less!

It was all over; he was married. In acting honourably, it seemed
probable that he had spoilt his life. He must be prepared for
anything. Nancy said that she should not, could not, tell her
father, yet awhile; but that resolution was of doubtful stability.
For his own part, he thought it clearly advisable that the fact
should not become known at Champion Hill; but could he believe
Nancy's assurance that Miss. Morgan remained in the dark? Upon one
catastrophe, others might naturally follow.

Here, Saturday at noon, came a letter of Nancy's writing. A long
letter, and by no means a bad one; superior, in fact, to anything he
thought she could have written. It moved him somewhat, but would
have moved him more, had he not been legally bound to the writer. On
Sunday she could not come to see him; but on Monday, early in the

Well, there were consolations. A wise man makes the best of the


Since his return he had seen no one, and none of his friends knew
where he had been. A call from some stray Hodiernal would be very
unseasonable this Monday afternoon; but probably they were all
enjoying their elegant leisure in regions remote from town. As the
hour of Nancy's arrival drew near, he sat trying to compose himself
--with indifferent success. At one moment his thoughts found
utterance, and he murmured in a strange, bewildered tone--'My
wife.' Astonishing words! He laughed at their effect upon him, but
unmirthfully. And his next murmur was--'The devil!' A mere
ejaculation, betokening his state of mind.

He reached several times for his pipe, and remembered when he had
touched it that the lips with which he greeted Nancy ought not to be
redolent of tobacco. In outward respect, at all events, he would not
fall short.

Just when his nervousness was becoming intolerable, there sounded a
knock. The knock he had anticipated--timid, brief. He stepped
hastily from the room, and opened. Nancy hardly looked at him, and
neither of them spoke till the closing of two doors had assured
their privacy.

'Well, you had no difficulty in finding the place?'

'No--none at all.'

They stood apart, and spoke with constraint. Nancy's bosom heaved,
as though she had been hastening overmuch; her face was deeply
coloured; her eyes had an unwonted appearance, resembling those of a
night-watcher at weary dawn. She cast quick glances about the room,
but with the diffidence of an intruder. Her attitude was marked by
the same characteristic; she seemed to shrink, to be ashamed.

'Come and sit down,' said Tarrant cheerfully, as he wheeled a chair.

She obeyed him, and he, stooping beside her, offered his lips. Nancy
kissed him, closing her eyes for the moment, then dropping them

'It seems a long time, Nancy--doesn't it?'

'Yes--a very long time.'

'You couldn't come on Sunday?'

'I found my father very ill. I didn't like to leave home till

'Your father ill?--You said nothing of it in your letter.'

'No--I didn't like to--with the other things.'

A singular delicacy this; Tarrant understood it, and looked at her
thoughtfully. Again she was examining the room with hurried glance;
upon him her eyes did not turn. He asked questions about Mr. Lord.
Nancy could not explain the nature of his illness; he had spoken of
gout, but she feared it must be something worse; the change in him
since she went away was incredible and most alarming. This she said
in short, quick sentences, her voice low. Tarrant thought to himself
that in her too, a very short time had made a very notable change;
he tried to read its significance, but could reach no certainty.

'I'm sorry to hear all this--very sorry. You must tell me more
about your father. Take off your hat, dear, and your gloves.'

Her gloves she removed first, and laid them on her lap; Tarrant took
them away. Then her hat; this too he placed on the table. Having
done so, he softly touched the plaits of her hair. And, for the
first time, Nancy looked up at him.

'Are you glad to see me?' she asked, in a voice that seemed subdued
by doubt of the answer.

'I am--very glad.'

His hand fell to her shoulder. With a quick movement, a stifled
exclamation, the girl rose and flung her arms about him.

'Are you really glad?--Do you really love me?'

'Never doubt it, dear girl.'

'Ah, but I can't help. I have hardly slept at night, in trying to
get rid of the doubt. When you opened the door, I felt you didn't
welcome me. Don't you think of me as a burden? I can't help
wondering why I am here.'

He took hold of her left hand, and looked at it, then said

'Of course you wonder. What business has a wife to come and see her
husband without the ring on her finger?'

Nancy turned from him, opened the front of her dress, unknotted a
string of silk, and showed her finger bright with the golden

'That's how I must wear it, except when I am with you. I keep
touching--to make sure it's there.'

Tarrant kissed her fingers.

'Dear,'--she had her face against him--'make me certain that you
love me. Speak to me like you did before. Oh, I never knew in my
life what it was to feel ashamed!'

'Ashamed? Because you are married, Nancy?'

'Am I really married? That seems impossible. It's like having dreamt
that I was married to you. I can hardly remember a thing that

'The registry at Teignmouth remembers,' he answered with a laugh.
'Those books have a long memory.'

She raised her eyes.

'But wouldn't you undo it if you could?--No, no, I don't mean
that. Only that if it had never happened--if we had said good-bye
before those last days--wouldn't you have been glad now?'

'Why, that's a difficult question to answer,' he returned gently.
'It all depends on your own feeling.'

For whatever reason, these words so overcame Nancy that she burst
into tears. Tarrant, at once more lover-like, soothed and fondled
her, and drew her to sit on his knee.

'You're not like your old self, dear girl. Of course, I can
understand it. And your father's illness. But you mustn't think of
it in this way. I do love you, Nancy. I couldn't unsay a word I said
to you--I don't wish anything undone.'

'Make me believe that. I think I should be quite happy then. It's
the hateful thought that perhaps you never wanted me for your wife;
it _will_ come, again and again, and it makes me feel as if I would
rather have died.'

'Send such thoughts packing. Tell them your husband wants all your
heart and mind for himself.'

'But will you never think ill of me?'

She whispered the words, close-clinging.

'I should be a contemptible sort of brute.'

'No. I ought to have--. If we had spoken of our love to each
other, and waited.'

'A very proper twelvemonth's engagement,--meetings at five o'clock
tea,--fifty thousand love-letters,--and all that kind of thing.
Oh, we chose a better way. Our wedding was among the leaves and
flowers. You remember the glow of evening sunlight between the red
pine and the silver birch? I hope that place may remain as it is all
our lives; we will go there--'

'Never! Never ask me to go there. I want to forget--I hope some
day I may forget.'

'If you hope so, then I will hope the same.'

'And you love me--with real, husband's love--love that will

'Why should _I_ answer all the questions?' He took her face between
his hands. What if the wife's love should fail first?'

'You can say that lightly, because you know--'

'What do I know?'

'You know that I am _all_ love of you. As long as I am myself, I
must love you. It was because I had no will of my own left, because
I lived only in the thought of you day and night--'

Their lips met in a long silence.

'I mustn't stay past four o'clock,' were Nancy's next words. 'I
don't like to be away long from the house. Father won't ask me
anything, but he knows I'm away somewhere, and I'm afraid it makes
him angry with me.' She examined the room. 'How comfortable you are
here! what a delightful old place to live in!'

'Will you look at the other rooms?'

'Not to-day--when I come again. I must say good-bye very soon--
oh, see how the time goes! What a large library you have! You must
let me look at all the books, when I have time.'

'Let you? They are yours as much as mine.'

Her face brightened.

'I should like to live here; howl should enjoy it after that hateful
Grove Lane! Shall I live here with you some day?'

'There wouldn't be room for two. Why, your dresses would fill the
whole place.'

She went and stood before the shelves.

'But how dusty you are! Who cleans for you?'

'No one. A very rickety old woman draws a certain number of
shillings each week, on pretence of cleaning.'

'What a shame! She neglects you disgracefully. You shall go away
some afternoon, and leave me here with a great pile of dusters.'

'You can do that kind of thing? It never occurred to me to ask you:
are you a domestic person?'

She answered with something of the old confident air.

'That was an oversight, wasn't it? After all, how little you know
about me!'

'Do you know much more of me?'

Her countenance fell.

'You are going to tell me--everything. How long have you lived

'Two years and a half.'

'And your friends come to see you here? Of course they do. I meant,
have you many friends?'

'Friends, no. A good many acquaintances.'

'Men, like yourself?'

'Mostly men, fellows who talk about art and literature.'

'And women?' Nancy faltered, half turning away.

'Oh, magnificent creatures--Greek scholars--mathematicians--
all that is most advanced!'

'That's the right answer to a silly question,' said Nancy humbly.

Whereat, Tarrant fixed his gaze upon her.

'I begin to think that--'

He checked himself awkwardly. Nancy insisted on the completion of
his thought.

'That of all the women I know, you have the most sense.'

'I had rather hear you say that than have a great fortune.' She
blushed with joy. 'Perhaps you will love me some day, as I wish to
be loved.'


'I'll tell you another time. If it weren't for my father's illness,
I think I could go home feeling almost happy. But how am I to know
what you are doing?'

'What do you wish me to do?'

'Just tell me how you live. What shall you do now, when I'm gone?'

'Sit disconsolate,'--he came nearer--'thinking you were just a
little unkind.'

'No, don't say that.' Nancy was flurried. 'I have told you the real
reason. Our housekeeper says that father was disappointed and angry
because I put off my return from Teignmouth. He spoke to me very
coldly, and I have hardly seen him since. He won't let me wait upon
him; and I have thought, since I know how ill he really is, that I
must seem heartless. I will come for longer next time.'

To make amends for the reproach he had uttered in spite of himself,
Tarrant began to relate in full the events of his ordinary day.

'I get my own breakfast--the only meal I have at home. Look,
here's the kitchen, queer old place. And here's the dining-room.
Cupboards everywhere, you see; we boast of our cupboards. The green
paint is _de rigueur_; duck's egg colour; I've got to like it. That
door leads into the bedroom. Well, after breakfast, about eleven
o'clock that's to say, I light up--look at my pipe-rack--and
read newspapers. Then, if it's fine, I walk about the streets, and
see what new follies men are perpetrating. And then--'

He told of his favourite restaurants, of his unfashionable club, of
a few houses where, at long intervals, he called or dined, of the
Hodiernals, of a dozen other small matters.

'What a life,' sighed the listener, 'compared with mine!'

'We'll remedy that, some day.'

'When?' she asked absently.

'Wait just a little.--You don't wish to tell your father?'

'I daren't tell him. I doubt whether I shall ever dare to tell him
face to face.'

'Don't think about it. Leave it to me.'

'I must have letters from you--but how? Perhaps, if you could
promise always to send them for the first post--I generally go to
the letter-box, and I could do so always--whilst father is ill.'

This was agreed upon. Nancy, whilst they were talking, took her hat
from the table; at the same moment, Tarrant's hand moved towards it.
Their eyes met, and the hand that would have checked her was drawn
back. Quickly, secretly, she drew the ring from her finger, hid it
somewhere, and took her gloves.

'Did you come by the back way?' Tarrant asked, when he had bitten
his lips for a sulky minute.

'Yes, as you told me.'

He said he would walk with her into Chancery Lane; there could be no
risk in it.

'You shall go out first. Any one passing will suppose you had
business with the solicitor underneath. I'll overtake you at
Southampton Buildings.'

Impatient to be gone, she lingered minute after minute, and broke
hurriedly from his restraining arms at last. The second outer door,
which Tarrant had closed on her entrance, surprised her by its
prison-like massiveness. In the wooden staircase she stopped
timidly, but at the exit her eyes turned to an inscription above,
which she had just glanced at when arriving: _Surrexit e flammis_,
and a date. Nancy had no Latin, but guessed an interpretation from
the last word. Through the little court, with its leafy plane-trees
and white-worn cobble-stones, she walked with bent head, hearing the
roar of Holborn through the front archway, and breathing more freely
when she gained the quiet garden at the back of the Inn.

Tarrant's step sounded behind her. Looking up she asked the meaning
of the inscription she had seen.

'You don't know Latin? Well, why should you? _Surrexit e flammis_,
"It rose again from the flames."

'I thought it might be something like that. You will be patient with
my ignorance?'

A strange word upon Nancy's lips. No mortal ere this had heard her
confess to ignorance.

'But you know the modern languages?' said Tarrant, smiling.

'Yes. That is, a little French and German--a very little German.'

Tarrant mused, seemingly with no dissatisfaction.


In her brother's looks and speech Nancy detected something
mysterious. Undoubtedly he was keeping a secret from her, and there
could be just as little doubt that he would not keep it long.
Whenever she questioned him about the holiday at Scarborough, he put
on a smile unlike any she had ever seen on his face, so profoundly
thoughtful was it, so loftily reserved. On the subject of Mrs.
Damerel he did not choose to be very communicative; Nancy gathered
little more than she had learnt from his letter. But very plainly
the young man held himself in higher esteem than hitherto; very
plainly he had learnt to think of 'the office' as a burden or
degradation, from which he would soon escape. Prompted by her own
tormenting conscience, his sister wondered whether Fanny French had
anything to do with the mystery; but this seemed improbable. She
mentioned Fanny's name one evening.

'Do you see much of her?'

'Not much,' was the dreamy reply. 'When are you going to call?'

'Oh, not at present,' said Nancy.

'You've altered again, then?'

She vouchsafed no answer.

'There's something I think I ought to tell you,' said Horace,
speaking as though he were the elder and felt a responsibility.
'People have been talking about you and Mr. Crewe.'

'What!' She flashed into excessive anger. 'Who has been talking?'

'The people over there. Of course I know it's all nonsense. At
least'--he raised his eyebrows--'I suppose it is.'

'_I_ should suppose so,' said Nancy, with vehement scorn.

Their father's illness imposed a restraint upon trifling
conversation. Mary Woodruff, now attending upon Mr. Lord under the
doctor's directions, had held grave talk with Nancy. The Barmbys,
father and son, called frequently, and went away with gloomy faces.
Nancy and her brother were summoned, separately, to the invalid's
room at uncertain times, but neither was allowed to perform any
service for him; their sympathy, more often than not, excited
irritation; the sufferer always seemed desirous of saying more than
the few and insignificant words which actually passed his lips, and
generally, after a long silence, he gave the young people an abrupt
dismissal. With his daughter he spoke at length, in language which
awed her by its solemnity; Nancy could only understand him as
meaning that his end drew near. He had been reviewing, he said, the
course of her life, and trying to forecast her future.

'I give you no more advice; it would only be repeating what I have
said hundreds of times. All I can _do_ for your good, I have done.
You will understand me better if you live a few more years, and I
think, in the end, you will be grateful to me.'

Nancy, sitting by the bedside, laid a hand upon her father's and
sobbed. She entreated him to believe that even now she understood
how wisely he had guided her.

'Tried to, Nancy; tried to, my dear. Guidance isn't for young people
now-a-days. Don't let us shirk the truth. I have never been
satisfied with you, but I have loved you--'

'And I you, dear father--I have! I have!--I know better now how
good your advice was. I wish--far, far more sincerely than you
think--that I had kept more control upon myself--thought less of
myself in every way--'

Whilst she spoke through her tears, the yellow, wrinkled face upon
the pillow, with its sunken eyes and wasted lips, kept sternly

'If you won't mock at me,' Stephen pursued, 'I will show you an
example you would do well to imitate. It is our old servant, now my
kindest, truest friend. If I could hope that you will let her be
_your_ friend, it would help to put my mind at rest. Don't look down
upon her,--that's such a poor way of thinking. Of all the women I
have known, she is the best. Don't be too proud to learn from her,
Nancy. In all these twenty years that she has been in my house,
whatever she undertook to do, she did well;--nothing too hard or
too humble for her, if she thought it her duty. I know what that
means; I myself have been a poor, weak creature, compared with her.
Don't be offended because I ask you to take pattern by her. I know
her value now better than I ever knew it before. I owe her a debt I
can't pay.'

Nancy left the room burdened with strange and distressful thoughts.
When she saw Mary she looked at her with new feelings, and spoke to
her less familiarly than of wont. Mary was very silent in these
days; her face had the dignity of a profound unspoken grief.

To his son, Mr. Lord talked only of practical things, urging sound
advice, and refraining, now, from any mention of their differences.
Horace, absorbed in preoccupations, had never dreamt that this
illness might prove fatal; on finding Nancy in tears, he was

'Do you think it's dangerous?' he asked.

'I'm afraid he will never get well.'

It was Sunday morning. The young man went apart and pondered. After
the mid-day meal, having heard from Mary that his father was no
worse, he left home without remark to any one, and from Camberwell
Green took a cab to Trafalgar Square. At the Hotel Metropole he
inquired for Mrs. Damerel; her rooms were high up, and he ascended by
the lift. Sunk in a deep chair, her feet extended upon a hassock,
Mrs. Damerel was amusing herself with a comic paper; she rose
briskly, though with the effort of a person who is no longer slim.

'Here I am, you see!--up in the clouds. Now, _did_ you get my

'No letter, but a telegram.'

'There, I thought so. Isn't that just like me? As soon as I had sent
out the letter to post, I said to myself that I had written the
wrong address. What address it _was_, I couldn't tell you, to save
my life, but I shall see when it comes back from the post-office. I
rather suspect it's gone to Gunnersbury; just then I was thinking
about somebody at Gunnersbury--or somebody at Hampstead, I can't
be sure which. What a good thing I wired!--Oh, now, Horace, I
_don't_ like that, I don't really!'

The young man looked at her in bewilderment.

'What don't you like?'

'Why, that tie. It won't do at all. Your taste is generally very
good, but that tie! I'll choose one for you to-morrow, and let you
have it the next time you come. Do you know, I've been thinking that
it might be well if you parted your hair in the middle. I don't care
for it as a rule; but in your case, with your soft, beautiful hair,
I think it would look well. Shall we try? Wait a minute; I'll run
for a comb.'

'But suppose some one came--'

'Nobody will come, my dear boy. Hardly any one knows I'm here. I
like to get away from people now and then; that's why I've taken
refuge in this cock-loft.'

She disappeared, and came back with a comb of tortoise-shell.

'Sit down there. Oh, what hair it is, to be sure! Almost as fine as
my own. I think you'll have a delicious moustache.'

Her personal appearance was quite in keeping with this vivacity.
Rather short, and inclining--but as yet only inclining--to
rotundity of figure, with a peculiarly soft and clear complexion,
Mrs. Damerel made a gallant battle against the hostile years. Her
bright eye, her moist lips, the admirable smoothness of brow and
cheek and throat, bore witness to sound health; as did the rows of
teeth, incontestably her own, which she exhibited in her frequent
mirth. A handsome woman still, though not of the type that commands
a reverent admiration. Her frivolity did not exclude a suggestion of
shrewdness, nor yet of capacity for emotion, but it was difficult to
imagine wise or elevated thought behind that narrow brow. She was
elaborately dressed, with only the most fashionable symbols of
widowhood; rings adorned her podgy little hand, and a bracelet her
white wrist. Refinement she possessed only in the society-journal
sense, but her intonation was that of the idle class, and her
grammar did not limp.

'There--let me look. Oh, I think that's an improvement--more
_distingue_. And now tell me the news. How is your father?'

'Very bad, I'm afraid,' said Horace, when he had regarded himself in
a mirror with something of doubtfulness. 'Nancy says that she's
afraid he won't get well.'

'Oh, you don't say that! Oh, how very sad! But let us hope. I can't
think it's so bad as that.'

Horace sat in thought. Mrs. Damerel, her bright eyes subduing their
gaiety to a keen reflectiveness, put several questions regarding the
invalid, then for a moment meditated.

'Well, we must hope for the best. Let me know to-morrow how he gets
on--be sure you let me know. And if anything _should_ happen--
oh, but that's too sad; we won't talk about it.'

Again she meditated, tapping the floor, and, as it seemed, trying
not to smile.

'Don't be downcast, my dear boy. Never meet sorrow half-way--if
you knew how useful I have found it to remember that maxim. I have
gone through sad, sad things--ah! But now tell me of your own
affairs. Have you seen _la petite_?'

'I just saw her the other evening,' he answered uneasily.

'Just? What does that mean, I wonder? Now you don't look anything
like so well as when you were at Scarborough. You're worrying; yes,
I know you are. It's your nervous constitution, my poor boy. So you
just saw her? No more imprudences?'

She examined his face attentively, her lips set with tolerable

'It's a very difficult position, you know,' said Horace, wriggling
in his chair. 'I can't get out of it all at once. And the truth is,
I'm not sure that I wish to.'

Mrs. Damerel drew her eyebrows together, and gave a loud tap on the

'Oh, that's weak--that's very weak! After promising me! Now
listen; listen seriously.' She raised a finger. 'If it goes on, I
have nothing--more--whatever to do with you. It would distress
me very, very much; but I can't interest myself in a young man who
makes love to a girl so very far beneath him. Be led by me, Horace,
and your future will be brilliant. Prefer this young lady of
Camberwell, and lose everything.'

Horace leaned forward and drooped his head.

'I don't think you form anything like a right idea of her,' he said.

The other moved impatiently.

'My dear boy, I know her as well as if I'd lived with her for years.
Oh, how silly you are! But then you are so young, so very young.'

With the vexation on her face there blended, as she looked at him, a
tenderness unmistakably genuine.

'Now, I'll tell you what. I have really no objection to make Fanny's
acquaintance. Suppose, after all, you bring her to see me one of
these days. Not just yet. You must wait till I am in the mood for
it. But before very long.'

Horace looked up with pleasure and gratitude.

'Now, that's really kind of you!'

'Really? And all the rest is only pretended kindness? Silly boy!
Some day you will know better. Now, think, Horace; suppose you were
so unhappy as to lose your father. Could you, as soon as he was
gone, do something that you know would have pained him deeply?'

The pathetic note was a little strained; putting her head aside, Mrs.
Damerel looked rather like a sentimental picture in an
advertisement. Horace did not reply.

'You surely wouldn't,' pursued the lady, with emphasis, watching him
closely; 'you surely wouldn't and couldn't marry this girl as soon
as your poor father was in his grave?'

'Oh, of course not.'

Mrs. Damerel seemed relieved, but pursued her questioning.

'You couldn't think of marrying for at least half a year?'

'Fanny wouldn't wish it.'

'No, of course not,--well now, I think I must make her
acquaintance. But how weak you are, Horace! Oh, those nerves! All
finely, delicately organised people, like you, make such blunders in
life. Your sense of honour is such a tyrant over you. Now, mind, I
don't say for a moment that Fanny isn't fond of you,--how could
she help being, my dear boy? But I do insist that she will be very
much happier if you let her marry some one of her own class. You,
Horace, belong to a social sphere so far, far above her. If I could
only impress that upon your modesty. You are made to associate with
people of the highest refinement. How deplorable to think that a
place in society is waiting for you, and you keep longing for

The listener's face wavered between pleasure in such flattery and
the impulse of resistance.

'Remember, Horace, if anything _should_ happen at home, you are your
own master. I could introduce you freely to people of wealth and
fashion. Of course you could give up the office at once. I shall be
taking a house in the West-end, or a flat, at all events. I shall
entertain a good deal--and think of your opportunities! My dear
boy, I assure you that, with personal advantages such as yours, you
might end by marrying an heiress. Nothing more probable! And you can
talk of such a girl as Fanny French--for shame!

'I mustn't propose any gaieties just now,' she said, when they had
been together for an hour. 'And I shall wait so anxiously for news
of your father. If anything _did_ happen, what would your sister do,
I wonder?'

'I'm sure I don't know--except that she'd get away from
Camberwell. Nancy hates it.'

'Who knows? I may be able to be of use to her. But, you say she is
such a grave and learned young lady? I am afraid we should bore each

To this, Horace could venture only an uncertain reply. He had not
much hope of mutual understanding between his sister and Mrs.

At half-past five he was home again, and there followed a cheerless
evening. Nancy was in her own room until nine o'clock. She came down
for supper, but had no appetite; her eyes showed redness from
weeping; Horace could say nothing for her comfort. After the meal,
they went up together to the drawing-room, and sat unoccupied.

'If we lose father,' said Nancy, in a dull voice very unlike her
ordinary tones, 'we shall have not a single relative left, that is
anything to us.'

Her brother kept silence.

'Has Mrs. Damerel,' she continued, 'ever said anything to you about
mother's family?'

After hesitation, Horace answered, 'Yes,' and his countenance showed
that the affirmative had special meaning. Nancy waited with an
inquiring look.

'I haven't told you,' he added, 'because--we have had other things
to think about. But Mrs. Damerel is mother's sister, our aunt.'

'How long have you known that?'

'She told me at Scarborough.'

'But why didn't she tell you so at first?'

'That's what I can't understand. She says she was afraid I might
mention it; but I don't believe that's the real reason.'

Nancy's questioning elicited all that was to be learnt from her
brother, little more than she had heard already; the same story of a
disagreement between Mrs. Damerel and their father, of long absences
from England, and a revival of interest in her relatives, following
upon Mrs. Damerel's widowhood.

'She would be glad to see you, if you liked. But I doubt whether you
would get on very well.'


'She doesn't care about the same things that you do. She's a woman
of society, you know.'

'But if she's mother's sister. Yes, I should like to know her.'
Nancy spoke with increasing earnestness. 'It makes everything quite
different. I must see her.'

'Well, as I said, she's quite willing. But you remember that I'm
supposed not to have spoken about her at all. I should have to get
her to send you a message, or something of that kind. Of course, we
have often talked about you.'

'I can't form an idea of her,' said Nancy impatiently. 'Is she good?
Is she really kind? Couldn't you get her portrait to show me?'

'I should be afraid to ask, unless she had given me leave to speak
to you.'

'She really lives in good society?'

'Haven't I told you the sort of people she knows? She must be very
well off; there can't be a doubt of it.'

I don't care so much about that,' said Nancy in a brooding voice.
'It's herself,--whether she's kind and good and wishes well to us.

The next day there was no change in Mr. Lord's condition; a deep
silence possessed the house. In the afternoon Nancy went to pass an
hour with Jessica Morgan; on her return she met Samuel Barmby, who
was just leaving after a visit to the sick man. Samuel bore himself
with portentous gravity, but spoke only a few commonplaces,
affecting hope; he bestowed upon Nancy's hand a fervent pressure,
and strode away with the air of an undertaker who had called on

Two more days of deepening gloom, then a night through which Nancy
sat with Mary Woodruff by her father's bed. Mr. Lord was unconscious,
but from time to time a syllable or a phrase fell from his lips,
meaningless to the watchers. At dawn, Nancy went to her chamber,
pallid, exhausted. Mary, whose strength seemed proof against
fatigue, moved about the room, preparing for a new day; every few
minutes she stood with eyes fixed on the dying face, and the tears
she had restrained in Nancy's presence flowed silently.

When the sun made a golden glimmer upon the wall, Mary withdrew, and
was absent for a quarter of an hour. On returning, she bent at once
over the bed; her eyes were met by a grave, wondering look.

'Do you know me?' she whispered.

The lips moved; she bent lower, but could distinguish no word. He
was speaking; the murmur continued; but she gathered no sense.

'You can trust me, I will do all I can.'

He seemed to understand her, and smiled. As the smile faded away,
passing into an austere calm, Mary pressed her lips upon his


After breakfast, and before Arthur Peachey's departure for business,
there had been a scene of violent quarrel between him and his wife.
It took place in the bed-room, where, as usual save on Sunday
morning, Ada consumed her strong tea and heavily buttered toast; the
state of her health--she had frequent ailments, more or less
genuine, such as afflict the indolent and brainless type of woman--
made it necessary for her to repose till a late hour. Peachey did
not often lose self-control, though sorely tried; the one occasion
that unchained his wrath was when Ada's heedlessness or ill-temper
affected the well-being of his child. This morning it had been
announced to him that the nurse-girl, Emma, could no longer be
tolerated; she was making herself offensive to her mistress, had
spoken insolently, disobeyed orders, and worst of all, defended
herself by alleging orders from Mr. Peachey. Hence the outbreak of
strife, signalled by furious shrill voices, audible to Beatrice and
Fanny as they sat in the room beneath.

Ada came down at half-past ten, and found Beatrice writing letters.
She announced what any who did not know her would have taken for a
final resolve.

'I'm going--I won't put up with that beast any longer. I shall go
and live at Brighton.'

Her sister paid not the slightest heed; she was intent upon a
business letter of much moment.

'Do you hear what I say? I'm going by the first train this

'All right,' remarked Beatrice placidly. 'Don't interrupt me just

The result of this was fury directed against Beatrice, who found
herself accused of every domestic vice compatible with her position.
She was a sordid creature, living at other people's expense,--a
selfish, scheming, envious wretch--

'If I were your husband,' remarked the other without looking up, 'I
should long since have turned you into the street--if I hadn't
broken your neck first.'

Exercise in quarrel only made Ada's voice the clearer and more
shrill. It rose now to the highest points of a not inconsiderable
compass. But Beatrice continued to write, and by resolute silence
put a limit to her sister's railing. A pause had just come about,
when the door was thrown open, and in rushed Fanny, hatted and
gloved from a walk.

'He's dead!' she said excitedly. 'He's dead!'

Beatrice turned with a look of interest. 'Who? Mr. Lord?'

'Yes. The blinds are all down. He must have died in the night.'

Her cheeks glowed and her eyes sparkled, as though she had brought
the most exhilarating news.

'What do I care?' said Mrs. Peachey, to whom her sister had addressed
the last remark.

'Just as much as I care about your affairs, no doubt,' returned
Fanny, with genial frankness.

'Don't be in too great a hurry,' remarked Beatrice, who showed the
calculating wrinkle at the corner of her eye. 'Because he's dead,
that doesn't say that your masher comes in for money.'

'Who'll get it, then?'

'There may be nothing worth speaking of to get, for all we know.'

Beatrice had not as yet gained Fanny's co-operation in the
commercial scheme now being elaborated; though of far more amiable
nature than Mrs. Peachey, she heartily hoped that the girl might be
disappointed in her expectations from Mr. Lord's will. An hour later,
she walked along Grove Lane, and saw for herself that Fanny's
announcement was accurate; the close-drawn blinds could mean but one

To-day there was little likelihood of learning particulars, but on
the morrow Fanny might perchance hear something from Horace Lord.
However, the evening brought a note, hand-delivered by some
stranger. Horace wrote only a line or two, informing Fanny that his
father had died about eight o'clock that morning, and adding:
'Please be at home to-morrow at twelve.'

At twelve next day Fanny received her lover alone in the
drawing-room. He entered with the exaggerated solemnity of a very
young man who knows for the first time a grave bereavement, and
feels the momentary importance it confers upon him. Fanny, trying to
regard him without a smile, grimaced; decorous behaviour was at all
times impossible to her, for she neither understood its nature nor
felt its obligation. In a few minutes she smiled unrestrainedly, and
spoke the things that rose to her lips.

'I've been keeping a secret from you,' said Horace, in the low voice
which had to express his sorrow,--for he could not preserve a
gloomy countenance with Fanny before him. 'But I can tell you now.'

'A secret? And what business had you to keep secrets from me?'

'It's about Mrs. Damerel. When I was at the seaside she told me who
she really is. She's my aunt--my mother's sister. Queer, isn't it?
Of course that makes everything different. And she's going to ask
you to come and see her. It'll have to be put off a little--now;
but not very long, I dare say, as she's a relative. You'll have to
do your best to please her.'

'I'm sure I shan't put myself out of the way. People must take me as
they find me.'

'Now don't talk like that, Fanny. It isn't very kind--just now. I
thought you'd be different to-day.'

'All right.--Have you anything else to tell me?'

Horace understood her significant glance, and shook his head.

'I'll let you know everything as soon as I know myself.'

Having learnt the day and hour of Mr. Lord's funeral, Ada and Fanny
made a point of walking out to get a glimpse of it. The procession
of vehicles in Grove Lane excited their contempt, so far was it from
the splendour they had anticipated.

'There you are!' said Ada; 'I shouldn't wonder if it's going to be a
jolly good take in for you, after all. If he'd died worth much, they
wouldn't have buried him like that.'

Fanny's heart sank. She could conceive no other explanation ofa
simple burial save lack of means, or resentment in the survivors at
the disposition made of his property by the deceased. When, on the
morrow, Horace told her that his father had strictly charged Mr
Barmby to have him buried in the simplest mode compatible with
decency, she put it down to the old man's excessive meanness.

On this occasion she learnt the contents of Mr. Lord's will, and
having learnt them, got rid of Horace as soon as possible that she
might astonish her sisters with the report.

In the afternoon of that day, Beatrice had an appointment with
Luckworth Crewe. She was to meet him at the office he had just taken
in Farringdon Street, whence they would repair to a solicitor's in
the same neighbourhood, for the discussion of legal business
connected with Miss. French's enterprise. She climbed the staircase
of a big building, and was directed to the right door by the sound
of Crewe's voice, loudly and jocularly discoursing. He stood with
two men in the open doorway, and at the sight of Beatrice waved a
hand to her.

'Take your hook, you fellows; I have an engagement.' The men,
glancing at Miss. French facetiously, went their way. 'How do, old
chum? It's all in a mess yet; hold your skirts together. Come along
this way.'

Through glue-pots and shavings and an overpowering smell of paint,
Beatrice followed to inspect the premises, which consisted of three
rooms; one, very much the smallest, about ten feet square. Three
workmen were busy, and one, fitting up shelves, whistled a melody
with ear-piercing shrillness.

'Stop that damned noise!' shouted Crewe. 'I've told you once
already. Try it on again, my lad, and I'll drop you down the well of
the staircase--you've too much breath, you have.'

The other workmen laughed. It was evident that Crewe had made
friends with them all.

'Won't be bad, when we get the decks cleared,' he remarked to
Beatrice. 'Plenty of room to make twenty thousand a year or so.'

He checked himself, and asked in a subdued voice, 'Seen anything of
the Lords?'

Beatrice nodded with a smile. 'And heard about the will. Have you?'

'No, I haven't. Come into this little room.'

He closed the door behind them, and looked at his companion with
curiosity, but without show of eagerness.

'Well, it's a joke,' said Miss. French.

'Is it? How?'

'Fanny's that mad about it! She'd got it into her silly noddle that
Horace Lord would drop in for a fortune at once. As it is, he gets
nothing at all for two years, except what the Barmbys choose to give
him. And if he marries before he's four-and-twenty, he loses
everything--every cent!'

Crewe whistled a bar of a street-melody, then burst into laughter.

'That's how the old joker has done them, is it? Quite right too. The
lad doesn't know his own mind yet. Let Fanny wait if she really
wants him--and if she can keep hold of him. But what are the

'Nothing startling. Of course I don't know all the ins and outs of
it, but Horace Lord will get seven thousand pounds, and a sixth
share in the piano business. Old Barmby and his son are trustees.
They may let Horace have just what they think fit during the next
two years. If he wants money to go into business with, they may
advance what they like. But for two years he's simply in their
hands, to be looked after. And if he marries--pop goes the

'And Miss. Lord?' asked Crewe carelessly.

Beatrice pointed a finger at him.

'You want to know badly, don't you? Well, it's pretty much the same
as the other. To begin with, if she marries before the age of
six-and-twenty, she gets nothing whatever. If she doesn't marry,
there's two hundred a year to live on and to keep up the house.--
Oh, I was forgetting; she must not only keep single to twenty-six,
but continue to live where she does now, with that old servant of
theirs for companion. At six-and-twenty she takes the same as her
brother, about seven thousand, and a sixth share in Lord and

Again Crewe whistled.

'That's about three years still to live in Grove Lane,' he said
thoughtfully. 'Well, the old joker has pinned them, and no mistake.
I thought he had more to leave.'

'Of course you did,' remarked Beatrice significantly.

'Look here, old fellow, don't talk to me like that,' he replied
good-humouredly, but with a reproof not to be mistaken. 'I thought
nothing about it in the way that _you_ mean. But it isn't much,
after living as he has done. I suppose you don't know how the money

'I have it all from Fanny, and it's a wonder she remembered as much
as she did.'

'Oh, Fanny's pretty smart in L. s. d. But did she say what becomes
of the money if either of them break the terms?'

'Goes to a girl's orphanage, somewhere in the old man's country. But
there's more than I've accounted for yet. Young Barmby's sisters get
legacies--a hundred and fifty apiece. And, last of all, the old
servant has an annuity of two hundred. He made her a sort of
housekeeper not long ago, H. L. says; thought no end of her.'

'Don't know anything about her,' said Crewe absently. 'I should like
to know the business details. What arrangement was made, I wonder,
when he took Barmby into partnership?'

'I shouldn't be surprised if he simply gave him a share. Old Barmby
and Lord were great chums. Then, you see, Samuel Barmby has a third
of his profits to pay over, eventually.'

Beatrice went on to speak of the mysterious Mrs. Damerel, concerning
whom she had heard from Fanny. The man of business gave particular
ear to this story, and asked many questions. Of a sudden, as if
dismissing matters which hardly concerned him, he said mirthfully:

'You've heard about the row at Lillie Bridge yesterday?'

'I saw something about it in the paper.'

'Well, I was there. Pure chance; haven't been at that kind of place
for a year and more. It was a match for the Sprint Championship and
a hundred pounds. Timed for six o'clock, but at a quarter past the
chaps hadn't come forward. I heard men talking, and guessed there
was something wrong; they thought it a put-up job. When it got round
that there'd be no race, the excitement broke out, and then--I'd
have given something for you to see it! First of all there was a
rush for the gate-money; a shilling a piece, you know, we'd all
paid. There were a whole lot of North-of-England chaps, fellow
countrymen of mine, and I heard some of them begin to send up a roar
that sounded dangerous. I was tumbling along with the crowd, quite
ready for a scrimmage--I rather enjoy a fight now and then,--and
all at once some chap sang out just in front, 'Let's burst up the
blooming show!'--only he used a stronger word. And a lot of us
yelled hooray, and to it we went. I don't mean I had a hand in the
pillaging and smashing,--it wouldn't have done for a man just
starting in business to be up at the police-court,--but I looked
on and laughed--laughed till I could hardly stand! They set to
work on the refreshment place. It was a scene if you like! Fellows
knocking off the heads of bottles, and drinking all they could, then
pouring the rest on the ground. Glasses and decanters flying right
and left,--sandwiches and buns, and I don't know what, pelting
about. They splintered all the small wood they could lay their hands
on, and set fire to it, and before you could say Jack Robinson the
whole place was blazing. The bobbies got it pretty warm--bottles
and stones and logs of wood; I saw one poor chap with the side of
his face cut clean open. It does one good, a real stirring-up like
that; I feel better to-day than for the last month. And the swearing
that went on! It's a long time since I heard such downright, hearty,
solid swearing. There was one chap I kept near, and he swore for a
full hour without stopping, except when he had a bottle at his
mouth; he only stopped when he was speechless with liquor.'

'I wish I'd been there,' said Miss. French gaily. 'It must have been
no end of fun.'

'A right down good spree. And it wasn't over till about eight
o'clock. I stayed till the police had cleared the grounds, and then
came home, laughing all the way. It did me good, I tell you!'

'Well, shall we go and see the lawyer?' suggested Beatrice.

'Right you are.--Have a drink first? Nice quiet place round in
Fleet Street--glass of wine. No? As you please, old chum.--Think
this shop 'll do, don't you? You must come round when it's finished.
But I daresay you'll be here many a time--on biz.'

'Oh, I daresay.'

And as they went down the stairs, Crewe laughed again at his
recollections of yesterday's sport.


Gusts of an October evening swept about the square of the old Inn,
and made rushes at the windows; all the more cosy seemed it here in
Tarrant's room, where a big fire, fed into smokeless placidity,
purred and crackled. Pipe in mouth, Tarrant lay back in his big
chair, gracefully indolent as ever. Opposite him, lamp-light
illuminating her face on one side, and fire-gloom on the other,
Nancy turned over an illustrated volume, her husband's gift today.
Many were the presents he had bestowed upon her, costly some of
them, all flattering the recipient by a presumption of taste and

She had been here since early in the afternoon, it was now near
seven o'clock.

Nancy looked at the pictures, but inattentively, her brows slightly
knitted, and her lips often on the point of speech that concerned
some other matter. Since the summer holiday she had grown a trifle
thinner in face; her beauty was no longer allied with perfect
health; a heaviness appeared on her eyelids. Of course she wore the
garb of mourning, and its effect was to emphasise the maturing
change manifest in her features.

For several minutes there had passed no word; but Tarrant's face, no
less than his companion's, signalled discussion in suspense. No
unfriendly discussion, yet one that excited emotional activity in
both of them. The young man, his pipe-hand falling to his knee,
first broke silence.

'I look at it in this way. We ought to regard ourselves as married
people living under exceptionally favourable circumstances. One has
to bear in mind the brutal fact that man and wife, as a rule, see a
great deal too much of each other--thence most of the ills of
married life: squabblings, discontents, small or great disgusts,
leading often enough to _altri guai_ People get to think themselves
victims of incompatibility, when they are merely suffering from a
foolish custom--the habit of being perpetually together. In fact,
it's an immoral custom. What does immorality mean but anything that
tends to kill love, to harden hearts? The common practice of man and
wife occupying the same room is monstrous, gross; it's astounding
that women of any sensitiveness endure it. In fact, their
sensitiveness is destroyed. Even an ordinary honeymoon generally
ends in quarrel--as it certainly ought to. You and I escape all
that. Each of us lives a separate life, with the result that we like
each other better as time goes on; I speak for myself, at all
events. I look forward to our meetings. I open the door to you with
as fresh a feeling of pleasure as when you came first. If we had
been ceaselessly together day and night--well, you know the result
as well as I do.'

He spoke with indulgent gravity, in the tone of kindness to which
his voice was naturally attuned. And Nancy's reply, though it
expressed a stronger feeling, struck the same harmonious note.

'I can agree with all that. But it applies to people married in the
ordinary way. I was speaking of ourselves, placed as we are.'

'I don't pretend to like the concealment,' said Tarrant. 'For one
thing, there's a suggestion of dishonour about it. We've gone over
all that--'

'Oh, I don't mean that for a moment. It isn't really dishonourable.
My father could never have objected to _you_ for my husband. He only
wanted to guard me--Mary says so, and he told her everything. He
thought me a silly, flighty girl, and was afraid I should be trapped
for the sake of my money. I wish--oh how I wish I had had the
courage to tell him! He would have seen you, and liked and trusted
you--how could he help?'

'It might have been better--but who knows whether he would have
seen me with your eyes, Nancy?'

'Yes, yes. But I was going to say----'

She hesitated.

'Say on.'

'There are so many difficulties before us, dear.'

'Not if we continue to think of each other as we do now. Do you mean
it might be discovered?'

'Yes, through no fault of ours.'

She hesitated again.

'Quite sure you haven't told anybody?'

'No one.'

Tarrant had a doubt on this point. He strongly suspected that
Jessica Morgan knew the truth, but he shrank from pressing Nancy to
an avowal of repeated falsehood.

'Then it's very unlikely we should be found out. Who would dream of
tracking you here, for instance? And suppose we were seen together
in the street or in the country, who would suspect anything more
than love-making? and that is not forbidden you.'

'No. But--'


'But suppose I--'

She rose, crossed to him, seated herself on his knee and put an arm
about his neck. Before she had spoken another word, Tarrant
understood; the smile on his face lost its spontaneity; a bitter
taste seemed to distort his lips.

'You think--you are afraid--'

He heard a monosyllable, and sat silent. This indeed had not entered
into his calculations; but why not? He could hardly say; he had
ignored the not unimportant detail, as it lurked among
possibilities. Perhaps had willingly ignored it, as introducing a
complication oppressive to his indolence, to his hodiernal
philosophy. And now he arraigned mother-nature, the very divinity
whom hitherto he had called upon to justify him. All at once he grew
cold to Nancy. The lulled objections to matrimony awoke in him
again; again he felt that he had made a fool of himself. Nancy was
better than he had thought; he either loved her, or felt something
towards her, not easily distinguishable from love. His inferior she
remained, but not in the sense he had formerly attributed to the
word. Her mind and heart excelled the idle conception he had formed
of them. But Nancy was not his wife, as the world understands that
relation; merely his mistress, and as a mistress he found her
charming, lovable. What she now hinted at, would shatter the
situation. Tarrant thought not of the peril to her material
prospects; on that score he was indifferent, save in so far as Mr
Lord's will helped to maintain their mutual independence. But he
feared for his liberty, in the first place, and in the second,
abhorred the change that must come over Nancy herself. Nancy a
mother--he repelled the image, as though it degraded her.

Delicacy, however, constrained him to a disguise of these emotions.
He recognised the human sentiments that should have weighed with
him; like a man of cultivated intelligence, he admitted their force,
their beauty. None the less, a syllable on Nancy's lips had arrested
the current of his feelings, and made him wish again that he had
been either more or less a man of honour down at Teignmouth.

'And yet,' he said to himself, 'could I have resisted an appeal for
marriage _now_? That comes of being so confoundedly humane. It's a
marvel that I didn't find myself married to some sheer demirep long

Nancy was speaking.

'Will it make you love me less?'

'I have always refused to prophesy about love,' he answered, with
forced playfulness.

'But you wouldn't--you wouldn't?'

'We should find ourselves in a very awkward position.'

'I know,' said Nancy hurriedly. 'I can't see what would be done. But
you seem colder to me all at once, Lionel. Surely it oughtn't to--
to turn you away from me. Perhaps I am mistaken.'

This referred to the alarming possibility, and Tarrant caught at
hope. Yes, she might be mistaken; they wouldn't talk about it; he
shook it away.

'Let me fill my pipe again. Yes, you can do it for me. That reminds
me of a story Harvey Munden tells. A man he knew, a doctor, got
married, and there was nothing his wife wouldn't do for him. As he
sat with her one evening, smoking, a patient called him into the
consulting-room. He had only just lighted a fresh pipe, and laid it
down regretfully. 'I'll keep it in for you,' said his wife. And she
did so, with dainty and fearful puffs, at long intervals. But the
doctor was detained, and when he came back--well, the poor wife
had succumbed to her devotion. She never kept in his pipe again.

Nancy tried to laugh. She was in her own chair again, and sat
resting her cheek upon her hand, gazing at the fire.

'How is it, Lionel, that no one ever knocks at your door when I'm

'Oh, very simple. I sport the oak--as you know.'

'But don't you think some friend of yours might see a light in your
window, and come up?'

'If so, _il respecte la consigne_.'

'No, no; I don't like you when you begin to use French words. I
think it reminds me of once when you did it a long time ago,--and
I thought you--never mind.'

Tarrant laughed.

'Weren't they strange--those meetings of ours at Champion Hill?
What did you think me? Arrogant? Insolent? That is my tendency with
strangers, I admit.'

'But I was asking you a question,' said Nancy. 'You mean that no one
would knock, if he saw your outer door closed. But what would they

'No doubt--that I was working. I am supposed to be secretly
engaged on some immortal composition.'

Nancy pondered.

'I do hope no one that knows you will ever see me coming or going.'

'What could it matter? They wouldn't know who you were.'

'But to have such things thought. I should feel it just as if they
knew me. I believe I could never come again.'

'Why, what's the matter with you?' Tarrant asked. 'You have tears in
your eyes. You're not well to-day.' He checked himself on an
unwelcome thought, and proceeded more carelessly. 'Do you suppose
for a moment that any friend of mine is ass enough to think with
condemnation of a girl who should come to my rooms--whatever the
circumstances? You must get rid of that provincialism--let us call
it Camberwellism.'

'They wouldn't think it any harm--even if--?'

'My dear girl, we have outgrown those ancestral prejudices.'
Tarrant's humour never quite deserted him, least of all when he
echoed the talk of his world; but his listener kept a grave face.
'We have nothing to do with Mrs. Grundy's morals.'

'But you believe in a morality of some kind?' she pursued with
diffidence. 'You used the word "immoral" just now.'

Nancy felt no consciousness of the gulf that yawned between herself
as she spoke now and the old self which had claimed 'superiority.'
Her mind was so completely unsettled that she never tried to connect
its present state with its earlier phases. For the most part, her
sensations and her reflections were concerned with the crude
elements of life; the exceptional moments she spent in a world of
vague joys and fears, wherein thought, properly speaking, had no
share. Before she could outlive the shock of passion which seemed at
once to destroy and to re-create her, she was confronted with the
second supreme crisis of woman's existence,--its natural effects
complicated with the trials of her peculiar position. Tarrant's
reception of her disclosure came as a new disturbance--she felt
bewildered and helpless.

He, preoccupied with the anxiety he affected to dismiss, had no
inclination to debate ethical problems. For a while he talked
jestingly, and at length fell into a mood of silence. Nancy did not
stay much longer; they parted without mention of the subject
uppermost in their thoughts.

They had no stated times of meeting. Tarrant sent an invitation
whenever it pleased him. When the next arrived, in about a week,
Nancy made reply that she did not feel well enough to leave home. It
was the briefest letter Tarrant had yet received from her, and the
least affectionate. He kept silence for a few days, and wrote again.
This time Nancy responded as usual, and came.

To the involuntary question in his eyes, hers answered unmistakably.
For the first few minutes they said very little to each other.
Tarrant was struggling with repulsions and solicitudes of which he
felt more than half ashamed; Nancy, reticent for many reasons, not
the least of them a resentful pride, which for the moment overcame
her fondness, endeavoured to speak of trivial things. They kept
apart, and at length the embarrassment of the situation held them
both mute.

With a nervous movement, the young man pushed forward the chair on
which Nancy usually sat.

'I see that you don't look well.'

Nancy turned to the window. She had unbuttoned her jacket, and taken
off her gloves, but went no further in the process of preparing
herself for the ordinary stay of some hours.

'Did something in my letter displease you?' inquired her husband.

'You mean--because I didn't come? No; I really didn't feel well

Tarrant hesitated, but the softer feeling prevailed with him. He
helped to remove her jacket, seated her by the fire, and led her to

'So there's no doubt of it?'

Her silence made answer.

'Then of course there's just as little doubt as to what we must do.'

His voice had not a convincing sincerity; he waited for the reply.

'You mean that we can't keep the secret?'

'How is it possible?'

'But you are vexed about it. You don't speak to me as you used to. I
don't think you ever will again.'

'It will make no change in _me_,' said Tarrant, with resolute good
humour. 'All I want to be sure of is that you are quite prepared for
the change in your prospects.'

'Are _you_, dear?'

Her tone and look deprived the inquiry of unpleasant implication. He
answered her with a laugh.

'You know exactly how I regard it. In one way I should feel relief.
Of course I don't like the thought that I shall have caused you to
suffer such a loss.'

'I should never have that thought. But are you quite sure about the
result to yourself? You remember saying that you couldn't be certain

'How it will be taken at Champion Hill? I was going to tell you the
latest report from there. It is very doubtful whether I should ever
have to break the news.'

They did not look at each other.

'Everything, in that quarter, must be long since settled. Pray
remember that I have no vast expectations. Quite certainly, it won't
be a large fortune; very likely not more than your own. But enough
to live on, no doubt. I know the value of money--no man better. It
would be pleasant enough to play with thousands a year. But I don't
grumble so long as I have a competency.'

Nancy meditated, and sighed.

'Oh, it's a pity. Father never meant me to be penniless if I married

'I suppose not.'

'Of course not!'

They both meditated.

'It wouldn't be possible--would it?'

'Why,' he answered with a laugh, 'last time you were here you spoke
in quite the other way. You were utterly miserable at the thought of
living through it alone.'

'Yes--I don't know whether I could--even if--'

'What are you thinking of?'

'I've been talking with Mary,' she replied, after an uneasy pause.
'She has lived with us so long; and since father's death it seems
quite natural to make a friend of her. No one could be more devoted
to me than she is. I believe there's nothing she wouldn't do. I
believe I might trust her with any secret.'

The obvious suggestion demanded thought.

'By-the-bye,' said Tarrant, looking up, 'have you seen your aunt

Nancy's face changed to a cold expression.

'No. And I don't think I shall.'

'Probably you were as little sympathetic to her as she to you.'

'I don't like her,' was the brief reply.

'I've had curious thoughts about that lady,' said Tarrant, smiling.
'The mystery, it seems to me, is by no means solved. You think she
really _is_ your aunt?'

'Impossible to doubt it. Any one could see her likeness to Horace at

'Ah, you didn't mention that. I had a fear that she might be simply
an adventuress, with an eye to your brother's money.'

'She is what she says, I'm sure. But I shall never ask her to come
and see me again, and I don't think she'll want to. That would be
fortunate if--if we wished--'

Tarrant nodded. At the same moment they heard a sound that startled

'That's a knock at the door,' said Nancy, rising as if to escape.

'So it is. Banging with a stick. Let him bang. It must be a
stranger, or he'd respect the oak.'

They sat listening. The knock sounded again, loud and prolonged.
Tarrant joked about it; but a third time came the summons.

'I may as well go and see who it is.'

'Oh--you won't let any one--'

'Of course not. Sit quietly.'

He went out, closing the room-door behind him, and opened the heavy
door which should have ensured his privacy. For five minutes he was
absent, then returned with a face portending news.

'It was Vawdrey. He knew my habit of sporting the oak, and wouldn't
go away till he had made sure. My grandmother is dying. They
telegraphed to Vawdrey in the City, and he came here at once to tell
me. I must go. Perhaps I shall be too late.'

'What did he think of your keeping him outside?'

'I made some sort of excuse. He's a good-natured fellow; it didn't
matter. Stay a little after I'm gone; stay as long as you like, In
fact. You can pull to the inner door when you go.'

'What did the telegram say?'

'Mrs. Tarrant sinking. Come immediately.' Of course we expected it.
It's raining hard: wait and see if it stops; you must take care of

For this, Nancy was not slow in exhibiting her gratitude, which
served as mask of the pleasure she could not decently betray. When
her husband had hastened off, she sat for a few minutes in thought;
then, alone here for the first time, she began to walk about the
rooms, and to make herself more intimately acquainted with their


Whilst she was thus occupied, darkness came on. She did not care to
light the lamp, so made herself ready, and stole forth.

The rain had ceased. Walking alone at night was a pleasure in which
she now indulged herself pretty frequently; at such times Mary
Woodruff believed her in the company of Miss. Morgan. The marked
sobriety of her demeanour since Mr. Lord's death, and the
friendliness, even the affection, she evinced in their common life
at home, had set Mary's mind at ease concerning her. No murmur at
her father's will had escaped Nancy, in this respect very unlike her
brother, who, when grief was forgotten, declared himself ill-used;
she seemed perfectly content with the conditions laid upon her, and
the sincerity of her mourning could not be doubted. Anxious to
conciliate the girl in every honest way, Mary behaved to her with
the same external respect as ever, and without a hint of express
guardianship. The two were on excellent terms. It seemed likely that
before long they would have the house to themselves; already Horace
had spoken of taking lodgings in a part of London more congruous
with the social aspirations encouraged by his aunt, Mrs. Damerel.

From Chancery Lane she passed into Fleet Street, and sauntered along
with observation of shop-windows. She was unspeakably relieved by
the events of the afternoon; it would now depend upon her own choice
whether she preserved her secret, or declared herself a married
woman. Her husband had proved himself generous as well as loving;
yes, she repeated to herself, generous and loving; her fears and
suspicions had been baseless. Mrs. Tarrant's death freed them from
all sordid considerations. A short time, perhaps a day or two, might
put an end to irregularities, and enable her to hold up her head
once more.

Feeling hungry, she entered a restaurant, and dined. Not carelessly,
but with fastidious choice of viands. This was enjoyable; she began
to look more like herself of a few months ago.

She would return to Camberwell by train from Ludgate Hill. At the
circus, crowding traffic held her back for a minute or two; just as
she ran forward, a familiar voice caused her to stop again. She
became flurried, lost her head, stood still amid a tumult of
omnibuses, cabs and carts; but a hand grasped her by the arm, and
led her safely to the opposite pavement.

'What do you mean by shouting at me in the street?' were her first

The person addressed was Luckworth Crewe; he had by no means
anticipated such wrathful greeting, and stood in confusion.

'I beg your pardon, Miss. Lord. I didn't think I shouted. I only
meant to call your attention.'

'Why should you call my attention?' Her cheeks were flushed with
anger; she regarded him as though he were a stranger guilty of mere
insolence. 'I don't wish to speak to you.'

With astonishment, Crewe found himself alone. But a rebuff such as
this, so irrational as he thought it, so entirely out of keeping
with Miss. Lord's behaviour, he could by no means accept. Nancy was
walking towards the railway-station; he followed. He watched her as
she took a ticket, then put himself in her way, with all the
humility of countenance he could command.

'I'm so sorry I offended you. It wasn't the right thing to do; I
ought to have waited till you were across. I'm a blundering sort of
fellow in those things. Do let me beg your pardon, and forgive me.'

She was calmer now, though still tremulous. But for the attack of
nervousness, she would have met Crewe with nothing worse than a
slight reserve, to mark a change in their relations. Very soon after
her father's death he had written a becoming letter, though it
smacked of commercial phraseology. To the hope expressed in it, that
he might be allowed to call upon her in a few weeks' time, Nancy
made no reply. A fortnight later he wrote again, this time reminding
her, with modest propriety, of what had occurred between them before
she left town in August. Nancy responded, and in grave, friendly
language, begged him to think of her no more; he must not base the
slightest hope upon anything she might have said. To her surprise,
Crewe held his peace, and she saw him now for the first time since
their ascent of the Monument.

'I'm ashamed that I lost my temper, Mr. Crewe. I am in a hurry to get

In the booking-office at Ludgate Hill it is not easy to detain, by
chivalrous discourse, a lady bent on escaping; but Crewe attempted
it. He subdued his voice, spoke rapidly and with emotion, implored
that he might be heard for a moment. Would she not permit him to
call upon her? He had waited, respecting her seclusion. He asked for
nothing whatever but permission to call, as any acquaintance might.

'Have you heard I have opened an office in Farringdon Street? I
should so like to tell you all about it--what I'm doing--'

'No one calls to see me,' said Nancy, with firmness. 'I wish to live
quite alone. I'm very sorry to seem unfriendly.'

'Is it anything I've done?'

'No--nothing whatever. I assure you, nothing. Let us say good-bye;
I can't stop another moment.'

They shook hands and so parted.

'You're back early,' said Mary, when Nancy entered the drawing-room.

'Yes. I left Jessica to her books sooner than usual. The examination
draws near.'

Quiet, sad, diligent ever, Mary kept unchanged the old domestic
routine. There was the same perfect order, the same wholesome
economy, as when she worked under the master's eyes. Nancy had
nothing to do but enjoy the admirable care with which she was
surrounded; she took it all as a matter of course, never having
considered the difference between her own home and those of her

Horace had dined, and was gone out again. They talked of him; Mary
said that he had spoken of moving into lodgings very soon.

'Of course he doesn't tell us everything,' said Nancy. 'I feel
pretty sure that he's going to leave the office, but how he means to
live I don't understand. Perhaps Mrs. Damerel will give him money, or
lend it him. I only hope she may break it off between him and

'Hasn't he told you that Fanny is often with Mrs. Damerel?'

'With her?' Nancy exclaimed. 'He never said a word of it to me.'

'He said so to me this evening, and laughed when I looked

'Well then, I don't pretend to understand what's going on. We can't
do anything.'

About nine o'clock the servant entered the room, bringing Miss. Lord
a note, which had just been left by a cab-driver. Nancy, seeing that
the address was in Tarrant's hand, opened it with a flutter of joy;
such a proceeding as this, openly sending a note by a messenger,
could only mean that her husband no longer cared to preserve
secrecy. To her astonishment, the envelope contained but a hurried

'Not a word yet to any one. Without fail, come to-morrow afternoon,
at four.'

With what show of calmness she could command, she looked up at her

'The idea of his sending in this way! It's that Mr. Crewe I've told
you of. I met him as I was coming home, and had to speak to him
rather sharply to get rid of him. Here comes his apology, foolish

Living in perpetual falsehood, Nancy felt no shame at a fiction such
as this. Mere truth-telling had never seemed to her a weighty matter
of the law. And she was now grown expert in lies. But Tarrant's
message disturbed her gravely. Something unforeseen must have
happened--something, perhaps, calamitous. She passed a miserable

When she ascended the stairs at Staple Inn, next afternoon, it
wanted ten minutes to four. As usual at her coming, the outer door
stood open, exposing the door with the knocker. She had just raised
her hand, when, with a sound of voices from inside, the door opened,
and Tarrant appeared in company with a stranger. Terror-stricken,
she stepped back. Tarrant, after a glance, paid no attention to her.

'All right,' he was saying to his friend, 'I shall see you in a day
or two. Good-bye, old man.'

The stranger had observed Nancy, but withheld his eyes from her, and
quickly vanished down the stairs.

'Who was that?' she whispered.

'I told you four o'clock.'

'It is four.'

'No--ten minutes to at least. It doesn't matter, but if you had
been punctual you wouldn't have had a fright.'

Nancy had dropped into a chair, white and shaking. Tarrant's voice,
abruptly reproachful, affected her scarcely less than the preceding
shock. In the struggle to recover herself she sobbed and choked, and
at length burst into tears. Tarrant spoke impatiently.

'What's the matter? Surely you are not so childish'--

She stood up, and went into the bedroom, where she remained for
several minutes, returning at length without her jacket, but with
her hat still on.

'I couldn't help it; and you shouldn't speak to me in that way. I
have felt ill all the morning.'

Looking at her, the young man said to himself, that love was one
thing, wedded life another. He could make allowance for Nancy's
weakness--but it was beyond his power to summon the old warmth and
tenderness. If henceforth he loved her, it must be with husband's
love--a phrase which signified to him something as distinct as
possible from the ardour he had known; a moral attachment instead of
a passionate desire.

And there was another reason for his intolerant mood.

'You hadn't spoken to any one before you got my note?'

'No.--Why are you treating me like this? Are you ashamed that your
friend saw me?'

'Ashamed? not at all.'

'Who did he think I was?'

'I don't know. He doesn't know anything about you, at all events. As
you may guess, I have something not very pleasant to tell. I didn't
mean to be unkind; it was only the surprise at seeing you when I
opened the door. I had calculated the exact time. But never mind.
You look cold; warm yourself at the fire. You shall drink a glass of
wine; it will put your nerves right again.'

'No, I want nothing. Tell me at once what it is.'

But Tarrant quietly brought a bottle and glass from his cupboard.
Nancy again refused, pettishly.

'Until you have drunk,' he said, with a smile of self-will, 'I shall
tell you nothing.'

'I don't know what I've done to make you like this.'

Her sobs and tears returned. After a moment of impatience, Tarrant
went up to her with the glass, laid a hand upon her shoulder, and
kissed her.

'Now, come, be reasonable. We have uncommonly serious things to talk

'What did your friend think of me?'

'That you were one of the prettiest girls he had ever been
privileged to see, and that I was an enviable fellow to have such a
visitor. There now, another sip, and let us have some colour back
into your cheeks. There's bad news, Nancy; confoundedly bad news,
dear girl. My grandmother was dead when I got there. Well, the
foolish old woman has been muddling her affairs for a long time,
speculating here and there without taking any one's advice, and so
on; and the result is that she leaves nothing at all.'

Nancy was mute.

'Less than nothing, indeed. She owed a few hundreds that she had no
means of paying. The joke of the thing is, that she has left an
elaborate will, with legacies to half-a-dozen people, myself first
of all. If she had been so good as to die two years ago, I should
have come in for a thousand a year or so. No one suspected what was
going on; she never allowed Vawdrey, the one man who could have been
useful to her, to have an inkling of the affair. An advertising
broker got her in his clutches. Vawdrey's lawyer has been going
through her papers, and finds everything quite intelligible. The
money has gone in lumps, good after bad. Swindling, of course, but
perfectly legal swindling, nothing to be done about it. A minute or
two before her death she gasped out some words of revelation to the
nurse, enough to set Vawdrey on the track, when he was told.'

Still the listener said nothing.

'Well, I had a talk with Vawdrey. He's a blackguard, but not a bad
fellow. Wished he could help me, but didn't quite see how, unless I
would go into business. However, he had a suggestion to make.'

For Nancy, the pause was charged with apprehensions. She seemed to
discover in her husband's face a purpose which he knew would excite
her resistance.

'He and I have often talked about my friend Sutherland, in the
Bahamas, and Vawdrey has an idea that there'll be a profitable
opening in that quarter, before long. Sutherland has written to me
lately that he thinks of bestirring himself in the projects I've
told you about; he has got the old man's consent to borrow money on
the property. Now Vawdrey, naturally enough, would like Sutherland
to join him in starting a company; the thoughts of such men run only
on companies. So he offers, if I will go out to the Bahamas for a
month or two, and look about me, and put myself in a position to
make some kind of report--he offers to pay my expenses. Of course
if the idea came to anything, and a company got floated, I should
have shares.'

Again he paused. The listener had wide, miserable eyes.

'Well, I told him at once that I would accept the proposal. I have
no right to refuse. All I possess in the world, at this moment, is
about sixty pounds. If I sold all my books and furniture, they might
bring another sixty or so. What, then, is to become of me? I must
set to work at something, and here's the first work that comes to
hand. But,' his voice softened, 'this puts us face to face with a
very grave question; doesn't it? Are we to relinquish your money,
and be both of us penniless? Or is there any possibility of saving

'How _can_ we? How could the secret be kept?'

Voice and countenance joined in utter dismay.

'It doesn't seem to me,' said Tarrant slowly, 'a downright
impossibility. It _might_ be managed, with the help of your friend
Mary, and granting that you yourself have the courage. But'--he
made a large gesture--'of course I can't exact any such thing of
you. It must seem practicable to you yourself.'

'What are we to do if my money is lost?'

'Don't say _we_.' He smiled generously, perhaps too generously. 'A
man must support his wife. I shall arrange it somehow, of course, so
that _you_ have no anxiety. But--'

His voice dropped.

'Lionel!' She sprang up and approached him as he stood by the
fireplace. 'You won't leave me, dear? How can you think of going so
far away--for months--and leaving me as I am now? Oh, you won't
leave me!'

He arched his eyebrows, and smiled gently.

'If that's how you look at it--well, I must stay.'

'You can do something here,' Nancy continued, with rapid pleading.
'You can write for the papers. You always said you could--yes, you
did say so. We don't need very much to live upon--at first. I
shall be content--'

'A moment. You mean that the money must be abandoned.'

She had meant it, but under his look her confused thoughts took a
new direction.

'No. We needn't lose it. Only stay near me, and I will keep the
secret, through everything. You will only need, then, just to
support yourself, and that is so easy. I will tell Mary how it is.
She can be trusted, I am sure she can. She would do anything for me.
She knows that father was not thinking of a man such as you. It
would be cruelly wrong if I lost everything. I will tell her, and
she will help me. Scarcely any one comes to the house, as it is; and
I will pretend to have bad health, and shut myself up. And then,
when the time comes, Mary will go away with me, and--and the child
shall be taken care of by some people we can trust to be kind to it.
Horace is going to live in lodgings; and Mrs. Damerel, I am sure,
won't come to see me again; and I can get rid of other people. The
Barmbys shall think I am sulking about the will; I'm sure they think
already that I dislike them because of it. Let them think it; I will
refuse, presently, to see them at all. It's only a few months. If I
tell people I'm not well, nobody will feel surprised if I go away
for a month or two--now--soon. Mary would go with me, of course.
I might go for December and January. Father didn't mean I was never
to have change of air. Then there would be February and March at
home. And then I might go away again till near the end of May. I'm
sure we can manage it.'

She stopped, breathless. Tarrant, who had listened with averted
face, turned and spoke judicially.

'There's one thing you're forgetting, Nancy. Do you propose that we
shall never acknowledge the child? Remember that even if you were
bold enough, after our second marriage, to acknowledge it in the
face of scandal--that wouldn't be safe. Any one, if suspicion is
aroused, can find out when we were actually married.'

'We can't think of that. The child may not live.'

Tarrant moved, and the movement startled Nancy. It meant that she
had pained him, perhaps made him think of her with repugnance.

'I hardly know what I am saying. You know I don't wish that. But all
I can think of now is to keep you near me. I can't bear to be
separated from you. I love you so much more than you love me.'

'Let me just tell you what I had in mind, Nancy. Supposing the
secret can be kept, we must eventually live abroad, that is to say,
if our child is not to grow up a stranger to us, which neither you
nor I could wish. Now, at Nassau, the capital of the Bahamas, a lot
of Americans always spend the winter. If I made acquaintances among
them, it might be a very useful step, it would be preparing for the

To Nancy this sounded far from convincing. She argued against it in
a perfectly natural way, and as any one else would have done who
knew Tarrant. More than once he had declared to her that he would
rather die than drag out his life in one of the new countries, that
he could not breathe in an atmosphere of commercialism unrelieved by
historic associations. Nancy urged that it would be better to make a
home on the continent, whither they could go, at any moment, without
a sense of exile.

'So it comes to this,' he interrupted, with an air of resignation.
'I must refuse Vawdrey's offer, and, in doing so, refuse an
excellent chance of providing for our future, _if_--what is by no
means improbable--the secret should be discovered. I must turn to
journalism, or be a clerk. Well and good. My wife decrees it.'

And he began to hum an air, as if the matter were dismissed. There
was a long silence.

'How long would you be away?' murmured Nancy, at length.

'I suppose two months at most.'


'The second of those months you might be spending, as you said, away
from London. Down in Devon, perhaps. I can't blame your thoughts
about it; but it seems--doesn't it?--a trifle inconsiderate,
when you think what may result from my journey.'

'Would you promise me to be back by the end of the year?'

'Not promise, Nancy. But do my best. Letters take fourteen days,
that's all. You should hear by every mail.'

'Why not promise?'

'Because I can't foresee how much I may have to do there, and how
long it will take me. But you may be very sure that Vawdrey won't
pay expenses for longer than he can help. It has occurred to me that
I might get materials for some magazine articles. That would help to
float me with the editors, you know, if it's necessary.'

Nancy sighed.

'If I consented--if I did my best not to stand in your way--
would you love me better when you came back?'

The answer was a pleased laugh.

'Why, there,' he cried, 'you've given in a nutshell the whole duty
of a wife who wishes to be loved!'

Nancy tried to laugh with him.


He must be a strong man whom the sudden stare of Penury does not
daunt and, in some measure, debase. Tarrant, whatever the
possibilities of his nature, had fallen under a spell of indolent
security, which declared its power only when he came face to face
with the demand for vigorous action. The moment found him a sheer
poltroon. 'What! Is it possible that I--_I_--am henceforth
penniless? I, to whom the gods were so gracious? I, without warning,
flung from sheltered comfort on to the bare road side, where I must
either toil or beg?' The thing seemed unintelligible. He had never
imagined such ruin of his hopes.

For the first time, he turned anxious thoughts upon the money to
which his wife was--would be--might be--entitled. He computed
the chances of success in the deception he and she were practising,
and knew with shame that he must henceforth be party to a vulgar
fraud. Could Nancy be trusted to carry through this elaborate
imposition--difficult for the strongest-minded woman? Was it not a
certainty that some negligence, or some accident, must disclose her
secret? Then had he a wife and child upon his hands, to support even
as common men support wife and child, by incessant labour. The
prospect chilled him.

If he went to the West Indies, his absence would heighten the
probability of Nancy's detection. Yet he desired to escape from her.
Not to abandon her; of that thought he was incapable; but to escape
the duty--repulsive to his imagination--of encouraging her
through the various stages of their fraud. From the other side of
the Atlantic he would write affectionate, consolatory letters; face
to face with her, could he support the show of tenderness, go
through an endless series of emotional interviews, always reminding
himself that the end in view was hard cash? Not for love's sake; he
loved her less than before she proved herself his wife in earnest.
Veritable love--no man knew better--would have impelled him to
save himself and her from a degrading position.

Was he committing himself to a criminality which the law would
visit? Hardly that--until he entered into possession of money
fraudulently obtained.

In miserable night-watchings, he fell to the most sordid
calculations. Supposing their plot revealed, would Nancy in fact be
left without resources? Surely not,--with her brother, her aunt,
her lifelong friends the Barmbys, to take thought for her. She could
not suffer extremities. And upon this he blushed relief.

Better to make up his mind that the secret must inevitably out. For
the moment, Nancy believed she had resigned herself to his
departure, and that she had strength to go through with the long
ordeal. But a woman in her situation cannot be depended upon to
pursue a consistent course. It is Nature's ordinance that motherhood
shall be attained through phases of mental disturbance, which leave
the sufferer scarce a pretence of responsibility. Nancy would play
strange pranks, by which, assuredly, he would be driven to
exasperation if they passed under his eyes. He had no mind to be
called father; perhaps even his humanity might fail under the test
to which, as a lover, he had given scarce a casual thought. By
removing himself, and awaiting the issue afar off, he gained time
and opportunity for reflection. Of course his wife could not come to
want; that, after all, was the one clearly comforting thought. Her
old servant would take good care of her, happen what might.

He must taste of liberty again before sinking into the humdrum of
married life. The thought of an ocean voyage, of the new life amid
tropic splendours, excited his imagination all the more because it
blended with the thought of recovered freedom. Marriage had come
upon him with unfair abruptness; for such a change as that, even the
ordinary bachelor demands a season preparative; much more, then, the
young man who revelled in a philosophic sense of detachment, who
wrote his motto 'Vixi hodie!' For marriage he was simply unfit;
forced together, he and his wife would soon be mutually detestable.
A temporary parting might mature in the hearts of both that
affection of which the seed was undeniably planted. With passion
they had done; the enduring tenderness of a reasonable love must now
unite them, were they to be united at all. And to give such love a
chance of growing in him, Tarrant felt that he must lose sight of
Nancy until her child was born.

Yes, it had begun already, the trial he dreaded. A letter from
Nancy, written and posted only an hour or two after her return home
--a long, distracted letter. Would he forgive her for seeming to be
an obstacle in the way of what he had proposed? Would he promise her
to be faithful? Would he--

He had hardly patience to read it through.

The next evening, on returning home about ten o'clock, he was
startled by the sight of Nancy's figure at the foot of his

'What has happened?'

'Nothing--don't be frightened. But I wanted to see you tonight.'

She gripped his hand.

'How long have you waited? What! Hours? But this is downright
madness--such a night as this! Couldn't you put a note for me in
the letter-box?'

'Don't--don't speak so! I wanted to see you.' She hurried her
words, as if afraid he would refuse to listen. 'I have told Mary--
I wanted you to know--'

'Come in. But there's no fire, and you're chilled through. Do you
want to be ill? What outrageous silliness!'

Her vitality was indeed at a low ebb, and reproaches made her weep.
Tarrant half carried her up to his room, made a light, and fell to
his knees at fire-building.

'Let me do it,' Nancy exclaimed. 'Let me wait upon you--'

'If you don't sit still and keep quiet, you'll make me angry in

'Then you're not _really_ angry with me? I couldn't help it.'

'No, I'm afraid you couldn't,' Tarrant muttered cheerlessly.

'I wanted to tell you that Mary will be our friend. She was
speechless with astonishment; at first I didn't know what she would
say; she looked at me as she had never looked before--as if she
were the mistress, and I the servant. But see what I have come to;
all I felt was a dread lest she should think it her duty to cast me
off. I haven't a bit of pride left. I could have fallen on my knees
before her; I almost did. But she was very good and kind and gentle
at last. She'll do everything she can for me.'

The fire in a blaze, Tarrant stood up and regarded it gloomily.

'Well, did she think it possible?' he asked at length.

'Yes, she did. She said it would be very difficult, but the secret
might be kept--if I were strong enough. And I _am_ strong enough
--I _will_ be--'

'It doesn't look like it,' said Tarrant, taking the edge off his
words with a smile.

'I won't come again in this way. Where have you been tonight?'

'Oh, with friends.'

'Which friends? where?'

He moved impatiently.

'People you don't know, Nancy, and wouldn't care about if you did.
Do you know what time it is?'

'Do tell me where you have been. It isn't prying into your affairs.
Your friends ought to be mine; at least, I mean, I ought to know
their names, and something about them. Suppose I were to tell you I
had been spending the evening with friends--'

'My dear girl, I shouldn't ask a question, unless you invited it.
However, it's better to tell you that I have been making
arrangements to sublet these chambers. I can't afford to keep them,
even if there were any use in it. Harvey Munden has introduced me to
a man who is likely to relieve me of the burden. I shall warehouse
my books and furniture--'

'Then you are going? Really going to leave England?'

He affected astonishment; in truth, nothing now could surprise him.

'But wasn't it all decided between us? Didn't you repeat it in your

'Yes--I know--but I didn't think it would come so soon.'

'We won't talk about it to-night,' said Tarrant firmly. 'For one
thing, there's no time. Come closer to the fire, and get warm
through; then I must see you home.'

Nancy hung her head. When, in a few moments, she looked up again, it
was to say drily:

'There's no need for you to see me home.'

'I'm going to, at all events.'

'Why? You don't care much about me. I might as well be run over--
or anything--'

To this remark no sort of answer was vouchsafed. Nancy sat with her
feet on the fender, and Tarrant kept up a great blaze with chips,
which sputtered out their moisture before they began to crackle. He
and she both seemed intent on this process of combustion.

'Now you're quite warm,' said the young man, as if speaking to a
child, 'and it's time to go.'

Nancy rose obediently, gazed at him with dreaming eyes, and suffered
herself to be led away by the arm. In Chancery Lane, Tarrant hailed
a crawling hansom. When they were driving rapidly southward, Nancy
began to question him about the date of his departure; she learnt
that he might be gone in less than a week.

'If you could behave quietly and sensibly, we would have an evening
to make final arrangements.'

'I can,' she answered, with a calm that surprised him. 'If you go
without letting me see you again, I don't know what I might do. But
I can be as sensible as you are, if I'm treated fairly.'

He grasped her hand.

'Remember, dear girl, that I have a good deal to worry me just now.
Do you suppose I leave you with a light heart?'

'If you can persuade me that you care--'

'I care a good deal more than I can easily say. Your position is a
very hard one,--harder than mine. But I'm going away to work for
your future. I see clearly that it's the best thing I could do.
Whether Vawdrey's ideas come to anything or not, I shall make profit
out of the journey; I mean to write,--I think it's all I can do to
any purpose,--and the material I shall get together over there
will give me a start. Don't think I am cold-hearted because I talk
in this way; if I broke down, so much the worse for both of us. The
time has come for serious work.'

'But we shan't lose my money. I've made up my mind we shan't.'

'It's impossible for you to guard against every danger. We must be
prepared for the worst, and that responsibility rests on me. Try and
keep your mind at ease; whatever happens, to protect you is my duty,
and I shall not fail in it.'

Speaking thus, Tarrant felt the glow of virtue. His words were
perfectly sincere, but had reference to a future which his thoughts
left comfortably vague.

They were to meet again, probably for the definite parting, three
days hence. Tarrant, whose desire for escape had now become
incontrollable, used the intervening time in a rush of preparations.
He did not debate with himself as to the length of his sojourn in
the West Indies; that must be determined by circumstances.
Explicitly he had avoided a promise on the subject. What money he
possessed he would take with him; it might be to his interest, for
Nancy's likewise, to exceed the term of absence provided for in his
stipulations with Mr. Vawdrey. But all he deliberately thought of was
the getting away. Impatient with Nancy, because of the vagaries
resultant from her mental and physical state, he himself exhibited a
flagrant triumph of instinct over reason. Once in enjoyment of
liberty, he would reflect, like a practical man, on the details of
his position, review and recognise his obligations, pay his debt to
honour; but liberty first of all. Not his the nature to accept
bondage; it demoralised him, made him do and say things of which he
was ashamed. Only let him taste the breezes of ocean, and the
healthful spirit which is one with rectitude would again inspire

Much to his surprise, he neither saw nor heard from Nancy until the
hour appointed. She came very punctually. On opening the door to
her, with an air of resolute cheerfulness, he saw something in her
face that removed the necessity for playing a part. It was the look
which had so charmed him in their love-days, the indescribable look,
characteristic of Nancy, and of her alone; a gleam between smile and
laughter, a glance mingling pride with submission, a silent note of
personality which thrilled the senses and touched the heart.

'What now?' he asked, holding her hand and gazing at her. 'Some good

'None that I know of. How hot your room is! Why, you look glad to
see me!'

'Was I ever anything else?'

She answered him with a smile.

'It's a very pleasant surprise,' he continued, watching her as she
threw off her out-door things. 'I expected a doleful visage, eyes
red with weeping.'

'Did you? See how much a man thinks of himself! If you choose to go
away, I choose to think as little of you as possible. That's common
sense--isn't it?'

'I don't want you to cry about it.'

'Oh yes, you do. It flatters you, and you like flattery. But I've
been too obliging. I feel myself again, and there's no more flattery
for you--till you come back. I don't ask you when that will be. I
ask you nothing at all. I am independent of you.'

Tarrant grew uneasy. He feared that this mood of jest would change
only too suddenly, and her collapse into feminine feebleness be the
more complete.

'Be as independent as you like,' he said; 'only keep your love for

'Oh, indeed! It's your experience, is it, that the two things can go
together? That's the difference between man and woman, I suppose. I
shall love you just as little as possible--and how little that
will be, perhaps I had better not tell you.'

Still he stood gazing at her.

'You look very beautiful to-day.'

'I know. I saw it for myself before I left home. But we won't talk
about that. When do you go?'

'My goods will be warehoused to-morrow, and the next day I go to

'I'm glad it's so soon. We shan't need to see each other again.
Smoke your pipe. I'm going to make a cup of tea.'

'Kiss me first. You forgot when you came in.'

'You get no kiss by ordering it. Beg for it prettily, and we'll

'What does it all mean, Nancy? How can you have altered like this?'

'You prefer me as I was last time?'

'Not I, indeed. You make me feel that it will be very hard to leave
you. I shall carry away a picture of you quite different from the
dreary face that I had got to be afraid of.'

Nancy laughed, and of a sudden held out her hands to him.

'Haven't I thought of that? These were the very words I hoped to
hear from you. Now beg for a kiss, and you shall have one.'

Never, perhaps, had they spent together so harmonious an evening.
Nancy's tenderness took at length a graver turn, but she remained
herself, face and speech untroubled by morbid influence.

'I won't see you again,' she said, 'because I mightn't be able to
behave as I can to-day. To-day I am myself; for a long time I have
been living I don't know how.'

Tarrant murmured something about her state of health.

'Yes, I know all about that. A strange thought came to me last
night. When my father was alive I fretted because I couldn't be
independent; I wanted to be quite free, to live as I chose; I looked
forward to it as the one thing desirable. Now, I look back on that
as a time of liberty. I am in bondage, now--threefold bondage.'

'How threefold?'

'To you, because I love you, and couldn't cease loving you, however
I tried. Then, to my father's will, which makes me live in hiding,
as if I were a criminal. And then--'

'What other tyranny?'

'You mustn't expect all my love. Before long some one else will rule
over me.--What an exchange I have made! And I was going to be so

To the listener, her speech seemed to come from a maturer mind than
she had hitherto revealed. But he suffered from the thought that
this might be merely a pathological phase. In reminding him of her
motherhood, she checked the flow of his emotion.

'You'll remember,' Nancy went on, 'that I'm not enjoying myself
whilst you are away. I don't want you to be unhappy--only to think
of me, and keep in mind what I'm going through. If you do that, you
won't be away from me longer than you can help.'

It was said with unforced pathos, and Tarrant's better part made
generous reply.

'If you find it too hard, dear, write to me, and tell me, and there
shall be an end of it.'

'Never. You think me wretchedly weak, but you shall see--'

'It's of your own free will you undertake it?'

'Yes, of my own free will,' she answered firmly. 'I won't come to
you penniless. It isn't right I should do so. My father didn't mean
that. If I had had the sense and the courage to tell him, all this
misery would have been spared. That money is mine by every right,
and I won't lose it. Not only for your sake and my own--there is
some one else to think of.'

Tarrant gave her a kind look.

'Don't count upon it. Trust to me.'

'I like to hear you say that, but I don't wish you to be put to
proof. You are not the kind of man to make money.'

'How do you mean it?'

'As you like to take it. Silly boy, don't I love you just because
you are _not_ one of the money-making men? If you hadn't a penny in
the world, I should love you just the same; and I couldn't love you
more if you had millions.'

The change which Tarrant expected did not come. To the end, she was
brave and bright, her own best self. She said good-bye without a
tear, refused to let him accompany her, and so, even as she had
resolved, left in her husband's mind an image beckoning his return.

Part IV: The Veiled Figure


Before his admission to a partnership in Mr. Lord's business, Samuel
Barmby lived with his father and two sisters in Coldharbour Lane.
Their house was small, old and crumbling for lack of repair; the
landlord, his ground-lease having but a year or two to run, looked
on with equanimity whilst the building decayed. Under any
circumstances, the family must soon have sought a home elsewhere,
and Samuel's good fortune enabled them to take a house in Dagmar
Road, not far from Grove Lane; a new and most respectable house,
with bay windows rising from the half-sunk basement to the second
storey. Samuel, notwithstanding his breadth of mind, privately
admitted the charm of such an address as 'Dagmar Road,' which looks
well at the head of note-paper, and falls with sonority from the

The Barmby sisters, Lucy and Amelia by name, were unpretentious
young women, without personal attractions, and soberly educated.
They professed a form of Dissent; their reading was in certain
religious and semi-religious periodicals, rarely in books; domestic
occupations took up most of their time, and they seldom had any
engagements. At appointed seasons, a festivity in connection with
'the Chapel' called them forth; it kept them in a flutter for many
days, and gave them a headache. In the strictest sense their life
was provincial; nominally denizens of London, they dwelt as remote
from everything metropolitan as though Camberwell were a village of
the Midlands. If they suffered from discontent, no one heard of it;
a confession by one or the other that she 'felt dull' excited the
sister's surprise, and invariably led to the suggestion of 'a little

Their brother they regarded with admiration, tempered by anxiety.
'Great talents,' they knew by report, were often perilous to the
possessor, and there was reason to fear that Samuel Bennett Barmby
had not resisted all the temptations to which his intellect exposed
him. At the age of one-and-twenty he made a startling announcement;
'the Chapel' no longer satisfied the needs of his soul, and he found
himself summoned to join the Church of England as by law
established. Religious intolerance not being a family
characteristic, Mr. Barmby and his daughters, though they looked
grave over the young man's apostasy, admitted his freedom in this
matter; their respected friend Mr. Lord belonged to the Church, and
it could not be thought that so earnest-minded a man walked in the
way to perdition. At the same time, Samuel began to exhibit a liking
for social pleasures, which were, it might be hoped, innocent, but,
as they kept him from home of evenings, gave some ground for
uneasiness. He had joined a society of young men who met for
intellectual debate, and his success as an orator fostered the
spiritual pride already discernible in him. His next step could not
be regarded without concern, for he became a member of the National
Sunday League. Deceptive name! At first the Miss. Barmbys supposed
this was a union for safe-guarding the Sabbath-day; it appalled them
to discover that the League had quite an opposite tendency, that its
adherents sallied forth together on 'Sunday excursions,' that they
received tickets for Sunday admission to picture galleries, and in
various other ways offended orthodox feeling. But again the father
and sisters gave patient ear to Samuel's elaborate arguments. They
became convinced that he had no evil intentions. The elder girl,
having caught up a pregnant phrase in some periodical she approved,
began to remark that Samuel had 'a modern mind;' and this eventually
consoled them.

When it began to be observed that Samuel talked somewhat frequently
of Miss. Lord, the implied suggestion caused a tremor of confused
feeling. To the Miss. Barmbys, Nancy seemed an enigmatic person; they
had tried to like her, but could not; they objected to her
assumption of superiority, and were in grave doubt as to her
opinions on cardinal points of faith and behaviour. Yet, when it
appeared a possibility that their brother might woo Miss. Lord and
win her for a wife, the girls did their best to see her in a more
favourable light. Not for a moment did it occur to them that Nancy
could regard a proposal from Samuel as anything but an honour; to
_them_ she might behave slightingly, for they were of her own sex,
and not clever; but a girl who prided herself on intellectual
attainments must of course look up to Samuel Bennett with reverence.
In their unworldliness--of a truth they were good, simple
creatures--the slight difference of social position seemed
unimportant. And with Samuel's elevation to a partnership, even that
one shadowy obstacle was removed. Henceforth they would meet Nancy
in a conciliatory spirit, and, if she insisted upon it, bow down
before her.

Mr. Barmby, senior, whose years drew nigh to three-score, had a great
advantage in point of physical health over his old friend Stephen
Lord, and his mind enjoyed a placidity which promised him length of
days. Since the age of seventeen he had plied a pen in the office of
a Life Assurance Company, where his salary, by small and slow
increments, had grown at length to two hundred and fifty a year.
Himself a small and slow person, he had every reason to be satisfied
with this progress, and hoped for no further advance. He was of
eminently sober mind, profoundly conscientious, and quite devoid of
social ambition,--points of character which explained the long
intimacy between him and Stephen Lord. Yet one habit he possessed
which foreshadowed the intellectual composition of his son,--he
loved to write letters to the newspapers. At very long intervals one
of these communications achieved the honour of type, and then Mr
Barmby was radiant with modest self-approval. He never signed such
letters with his own name, but chose a pseudonym befitting the
subject. Thus, if moved to civic indignation by pieces of
orange-peel on the pavement, he styled himself 'Urban Rambler;' if
anxious to protest against the overcrowding of 'bus or
railway-carriage, his signature was 'Otium cum Dignitate.' When he
took a holiday at the seaside, unwonted leisure and novel
circumstances prompted him to address local editors at considerable
length. The preservation of decency by bathers was then his
favourite topic, and he would sign 'Pudor,' or perchance
'Paterfamilias.' His public epistles, if collected, would have made
an entertaining and lnstructive volume, so admirably did they
represent one phase of the popular mind. 'No, sir,'--this sentence
frequently occurred,--'it was not thus that our fathers achieved
national and civic greatness.' And again: 'All the feelings of an
English parent revolt,' &c. Or: 'And now, sir, where is this to
end?'--a phrase applied at one moment to the prospects of religion
and morality, at another to the multiplication of muffin-bells.

On a Sunday afternoon, Mr. Barmby often read aloud to his daughters,
and in general his chosen book was 'Paradise Lost.' These
performances had an indescribable solemnity, but it unfortunately
happened that, as his fervour increased, the reader became
regardless of aspirates. Thus, at the culmination of Satanic
impiety, he would give forth with shaking voice--

'_Ail, orrors, ail! and thou profoundest Ell,
Receive thy new possessor!'_

This, though it did not distress the girls, was painful to Samuel
Bennett, who had given no little care to the correction of similar
lapses in his own speech.

Samuel conceived himself much ahead of his family. Quite uneducated,
in any legitimate sense of the word, he had yet learnt that such a
thing as education existed, and, by dint of busy perusal of penny
popularities, had even become familiar with names and phrases, with
modes of thought and of ambition, appertaining to a world for ever
closed against him. He spoke of Culture, and imagined himself far on
the way to attain it. His mind was packed with the oddest jumble of
incongruities; Herbert Spencer jostled with Charles Bradlaugh,
Matthew Arnold with Samuel Smiles; in one breath he lauded George
Eliot, in the next was enthusiastic over a novel by Mrs. Henry Wood;
from puerile facetiae he passed to speculations on the origin of
being, and with equally light heart. Save for Pilgrim's Progress and
Robinson Crusoe, he had read no English classic; since boyhood,
indeed, he had probably read no book at all, for much diet of
newspapers rendered him all but incapable of sustained attention.
Whatever he seemed to know of serious authors came to him at second
or third hand. Avowing his faith in Christianity when with orthodox
people, in the society of sceptics he permitted himself to smile at
the old faiths,--though he preferred to escape this temptation,
the Nonconformist conscience still reigning within him. At home he
posed as a broad-minded Anglican, and having somewhere read that
Tennyson's 'In Memoriam' represented this attitude, he spoke of the
poem as 'one of the books that have made me what I am.'

His circle of acquaintances lay apart from that in which the Lords
moved; it consisted for the most part of young men humbly endowed in
the matter of income, and making little pretence of social dignity.
When others resorted to theatre or public-house, or places not so
readily designated, Samuel and his friends met together to discourse
on subjects of which they knew somewhat less than nothing. Some of
them occasionally held audacious language, especially when topics
such as the relations of the sexes invited their wisdom; they had
read something somewhere which urged them to cast off the trammels
of conventional thought; they 'ventured to say' that in a very few
years 'surprising changes of opinion would come about.' These
revolutionaries, after startling the more sober of their hearers,
went quietly home to mother or landlady, supped on cheese and cocoa,
and next day plied the cleric pen with exemplary zeal.

Samuel believed himself in love. That he should conceive matrimonial
intentions with regard to Stephen Lord's daughter was but the
natural issue of circumstance; from that conception resulted an
amorous mood, so much inflamed by Nancy's presence that a young man,
whose thoughts did not often transgress decorum, had every reason to
suppose himself her victim. When Nancy rejected his formal offer of
devotion, the desire to wed her besieged him more vigorously; Samuel
was piqued at the tone of lofty trifling in which the girl answered
his proposal; for assuredly he esteemed himself no less remarkable a
person than he appeared in the eyes of his sisters, and his vanity
had been encouraged by Mr. Lord's favour. Of his qualities as a man
of business there was no doubt; in one direction or another, he
would have struck the road to fortune; why Nancy should regard him
with condescension, and make him feel at once that his suit was
hopeless, puzzled him for many a day. He tried flattery, affecting
to regard her as his superior in things of the intellect, but only
with the mortifying result that Miss. Lord accepted his humility as
quite natural. Then he held apart in dignified reserve, and found no
difficulty in maintaining this attitude until after Mr. Lord's death.
Of course he did not let his relatives know of the repulse he had
suffered, but, when speaking to them of what had happened on Jubilee
night, he made it appear that his estimate of Miss. Lord was
undergoing modification. 'She has lost him, all through her
flightiness,' said the sisters to each other. They were not sorry,
and felt free again to criticise Nancy's ideas of maidenly modesty.

The provisions of Mr. Lord's will could not but trouble the
intercourse between Grove Lane and Dagmar Road. Mr. Barmby, senior,
undertook with characteristic seriousness the guardianship conferred
upon him. He had long interviews with Horace and Nancy, in which he
acquitted himself greatly to his own satisfaction. Samuel, equally a
trustee, showed his delicacy by holding aloof save when civility
dictated a call upon the young people. But his hopes had revived; he
was quite willing to wait three years for Nancy, and it seemed to
him more than probable that this period of reflection would bring
the young lady to a sense of his merits. In the meantime, he would
pursue with energy the business now at his sole direction, and make
it far more lucrative than when managed on Mr. Lord's old-fashioned

As the weeks went on, it seemed more clear than at first that Nancy
resented the authority held by Samuel and his father. They were not
welcome at the house in Grove Lane; the Miss. Barmbys called several
times without being admitted, though they felt sure that Nancy was
at home. Under these circumstances, it became desirable to discover
some intermediary who would keep them acquainted with the details of
Nancy's life and of her brother's. Such intermediary was at hand, in
the person of Miss. Jessica Morgan.


Until of late there had existed a bare acquaintance between Jessica
and the Barmby family. The two or three hours which she perforce
spent in Samuel's company on Jubilee night caused Jessica no little
embarrassment; as a natural result, their meetings after that had a
colour of intimacy, and it was not long before Miss. Morgan and the
Miss. Barmbys began to see more of each other. Nancy, on a motive
correspondent with that which actuated her guardians, desired
Jessica's familiarity with the household in Dagmar Road; her friend
could thus learn and communicate sundry facts of importance, else
hidden from her in the retirement to which she was now condemned.
How did the Barmbys regard her behaviour to them? Did they, in their
questioning, betray any suspicion fraught with danger? Jessica,
enjoying the possession of a most important secret, which she had
religiously guarded even from her mother, made time to accept the
Barmbys' invitations pretty frequently, and invited the girls to her
own home as often as she could afford a little outlay on cakes and

It made a salutary distraction in her life. As December drew near,
she exhibited alarming symptoms of over-work, and but for the
romance which assured to her an occasional hour of idleness, she
must have collapsed before the date of her examination. As it was,
she frightened one of her pupils, at the end of a long lesson, by
falling to the floor and lying there for ten minutes in
unconsciousness. The warning passed unheeded; day and night she
toiled at her insuperable tasks, at times half frenzied by the
strangest lapses of memory, and feeling, the more she laboured, only
the more convinced that at the last moment every fact she had
acquired would ruthlessly desert her.

Her place of abode favoured neither health nor mental tranquillity.
It was one of a row of new houses in a new quarter. A year or two
ago the site had been an enclosed meadow, portion of the land
attached to what was once a country mansion; London, devourer of
rural limits, of a sudden made hideous encroachment upon the old
estate, now held by a speculative builder; of many streets to be
constructed, three or four had already come into being, and others
were mapped out, in mud and inchoate masonry, athwart the ravaged
field. Great elms, the pride of generations passed away, fell before
the speculative axe, or were left standing in mournful isolation to
please a speculative architect; bits of wayside hedge still shivered
in fog and wind, amid hoardings variegated with placards and
scaffolding black against the sky. The very earth had lost its
wholesome odour; trampled into mire, fouled with builders' refuse
and the noisome drift from adjacent streets, it sent forth, under
the sooty rain, a smell of corruption, of all the town's
uncleanliness. On this rising locality had been bestowed the title
of 'Park.' Mrs. Morgan was decided in her choice of a dwelling here
by the euphonious address, Merton Avenue, Something-or-other Park.

The old mansion--not very old, and far from beautiful, but stoutly
built--stood grim and desolate, long dismantled, and waiting only
to be torn down for the behoof of speculative dealers in old
material. What aforetime was a tree-bordered drive, now curved
between dead stumps, a mere slushy cartway; the stone pillars, which
had marked the entrance, damaged in the rending away of metal with a
market value, drooped sideways, ready at a touch to bury themselves
in slime.

Through summer months the Morgans had suffered sufficiently from the
defects of their house; with the coming on of winter, they found
themselves exposed to miseries barely endurable. At the first slight
frost, cistern and water-pipes went to ruin; already so damp that
unlovely vegetation had cropped up on cellar walls, the edifice was
now drenched with torrents of water. Plaster fell from the ceilings;
paper peeled away down the staircase; stuccoed portions of the front
began to crack and moulder. Not a door that would close as a door
should; not a window that would open in the way expected of it; not
a fireplace but discharged its smoke into the room, rather than by
the approved channel. Everywhere piercing draughts, which often
entered by orifices unexplained and unexplainable. From cellar floor
to chimney-pot, no square inch of honest or trustworthy workmanship.
So thin were the parti-walls that conversation not only might, but
must, be distinctly heard from room to room, and from house to
house; the Morgans learnt to subdue their voices, lest all they said
should become common property of the neighbourhood. For the
privilege of occupying such a residence, 'the interior,' said
advertisement, 'handsomely decorated,' they were racked with an
expenditure which, away in the sweet-scented country, would have
housed them amid garden graces and orchard fruitfulness.

At this time, Mr. Morgan had joined an acquaintance in the
establishment of a debt-collecting agency; his partner provided the
modest capital needful for such an enterprise, and upon himself fell
the disagreeable work. A man of mild temper and humane instincts, he
spent his day in hunting people who would not or could not pay the
money they owed, straining his wits to circumvent the fraudulent,
and swooping relentlessly upon the victims of misfortune. The
occupation revolted him, but at present he saw no other way of
supporting the genteel appearances which--he knew not why--were
indispensable to his life. He subsisted like a bird of prey; he was
ever on the look out for carrion which the law permitted him to
seize. From the point of view forced upon him, society became a mere
system of legalised rapine. 'You are in debt; behold the bond.
Behold, too, my authority for squeezing out of you the uttermost
farthing. You must beg or starve? I deplore it, but I, for my part,
have a genteel family to maintain on what I rend from your grip.' He
set his forehead against shame; he stooped to the basest chicanery;
he exposed himself to insult, to curses, to threats of violence.
Sometimes a whole day of inconceivably sordid toil resulted in the
pouching of a few pence; sometimes his reward was a substantial sum.
He knew himself despised by many of the creditors who employed him.
'Bad debts? For how much will you sell them to me?' And as often as
not he took away with his bargain a glance which was equivalent to a

The genteel family knew nothing of these expedients. Mrs. Morgan
talked dolorously to her friends of 'commercial depression,' and
gave it to be vaguely understood that her husband had suffered great
losses because he conducted his affairs in the spirit of a
gentleman. Her son was in an office;' her elder daughter was
attempting the art of fiction, which did not promise to be
lucrative; Jessica, more highly educated, would shortly matriculate
at the University of London--a consoling prospect, but involving
the payment of a fee that could with difficulty be afforded.

Every friend of the family held it a matter of course that Jessica
would succeed in the examination. It seemed probable that she would
have a place in Honours.

And, meanwhile, the poor girl herself was repenting of the
indiscreet boastfulness with which she had made known her purpose.
To come out in an inferior class would be painful enough; how
support the possibility of absolute failure? Yet she knew only too
well that in certain 'subjects' she was worse than shaky. Her Greek
--her Chemistry--her Algebra--

By way of propitiating the stern fates, she began to talk with Lucy
and Amelia Barmby in a tone of diffidence. Half a year ago, she
would have held her head very high in such company; now the simple
goodness of the old-fashioned girls made an appeal to her aching
heart, and their homely talk soothed her exhausted brain.

'It's fearfully difficult,' she said to them one evening, as she sat
in their parlour. 'And I lose so much time with my pupils. Really,
you know, I haven't a fair chance. I was showing Nancy Lord the
Algebra paper set last summer, and she confessed she could hardly do
a single question.'

'She couldn't?' exclaimed one of the sisters in astonishment. 'But
we always thought she was so very clever.'

'So she is--in many things. But she never dreamt of going in for
such an examination as this.'

'And do you really know more than she does?'

Jessica smiled with affected modesty.

'Oh, I have studied so much more.'

It was sweet to gain this triumph over her friend, whose progress in
the school of life she watched with the jealousy of a girl condemned
to sterile passions.

Their talk was interrupted by the entrance of Samuel Barmby, and his
elder sister, addressing him without reflection, said wonderingly:

'Sam, did you know that Nancy Lord couldn't pass the examination
that Miss. Morgan is going in for?'

Jessica blushed, and hastened to extenuate this crude statement.

'Oh, I didn't say that. Only that she would have to study very hard
if she went in for the matriculation.'

'Of course she would,' Samuel assented, largely, as he took his
stand before the fireplace and beamed upon the female trio. 'Miss
Lord goes in for broad culture; that's quite a different thing from
studying for examinations.'

To the hearers, Jessica not excepted, this seemed to argue the
spirit of broad culture in Samuel himself. Miss. Morgan pursued

'Examinations are nothing. I believe very stupid people often do
well in them, and clever people often fail.'

Her voice sank on the last word, and she tried to read Barmby's face
without meeting his look. Of late, a change had come about in her
estimation of Samuel. Formerly she spoke of him with contemptuous
amusement, in the tone set by Nancy; since she had become a friend
of the family, his sisters' profound respect had influenced her way
of thinking, and in secret she was disposed rather to admire 'the
Prophet.' He had always struck her as a comely man, and, her
education notwithstanding, she never perceived in his remarks that
downright imbecility which excited Nancy's derision. On Jubilee
night he was anything but a tedious companion; apart from her
critical friend, Jessica had listened without impatience to his
jests, his instructive facts, his flowing rhetoric. Now-a-days, in
her enfeebled state of body and mind, she began to look forward with
distinct pleasure to her occasional meetings with Samuel, pleasure
which perhaps was enhanced by the air of condescension wherewith he
tempered his courtesy. Morbid miseries brought out the frailty of
her character. Desiring to be highly esteemed by Mr. Barmby, she
found herself no less willing to join his sisters in a chorus of
humbly feminine admiration, when he discoursed to them from an
altitude. At moments, after gazing upon his eloquent countenance,
she was beset by strange impulses which brought blood to her cheek,
and made her dread the Miss. Barmbys' scrutiny.

'I look upon examinations,' Samuel was saying, 'as a professional
matter. I never went in for them myself, simply because I--I
turned my energies in another direction.'

'You _could_ have passed them,' remarked one of his sisters, 'easily

'In Miss. Morgan's presence,'--he stroked his chin, and smiled with
delicious fatuity--'I prefer to say nothing on that point.'

'Oh but of course you could, Mr. Barmby,' sounded Jessica's voice, in
an unsteady falsetto, whilst her eyes were turned upon the floor.
'You would have thought nothing of this matriculation, which seems
to me so dreadful.'

Profoundly flattered, Samuel addressed the girl in his suavest

'I have a theory, Miss. Morgan, that young ladies ought not to
undergo these ordeals. The delicacy of their nervous system unfits
them for such a strain. I'm sure we shall all feel very glad when
you are successfully through the trial. After it, you ought to have
a long rest.'

'Oh, you ought--indeed you ought,' assented the girls.

'By the bye,' said Samuel, 'my father has heard from Miss. Lord that
she is going away for a month or two. She says her health requires

Jessica sat silent, still with downcast eyes.

'But it's a new thing, isn't it,' remarked Amelia, 'for Miss. Lord to
be in bad health?'

'She has suffered a good deal, I'm afraid,' said Jessica, 'since her
father's death. The doctor tells her she oughtn't to live in that
dull house through the winter.'

'In that case,' Samuel exclaimed, 'of course she must go at once--
of course!'

He never spoke of Nancy but with stress of unctuous generosity.
This, if his hearers knew what he had suffered at her hands, must
tell greatly to his credit; if they were not aware of the
circumstances, such a tone would become him as the young lady's
hopeful admirer.

'I fear her nerves are affected,' pursued Jessica. 'She can't bear
society. So unlike her, isn't it? She goes out very little indeed,
--sometimes not for days together. And really she sees nobody. I'm
getting quite anxious about her.'

The subject was an awkward one in this house, and it soon gave place
to freer conversation. On her way home, though mechanically
repeating dates and formulae, Jessica could not resist the tendency
of her thoughts, to dwell on Samuel's features and Samuel's
eloquence. This was a new danger; she had now little more than a
fortnight for her final 'cram,' and any serious distraction meant

In a day or two she took leave of Nancy, who had chosen for her
winter retreat no less remote a spot than Falmouth. Horace having
settled himself in lodgings, the house was to be shut up; Mary
Woodruff of course went down into Cornwall. Nancy had written a
letter to Mr. Barmby, senior, excusing herself for not being able to
see him before her departure; it was an amiable letter, but
contained frank avowal of pain and discontent at the prospect of her
long pupilage. 'Of course I submit to the burden my father chose to
lay upon me, and before long, I hope, I shall be able to take things
in a better spirit. All I ask of you, dear Mr. Barmby, is to have
forbearance with me until I get back my health and feel more
cheerful. You know that I could not be in better hands whilst Mary
is with me. I shall write frequently, and give you an account of
myself. Let me hear sometimes, and show me that you make allowance
for my very trying position.'

Jessica heard the letter discussed by its recipient and his family.
Samuel spoke with his wonted magnanimity; his father took a liberal
view of the matter. And in writing to her friend a few days later,
Jessica was able to say: 'I think you may safely stay at Falmouth
for the whole winter. You will not be interfered with if you write
nicely. I shouldn't wonder if they would let you keep out of their
reach _as long as it is necessary_.'

The week of Jessica's ordeal was now at hand. She had had another
fainting-fit; her sleep was broken every night with hideous dreams;
she ate scarce enough to keep herself alive; a perpetual fever
parched her throat and burned at her temples.

On the last day of 'cram,' she sat from morning to night in her
comfortless little bedroom, bending over the smoky fire, reading
desperately through a pile of note-books. The motive of vanity no
longer supported her; gladly she would have crept away into a life
of insignificance; but the fee for the examination was paid, and she
must face the terrors, the shame, that waited her at Burlington
House. No hope of 'passing.' Perhaps at the last moment a stroke of
mortal illness would come to her relief.

Not so. She found herself in the ghastly torture-hall, at a desk on
which lay sheets of paper, not whiter than her face. Somebody gave
her a scroll, stereotyped in imitation of manuscript--the
questions to be answered. For a quarter of an hour she could not
understand a word. She saw the face of Samuel Barmby, and heard his
tones--'The delicacy of a young lady's nervous system unfits her
for such a strain.'

That evening she went home with a half-formed intention of poisoning

But the morrow saw her seated again before another scroll of
stereotype, still thinking of Samuel Barmby, still hearing his
voice. The man was grown hateful to her; he seemed to haunt her
brain malignantly, and to paralyse her hand.

Day after day in the room of torture, until all was done. Then upon
her long despair followed a wild, unreasoning hope. Though it
rained, she walked all the way home, singing, chattering to herself,
and reached the house-door without consciousness of the distance she
had traversed. Her mother and sister came out into the hall; they
had been watching for her.

'I did a good paper to-day--I think I've passed after all--yes,
I feel sure I've passed!'

'You look dreadful,' exclaimed Mrs. Morgan. 'And you're wet through--'

'I did a good paper to-day--I feel sure I've passed!'

She sat down to a meal, but could not swallow.

'I feel sure I've passed--I feel sure--'

And she fell from the chair, to all appearances stone-dead.

They took her upstairs, undressed her, sent for the doctor. When he
came, she had been lying for half-an-hour conscious, but mute. She
looked gravely at him, and said, as if repeating a lesson:

'The delicacy of a young lady's nervous system unfits her for such a

'Undoubtedly,' repeated the doctor, with equal gravity.

'But,' she added eagerly, 'let Mr. Barmby know at once that I have

'He shall know at once,' said the doctor.


A lady who lived at Kilburn, and entertained largely in a house not
designed for large entertainment, was 'at home' this evening. At
eleven o'clock the two drawing-rooms contained as many people as
could sit and stand with semblance of comfort; around the hostess,
on the landing, pressed a crowd, which grew constantly thicker by
affluence from the staircase. In the hall below a 'Hungarian band'
discoursed very loud music. Among recent arrivals appeared a troupe
of nigger minstrels, engaged to give their exhilarating
entertainment--if space could be found for them. Bursts of
laughter from the dining-room announced the success of an American
joker, who, in return for a substantial cheque, provided amusement
in fashionable gatherings. A brilliant scene. The air, which
encouraged perspiration, was rich with many odours; voices
endeavouring to make themselves audible in colloquy, swelled to a
tumultuous volume that vied with the Hungarian clangours.

In a corner of the staircase, squeezed behind two very fat women in
very low dresses, stood Horace Lord. His heated countenance wore a
look of fretful impatience; he kept rising upon his toes in an
endeavour to distinguish faces down in the hall. At length his
expression changed, and with eager eyes he began to force a way for
himself between the fat women. Not unrewarded with glaring glances,
and even with severe remarks, he succeeded in gaining the foot of
the staircase, and came within reach of the persons for whom he had
been waiting. These were Mrs. Damerel and Fanny French. The elder
lady exhibited a toilet of opulence corresponding with her mature
charms; the younger, as became a _debutante_, wore graceful white,
symbol of her maiden modesty.

'You promised to be early,' said Horace, addressing Mrs. Damerel, but
regarding Fanny, who stood in conversation with a florid man of
uncertain age.

'Couldn't get here before, my dear boy.'

'Surely you haven't brought that fellow with you?'

'Hush! You mustn't talk in that way. We met at the door. Mrs. Dane
knows him. What does it matter?'

Horace moved aside to Fanny. Flushed with excitement, her hair
adorned with flowers, she looked very pretty.

'Come along,' he said, gripping her hand more violently than he
intended. 'Let us get upstairs.'

'Oh, you hurt me! Don't be so silly.'

The man beside her gave Horace a friendly nod. His name was
Mankelow. Horace had met him once or twice of late at Mrs. Damerel's,
but did not like him, and felt still less disposed to do so now that
Mankelow was acquainted with Fanny French. He suspected that the two
were more familiar than Fanny pretended. With little ceremony, he
interposed himself between the girl and this possible rival.

'Why didn't you make her come earlier?' he said to Fanny, as they
began a slow upward struggle in the rear of Mrs. Damerel.

'It isn't fashionable to come early.'

'Nonsense! Look at the people here already.'

Fanny threw up her chin, and glanced back to see that Mankelow was
following. In his vexation, Horace was seized with a cough--a
cough several times repeated before he could check it.

'Your cold's no better,' said Fanny. 'You oughtn't to have come out
at night.'

'It _is_ better,' he replied sharply. 'That's the first time I've
coughed to-day. Do you mean you would rather not have found me

'How silly you are! People will hear what you're saying.'

It was Fanny's 'first season,' but not her first 'at home.' Mrs.
Damerel seemed to be taking an affectionate interest in her, and had
introduced her to several people. Horace, gratified in the
beginning, now suffered from jealousy; it tortured him to observe
Fanny when she talked with men. That her breeding was defective,
mattered nothing in this composite world of pseudo-elegance. Young
Lord, who did not lack native intelligence, understood by this time
that Mrs. Damerel and her friends were far from belonging to a high
order of society; he saw vulgarity rampant in every drawing-room to
which he was admitted, and occasionally heard things which startled
his suburban prejudices. But Fanny, in her wild enjoyment of these
novel splendours, appeared to lose all self-control. She flirted
outrageously, and before his very eyes. If he reproached her, she
laughed at him; if he threatened to free himself, she returned a
look which impudently bade him try. Horace had all her faults by
heart, and no longer tried to think that he respected her, or that,
if he married such a girl, his life could possibly be a happy one;
but she still played upon his passions, and at her beck he followed
like a dog.

The hostess, Mrs. Dane, a woman who looked as if she had once been
superior to the kind of life she now led, welcomed him with peculiar
warmth, and in a quick confidential voice bade him keep near her for
a few minutes.

'There's some one I want to introduce you to--some one I'm sure
you will like to know.'

Obeying her, he soon lost sight of Fanny; but Mrs. Dane continued to
talk, at intervals, in such a flattering tone, that his turbid
emotions were soothed. He had heard of the Chittles? No? They were
very old friends of hers, said Mrs. Dane, and she particularly wanted
him to know them. Ah, here they came; mother and daughter. Horace
observed them. Mrs. Chittle was a frail, worn, nervous woman, who
must once have been comely; her daughter, a girl of two-and-twenty,
had a pale, thin face of much sweetness and gentleness. They seemed
by no means at home in this company; but Mrs. Chittle, when she
conversed, assumed a vivacious air; the daughter, trying to follow
her example, strove vainly against an excessive bashfulness, and
seldom raised her eyes. Why he should be expected to pay special
attention to these people, Horace was at a loss to understand; but
Mrs. Chittle attached herself to him, and soon led him into familiar
dialogue. He learnt from her that they had lived for two or three
years in a very quiet country place; they had come up for the
season, but did not know many people. She spoke of her daughter, who
stood just out of earshot,--her eyes cast down, on her face a sad
fixed smile,--and said that it had been necessary almost to force
her into society. 'She loves the country, and is so fond of books;
but at her age it's really a shame to live like a nun--don't you
think so, Mr. Lord?' Decidedly it was, said Horace. 'I'm doing my
best,' pursued Mrs. Chittle, 'to cure her of her shyness. She is
really afraid of people--and it's such a pity. She says that the
things people talk about don't interest her; but _all_ people are
not frivolous--are they, Mr. Lord?' Horace hoped not; and presently
out of mere good-nature he tried to converse with the young lady in
a way that should neither alarm her shyness nor prove distasteful to
her intelligence. But with very little success. From time to time
the girl glanced at him with strange timidity, yet seemed quite
willing to listen as long as he chose to talk.

Fanny, being at a considerable distance from home, was to return to
the boarding-house where her chaperon now lived, and have a room
there for the night. Horace disliked this arrangement, for the
objectionable Mankelow lived in the same house. When he was able to
get speech with Fanny, he tried to persuade her to go with him all
the way home to Camberwell in a cab. Miss. French would not listen to
the suggestion.

'Who ever heard of such a thing? It wouldn't be proper.'

'Proper! Oh, I like that!' he replied, with scathing irony.

'You can either like it or not. Mrs. Damerel wouldn't dream of
allowing it. I think she's quite as good a judge of propriety as you

They were in a corner of the dining-room. Fanny, having supped much
to her satisfaction, had a high colour, and treated her lover with
more than usual insolence. Horace had eaten little, but had not
refrained from beverages; he was disposed to assert himself.

'It seems to me that we ought to have an understanding. You never do
as I wish in a single thing. What do you mean by it?'

'Oh, if you're going to be nasty--'

She made the gesture of a servant-girl who quarrels with her young
man at the street-corner.

'I can't stand the kind of treatment you've given me lately,' said
Horace, with muffled anger.

'I've told you I shall do just as I like.'

'Very well. That's as much as to say that you care nothing about me.
I'm not going to be the slave of a girl who has no sense of honour
--not even of decency. If you wish me to speak to you again you
must speak first.'

And he left her, Fanny laughing scornfully.

It drew towards one o'clock when, having exhausted the delights of
the evening, and being in a decidedly limp condition, Mrs. Damerel
and her protegee drove home. Fanny said nothing of what had passed
between her and Horace. The elder lady, after keeping silence for
half the drive, spoke at length in a tone of indulgent playfulness.

'So you talked a good deal with Mr. Mankelow?'

'Not for long. Now and then. He took me down to supper--the first

'I'm afraid somebody will be a little jealous. I shall get into
trouble. I didn't foresee this.'

'Somebody must treat me in a reasonable way,' Fanny answered, with a
dry laugh.

'I'm quite sure he will,' said Mrs. Damerel suavely. 'But I feel
myself a little responsible, you know. Let me put you on your guard
against Mr. Mankelow. I'm afraid he's rather a dangerous man. I have
heard rather alarming stories about him. You see he's very rich, and
very rich men, if they're rather handsome as well, say and do things
--you understand?'

'Is he really very rich?'

'Well, several thousands a year, and a prospect of more when
relatives die. I don't mean to say that he is a bad man. He belongs
to a very good family, and I believe him perfectly honourable. He
would never do any one any harm--or, if he happened to, without
meaning it, I'm quite sure he'd repair it in the honourable way.'

'You said he was dangerous--'

'To a young lady who is already engaged. Confess that you think him
rather good-looking.'

Having inflamed the girl's imagination, Mrs. Damerel presently
dropped the subject, and fell again into weary silence.

At noon of the next day she received a call from Horace, who found
her over tea and toast in her private sitting-room. The young man
looked bilious; he coughed, too, and said that he must have caught
fresh cold last night.

'That house was like an oven. I won't go to any more such places.
That isn't my idea of enjoying myself.'

Mrs. Damerel examined him with affectionate solicitude, and reflected
before speaking.

'Haven't you been living rather fast lately?'

He avoided her eyes.

'Not at all.'

'Quite sure? How much money have you spent this last month?'

'Not much.'

By careful interrogation--the caressing notes of her voice seemed
to convey genuine feeling--Mrs. Damerel elicited the fact that he
had spent not less than fifty pounds in a few weeks. She looked very

'What would our little Fanny say to this?'

'I don't care what she would say.'

And he unburdened himself of his complaints against the frivolous
charmer, Mrs. Damerel listening with a compassionate smile.

'I'm afraid it's all too true, dear boy. But didn't I warn you?'

'You have made her worse. And I more than half believe you have
purposely put her in the way of that fellow Mankelow. Now I tell you
plainly'--his voice quivered--'if I lose her, I'll raise all the
money I can and play the very devil.'

'Hush! no naughty words! Let us talk about something else till you
are quieter.--What did you think of Mrs. Chittle?'

'I thought nothing of her, good or bad.'

'Of her daughter, then. Isn't she a sweet, quiet girl? Do you know
that she is rich? It's perfectly true. Mrs. Chittle is the widow of a
man who made a big fortune out of a kind of imitation velvet. It
sold only for a few years, then something else drove it out of the
market; but the money was made. I know all about it from Mrs. Dane.'

'It's nothing to me,' said Horace peevishly.

But Mrs. Damerel continued:

'The poor girl has been very unfortunate. In the last year of her
father's life they lived in good style, town-house and
country-house. And she fell in love with somebody who--who treated
her badly; broke it off, in fact, just before the wedding. She had a
bad illness, and since then she has lived as her mother told you.'

'How do you know she told me?'

'I--oh, I took it for granted. She said you had had a long talk.
You can see, of course, that they're not ordinary people. Didn't
Winifred--her name is Winifred--strike you as very refined and

'She hardly spoke half-a-dozen words.'

'That's her nervousness. She has quite got out of the habit of
society. But she's very clever, and so good. I want you to see more
of her. If she comes here to tea, will you--just to please me--
look in for half-an-hour?'

She bent her head aside, wistfully. Horace vouchsafed no reply.

'Dear boy, I know very well what a disappointment you are suffering.
Why not be quite open with me? Though I'm only a tiresome old aunt,
I feel every bit as anxious for your happiness as if I were your
mother--I do indeed, Horace. You believe me, don't you?'

'You have been very kind, in many ways. But you've done harm to

'No harm whatever, Horace--believe me. I have only given her an
opportunity of showing what she really is. You see now that she
thinks of nothing at all but money and selfish pleasures. Compare
her, my dear, with such a girl as Winifred Chittle. I only mean--
just to show you the difference between a lady and such a girl as
Fanny. She has treated you abominably, my poor boy. And what would
she bring you? Not that I wish you to marry for money. I have seen
too much of the world to be so foolish, so wicked. But when there
_are_ sweet, clever, lady-like girls, with large incomes--! And a
handsome boy like you! You may blush, but there's no harm in telling
the truth. You are far too modest. You don't know how you look in
the eyes of an affectionate, thoughtful girl--like Winifred, for
instance. It's dreadful to think of you throwing yourself away! My
dear, it may sound shocking to you, but Fanny French isn't the sort
of girl that men _marry_.'

Horace showed himself startled.

'You are so young,' pursued the mature lady, with an indulgent
smile. 'You need the advice of some one who knows the world. In
years to come, you will feel very grateful to me. Now don't let us
talk any more of that, just now; but tell me something about Nancy.
How much longer does she mean to stay in Cornwall?'

He answered absently.

'She talks of another month or two.'

'But what have her guardians to say to that? Why, she has been away
for nearly half a year. How can that be called living at the old

'It's no business of mine.'

'Nor of mine, you mean to say. Still, it does seem rather strange. I
suppose she is quite to be trusted?'

'Trusted? What harm can come to her? She's keeping out of Sam
Barmby's way, that's all. I believe he plagued her to marry him. A
nice husband for Nancy!'

'I wish we had taken to each other,' said Mrs. Damerel musingly. 'I
think she was a little jealous of the attention I had paid to _you_.
But perhaps we shall do better some day. And I'm quite content so
long as _you_ care a little for me, dear boy. You'll never give me
up, will you?'

It was asked with unusual show of feeling; she leaned forward, her
eyes fixed tenderly upon the boy's face.

'You would never let a Fanny French come between us, Horace dear?'

'I only wish you hadn't brought her among your friends.'

'Some day you will be glad of what I did. Whatever happens, I am
your best friend--the best and truest friend you will ever have.
You will know it some day.'

The voice impressed Horace, its emotion was so true. Several times
through the day he recalled and thought of it. As yet he had felt
nothing like affection for Mrs. Damerel, but before their next
meeting an impulse he did not try to account for caused him to write
her a letter--simply to assure her that he was not ungrateful for
her kindness. The reply that came in a few hours surprised and
touched him, for it repeated in yet warmer words all she had spoken.
'Let me be in the place of a mother to you, dear Horace. Think of me
as if I were your mother. If I were your mother indeed, I could not
love you more.' He mused over this, and received from it a sense of
comfort which was quite new to him.

All through the winter he had been living as a gentleman of assured
independence. This was managed very simply. Acting on Mrs. Damerel's
counsel he insured his life, and straightaway used the policy as
security for a loan of five hundred pounds from a friend of Mrs.
Damerel's. The insurance itself was not effected without a
disagreeable little episode. As a result of the medical examination,
Horace learnt, greatly to his surprise, that he would have to pay a
premium somewhat higher than the ordinary. Unpleasant questions were
asked: Was he quite sure that he knew of no case of consumption in
his family? Quite sure, he answered stoutly, and sincerely. Why? Did
the doctor think _him_ consumptive? Oh dear no, but--a slight
constitutional weakness. In fine, the higher premium must be
exacted. He paid it with the indifference of his years, but said
nothing to Mrs. Damerel.

And thereupon began the sowing of wild oats. At two-and-twenty,
after domestic restraint and occupations that he detested, he was
let loose upon life. Five hundred pounds seemed to him practically
inexhaustible. He did not wish to indulge in great extravagance;
merely to see and to taste the world.

Ah, the rapture of those first nights, when he revelled amid the
tumult of London, pursuing joy with a pocket full of sovereigns!
Theatres, music-halls, restaurants and public-houses--he had seen
so little of these things, that they excited him as they do a lad
fresh from the country. He drew the line nowhere. Love of a worthy
woman tells for chastity even in the young and the sensual; love of
a Fanny French merely debauches the mind and inflames the passions.
Secure in his paganism, Horace followed where the lures of London
beckoned him; he knew not reproach of conscience; shame offered but
thin resistance to his boiling blood. By a miracle he had as yet
escaped worse damage to health than a severe cold, caught one night
after heroic drinking. That laid him by the heels for a time, and
the cough still clung to him.

In less than two years he would command seven thousand pounds, and a
share in the business now conducted by Samuel Barmby. What need to
stint himself whilst he felt able to enjoy life? If Fanny deceived
him, were there not, after all, other and better Fannys to be won by
his money? For it was a result of this girl's worthlessness that
Horace, in most things so ingenuous, had come to regard women with
unconscious cynicism. He did not think he could be loved for his own
sake, but he believed that, at any time, the show of love, perhaps
its ultimate sincerity, might be won by display of cash.

Midway in the month of May he again caught a severe cold, and was
confined to the house for nearly three weeks. Mrs. Damerel, who
nursed him well and tenderly, proposed that he should go down for
change of air to Falmouth. He wrote to Nancy, asking whether she
would care to see him. A prompt reply informed him that his sister
was on the point of returning to London, so that he had better
choose some nearer seaside resort.

He went to Hastings for a few days, but wearied of the place, and
came back to his London excitements. Nancy, however, had not yet
returned; nor did she until the beginning of July.


This winter saw the establishment of the South London Fashionable
Dress Supply Association--the name finally selected by Beatrice
French and her advisers. It was an undertaking shrewdly conceived,
skilfully planned, and energetically set going. Beatrice knew the
public to which her advertisements appealed; she understood exactly
the baits that would prove irresistible to its folly and greed. In
respect that it was a public of average mortals, it would believe
that business might be conducted to the sole advantage of the
customer. In respect that it consisted of women, it would give eager
attention to a scheme that permitted each customer to spend her
money, and yet to have it. In respect that it consisted of ignorant
and pretentious women, this public could be counted upon to deceive
itself in the service of its own vanity, and maintain against all
opposition that the garments obtained on this soothing system were
supremely good and fashionable.

On a basis of assumptions such as these, there was every possibility
of profitable commerce without any approach to technical fraud.

By means of the familiar 'goose-club,' licensed victuallers make
themselves the bankers of people who are too weak-minded to save
their own money until they wish to spend it, and who are quite
content to receive in ultimate return goods worth something less
than half the deposit. By means of the familiar teapot, grocers
persuade their customers that an excellent trade can be done by
giving away the whole profit on each transaction. Beatrice French,
an observant young woman, with a head for figures, had often noted
and reflected upon these two egregious illustrations of human
absurdity. Her dressmaking enterprise assimilated the features of
both, and added novel devices that sprang from her own fruitful
brain. The 'Fashion Club,' a wheel within a wheel, was merely the
goose-club; strictly a goose-club, for the licensed victualler
addresses himself to the male of the species. The larger net, cast
for those who lacked money or a spirit of speculation, caught all
who, in the realm of grocery, are lured by the teapot. Every
sovereign spent with the Association carried a bonus, paid not in
cash but in kind. These startling advantages were made known through
the medium of hand-bills, leaflets, nicely printed little pamphlets,
gorgeously designed placards; the publicity department, being in the
hands of Mr. Luckworth Crewe, of Farringdon Street, was most ably and
vigorously conducted.

Thanks also to Luckworth Crewe, Beatrice had allied herself with
partners, who brought to the affair capital, experience, and
activity. Before Christmas--an important point--the scene of
operations was ready: a handsome shop, with the new and attractive
appendages (so-called 'club-room,' refreshment-bar, &c.) which Crewe
and Beatrice had visioned in their prophetic minds. Before the close
of the year substantial business had been done, and 1888 opened with
exhilarating prospects.

The ineptitude of uneducated English women in all that relates to
their attire is a fact that it boots not to enlarge upon. Beatrice
French could not be regarded as an exception; for though she
recognised monstrosities, she very reasonably distrusted her own
taste in the choice of a garment. For her sisters, monstrosities had
a distinct charm, and to this class of women belonged all customers
of the Association who pretended to think for themselves as to
wherewithal they should be clothed. But women in general came to the
shop with confessed blankness of mind; beyond the desire to buy
something that was modish, and to pay for it in a minus quantity,
they knew, felt, thought nothing whatever. Green or violet, cerulean
or magenta, all was one to them. In the matter of shape they sought
merely a confident assurance from articulate man or woman--
themselves being somewhat less articulate than jay or jackdaw--
that this or that was 'the feature of the season.' They could not
distinguish between a becoming garment and one that called for the
consuming fires of Heaven. It is often assumed as a commonplace that
women, whatever else they cannot do, may be trusted to make up their
minds about habiliments. Nothing more false, as Beatrice French was
abundantly aware. A very large proportion of the servant-keeping
females in Brixton, Camberwell, and Peckham could not, with any
confidence, buy a chemise or a pair of stockings; and when it came
to garments visible, they were lost indeed.

Fanny French began to regret that she had not realised her capital,
and put it into the Association. Wishing at length to do so, she met
with a scornful rebuff. Beatrice would have none of her money, but
told her she might use the shop like any other customer, which of
course Fanny did.

Mrs. Peachey, meanwhile, kept declaring to both her sisters that they
must not expect to live henceforth in De Crespigny Park on the old
nominal terms. Beatrice was on the way to wealth; Fanny moved in
West End society, under the chaperonage of a rich woman; they ought
to be ashamed of themselves for not volunteering handsome
recognition of the benefits they had received beneath their sister's
roof. But neither Beatrice nor Fanny appeared to see the matter in
this light. The truth was, that they both had in view a change of
domicile. The elder desired more comfort and more independence than
De Crespigny Park could afford her; the younger desired a great many
things, and flattered herself that a very simple step would put her
in possession of them.

The master of the house no longer took any interest in the fortunes
of his sisters-in-law. He would not bid them depart, he would not
bid them stay, least of all would he demand money from them. Of
money he had no need, and he was the hapless possessor of a
characteristic not to be found in any other member of his household
--natural delicacy.

Arthur Peachey lived only for his child, the little boy, whose newly
prattling tongue made the sole welcome he expected or cared for on
his return from a hard day's work. Happily the child had good
health, but he never left home without dread of perils that might
befall it in his absence. On the mother he counted not at all; a
good-tempered cow might with more confidence have been set to watch
over the little one's safety. The nurse-girl Emma, retained in spite
of her mistress's malice, still seemed to discharge her duties
faithfully; but, being mortal, she demanded intervals of leisure
from time to time, and at such seasons, as Peachey too well knew,
the child was uncared for. Had his heart been resolute as it was
tender, he would long ago have carried out a project which haunted
him at every moment of anger or fear. In the town of Canterbury
lived a sister of his who for several years had been happily wedded,
but remained childless. If the worst came to the worst, if his wife
compelled him to the breaking-up of a home which was no home, this
married sister would gladly take the little boy into her motherly
care. He had never dared to propose the step; but Ada might
perchance give ready assent to it, even now. For motherhood she had
no single qualification but the physical. Before her child's coming
into the world, she snarled at the restraints it imposed upon her;
at its birth, she clamoured against nature for the pains she had to
undergo, and hated her husband because he was the intermediate cause
of them. The helpless infant gave her no pleasure, touched no
emotion in her heart, save when she saw it in the nurse's care, and
received female compliments upon its beauty. She rejected it at
night because it broke her sleep; in the day, because she could not
handle it without making it cry. When Peachey remonstrated with her,
she stared in insolent surprise, and wished that _he_ had had to
suffer all her hardships of the past year.

Peachey could not be said to have any leisure. On returning from
business he was involved forthwith in domestic troubles and broils,
which consumed the dreary evening, and invaded even his sleep. Thus
it happened that at long intervals he was tempted, instead of going
home to dinner, to spend a couple of hours at a certain small
eating-house, a resort of his bachelor days, where he could read the
newspapers, have a well-cooked chop in quietude, and afterwards, if
acquaintances were here, play a game of chess. Of course he had to
shield this modest dissipation with a flat falsehood, alleging to
his wife that business had kept him late. Thus on an evening of
June, when the soft air and the mellow sunlight overcame him with a
longing for rest, he despatched a telegram to De Crespigny Park, and
strolled quietly about the streets until the hour and his appetite
pointed him tablewards. The pity of it was that he could not dismiss
anxieties; he loathed the coward falsehood, and thought more of home
than of his present freedom. But at least Ada's tongue was silent.

He seated himself in the familiar corner, and turned over
illustrated papers, whilst his chop hissed on the grid. Ah, if he
were but unmarried, what a life he might make for himself now that
the day's labour brought its ample reward! He would have rooms in
London, and a still, clean lodging somewhere among the lanes and
fields. His ideals expressed the homeliness of the man. On intellect
he could not pride himself; his education had been but of the
'commercial' order; he liked to meditate rather than to read;
questions of the day concerned him not at all. A weak man, but of
clean and kindly instincts. In mercantile life he had succeeded by
virtue of his intensely methodical habits--the characteristic
which made him suffer so from his wife's indolence, incapacity, and
vicious ill-humour.

Before his marriage he had thought of women as domestic beings. A
wife was the genius of home. He knew men who thanked their wives for
all the prosperity and content that they enjoyed. Others he knew who
told quite a different tale, but these surely were sorrowful
exceptions. Nowadays he saw the matter in a light of fuller
experience. In his rank of life married happiness was a rare thing,
and the fault could generally be traced to wives who had no sense of
responsibility, no understanding of household duties, no love of
simple pleasures, no religion.

Yes, there was the point--no religion. Ada had grown up to regard
church-going as a sign of respectability, but without a shadow of
religious faith. Her incredible ignorance of the Bible story, of
Christian dogmas, often amazed him. Himself a believer, though
careless in the practice of forms, he was not disturbed by the
modern tendency to look for morals apart from faith; he had not the
trouble of reflecting that an ignorant woman is the last creature to
be moralised by anything but the Christian code; he saw straight
into the fact--that there was no hope of impressing Ada with ideas
of goodness, truthfulness, purity, simply because she recognised no
moral authority.

For such minds no moral authority--merely as a moral authority--
is or can be valid. Such natures are ruled only by superstition--
the representative of reasoned faith in nobler beings. Rob them of
their superstition, and they perish amid all uncleanliness.

Thou shalt not lie--for God consumes a liar in the flames of hell!
Ada Peachey could lend ear to no admonition short of that. And,
living when she did, bred as she was, only a John Knox could have
impressed her with this menace--to be forgotten when the echoes of
his voice had failed.

He did not enjoy his chop this evening. In the game of chess that
followed he played idly, with absent thoughts. And before the glow
of sunset had died from the calm heaven he set out to walk homeward,
anxious, melancholy.

On approaching the house he suffered, as always, from quickened
pulse and heart constricted with fear. Until he knew that all was
well, he looked like a man who anticipates dread calamity. This
evening, on opening the door, he fell back terror-stricken. In the
hall stood a police-constable, surrounded by a group of women: Mrs.
Peachey, her sisters, Emma the nurse-girl, and two other servants.

'Oh, here you are at last!' exclaimed his wife, in a voice exhausted
with rage. 'You're just in time to see this beast taken off to the
lock-up. Perhaps you'll believe me now!'

'What is it? What has she done?'

'Stolen money, that's what she's done--your precious Emma! She's
been at it for a long time; I've told you some one was robbing me.
So I marked some coins in my purse, and left it in the bedroom
whilst we were at dinner; and then, when I found half-a-crown gone
--and it was her evening out, too--I sent for a policeman before
she knew anything, and we made her turn out her pockets. And there's
the half-crown! Perhaps you'll believe it this time!'

The girl's face declared her guilt; she had hardly attempted denial.
Then, with a clamour of furious verbosity, Ada enlightened her
husband on other points of Emma's behaviour. It was a long story,
gathered, in the last few minutes, partly from the culprit herself,
partly from her fellow-servants. Emma had got into the clutches of a
jewellery tallyman, one of the fellows who sell trinkets to
servant-girls on the pay-by-instalment system. She had made several
purchases of gewgaws, and had already paid three or four times their
value, but was still in debt to the tallyman, who threatened all
manner of impossible proceedings if she did not make up her arrears.
Bottomless ignorance and imbecile vanity had been the girl's ruin,
aided by a grave indiscretion on Peachey's part, of which he was to
hear presently.

Some one must go to the police-station and make a formal charge. Ada
would undertake this duty with pious eagerness, enjoying it all the
more because of loud wailings and entreaties which the girl now
addressed to her master. Peachey looked at his sisters-in-law, and
in neither face perceived a compassionate softening. Fanny stood by
as at a spectacle provided for her amusement, without rancour, but
equally without pity. Beatrice was contemptuous. What right, said
her countenance, had a servant-girl to covet jewellery? And how
pitiable the spirit that prompted to a filching of half-crowns! For
the criminals of finance, who devastate a thousand homes, Miss
French had no small admiration; crimes such as the present were mean
and dirty.

Ada reappeared, hurriedly clad for going forth; but no one had
fetched a cab. Incensed, she ordered her husband to do so.

'Who are you speaking to?' he replied wrathfully. 'I am not your

Fanny laughed. The policeman, professionally calm, averted a smiling

'It's nothing to me,' said Mrs. Peachey. 'I'm quite willing to walk.
Come along, constable.'

Her husband interposed.

'The girl doesn't go from my house until she's properly dressed.' He
turned to the other servants. 'Please to blow the whistle at the
door, or get a cab somehow. Emma, go upstairs and put your things

'It was about time you behaved like a man,' fell quietly from

'You're right.' He looked sternly at the speaker. 'It _is_ time, and
that you shall all know.'

The culprit, suddenly silent, obeyed his order. The constable went
out at the front door, and there waited whilst a cab-summoning
whistle shrilled along De Crespigny Park.

Ada had ascended to the first landing, to make sure that the culprit
did not escape her. Beatrice and Fanny retired into the
drawing-room. After a lapse of some ten minutes two cabs rattled up
to the door from opposite directions, each driver lashing his horse
to gain the advantage. So nearly were they matched, that with
difficulty the vehicles avoided a collision. The man who had secured
a place immediately in front of the doorsteps, waved his whip and
uttered a shout of insulting triumph; his rival answered with
volleys of abuse, and drove round as if meditating an assault; it
was necessary for the policeman to interfere. Whereupon the defeated
competitor vowed that it was sanguinary hard lines; that for the
sanguinary whole of this sanguinary day had he waited vainly for a
sanguinary fare, and but for a sanguinary stumble of his sanguinary

Tired of waiting, and suspicious of the delay, Ada went up to the
room where the servant was supposed to be making ready. It was a
little room, which served as night-nursery; by the girl's bed stood
a cot occupied by the child. Ada, exclaiming 'Now, come along!'
opened the door violently. A candle was burning; the boy, awake but
silent, sat up in his cot, and looked about with sleepy, yet
frightened eyes.

'Where are you?'

Emma could not be seen. Astonished and enraged, Ada rushed forward;
she found the girl lying on the floor, and after bending over her,
started back with a cry half of alarm, half of disgust.

'Come up here at once!' she screamed down the staircase. 'Come up!
The wretch has cut her throat!'

There was a rush of feet. Peachey, the first to enter, saw a gash on
the neck of the insensible girl; in her hand she held a pair of

'I hope you're satisfied,' he said to his wife.

The police-officer, animated by a brisk succession of events such as
he could not hope for every day, raised the prostrate figure, and
speedily announced that the wound was not mortal.

'She's fainted, that's all. Tried to do for herself with them
scissors, and didn't know the way to go about it. We'll get her off
sharp to the surgeon.'

'It'll be attempted suicide, now, as well as stealing,' cried Ada.

Terrified by the crowd of noisy people, the child began to cry
loudly. Peachey lifted him out of the cot, wrapped a blanket about
him, and carried him down to his own bedroom. There, heedless of
what was going on above, he tried to soothe the little fellow,
lavishing caresses and tender words.

'My little boy will be good? He'll wait here, quietly, till father
comes back? Only a few minutes, and father will come back, and sit
by him. Yes--he shall sleep here, all night--'

Ada burst into the room.

'I should think you'd better go and look after your dear Emma. As if
I didn't know what's been going on! It's all come out, so you
needn't tell me any lies. You've been giving her money. The other
servants knew of it; she confessed it herself. Oh, you're a nice
sort of man, you are! Men of your sort are always good at preaching
to other people. You've given her money--what does _that_ mean? I
suspected it all along. You wouldn't have her sent away; oh no! She
was so good to the child--and so good to somebody else! A dirty
servant! I'd choose some one better than that, if I was a man. How
much has she cost you? As much, no doubt, as one of the swell women
in Piccadilly Circus--'

Peachey turned upon her, the sweat beading on his ghastly face.

'Go!--Out of this room--or by God I shall do something fearful!

She backed before him. He seized her by the shoulders, and flung her
forth, then locked the door. From without she railed at him in the
language of the gutter and the brothel. Presently her shouts were
mingled with piercing shrieks; they came from the would-be-suicide,
who, restored to consciousness, was being carried down for removal
in the cab. Peachey, looking and feeling like a man whom passion had
brought within sight of murder, stopped his ears and huddled himself
against the bedside. The child screamed in terror.

At length came silence. Peachey opened the door, and listened. Below,
voices sounded in quiet conversation.

'Who is down there?' he called.

'All of us except Ada,' replied Beatrice. 'The policeman said she
needn't go unless she liked, but she _did_ like.'

'Very well.'

He ran up to the deserted bedroom, carefully gathered together his
child's day-garments, and brought them down. Then, as well as he
could, he dressed the boy.

'Is it time to get up?' inquired the little three-year-old,
astonished at all that was happening, but soothed and amused by the
thought that his father had turned nurse. 'It isn't light yet.'

'You are going somewhere with father, dear. Somewhere nice.'

The dialogue between them, in sweet broken words such as the child
had not yet outgrown, and the parent did not wish to abandon for
common speech, went on until the dressing was completed.

'Now, will my boy show me where his clothes are for going out? His
cap, and his coat--'

Oh yes, they were up in the nursery; boy would show father--and
laughed merrily that he knew something father didn't. A few minutes
more, and the equipment was completed.

'Now wait for me here--only a minute. My boy won't cry, if I leave
him for a minute?'

'Cry! of course not!' Peachey descended to the drawing-room, closed
the door behind him, and stood facing his sisters-in-law.

'I want to tell you that I am going away, and taking the child with
me. Ada needn't expect me back to-night--nor ever. As long as I
live I will never again be under the same roof with her. You,
Beatrice, said it was about time I behaved like a man. You were
right. I've put up long enough with things such as no man ought to
endure for a day. Tell your sister that she may go on living here,
if she chooses, for another six months, to the end of the year--
not longer. She shall be supplied with sufficient money. After
Christmas she may find a home for herself where she likes; money
will be paid to her through a lawyer, but from this day I will
neither speak nor write to her. You two must make your own
arrangements; you have means enough. You know very well, both of
you, why I am taking this step; think and say about me what you
like. I have no time to talk, and so I bid you good-bye.'

They did not seek to detain him, but stood mute whilst he left the

The little boy, timid and impatient, was at the head of the stairs.
His father enveloped him warmly in a shawl, and so they went forth.
It was not long before they met with a vacant cab. Half-an-hour's
drive brought them to the eating-house where Peachey had had his
chop that evening, and here he obtained a bedroom for the night.

By eleven o'clock the child slept peacefully. The father, seated at
a table, was engaged in writing to a solicitor.

At midnight he lay softly down by the child's side, and there, until
dawn, listened to the low breathing of his innocent little
bedfellow. Though he could not sleep, it was joy, rather than any
painful excitement, that kept him wakeful. A great and loathsome
burden had fallen from him, and in the same moment he had rescued
his boy out of an atmosphere of hated impurity. At length he could
respect himself, and for the first time in four long years he looked
to the future with tranquil hope.

Careless of the frank curiosity with which the people of the house
regarded him, he went down at seven o'clock, and asked for a railway
time-table. Having found a convenient train to Canterbury, he
ordered breakfast for himself and the child to be laid in a private
room. It was a merry meal. Sunshine of midsummer fell warm and
bright upon the table; the street below was so full of busy life
that the little boy must needs have his breakfast by the window,
where he could eat and look forth at the same time. No such
delightful holiday had he ever enjoyed. Alone with father, and going
away by train into wonderful new worlds.

'Is Emma coming?' he asked.

It was significant that he did not speak of his mother.

They drove to the railway station, Peachey no less excited than the
child. From here he despatched a telegram to his partners, saying
that he should be absent for a day or two.

Then the train, struggling slowly out of London's welter, through
the newest outposts of gloom and grime, bore them, hearts
companioned in love and blamelessness, to the broad sunny meadows
and the sweet hop-gardens of Kent.


'Serves her jolly well right,' said Beatrice.

'A lot _she'll_ care,' said Fanny. 'I should think myself precious
lucky. She gets rid of him, and of the kid too, and has as much as
she wants to live on. It's better than she deserves.--Do you
believe he's been carrying on with that girl?'

Miss. French laughed contemptuously.

'Not he!'

'Well, there's been a jolly good row to-night, if we never see
another. We shall all be in the papers!' The prospect had charms for
Fanny. 'What are you going to do? Live here till Christmas?'

Beatrice was quietly reviewing the situation. She kept silence, and
her sister also became meditative. Suddenly Fanny inquired:

'What sort of a place is Brussels?'

'Brussels? Why? I know nothing about it. Not much of a place, I
think; sprouts come from there, don't they?'

'It's a big town,' said the other, 'and a lively sort of place, they

'Why do you ask me, if you know? What about it?'

As usual when performing the operation which, in her, answered to
thought, Fanny shuffled with her hands on her waist. At a distance
from Beatrice she stood still, and said:

'Some one I know is going there. I've a good mind to go too. I want
to see abroad.'

Her sister asked several searching questions, but Fanny would not
make known whether the friend was male or female.

'I shouldn't be much surprised,' remarked the woman of business,
indifferently, 'if you go and make a fool of yourself before long.
That Mrs. Damerel is up to some game with you; any one could see it
with half an eye. I suppose it isn't Lord that's going to Brussels?'

Fanny sputtered her disdain.

'If you had any common sense,' pursued her sister, 'you'd stick to
him; but you haven't. Oh yes, you think you can do better. Very
well, we shall see. If you find yourself in a hole one of these
days, don't expect _me_ to pull you out. I wouldn't give you a penny
to save you from the workhouse.'

'Wait till you're asked. I know where all _your_ money 'll go to.
And that's into Crewe's pocket. He'll fool you out of all you have.'

Beatrice reddened with wrath. But, unlike the other members of her
family, she could command her tongue. Fanny found it impossible to
draw another word from her.

On returning from the police-station, haggard and faint with
excitement, but supported by the anticipation of fresh attacks upon
her husband, Ada immediately learnt what had happened. For the first
moment she could hardly believe it. She rushed upstairs, and saw
that the child was really gone; then a blind frenzy took hold upon
her. Alarming and inexplicable sounds drew her sisters from below;
they found her, armed with something heavy, smashing every breakable
object in her bedroom--mirrors, toilet-ware, pictures,
chimney-piece ornaments.

'She's gone mad!' shrieked Fanny. 'She'll kill us!'

'That beast shall pay for it!' yelled Ada, with a frantic blow at
the dressing-table.

Wanton destruction of property revolted all Beatrice's instincts.
Courageous enough, she sprang upon the wild animal, and flung her

Now indeed the last trace of veneer was gone, the last rag of
pseudo-civilisation was rent off these young women; in physical
conflict, vilifying each other like the female spawn of Whitechapel,
they revealed themselves as born--raw material which the mill of
education is supposed to convert into middle-class ladyhood. As a
result of being held still by superior strength Ada fell into
convulsions, foamed at the mouth, her eyes starting from their
sockets; then she lay as one dead.

'You've killed her,' cried the terrified Fanny.

'No fear. Give me some water to pitch over her.'

With a full jug from another bedroom, she drenched the prostrate
figure. When Ada came round she was powerless; even her rancorous
lips could utter only a sound of moaning. The sisters stripped her
stark naked on the floor, made a show of drying her with towels, and
tumbled her into bed. Then Beatrice brewed a great jorum of hot
whisky-punch, and after drinking freely to steady her shaken nerves,
poured a pint or so down Mrs. Peachey's throat.

'There won't be a funeral just yet,' she remarked, with a laugh.
'Now we'll have supper; I feel hungry.'

They went to bed at something after midnight. The servants, having
stolen a bottle of spirits from the cupboard, which Beatrice left
open, both got drunk, and slept till morning upon the kitchen-floor.

On the morrow, Miss. French, attired as a walking advertisement of
the South London Fashionable Dress Supply Association, betook
herself to Farringdon Street for an interview with her commercial
friend. Crewe was absent, but one of three clerks, who occupied his
largest room, informed her that it could not be very long before he
returned, and being so familiar a figure here, she was permitted to
wait in the agent's sanctum. When the door closed upon her, the
three young men discussed her character with sprightly freedom.
Beatrice, the while, splendidly indifferent to the remarks she could
easily divine, made a rapid examination of loose papers lying on
Crewe's desk, read several letters, opened several books, and found
nothing that interested her until, on turning over a slip of paper
with pencilled figures upon it, she discovered a hotel-bill, the
heading: Royal Hotel, Falmouth. It was for a day and night's
entertainment, the debtor 'Mr. Crewe,' the date less than a week gone
by. This document she considered attentively, her brows knitted, her
eyes wide. But a sound caused her to drop it upon the desk again.
Another moment, and Crewe entered.

He looked keenly at her, and less good-humouredly than of wont.
These persons never shook hands, and indeed dispensed, as a rule,
with all forms of civility.

'What are you staring at?' asked Crewe bluffly.

'What are _you_ staring at?'

'Nothing, that I know.' He hung up his hat, and sat down. 'I've a
note to write; wait a minute.'

The note written, and given to a clerk, Crewe seemed to recover
equanimity. His visitor told him all that happened in De Crespigny
Park, even to the crudest details, and they laughed together

'I'm going to take a flat,' Beatrice then informed him. 'Just find
me something convenient and moderate, will you? A bachelor's flat.'

'What about Fanny?'

'She has something on; I don't know what it is. Talks about going to
Brussels--with a friend.'

Crewe looked astonished.

'You ought to see after her. I know what the end 'll be. Brussels?
I've heard of English girls going there, but they don't usually come

'What can I do? I'm pretty certain that Damerel woman has a game on
hand. She doesn't want Fanny to marry her nephew--if Lord _is_ her
nephew. She wants his money, that's my idea.'

'Mine, too,' remarked the other quietly. 'Look here, old chap, it's
your duty to look after your little damned fool of a sister; I tell
you that plainly. I shan't think well of you if you don't.'

Beatrice displayed eagerness to defend herself. She had done her
best; Fanny scorned all advice, and could not be held against her

'Has she given up all thought of Lord?'

'I'm not sure, but I think so. And it looks as if he was going his
own way, and didn't care much. He never writes to her now. Of course
it's that woman's doing.'

Crewe reflected.

'I shall have to look into Mrs. Damerel's affairs. Might be worth
while. Where is she living?' He made a note of the information.
'Well, anything else to tell me?'

Beatrice spoke of business matters, then asked him if he had been
out of town lately. The question sounded rather abrupt, and caused
Crewe to regard her with an expression she privately interpreted.

'A few short runs. Nowhere particular.'

'Oh?--Not been down into Cornwall?'

He lost his temper.

'What are you after? What business is it of yours? If you're going
to spy on me, I'll soon let you know that I won't stand that kind of

'Don't disturb yourself,' said Beatrice, with a cold smile. 'I
haven't been spying, and you can go where you like for anything I
care. I guessed you _had_ been down there, that's all.'

Crewe kept silence, his look betraying uneasiness as well as anger.
Speaking at length, he fixed her with keen eyes.

'If it's any satisfaction to you, you're welcome to know that I have
been into Cornwall--and to Falmouth.'

Beatrice merely nodded, and still he searched her face.

'Just answer me a plain question, old chap. Come, there's no
nonsense between us; we know each other--eh?'

'Oh yes, we know each other,' Miss. French answered, her lips
puckering a little.

'What do you know about _her_? What has she been doing all this

Beatrice laughed.

'I know just as little about her as I care.'

'You care a good deal more than you'll confess. I wouldn't be up to
women's tricks, if I were you.'

She revolted.

'After all, I suppose I _am_ a woman?'

'Well, I suppose so.' Crewe grinned good-naturedly. 'But that isn't
in the terms of our partnership, you remember. You can be a
reasonable fellow enough, when you like. Just tell me the truth.
What do you know about Nancy Lord?' Beatrice assumed an air of

'I'll tell you that, if you tell me what it is you want of her. Is
it her money?'

'Her money be damned!'

'It's herself, then.'

'And what if it is? What have _you_ to say to it?'

Her eyes fell, and she muttered 'Nothing.'

'Just bear that in mind, then. And now that I've answered your
question, answer mine. What have you heard about her? Or what have
you found out?'

She raised her eyes again and again, but in a mocking voice said,

'You're telling me a lie.'

'You're a brute to say so!'

They exchanged fierce glances, but could not meet each other's eyes
steadily. Crewe, mastering his irritation, said with a careless

'All right, I believe you. Didn't mean to offend you, old chap.'

'I won't be called that!' She was trembling with stormy emotions.
'You shall treat me decently.'

'Very well. Old girl, then.'

'I'm a good deal younger than you are. And I'm a good deal better
than you, in every way. I'm a lady, at all events, and you can't
pretend to be a gentleman. You're a rough, common fellow--'

'Holloa! Holloa! Draw it mild.'

He was startled, and in some degree abashed; his eyes, travelling to
the door, indicated a fear that this singular business-colloquy
might be overheard. But Beatrice went on, without subduing her
voice, and, having delivered herself of much plain language, walked
from the room, leaving the door open behind her.

As a rule, she returned from her day's occupations to dinner, in De
Crespigny Park, at seven o'clock. To-day her arrival at home was
considerably later. About three o'clock she made a call at the
boarding-house where Mrs. Damerel lived, but was disappointed in her
wish to see that lady, who would not be in before the hour of
dining. She called again at seven, and Mrs. Damerel received her very
graciously. It was the first time they had met. Beatrice, in no mood
for polite grimaces, at once disclosed the object of her visit; she
wanted to talk about Fanny; did Mrs. Damerel know anything of a
proposed journey to Brussels? The lady professed utter ignorance of
any such intention on Fanny's part. She had not seen Fanny for at
least a fortnight.

'How can that be? She told me she dined here last Sunday.'

'That's very strange,' answered Mrs. Damerel, with suave concern.
'She certainly did not dine here.'

'And the Sunday before?'

'Your sister has dined here only once, Miss. French, and that was
three months ago.'

'Then I don't understand it. Haven't you been taking her to
theatres, and parties, and that kind of thing?'

'I have taken her once to a theatre, and twice to evening "at
homes." The last time we were together anywhere was at Mrs. Dane's,
about the middle of May. Since then I have seen her hardly at all.
I'm very much afraid you are under some misconception. Thinking your
sister was engaged to marry my nephew, Mr. Lord, I naturally desired
to offer her a few friendly attentions. But it came out, at length,
that she did not regard the engagement as serious. I was obliged to
speak gravely to my young nephew, and beg him to consider his
position. There is the second dinner-bell, but I am quite at your
service, Miss. French, if you wish to question me further.'

Beatrice was much inclined to resent this tone, and to use her
vernacular. But it seemed only too probable that Fanny had been
deceiving her, and, as she really feared for the girl's safety,
prudence bade her be civil with Mrs. Damerel.

'Can't you help me to find out what Fanny has really been doing?'

'I'm afraid it's quite out of my power. She never confided in me,
and it is so long since I have seen anything of her at all.'

'It's best to speak plainly,' said Beatrice, in her business tone.
'Can't you think of any man, in the society you introduced her to,
who may be trying to lead her astray?'

'Really, Miss. French! The society in which I move is not what you
seem to suppose. If your sister is in any danger of _that_ kind, you
must make your inquiries elsewhere--in an inferior rank of life.'

Beatrice no longer contained herself.

'Perhaps I know rather more than you think about your kind of
society. There's not much to choose between the men and the women.'

'Miss. French, I believe you reside in a part of London called
Camberwell. And I believe you are engaged in some kind of millinery
business. This excuses you for ill-manners. All the same, I must beg
you to relieve me of your presence.' She rang the bell. 'Good

'I dare say we shall see each other again,' replied Beatrice, with
an insulting laugh. 'I heard some one say to-day that it might be as
well to find out _who you really are_. And if any harm comes to
Fanny, I shall take a little trouble about that inquiry myself.'

Mrs. Damerel changed colour, but no movement betrayed anxiety. In the
attitude of dignified disdain, she kept her eyes on a point above
Miss. French's head, and stood so until the plebeian adversary had

Then she sat down, and for a few minutes communed with herself. In
the end, instead of going to dinner, she rang her bell again. A
servant appeared.

'Is Mr. Mankelow in the dining-room?'

'Yes, ma'am.'

'Ask him to be kind enough to come here for a moment.'

With little delay, Mr. Mankelow answered the summons which called him
from his soup. He wore evening dress; his thin hair was parted down
the middle; his smooth-shaven and rather florid face expressed the
annoyance of a hungry man at so unseasonable an interruption.

'Do forgive me,' began Mrs. Damerel, in a pathetic falsetto. 'I have
been so upset, I felt obliged to seek advice immediately, and no one
seemed so likely to be of help to me as you--a man of the world.
Would you believe that a sister of that silly little Miss. French has
just been here--a downright. virago--declaring that the girl has
been led astray, and that I am responsible for it? Can you imagine
such impertinence? She has fibbed shockingly to the people at home
--told them she was constantly here with me in the evenings, when
she must have been--who knows where. It will teach me to meddle
again with girls of that class.'

Mankelow stood with his hands behind him, and legs apart, regarding
the speaker with a comically puzzled air.

'My dear Mrs. Damerel,'--he had a thick, military sort of voice,--
'why in the world should this interpose between us and dinner?
Afterwards, we might--'

'But I am really anxious about the silly little creature. It would
be extremely disagreeable if my name got mixed up in a scandal of
any kind. You remember my telling you that she didn't belong exactly
to the working-class. She has even a little property of her own; and
I shouldn't wonder if she has friends who might make a disturbance
if her--her vagaries could be in any way connected with me and my
circle. Something was mentioned about Brussels. She has been
chattering about some one who wanted to take her to Brussels--'

The listener arched his eyebrows more and more.

'What _can_ it matter to you?'

'To be sure, I have no acquaintance with any one who could do such

'Why, of course not. And even if you had, I understand that the girl
is long out of her teens--'

'Long since.'

'Then it's her own affair--and that of the man who cares to
purchase such amusement. By-the-bye, it happens rather oddly that I
myself have to run over to Brussels on business; but I trust'--he
laughed--'that my years and my character--'

'Oh, Mr. Mankelow, absurd! It's probably some commercial traveller,
or man of that sort, don't you think? The one thing I _do_ hope is,
that, if anything like this happens, the girl will somehow make it
clear to her friends that _I_ had no knowledge whatever of what was
going on. But that can hardly be hoped, I fear!--'

Their eyes crossed; they stood for a moment perusing vacancy.

'Yes, I think it might be hoped,' said Mankelow airily. 'She seemed
to me a rather reckless sort of young person. It's highly probable
she will write letters which release every one but herself from
responsibility. In fact'--he gazed at her with a cynical smile--
'my knowledge of human nature disposes me to assure you that she
certainly will. She might even, I should say, write a letter to
_you_--perhaps a cheeky sort of letter, which would at once set
your mind at ease.'

'Oh, if you really take that view--'

'I do indeed. Don't you think we might dismiss the matter, and

They did so.

Until noon of to-day, Mrs. Peachey had kept her bed, lying amid the
wreck wrought by last night's madness. She then felt well enough to
rise, and after refreshment betook herself by cab to the offices of
Messrs Ducker, Blunt & Co., manufacturers of disinfectants, where
she conversed with one of the partners, and learnt that her husband
had telegraphed his intention to be absent for a day or two. Having,
with the self-respect which distinguished her, related her story
from the most calumnious point of view, she went home again to nurse
her headache and quarrel with Fanny. But Fanny had in the meantime
left home, and, unaccountable fact, had taken with her a large tin
box and a dress-basket; heavily packed, said the servants. Her
direction to the cabman was merely Westminster Bridge, which
conveyed to Mrs. Peachey no sort of suggestion.

When Beatrice came back, and learnt this event, she went apart in
wrathful gloom. Ada could not engage her in a quarrel. It was a
wretchedly dull evening.

They talked next morning, and Beatrice announced her purpose of
going to live by herself as soon as possible. But she would not
quarrel. Left alone, Ada prepared to visit certain of their
relatives in different parts of London, to spread among them the
news of her husband's infamy.


When Mary Woodruff unlocked the house-door and entered the little
hall, it smelt and felt as though the damp and sooty fogs of winter
still lingered here, untouched by the July warmth. She came alone,
and straightway spent several hours in characteristic activity--
airing, cleaning, brightening. For a few days there would be no
servant; Mary, after her long leisure down in Cornwall, enjoyed the
prospect of doing all the work herself. They had reached London last
evening, and had slept at a family hotel, where Nancy remained until
the house was in order for her.

Unhappily, their arrival timed with a change of weather, which
brought clouds and rain. The glories of an unshadowed sky would have
little more than availed to support Nancy's courage as she passed
the creaking little gate and touched the threshold of a home to
which she returned only on compulsion; gloom overhead, and puddles
underfoot, tried her spirit sorely. She had a pale face, and thin
cheeks, and moved with languid step.

Her first glance was at the letter-box.


Mary shook her head. During their absence letters had been
re-addressed by the post-office, and since the notice of return
nothing had come.

'I'm quite sure a letter has been lost.'

'Yes, it may have been. But there'll be an answer to your last very

'I don't think so. Most likely I shall never hear again.'

And Nancy sat by the window of the front room, looking, as she had
looked so many a time, at the lime tree opposite and the house
visible through wet branches. A view unchanged since she could
remember; recalling all her old ambitions, revolts, pretences, and
ignorances; recalling her father, who from his grave still oppressed
her living heart.

Somewhere near sounded the wailing shout of a dustman. It was like
the voice of a soul condemned to purge itself in filth.

'Mary!' She rose up and went to the kitchen. 'I can't live here! It
will kill me if I have to live in this dreadful place. Why, even you
have been crying; I can see you have. If _you_ give way, think what
it must be to me!'

'It's only for a day or two, dear,' answered Mary. 'We shall feel at
home again very soon. Miss. Morgan will come this evening, and
perhaps your brother.'

'I must do something. Give me some work.'

Mary could not but regard this as a healthy symptom, and she
suggested tasks that called for moderate effort. Sick of reading--
she had read through a whole circulating library in the past six
months--Nancy bestirred herself about the house; but she avoided
her father's room.

Horace did not come to-day; a note arrived from him, saying that he
would call early to-morrow morning. But at tea-time Jessica
presented herself. She looked less ghostly than half a year ago; the
grave illness through which she had passed seemed to have been
helpful to her constitution. Yet she was noticeably changed. In her
letters Nancy had remarked an excessive simplicity, a sort of
childishness, very unlike Jessica's previous way of writing; and the
same peculiarity now appeared in her conversation. By turns she was
mawkish and sprightly, tearful and giggling. Her dress, formerly
neglected to the point of untidiness, betrayed a new-born taste for
fashionable equipment; she suddenly drew attention to it in the
midst of serious talk, asking with a bashful smirk whether Nancy
thought it suited her.

'I got it at Miss. French's place--the Association, you know. It's
really wonderful how cheap things are there. And the very best cut,
by dressmakers from Paris.'

Nancy wondered, and felt that her diminishing regard for Miss. Morgan
had suffered a fresh blow.

There was much news to receive and impart. In writing from Falmouth,
Nancy had referred to the details of her own life with studied
ambiguity. She regretted having taken Jessica into her confidence,
and avoided penning a word which, if read by any one but her
correspondent, would betray the perilous secret. Jessica, after her
illness, was inclined to resent this extreme caution, which
irritated her curiosity; but in vain she assured Nancy that there
was not the least fear of her letters falling into wrong hands. For
weeks at a time she heard nothing, and then would come a letter,
long indeed, but without a syllable of the information she desired.
Near the end of May she received a line or two, 'I have been really
ill, but am now much better. I shall stay here only a few weeks
more. Don't be anxious; I am well cared for, and the worst is over.'

She heard the interpretation from Nancy's lips, and laughed and
cried over it.

'What you must have suffered, my poor dear! And to be separated from
the little darling! Oh, it's too cruel! You are sure they will be
kind to it?'

'Mary has every confidence in the woman. And I like the look of her;
I don't feel uneasy. I shall go there very often, of course.'

'And when is _he_ coming back? He oughtn't to have kept away all
this time. How unkind!'

'Not at all,' Nancy replied, with sudden reserve. 'He is acting for
the best. You mustn't ask me about that; you shall know more some

Jessica, whose face made legible presentment of her every thought,
looked disappointed and peevish.

'And you are really going in for the examination again?' Nancy

'Oh, of course I am!' answered the other perkily; 'but not till
summer of next year. I'm not allowed to study much yet; the doctor
says I might do my brain a serious injury. I read a great deal;
books that rest the mind--poetry and fiction; of course only the
very best fiction. I shall soon be able to begin teaching again; but
I must be very careful. Only an hour or two a day at first, and
perhaps quite young children.'

Evidently the girl felt a certain pride in what she had undergone.
Her failure to matriculate was forgotten in the sense that she
offered a most interesting case of breakdown from undue mental
exertion. The doctor had declared his astonishment that she held up
until the examination was over.

'He simply wouldn't believe me when I told him the hours I worked.
He said I ought to be on my trial for attempted suicide!'

And she laughed with extravagant conceit.

'You have quite made friends with the Barmbys,' said Nancy, eyeing
her curiously.

'They are very nice people. Of course the girls quite understand
what a difference there is between themselves and me. I like them
because they are so modest; they would never think of contradicting
my opinion about anything.'

'And what about the Prophet?'

'I don't think you ever quite understood him,' Jessica replied, with
an obvious confusion which perplexed her friend. 'He isn't at all
the kind of man you thought.'

'No doubt I was wrong,' Nancy hastened to say. 'It was prejudice.
And you remember that I never had any fault to find with his--his

'You disliked him,' said the other sharply. 'And you still dislike
him. I'm sure you do.'

So plainly did Jessica desire a confirmation of this statement, that
Nancy allowed herself to be drawn into half avowing a positive
dislike for Samuel. Whereupon Jessica looked pleased, and tossed her
head in a singular way.

'I needn't remind you,' fell from Nancy, after a moment of troubled
reflection, 'how careful you must be in talking about me to the

'Oh, don't have the slightest fear.'

'Weren't you delirious in your illness?'

'I should think I was indeed! For a long time.'

'I hope you said nothing--'

'About you? Oh, not a word; I'm quite sure. I talked all the time
about my studies. The doctor heard me one day repeating a long bit
of Virgil. And I kept calling for bits of paper to work out problems
in Geometrical Progression. Just fancy! I don't think most girls are
delirious in that way. If I had said anything about you that sounded
queer, of course mother would have told me afterwards. Oh, it was
quite an intellectual delirium.'

Had Jessica, since her illness, become an insufferable simpleton? or
--Nancy wondered--was it she herself who, through experience and
sorrows, was grown wiser, and saw her friend in a new light? It
troubled her gravely that the preservation of a secret more than
ever momentous should depend upon a person with so little sense. The
girl's departure was a relief; but in the silence that followed upon
silly talk, she had leisure to contemplate this risk, hitherto
scarce taken into account. She spoke of it with Mary, the one friend
to whom her heart went out in absolute trust, from whom she
concealed but few of her thoughts, and whose moral worth, only
understood since circumstances compelled her reliance upon it, had
set before her a new ideal of life. Mary, she well knew, abhorred
the deceit they were practising, and thought hard things of the man
who made it a necessity; so it did not surprise her that the devoted
woman showed no deep concern at a new danger.

'It's more the shame than anything else, that I fear now,' said
Nancy. 'If I have to support myself and my child, I shall do it.
How, I don't know; but other women find a way, and I should. If he
deserts me, I am not such a poor creature as to grieve on that
account; I should despise him too much even to hate him. But the
shame of it would be terrible. It's common, vulgar cheating--such
as you read of in the newspapers--such as people are punished for.
I never thought of it in that way when he was here. Yet he felt it.
He spoke of it like that, but I wouldn't listen.'

Mary heard this with interest.

'Did he wish you to give it up?' she asked. 'You never told me

'He said he would rather we did. But that was when he had never
thought of being in want himself. Afterwards--yes, even then he
spoke in the same way; but what could we do?'

'Don't fear that he will forsake you,' said Mary. 'You will hear
from him very soon. He knows the right and the wrong, and right will
be stronger with him in the end.'

'If only I were sure that he has heard of his child's birth. If he
_has_, and won't even write to me, then he is no man, and it's
better we should never see each other again.'

She knew the hours of postal delivery, and listened with throbbing
heart to the double knocks at neighbouring houses. When the last
postman was gone by, she sat down, sick with disappointment.

At bedtime she said to Mary, 'My little baby is asleep; oh, if I
could but see it for a moment!' And tears choked her as she turned

It was more than two months since she had heard from her husband.

At first Tarrant wrote as frequently as he had promised. She learnt
speedily of his arrival at New York, then that he had reached
Nassau, the capital of the Bahamas, then that he was with his friend
Sutherland on the little island amid the coral reefs. Subsequent
letters, written in buoyant spirits, contained long descriptions of
the scenery about him, and of the life he led. He expressed a firm
confidence in Sutherland's enterprises; beyond a doubt, there was no
end of money to be made by an energetic man; he should report most
favourably to Mr. Vawdrey, whose co-operation would of course be
invaluable. For his own part, whether he profited or not from these
commercial schemes, he had not been mistaken in foreseeing material
for journalism, even for a book. Yes, he should certainly write a
book on the Bahamas, if only to expose the monstrous system of
misgovernment which accounted for the sterility into which these
islands had fallen. The climate, in winter at all events, was
superb. Sutherland and he lay about in delicious sunshine, under a
marvellous sky, smoking excellent cigars, and talking over old
Oxford days. He quoted Tennyson: 'Larger constellations burning,'

At the end of December, when Nancy, according to their agreement,
began to hope for his return, a letter in a very different tone
burdened her with dismal doubts. Tarrant had quarrelled with his
friend. He had discovered that Sutherland was little better than a
swindler. 'I see that the fellow's professed energy was all sham. He
is the laziest scamp imaginable; lazier even than his boozing old
father. He schemes only to get money out of people; and his
disappointment on finding that _I_ have no money to lose, has shown
itself at length in very gross forms. I find he is a gambler; there
has just been a tremendous row between him and an American, whom he
is said to have cheated at cards. Last year he was for several weeks
in Mexico City, a place notorious for gambling, and there lost a
large sum of money that didn't belong to him.' The upshot was that
he could no longer advise Mr. Vawdrey to have anything to do with
Sutherland. But he must not leave the Bahamas yet; that would be
most unwise, as he was daily gathering most valuable information.
Vawdrey might be induced to lend him a hundred pounds or so. But he
would write again very soon.

It was the close of January when he dated his next letter. Vawdrey
had sent him fifty pounds; this, however, was to include the cost of
his return to England. 'See, then, what I have decided. I shall make
a hurried tour through the West Indian Islands, then cross to the
States, and travel by land to New York or Boston, seeing all I can
afford to on the way. If I have to come home as a steerage
passenger, never mind; that, too, will be valuable experience.'
There followed many affectionate phrases, but Nancy's heart remained

He wrote next from Washington, after six weeks' silence.
Difficulties of which he would speak at length in another letter had
caused him to postpone answering the two letters he had received.
Nancy must never lose faith in him; his love was unshaken; before
the birth of her child he would assuredly be back in England. Let
her address to New York. He was well, but could not pretend to be
very cheerful. However, courage! He had plans and hopes, of which
she should soon hear.

After that, Nancy knew nothing of him, save that he was living in
New York. He wrote two or three times, but briefly, always promising
details in the next epistle. Then he ceased to correspond. Not even
the announcement of the child's birth elicited a word from him. One
subsequent letter had Nancy despatched; this unanswered, she would
write no more.

She was herself surprised at the calmness with which she faced so
dreadful a possibility as desertion by the man she had loved and
married, the father of her baby. It meant, perhaps, that she could
not believe such fate had really befallen her. Even in Tarrant's
last short letter sounded a note of kindness, of truthfulness,
incompatible, it seemed to her, with base cruelty. 'I dreamt of you
last night, dearest, and woke up with a heart that ached for your
suffering.' How could a man pen those words, and be meditating
dastardly behaviour to the woman he addressed? Was he ill, then? or
had fatal accident befallen him? She feared such explanation only in
her weakest moments. If, long ago, he could keep silence for six
weeks at a time, why not now for months? As for the news she had
sent him--does a man think it important that a little child has
been born into the world? Likely enough that again he merely
'postponed' writing. Of course he no longer loved her, say what he
might; at most he thought of her with a feeling of compassion--not
strong enough to overcome his dislike of exertion. He would come
back--when it pleased him.

Nancy would not sully her mind by thinking that he might only return
when her position made it worth his while. He was not a man of that
stamp. Simply, he had ceased to care for her; and having no means of
his own, whilst she was abundantly provided, he yielded to the
temptation to hold aloof from a woman whose claim upon him grew
burdensome. Her thoughts admitted no worse accusation than this. Did
any grave ill befall her; if, for instance, the fact of her marriage
became known, and she were left helpless; her letter to New York
would not be disregarded. To reflect thus signified a mental balance
rare in women, and remarkable in one situated as Nancy was. She
talked with her companion far less consistently, for talk served to
relieve the oppression of her heart and mind.

When, next morning, Horace entered the sitting-room, brother and
sister viewed each other with surprise. Neither was prepared for the
outward change wrought in both by the past half-year. Nancy looked
what she in truth had become, a matronly young woman, in uncertain
health, and possessed by a view of life too grave for her years;
Horace, no longer a mere lad, exhibited in sunken cheeks and eyes
bright with an unhappy recklessness, the acquisition of experience
which corrupts before it can mature. Moving to offer her lips, Nancy
was checked by the young man's exclamation.

'What on earth has been the matter with you? I never saw any one so

His voice, with its deepened note, and the modification of his very
accent, due to novel circumstances, checked the hearer's
affectionate impulse. If not unfeeling, the utterance had nothing
fraternal. Deeply pained, and no less alarmed by this warning of the
curiosity her appearance would excite in all who knew her, Nancy
made a faltering reply.

'Why should you seem astonished? You know very well I have had an

'But what sort of illness? What caused it? You used always to be
well enough.'

'You had better go and talk to my medical attendant,' said Nancy, in
a cold, offended voice.

Horace resumed with irritability.

'Isn't it natural for me to ask such questions? You're not a bit
like yourself. And what did you mean by telling me you were coming
back at once, when I wanted to join you at Falmouth?'

'I meant to. But after all, I had to stay longer.'

'Oh well, it's nothing to me.'

They had not even shaken hands, and now felt no desire to correct
the omission, which was at first involuntary. Horace seemed to have
lost all the amiability of his nature; he looked about him with
restless, excited eyes.

'Are you in a hurry?' asked his sister, head erect.

'No hurry that I know of.--You haven't heard what's been going


'Of course it won't interest you. There's something about you I
can't understand. Is it father's will that has spoilt your temper,
and made you behave so strangely?'

'It is not _my_ temper that's spoilt. And as for behaving strangely--.'
She made an effort to command herself. 'Sit down, Horace, and
let me know what is the matter with you. Why we should be
unfriendly, I really can't imagine. I have suffered from ill health,
that's all. I'm sorry I behaved in that way when you talked of
coming to Falmouth; it wasn't meant as you seem to think. Tell me
what you have to tell.'

He could not take a reposeful attitude, but, after struggling with
some reluctance, began to explain the agitation that beset him.

'Mrs. Damerel has done something I didn't think any woman would be
capable of. For months she has been trying to ruin Fanny, and now it
has come--she has succeeded. She made no secret of wanting to
break things off between her and me, but I never thought her
plotting could go as far as this. Fanny has run away--gone to the
Continent with a man Mrs. Damerel introduced to her.'

'Perhaps they are married,' said Nancy, with singular impulsiveness.

'Of course they're not. It's a fellow I knew to be a scoundrel the
first time I set eyes on him. I warned Fanny against him, and I told
Mrs. Damerel that I should hold her responsible if any harm came of
the acquaintance she was encouraging between him and Fanny. She did
encourage it, though she pretended not to. Her aim was to separate
me and Fanny--she didn't care how.'

He spoke in a high, vehement note; his cheeks flushed violently, his
clenched fist quivered at his side.

'How do you know where she is gone?' Nancy asked.

'She as good as told her sister that she was going to Brussels with
some one. Then one day she disappeared, with her luggage. And that
fellow--Mankelow's his name--has gone too. He lived in the same
boarding-house with Mrs. Damerel.'

'That is all the evidence you have?'

'Quite enough,' he replied bitterly.

'It doesn't seem so to me. But suppose you're right, what proof have
you that Mrs. Damerel had anything to do with it? If she is our
mother's sister--and you say there can be no doubt of it--I
won't believe that she could carry out such a hateful plot as this.'

'What does it matter who she is? I would swear fifty times that she
has done it. You know very well, when you saw her, you disliked her
at once. You were right in that, and I was wrong.'

'I can't be sure. Perhaps it was she that disliked me, more than I
did her. For one thing, I don't believe that people make such plots.
And what plotting was needed? Couldn't any one have told you what a
girl like Fanny French would do if she lost her head among people of
a higher class?'

'Then Mrs. Damerel must have foreseen it. That's just what I say. She
pretended to be a friend to the girl, on purpose to ruin her.'

'Have you accused her of it?'

'Yes, I have.' His eyes flashed. Nancy marvelled at this fire, drawn
from a gentle nature by what seemed to her so inadequate, so
contemptible a cause. 'Of course she denied it, and got angry with
me; but any one could see she was glad of what had happened. There's
an end between us, at all events. I shall never go to see her again;
she's a woman who thinks of nothing but money and fashion. I dislike
her friends, every one of them I've met. I told her that what she
had done ought to be a punishable crime.'

Nancy reflected, then said quietly:

'Whether you are right or wrong, I don't think you would have got
any good from her. But will you tell me what you are going to do? I
told you that I thought borrowing money only to live on it in
idleness was very foolish.'

Her brother stiffened his neck.

'You must allow me to judge for myself.'

'But have you judged for yourself? Wasn't it by Mrs. Damerel's advice
that you gave up business?'

'Partly. But I should have done it in any case.'

'Have you any plans?'

'No, I haven't,' he answered. 'You can't expect a man to have plans
whose life has been thoroughly upset.'

Nancy, reminded of his youthfulness by the tone in which he called
himself a 'man,' experienced a revival of natural feeling. Though
revolting against the suggestion that a woman akin to them had been
guilty of what her brother believed, she was glad to think that
Fanny French had relinquished all legitimate claim upon him, and
that his connection with 'smart' society had come to an end. Obvious
enough were the perils of his situation, and she, as elder sister,
recognised a duty towards him; she softened her voice, and
endeavoured to re-establish the confidence of old time. Impossible
at once, though with resolution she might ultimately succeed.
Horace, at present, was a mere compound of agitated and inflamed
senses. The life he had been leading appeared in a vicious
development of his previously harmless conceit and egoism. All his
characteristics had turned out, as it were, the seamy side; and
Nancy with difficulty preserved her patience as he showed point
after point of perverted disposition. The result of their talk was a
careless promise from Horace that he would come to Grove Lane not
seldomer than once a week.

He stayed only an hour, resisting Nancy's endeavour to detain him at
least for the mid-day meal. To Mary he spoke formally, awkwardly, as
though unable to accept her position in the house, and then made his
escape like one driven by an evil spirit.


With the clearing of the sky, Nancy's spirit grew lighter. She went
about London, and enjoyed it after her long seclusion in the little
Cornish town; enjoyed, too, her release from manifold restraints and
perils. Her mental suffering had made the physical harder to bear;
she was now recovering health of mind and body, and found with
surprise that life had a new savour, independent of the timorous joy
born with her child. Strangely, as it seemed to her, she grew
conscious of a personal freedom not unlike what she had vainly
desired in the days of petulant girlhood; the sense came only at
moments, but was real and precious; under its influence she forgot
everything abnormal in her situation, and--though without
recognising this significance--knew the exultation of a woman who
has justified her being.

A day or two of roaming at large gave her an appetite for activity.
Satisfied that her child was safe and well cared for, she turned her
eyes upon the life of the world, and wished to take some part in it
--not the part she had been wont to picture for herself before
reality supplanted dreams. Horace's example on the one hand, and
that of Jessica Morgan on the other, helped her to contemn mere
social excitement and the idle vanity which formerly she styled
pursuit of culture. Must there not be discoverable, in the world to
which she had, or could obtain, access, some honest, strenuous
occupation, which would hold in check her unprofitable thoughts and
soothe her self-respect?

That her fraud, up to and beyond the crucial point, had escaped
detection, must be held so wonderful, that she felt justified in an
assurance of impunity. The narrowest escape of which she was aware
had befallen only a few weeks ago. On the sixth day after the birth
of the child, there was brought to her lodgings at Falmouth a note
addressed to 'Miss. Lord.' Letters bearing this address had arrived
frequently, and by the people of the house were supposed to be for
Mary Woodruff, who went by the name of 'Miss. Lord,' Nancy having
disguised herself as 'Mrs. Woodruff;' but they had always come by
post, and the present missive must be from some acquaintance
actually in the town. Nancy could not remember the handwriting.
Breaking open the envelope as she lay in bed, she saw with alarm the
signature 'Luckworth Crewe.' He was at Falmouth on business, Crewe
wrote, and, before leaving London, he had ventured to ask Miss
Lord's address from her brother, whom he casually met somewhere.
Would Nancy allow him to see her, were it but for a minute or two?
Earnestly he besought this favour. He desired nothing more than to
see Miss. Lord, and to speak with her in the way of an ordinary
acquaintance. After all this time, she had, he felt sure, forgiven
his behaviour at their last meeting. Only five minutes of

All seemed lost. Nancy was silent in despair. But Mary faced the
perilous juncture, and, to all appearances, averted catastrophe. She
dressed herself, and went straight to the hotel where Crewe had put
up, and where he awaited an answer. Having made known who she was,
she delivered a verbal message: Miss. Lord was not well enough to see
any one to-day, and, in any case, she could not have received Mr
Crewe; she begged him to pardon her; before long, they might perhaps
meet in London, but, for her own part, she wished Mr. Crewe would
learn to regard her as a stranger. Of course there followed a
dialogue; and Mary, seeming to speak with all freedom, convinced
Crewe that his attempt to gain an interview was quite hopeless. She
gave him much information concerning her mistress--none of it
false, but all misleading--and in the end had to resist an offer
of gold coins, pressed upon her as a bribe for her good word with

The question was--had Crewe been content to leave Falmouth without
making inquiries of other people? To a man of his experience,
nothing was easier than such investigation. But, with other grounds
of anxiety, this had ceased to disturb Nancy's mind. Practically,
she lived as though all danger were at an end. The task immediately
before her seemed very simple; she had only to resume the old
habits, and guard against thoughtless self-betrayal in her everyday
talk. The chance that any one would discover her habit of visiting a
certain house at the distance of several miles from Camberwell, was
too slight for consideration.

She wrote to Mr. Barmby, senior, informing him of her return, in
improved health, to Grove Lane, and thanking him once more for his
allowing her to make so long a stay in Cornwall. If he wished to see
her, she would be at home at any time convenient to him. In a few
days the old gentleman called, and for an hour or two discoursed
well-meaning commonplace. He was sorry to observe that she looked a
trifle pale; in the autumn she must go away again, and to a more
bracing locality--he would suggest Broadstairs, which had always
exercised the most beneficial effect upon his own health. Above all,
he begged her to refrain from excessive study, most deleterious to a
female constitution. Then he asked questions about Horace, and
agreed with Nancy that the young man ought to decide upon some new
pursuit, if he had definitely abandoned the old; lack of steady
occupation was most deleterious at his age. In short, Mr. Barmby
rather apologised for his guardianship than sought to make assertion
of it; and Nancy, by a few feminine devices, won a better opinion
than she had hitherto enjoyed. On the day following, Samuel Barmby
and his sisters waited upon Miss. Lord; all three were surprisingly
solemn, and Samuel talked for the most part of a 'paragraph' he had
recently read, which stated that the smoke of London, if properly
utilised, would be worth a vast sum of money. 'The English are a
wasteful people,' was his conclusion; to which Nancy assented with a
face as grave as his own.

Not a little to her astonishment, the next day brought her a long
letter in Samuel's fair commercial hand. It began by assuring her
that the writer had no intention whatever of troubling her with the
renewal of a suit so firmly rejected on more than one occasion; he
wished only to take this opportunity of her return from a long
absence to express the abiding nature of his devotion, which years
hence would be unbroken as to-day. He would never distress her by
unwelcome demonstrations; possibly she might never again hear from
his lips what he now committed to paper. Enough for him, Samuel, to
cherish a love which could not but exalt and purify him, which was
indeed, 'in the words of Shakespeare, "a liberal education."' In
recompense of his self-command, he only besought that Miss. Lord
would allow him, from time to time, to look upon her face, and to
converse with her of intellectual subjects. 'A paper,' he added,
'which I read last week at our Society, is now being printed--
solely at the request of friends. The subject is one that may
interest you, "The Influence of Culture on Morality." I beg that you
will accept the copy I shall have the pleasure of sending you, and
that, at some future date, you will honour me with your remarks

Which epistle Nancy cruelly read aloud to Mary, with a sprightliness
and sarcastic humour not excelled by her criticisms of 'the Prophet'
in days gone by. Mary did not quite understand, but she saw in this
behaviour a proof of the wonderful courage with which Nancy faced
her troubles.

A week had passed, and no news from America.

'I don't care,' said Nancy. 'Really and truly, I don't care.
Yesterday I never once thought of it--never once looked for the
postman. The worst is over now, and he may write or not, as he

Mary felt sure there would be an explanation of such strange

'Only illness or death would explain it so as to make me forgive
him. But he isn't ill. He is alive, and enjoying himself.'

There was no bitterness in her voice. She seemed to have outlived
all sorrows and anxieties relative to her husband.

Mary suggested that it was always possible to call at Mr. Vawdrey's
house and make inquiries of Mrs. Baker.

'No, I won't do that. Other women would do it, but I won't. So long
as I mayn't tell the truth, I should only set them talking about me;
you know how. I see the use, now, of having a good deal of pride.
I'm only sorry for those letters I wrote when I wasn't in my senses.
If he writes now, I shall not answer. He shall know that I am as
independent as he is. What a blessed thing it is for a woman to have
money of her own! It's because most women haven't, that they're such
poor, wretched slaves.'

'If he knew you were in want,' said her companion, 'he would never
have behaved like this.'

'Who can say?--No, I won't pretend to think worse of him than I
do. You're quite right. He wouldn't leave his wife to starve. It's
certain that he hears about me from some one. If I were found out,
and lost everything, some one would let him know. But I wouldn't
accept support from him, now. He might provide for his child, but he
shall never provide for me, come what may--never!'

It was in the evening, after dinner. Nancy had a newspaper, and was
reading the advertisements that offered miscellaneous employment.

'What do you think this can be?' she asked, looking up after a long
silence. '"To ladies with leisure. Ladies desiring to add to their
income by easy and pleasant work should write"'--&c. &c.

'I've no faith in those kind of advertisements,' said Mary.

'No; of course it's rubbish. There's no easy and pleasant way of
earning money; only silly people expect it. And I don't want
anything easy or pleasant. I want honest hard work. Not work with my
hands--I'm not suited for that, but real work, such as lots of
educated girls are doing. I'm quite willing to pay for learning it;
most likely I shall have to. Who could I write to for advice?'

They were sitting upstairs, and so did not hear a visitor's knock
that sounded at the front door. The servant came and announced that
Miss. French wished to see Miss. Lord.

'Miss. French? Is it the younger Miss. French?'

The girl could not say; she had repeated the name given to her.
Nancy spoke to her friend in a low voice.

'It may be Fanny. I don't think Beatrice would call, unless it's to
say something about her sister. She had better come up here, I

Mary retired, and in a few moments there entered, not Fanny, but
Beatrice. She was civilly, not cordially, welcomed. Her eye, as she
spoke the words natural at such a meeting, dwelt with singular
persistency on Nancy's face.

'You are quite well again?'

'Quite, thank you.'

'It has been a troublesome illness, I'm afraid.'

Nancy hesitated, detecting a peculiarity of look and tone which
caused her uneasiness.

'I had a sort of low fever--was altogether out of sorts--"below
par," the doctor said. Are you all well?'

Settling herself comfortably, as if for a long chat, Beatrice
sketched with some humour the course of recent events in De
Crespigny Park.

'I'm out of it all, thank goodness. I prefer a quiet life. Then
there's Fanny. You know all about _her_, I dare say?'

'Nothing at all,' Nancy replied distantly.

'But your brother does. Hasn't he been to see you yet?'

Nancy was in no mood to submit to examination.

'Whatever I may have heard, I know nothing about Fanny's, affairs,
and, really, they don't concern me.

'I should have thought they might,' rejoined the other, smiling
absently. 'She has run away from her friends'--a pause--'and is
living somewhere rather mysteriously'--another pause--'and I
think it more than likely that she's _married_.'

The listener preserved a face of indifference, though the lines were
decidedly tense.

'Doesn't that interest you?' asked Beatrice, in the most genial

'If it's true,' was the blunt reply.

'You mean, you are glad if she has married somebody else, and not
your brother?'

'Yes, I am glad of that.'

Beatrice mused, with wrinkles at the corner of her eye. Then, fixing
Nancy with a very keen look, she said quietly:

'I'm not sure that she's married. But if she isn't, no doubt she
ought to be.'

On Nancy's part there was a nervous movement, but she said nothing.
Her face grew rigid.

'I have an idea who the man is,' Miss. French pursued; 'but I can't
be quite certain. One has heard of similar cases. Even _you_ have,
no doubt?'

'I don't care to talk about it,' fell mechanically from Nancy's
lips, which had lost their colour.

'But I've come just for that purpose.'

The eyes of mocking scrutiny would not be resisted. They drew a gaze
from Nancy, and then a haughty exclamation.

'I don't understand you. Please say whatever you have to say in
plain words.'

'Don't be angry with me. You were always too ready at taking
offence. I mean it in quite a friendly way; you can trust me; I'm
not one of the women that chatter. Don't you think you ought to
sympathise a little with Fanny? She has gone to Brussels, or
somewhere about there. But she _might_ have gone down into Cornwall
--to a place like Falmouth. It was quite far enough off--don't
you think?'

Nancy was stricken mute, and her countenance would no longer
disguise what she suffered.

'No need to upset yourself,' pursued the other in smiling
confidence. 'I mean no harm. I'm curious, that's all; just want to
know one or two things. We're old friends, and whatever you tell me
will go no further, depend upon that.'

'What do you mean?'

The words came from lips that moved with difficulty. Beatrice, still
smiling, bent forward.

'Is it any one that I know?'

'Any one--? Who--?'

'That made it necessary for you to go down into Cornwall, my dear.'

Nancy heaved a sigh, the result of holding her breath too long. She
half rose, and sat down again. In a torture of flashing thoughts,
she tried to determine whether Beatrice had any information, or
spoke conjecturally. Yet she was able to discern that either case
meant disaster; to have excited the suspicions of such a person, was
the same as being unmasked; an inquiry at Falmouth, and all would at
once be known.

No, not all. Not the fact of her marriage; not the name of her

Driven to bay by such an opponent, she assumed an air wholly
unnatural to her--one of cynical effrontery.

'You had better say what you know.'

'All right. Who was the father of the child born not long ago?'

'That's asking a question.'

'And telling what I know at the same time. It saves breath.'

Beatrice laughed; and Nancy, become a mere automaton, laughed too.

'That's more like it,' said Miss. French cheerfully. 'Now we shall
get on together. It's very shocking, my dear. A person of my strict
morality hardly knows how to look you in the face. Perhaps you had
rather I didn't try. Very well. Now tell me all about it,
comfortably. I have a guess, you know.'

'What is it?'

'Wait a little. I don't want to be laughed at. Is it any one I

'You have never seen him, and I dare say never heard of him.'

Beatrice stared incredulously.

'I wouldn't tell fibs, Nancy.'

'I'm telling the truth.'

'It's very queer, then.'

'Who did you think--?'

The speaking automaton, as though by defect of mechanism, stopped

'Look straight at me. I shouldn't have been surprised to hear that
it was Luckworth Crewe.'

Nancy's defiant gaze, shame in anguish shielding itself with the
front of audacity, changed to utter astonishment. The blood rushed
back into her cheeks; she voiced a smothered exclamation of scorn.

'The father of my child? Luckworth Crewe?'

'I thought it not impossible,' said Beatrice, plainly baffled.

'It was like you.' Nancy gave a hard laugh. 'You judged me by
yourself. Have another guess!'

Surprised both at the denial, so obviously true, and at the
unexpected tone with which Nancy was meeting her attack, Miss. French
sat meditative.

'It's no use guessing,' she said at length, with complete
good-humour. 'I don't know of any one else.'

'Very well. You can't expect me to tell you.'

'As you please. It's a queer thing; I felt pretty sure. But if
you're telling the truth, I don't care a rap who the man is.'

'You can rest in peace,' said Nancy, with careless scorn.

'Any way of convincing me, except by saying it?'

'Yes. Wait here a moment.'

She left the room, and returned with the note which Crewe had
addressed to her from the hotel at Falmouth.

'Read that, and look at the date.'

Beatrice studied the document, and in silence canvassed the
possibilities of trickery. No; it was genuine evidence. She
remembered the date of Crewe's journey to Falmouth, and, in this new
light, could interpret his quarrelsome behaviour after he had
returned. Only the discovery she had since made inflamed her with a
suspicion which till then had never entered her mind.

'Of course, you didn't let him see you?'

'Of course not.'.

'All right. Don't suppose I wanted to insult you. I took it for
granted you were married. Of course it happened before your father's
death, and his awkward will obliged you to keep it dark?'

Again Nancy was smitten with fear. Deeming Miss. French an
unscrupulous enemy, she felt that to confess marriage was to abandon
every hope. Pride appealed to her courage, bade her, here and now,
have done with the ignoble fraud; but fear proved stronger. She
could not face exposure, and all that must follow.

She spoke coldly, but with down-dropt eyes.

'I am not married.'

The words cost her little effort. Practically, she had uttered them
before; her overbold replies were an admission of what, from the
first, she supposed Beatrice to charge her with--not secret
wedlock, but secret shame. Beatrice, however, had adopted that line
of suggestion merely from policy, hoping to sting the proud girl
into avowal of a legitimate union; she heard the contrary
declaration with fresh surprise.

'I should never have believed it of Miss. Lord,' was her half
ingenuous, half sly comment.

Nancy, beginning to realise what she had done, sat with head bent,

'Don't distress yourself,' continued the other. 'Not a soul will
hear of it from me. If you like to tell me more, you can do it quite
safely; I'm no blabber, and I'm not a rascal. I should never have
troubled to make inquiries about you, down yonder, if it hadn't been
that I suspected Crewe. That's a confession, you know; take it in
return for yours.'

Nancy was tongue-tied. A full sense of her humiliation had burst
upon her. She, who always condescended to Miss. French, now lay
smirched before her feet, an object of vulgar contempt.

'What does it matter?' went on Beatrice genially. 'You've got over
the worst, and very cleverly. Are you going to marry him when you
come in for your money?'

'Perhaps--I don't know--'

She faltered, no longer able to mask in impudence, and hardly
restraining tears. Beatrice ceased to doubt, and could only wonder
with amusement.

'Why shouldn't we be good friends, Nancy? I tell you, I am no
rascal. I never thought of making anything out of your secret--not
I. If it had been Crewe, marriage or no marriage--well, I might
have shown my temper. I believe I have a pretty rough side to my
tongue; but I'm a good enough sort if you take me in the right way.
Of course I shall never rest for wondering who it can be--'

She paused, but Nancy did not look up, did not stir.

'Perhaps you'll tell me some other time. But there's one thing I
should like to ask about, and it's for your own good that I should
know it. When Crewe was down there, don't you think he tumbled to

Perplexed by unfamiliar slang, Nancy raised her eyes.

'Found out anything, you mean? I don't know.'

'But you must have been in a jolly fright about it?'

'I gave it very little thought,' replied Nancy, able now to command
a steady voice, and retiring behind a manner of frigid indifference.

'No? Well, of course I understand that better now I know that you
can't lose anything. Still, it is to be hoped he didn't go asking
questions. By-the-bye, you may as well just tell me: he has asked
you to marry him, hasn't he?'


Beatrice nodded.

'Doesn't matter. You needn't be afraid, even if he got hold of
anything. He isn't the kind of man to injure you out of spite.'

'I fear him as little as I fear you.'

'Well, as I've told you, you needn't fear me at all. I like you
better for this--a good deal better than I used to. If you want
any help, you know where to turn; I'll do whatever I can for you;
and I'm in the way of being useful to my friends. You're cut up just
now; it's natural. I won't bother you any longer. But just remember
what I've said. If I can be of any service, don't be above making
use of me.'

Nancy heard without heeding; for an anguish of shame and misery once
more fell upon her, and seemed to lay waste her soul.

Part V: Compassed Round


There needed not Mary Woodruff's suggestion to remind Nancy that no
further away than Champion Hill were people of whom, in extremity,
she might inquire concerning her husband. At present, even could she
have entertained the thought, it seemed doubtful whether the Vawdrey
household knew more of Tarrant's position and purposes than she
herself; for, only a month ago, Jessica Morgan had called upon the
girls and had ventured a question about their cousin, whereupon they
answered that he was in America, but that he had not written for a
long time. To Mrs. Baker, Jessica did not like to speak on the
subject, but probably that lady could have answered only as the
children did.

Once, indeed, a few days after her return, Nancy took the familiar
walk along Champion Hill, and glanced, in passing, at Mr. Vawdrey's
house; afterwards, she shunned that region. The memories it revived
were infinitely painful. She saw herself an immature and foolish
girl, behaving in a way which, for all its affectation of reserve
and dignity, no doubt offered to such a man as Lionel Tarrant a hint
that here, if he chose, he might make a facile conquest. Had he not
acted upon the hint? It wrung her heart with shame to remember how,
in those days, she followed the lure of a crude imagination. A year
ago? Oh, a lifetime!

Unwilling, now, to justify herself with the plea of love; doubtful,
in very truth, whether her passion merited that name; she looked
back in the stern spirit of a woman judging another's frailty. What
treatment could she have anticipated at the hands of her lover save
that she had received? He married her--it was much; he forsook her
--it was natural. The truth of which she had caught troublous
glimpses in the heyday of her folly now stood revealed as pitiless
condemnation. Tarrant never respected her, never thought of her as a
woman whom he could seriously woo and wed. She had a certain power
over his emotions, and not the sensual alone; but his love would not
endure the test of absence. From the other side of the Atlantic he
saw her as he had seen her at first, and shrank from returning to
the bondage which in a weak moment he had accepted.

One night about this time she said to herself:

'I was his mistress, never his wife.'

And all her desperate endeavours to obscure the history of their
love, to assert herself as worthy to be called wife, mother, had
fallen fruitless. Those long imploring letters, despatched to
America from her solitude by the Cornish sea, elicited nothing but a
word or two which sounded more like pity than affection. Pity does
not suffice to recall the wandering steps of a man wedded against
his will.

In her heart, she absolved him of all baseness. The man of ignoble
thought would have been influenced by her market value as a wife.
Tarrant, all the more because he was reduced to poverty, would
resolutely forget the crude advantage of remaining faithful to her.

Herein Nancy proved herself more akin to her father than she had
ever seemed when Stephen Lord sought eagerly in her character for
hopeful traits.

The severity of her self-judgment, and the indulgence tempering her
attitude towards Tarrant, declared a love which had survived its
phase of youthful passion. But Nancy did not recognise this symptom
of moral growth. She believed herself to have become indifferent to
her husband, and only wondered that she did not hate him. Her heart
seemed to spend all its emotion on the little being to whom she had
given life--a healthy boy, who already, so she fancied, knew a
difference between his mother and his nurse, and gurgled a peculiar
note of contentment when lying in her arms. Whether wife or not, she
claimed every privilege of motherhood. Had the child been a
weakling, she could not have known this abounding solace: the defect
would have reproached her. But from the day of his birth he
manifested so vigorous a will to live, clung so hungrily to the
fountain-breast, kicked and clamoured with such irresistible
self-assertion, that the mother's pride equalled her tenderness. 'My
own brave boy! My son!' Wonderful new words: honey upon the lips and
rapture to the ear. She murmured them as though inspired with speech
never uttered by mortal.

The interval of a day between her journeys to see the child taxed
her patience; but each visit brought a growth of confidence. No harm
would befall him: Mary had chosen wisely.

Horace kept aloof and sent no message. When at length she wrote to
him a letter all of sisterly kindness, there came a stinted reply.
He said that he was going away for a holiday, and might be absent
until September. 'Don't bother about me. You shall hear again before
long. There's just a chance that I may go in for business again,
with prospect of making money. Particulars when I see you.'

Nancy found this note awaiting her after a day's absence from home,
and with it another. To her surprise, Mrs. Damerel had written. 'I
called early this afternoon, wishing particularly to see you. Will
you please let me know when I should find you at home? It is about
Horace that I want to speak.' It began with 'My dear Nancy,' and
ended, 'Yours affectionately.' Glad of the opportunity thus offered,
she answered at once, making an appointment for the next day.

When Mrs. Damerel came, Nancy was even more struck than at their
former meeting with her resemblance to Horace. Eyes and lips
recalled Horace at every moment. This time, the conversation began
more smoothly. On both sides appeared a disposition to friendliness,
though Nancy only marked her distrust in the hope of learning more
about this mysterious relative and of being useful to her brother.

'You have a prejudice against me,' said the visitor, when she had
inquired concerning Nancy's health. 'It's only natural. I hardly
seem to you a real relative, I'm afraid--you know so little about
me; and now Horace has been laying dreadful things to my charge.'

'He thinks you responsible for what has happened to Fanny French,'
Nancy replied, in an impartial voice.

'Yes, and I assure you he is mistaken. Miss. French deceived him and
her own people, leading them to think that she was spending her time
with me, when really she was--who knows where? To you I am quite
ready to confess that I hoped something might come between her and
Horace; but as for plotting--really lam not so melodramatic a
person. All I did in the way of design was to give Horace an
opportunity of seeing the girl in a new light. You can imagine very
well, no doubt, how she conducted herself. I quite believe that
Horace was getting tired and ashamed of her, but then came her
disappearance, and that made him angry with me.'

Even the voice suggested Horace's tones, especially when softened in
familiar dialogue. Nancy paid closer attention to the speaker's
looks and movements than to the matter of what she said. Mrs. Damerel
might possibly be a well-meaning woman--her peculiarities might
result from social habits, and not from insincerity; yet Nancy could
not like her. Everything about her prompted a question and a doubt.
How old was she? Probably much older than she looked. What was her
breeding, her education? Probably far less thorough than she would
have one believe. Was she in good circumstances? Nancy suspected
that her fashionable and expensive dress signified extravagance and
vanity rather than wealth.

'I have brought a letter to show you which she has sent me from
abroad. Read it, and form your own conclusion. Is it the letter of
an injured innocent?'

A scrawl on foreign note-paper, which ran thus:

DEAR MRS DAMEREL,--Just a word to console you for the loss of my
society. I have gone to a better world, so dry your tears. If you
see my masher, tell him I've met with somebody a bit more like a
man. I should advise him to go to school again and finish his
education. I won't trouble you to write. Many thanks for the
kindness you _didn't_ mean to do me.--Yours in the best of spirits
(I don't mean Cognac),


Nancy returned the paper with a look of disgust, saying, 'I didn't
think she was as bad as that.'

'No more did I. It really gave me a little shock of surprise.'

'Do you think it likely she is married?'

Mrs. Damerel pursed her lips and arched her eyebrows with so
unpleasant an effect on Nancy that she looked away.

'I have no means whatever of forming an opinion.'

'But there's no more fear for Horace,' said Nancy.

'I hope not--I think not. But my purpose in coming was to consult
with you about the poor boy. He has renounced me; he won't answer my
letters; and I am so dreadfully afraid that a sort of despair--it
sounds ridiculous, but he is so very young--may drive him into
reckless living. You have taken part with him against me, I fear--'

'No, I haven't. I told him I was quite sure the girl had only
herself to blame, whatever happened.'

'How kind of you!' Mrs. Damerel sank her voice to a sort of cooing,
not unmelodious, but to Nancy's ear a hollow affectation. 'If we
could understand each other! I am so anxious for your dear brother's
happiness--and for yours, believe me. I have suffered greatly
since he told me I was his enemy, and cast me off.'

Here sounded a note of pathos which impressed the critical listener.
There was a look, too, in Mrs. Damerel's eyes quite unlike any that
Nancy had yet detected.

'What do you wish him to do?' she asked. 'If I must tell you the
truth, I don't think he'll get any good in the life of society.'

Society's representative answered in a tone of affectionate

'He won't; I can see that. I don't wish him to live idly. The
question is, What ought he to do? I think you know a gentleman of
his acquaintance, Mr. Crewe?'

The question was added rather abruptly, and with a watchful gaze.

'I know him a little.'

'Something has been said, I believe, about Horace investing money in
Mr. Crewe's business. Do you think it would be advisable?'

Surprise kept Nancy silent.

'Is Mr. Crewe trustworthy? I understand he has been in business for
himself only a short time.'

Nancy declared herself unable to judge Mr. Crewe, whether in private
or in commercial life. And here she paused, but could not refrain
from adding the question whether Mrs. Damerel had personal knowledge
of him.

'I have met him once.'

Immediately, all Nancy's suspicions were revived. She had felt a
desire to talk of intimate things, with mention of her mother's
name; but the repulsion excited in her by this woman's air of
subtlety, by looks, movements, tones which she did not understand,
forbade it. She could not speak with satisfaction even of Horace,
feeling that Mrs. Damerel's affection, however genuine, must needs be
baleful. From this point her part in the dialogue was slight.

'If any of Miss. French's relatives,' said the visitor presently,
'should accuse me to you, you will be able to contradict them. I am
sure I can depend upon you for that service?'

'I am not likely to see them; and I should have thought you would
care very little what was said about you by people of that kind.'

'I care little enough,' rejoined Mrs. Damerel, with a curl of the
lips. 'It's Horace I am thinking of. These people will embitter him
against me, so long as they have any ground to go upon.'

'But haven't you let him know of that letter?'

Mrs. Damerel seemed to fall into abstraction, answered with a vague
'Yes,' and after surveying the room, said softly:

'So you must live here alone for another two or three years?'

'It isn't compulsory: it's only a condition.'

Another vague 'Yes.' Then:

'I do so wish Horace would come back and make his home here.'

'I'm afraid you have spoilt him for that,' said Nancy, with relief
in this piece of plain speaking.

Mrs. Damerel did not openly resent it. She looked a mild surprise,
and answered blandly:

'Then I must undo the mischief. You shall help me. When he has got
over this little trouble, he will see who are his true friends. Let
us work together for his good.'

Nancy was inclined, once more, to reproach herself, and listened
with patience whilst her relative continued talking in grave kindly
tones. Lest she should spoil the effect of these impressive remarks,
Mrs. Damerel then took leave. In shaking hands, she bent upon the
girl a gaze of affection, and, as she turned away, softly sighed.

Of what had passed in the recent interview with Beatrice French,
Nancy said nothing to her faithful companion. This burden of shame
must be borne by herself alone. It affected profoundly the
courageous mood which had promised to make her life tolerable;
henceforth, she all but abandoned the hope of gaining that end for
which she had submitted to so deep a humiliation. Through Beatrice,
would not her secret, coloured shamefully, become known to Luckworth
Crewe, and to others? Already, perchance, a growing scandal attached
to her name. Fear had enabled her to endure dishonour in the eyes of
one woman, but at any moment the disgrace might front her in an
intolerable shape; then, regardless of the cost, she would proclaim
her marriage, and have, in return for all she had suffered, nothing
but the reproach of an attempted fraud.

To find employment, means of honourable support, was an urgent

She had written in reply to sundry advertisements, but without
result. She tried to draw up an advertisement on her own account,
but found the difficulty insuperable. What was there she could do?
Teach children, perhaps; but as a visiting governess, the only
position of the kind which circumstances left open to her, she could
hope for nothing more than the paltriest remuneration. Be somebody's
'secretary'? That sounded pleasant, but very ambitious: a sense of
incompetency chilled her. In an office, in a shop, who would dream
of giving her an engagement?

Walking about the streets of London in search of suggestions, she
gained only an understanding of her insignificance. In the battle of
life every girl who could work a sewing-machine or make a matchbox
was of more account than she. If she entered a shop to make
purchases, the young women at the counter seemed to smile
superiority. Of what avail her 'education,' her 'culture'? The roar
of myriad industries made mocking laughter at such futile
pretensions. She shrank back into her suburban home.

A little book on 'employments for women,' which she saw advertised
and bought, merely heightened her discouragement. Here, doubtless,
were occupations she might learn; but, when it came to choosing, and
contemplating the practical steps that must be taken, her heart
sank. She was a coward; she dreaded the world; she saw as never yet
the blessedness of having money and a secure home.

The word 'home' grew very sweet to her ears. A man, she said to
herself, may go forth and find his work, his pleasure, in the
highways; but is not a woman's place under the sheltering roof? What
right had a mother to be searching abroad for tasks and duties? Task
enough, duty obvious, in the tending of her child. Had she but a
little country cottage with needs assured, and her baby cradled
beside her, she would ask no more.

How idle all the thoughts of her girlhood! How little she knew of
life as it would reveal itself to her mature eyes!

Fatigued into listlessness, she went to the lending-library, and
chose a novel for an hour's amusement. It happened that this story
was concerned with the fortunes of a young woman who, after many an
affliction sore, discovered with notable suddenness the path to
fame, lucre, and the husband of her heart: she became at a bound a
successful novelist. Nancy's cheek flushed with a splendid thought.
Why should not _she_ do likewise? At all events--for modesty was
now her ruling characteristic--why should she not earn a little
money by writing Stories? Numbers of women took to it; not a few
succeeded. It was a pursuit that demanded no apprenticeship, that
could be followed in the privacy of home, a pursuit wherein her
education would be of service. With imagination already fired by the
optimistic author, she began to walk about the room and devise
romantic incidents. A love story, of course--and why not one very
like her own? The characters were ready to her hands. She would
begin this very evening.

Mary saw the glow upon her face, the delightful frenzy in her eyes,
and wondered.

'I have an idea,' said Nancy. 'Don't ask me about it. Just leave me
alone. I think I see my way.'

Daily she secluded herself for several hours; and, whatever the
literary value of her labour, it plainly kept her in good spirits,
and benefited her health. Save for the visits to her baby, regular
as before, she hardly left home.

Jessica Morgan came very often, much oftener than Nancy desired; not
only was her talk wearisome, but it consumed valuable time. She much
desired to see the baby, and Nancy found it difficult to invent
excuses for her unwillingness. When importunity could not be
otherwise defeated, she pretended a conscientious scruple.

'I have deceived my husband in telling him that no one knows of our
marriage but Mary. If I let you see the child, I should feel that I
was deceiving him again. Don't ask me; I can't.'

Not unnaturally this struck Jessica as far-fetched. She argued
against it, and became petulant. Nancy lost patience, but remembered
in time that she was at Jessica's mercy, and, to her mortification,
had to adopt a coaxing, almost a suppliant, tone, with the result
that Miss. Morgan's overweening conceit was flattered into arrogance.
Her sentimental protestations became strangely mixed with a
self-assertiveness very galling to Nancy's pride. Without the
slightest apparent cause for ill-humour, she said one day:

'I do feel sorry for you; it must be a dreadful thing to have
married a man who has no sense of honour.'

Nancy fired up.

'What do you mean?'

'How can he have, when he makes you deceive people in this way for
the sake of the money he'll get?'

'He doesn't! It's my own choice.'

'Then he oughtn't let you do it. No honourable man would.'

'That has nothing to do with you,' Nancy exclaimed, anger blanching
her cheek. 'Please don't talk about my husband. You say things you
ought to be ashamed of.'

'Oh, don't be angry!' The facile tears started in Jessica's eyes.
'It's because I feel indignant on your account, dear.'

'I don't want your indignation. Never mention this subject again, or
I shall feel sure you do it on purpose to annoy me.'

Jessica melted into mawkishness; none the less, Nancy felt a slave
to her former friend, who, for whatever reason, seemed to have grown
hypocritical and spiteful. When next the girl called, she was told
that Miss. Lord had left home for the day, a fiction which spared
Nancy an hour's torment. Miss. Morgan made up for it by coming very
early on the next Sunday afternoon, and preparing herself avowedly
for a stay until late in the evening. Resolute to avoid a long
_tete-a-tete_, which was sure to exasperate her temper, Nancy kept
Mary in the room, and listened to no hint from Jessica that they
should retire for the accustomed privacy.

At four o'clock they were joined by Samuel Barmby, whom, for once,
Nancy welcomed with pleasure. Samuel, who had come in the hope of
finding Miss. Lord alone, gave but the coldest attention to Jessica;
Mary, however, he greeted with grave courtesy, addressing to her
several remarks which were meant as a recognition of social equality
in the quondam servant. He was dressed with elaborate care. Snowy
cuffs concealed half his hands; his moustache, of late in training,
sketched the graceful curl it would presently achieve; a faint
perfume attended the drawing forth of his silk handkerchief.

Samuel never lacked a subject for the display of eloquence. Today it
was one that called for indignant fervour.

'A most disgraceful fact has come under my notice, and I am sorry to
say, Miss. Lord, that it concerns some one with whom you are

'Indeed?' said Nancy, not without tremor. 'Who is that?'

'Mr. Peachey, of De Crespigny Park. I believe you are on terms of
friendship with the family.'

'Oh, you can hardly call it friendship. I know them.'

'Then I may speak without fear of paining you. You are aware that Mr
Peachey is a member of the firm of Ducker, Blunt & Co., who
manufacture disinfectants. Now, if any manufacture should be carried
on in a conscientious spirit--as of course _all_ manufactures
should--surely it is that of disinfectants. Only think what
depends upon it! People who make disinfectants ought to regard
themselves as invested with a sacred trust. The whole community
looks to them for protection against disease. The abuse of such
confidence cannot be too severely condemned, all the more so, that
there is absolutely no legal remedy against the adulteration of
disinfectants. Did you know that, Miss. Lord? The law guards against
adulteration of food, but it seems--I have been making inquiry
into the matter--that no thought has ever been given by the
legislature to the subject of disinfectants!'

Nancy saw that Jessica was watching the speaker with jealous eyes,
and, in spite of prudence, she could not help behaving to Mr. Barmby
more graciously than usual; a small revenge for the treatment she
had suffered at the hands of Miss. Morgan.

'I could point out a great number of such anomalies,' pursued
Samuel. 'But this matter of disinfectants is really one of the
gravest. My father has written to _The Times_ about it, and his
letter will probably be inserted to-morrow. I am thinking of
bringing it before the attention of our Society.'

'Do Mr. Peachey's people adulterate their disinfectants?' inquired

'I was going to tell you. Some acquaintances of ours have had a
severe illness in their house, and have been using disinfectants
made by Ducker, Blunt & Co. Fortunately they have a very good
medical man, and through him it has been discovered that these
pretended safeguards are all but absolutely worthless. He had the
stuff analysed. Now, isn't this shameful? Isn't this abominable? For
my own part, I should call it constructive murder.'

The phrase came by haphazard to Samuel's tongue, and he uttered it
with gusto, repeating it twice or thrice.

'Constructive murder--nothing short of that. And to think that
these people enjoy a positive immunity--impunity.' He corrected
himself quickly; then, uncertain whether he had really made a
mistake, reddened and twisted his gloves. 'To think'--he raised
his voice--'that they are capable of making money out of disease
and death! It is one of the worst illustrations of a corrupt spirit
in the commercial life of our times that has yet come under my

He remained for a couple of hours, talking ceaselessly. A glance
which he now and then cast at Miss. Morgan betrayed his hope that she
would take her leave before the necessary time of his own departure.
Jessica, perfectly aware of this desire, sat as though no less at
home than Nancy. Every remark she made was a stroke of malice at her
friend, and in her drawn features appeared the passions by which she
was tormented.

As soon as Mr. Barmby had regretfully withdrawn, Nancy turned upon
the girl with flashing eyes.

'I want to speak to you. Come downstairs.'

She led the way to the dining-room. Jessica followed without a word.

'Why are you behaving like this? What has come to you?'

The feeble anaemic creature fell back before this outbreak of
wholesome wrath; her eyes stared in alarm.

'I won't put up with it,' cried Nancy. 'If you think you can insult
me because I trusted you when you were my only friend, you'll find
your mistake. A little more, and you shall see how little your power
over me is worth. Am I to live at _your_ mercy! I'd starve rather.
What do you mean by it?'

'Oh--Nancy--to think you should speak to me like this.'

'You are to be allowed to spit poison at me--are you? And I must
bear it? No, that I won't! Of course I know what's the matter with
you. You have fallen in love with Samuel Barmby.--You have! Any
one can see it. You have no more command of yourself than a child.
And because he prefers me to you, you rage against me. Idiot! What
is Samuel Barmby to me? Can I do more to keep him off? Can I say to
him, "Do have pity on poor Miss. Morgan, who--"'

She was interrupted by a scream, on which followed a torrent of
frenzied words from Jessica.

'You're a bad-hearted woman! You've behaved disgracefully yourself
--oh! I know more than you think; and now you accuse me of being as
bad. Why did you get married in such a hurry? Do you think I didn't
understand it? It's you who have no command over yourself. If the
truth were known, no decent woman would ever speak to You again. And
you've got your reward. Pretend as you like, I know your husband has
deserted you. What else could you expect? That's what makes you hate
every one that hasn't fallen into the mud. I wouldn't have such a
character as yours! All this afternoon you've been looking at that
man as no married woman could who respected herself. You encourage
him; he comes here often--'

Hysterical passion strangled her voice, and before she could recover
breath, Nancy, terrible in ire, advanced upon her.

'Leave this house, and never dare to show yourself here again! Do
what you like, I'll endure you no longer--be off!'

Jessica retreated, her bloodless lips apart, her eyes starting as in
suffocation. She stumbled against a chair, fell to the ground, and,
with a cry of anguish, threw herself upon her knees before Nancy.

'What did I say? I didn't mean it--I don't know what I have been
saying--it was all madness. Oh, do forgive me! That isn't how I
really think of you--you know it isn't--I'm not so wicked as
that. We have been friends so long--I must have gone mad to speak
such words. Don't drive me away from you, dear, dear Nancy! I
implore you to forgive me! Look, I pray to you on my knees to forget
it. Despise me for being such a weak, wicked creature, but don't
drive me away like that! I didn't mean one word I said.'

'Rubbish! Of course you meant it. You have thought it every day, and
you'll say it again, behind my back, if not to my face. Stand up,
and don't make yourself sillier than you are.'

'You can't call me anything too bad--but don't drive me away. I
can't bear it. You are the only friend I have in the world--the
only, only friend. No one was ever kind and good to me but you, and
this is how I have repaid you. Oh, I hate myself! I could tear my
tongue out for saying such things. Only say that you'll try to
forgive me--dear Nancy--dear--'

She fell with face upon the carpet, and grovelled there in anguish
of conflicting passions, a lamentable object. Unable to bear the
sight of her, Nancy moved away, and stood with back turned, perforce
hearing the moans and sobs and half-articulate words which lasted
until the fit of hysteria left its victim in mute exhaustion. Then,
contemptuously pitiful, she drew near again to the prostrate figure.

'Stand up at once, and let us have an end of this vulgar folly.
Stand up, or I'll leave you here, and never speak to you again.'

'Nancy--can you forgive me?'

'I believe you have never got over your illness. If I were you, I
should see the doctor again, and try to be cured. You'll end in an
asylum, if you don't mind.'

'I often feel almost mad--I do really. Will you forget those
dreadful words I spoke? I know you can't forgive me at once--'

'Only stand up, and try to behave like a reasonable being. What do I
care for your words?'

The girl raised herself, threw her arms over a chair, and wept


On an afternoon at the end of October, Samuel Barmby, returned from
business, found Miss. Morgan having tea with his sisters. For a month
or two after Midsummer the Barmbys had scarcely seen her; now their
friendly intercourse was renewed, and Jessica came at least once a
week. She had an engagement at a girls' school in this
neighbourhood, and, though her health threatened another collapse,
she talked of resuming study for the Matriculation of next year.

Samuel, perfectly aware of the slavish homage which Miss. Morgan paid
him, took pleasure in posing before her. It never entered his mind
to make any return beyond genial patronage, but the incense of a
female devotee was always grateful to him, and he had come to look
upon Jessica as a young person peculiarly appreciative of
intellectual distinction. A week ago, walking with her to the
omnibus after an evening she had spent in Dagmar Road, he had
indulged a spirit of confidence, and led her to speak of Nancy Lord.
The upshot of five minutes' conversation was a frank inquiry, which
he could hardly have permitted himself but for the shadow of night
and the isolating noises around them. As an intimate friend, did she
feel able to tell him whether or not Miss. Lord was engaged to be
married? Jessica, after a brief silence, answered that she did _not_
feel at liberty to disclose what she knew on the subject; but the
words she used, and her voice in uttering them, left no doubt as to
her meaning. Samuel said no more. At parting, he pressed the girl's
hand warmly.

This afternoon, they began by avoiding each other's look. Samuel
seemed indisposed for conversation; he sipped at a cup of tea with
an abstracted and somewhat weary air, until Miss. Morgan addressed

'To-morrow is the evening of your lecture, isn't it, Mr. Barmby?'


By the agency of a friend who belonged to a society of mutual
improvement at Pentonville, Samuel had been invited to go over and
illumine with his wisdom the seekers after culture in that remote
district, a proposal that flattered him immensely, and inspired him
with a hope of more than suburban fame. For some months he had
spoken of the engagement. He was to discourse upon 'National
Greatness: its Obligations and its Dangers.'

'Of course it will be printed afterwards?' pursued the devotee.

'Oh, I don't know. It's hardly worth that.'

'Oh, I'm sure it will be!'

And Jessica appealed to the sisters, who declared that certain
passages they had been privileged to hear seemed to them very

Ladies were to be admitted, but the Miss. Barmbys felt afraid to
undertake so long a journey after dark.

'I know some one who would very much like to go,' said Jessica,
steadying her voice. 'Could you spare me a ticket to give away, Mr

Samuel smiled graciously, and promised the ticket.

Of course it was for Jessica's own use. On the following evening,
long before the hour which would have allowed her ample time to
reach Pentonville by eight o'clock, she set forth excitedly. Unless
Samuel Barmby were accompanied by some friend from Camberwell,--
only too probable,--she might hope to make the return journey
under his protection. Perhaps he would speak again of Nancy Lord,
and this time he should be answered with less reserve. What harm if
she even told him the name of the man whom Nancy was 'engaged' to

Nancy was no longer her friend. A show of reconciliation had
followed that scene on the Sunday afternoon three months ago; but
Jessica well knew that she had put herself beyond forgiveness, nor
did she desire it. Even without the memory of her offence, by this
time she must needs have regarded Nancy with steadfast dislike.
Weeks had gone by since their last meeting, which was rendered so
unpleasant by mutual coldness that a renewal of intercourse seemed
out of the question.

She would not be guilty of treachery. But, in justice to herself,
she might give Samuel Barmby to understand how hopeless was his

To her disappointment, the lecture-room was small and undignified;
she had imagined a capacious hall, with Samuel Bennett Barmby
standing up before an audience of several hundred people. The
cane-bottomed chairs numbered not more than fifty, and at eight
o'clock some of them were still unoccupied. Nor did the assembly
answer to her expectation. It seemed to consist of young shopmen,
with a few females of their kind interspersed. She chose a place in
the middle of the room, where the lecturer could hardly fail to
observe her presence.

With Barmby's entrance disillusion gave way before the ardours of
flesh and spirit. The whole hour through she never took her eyes
from him. His smooth, pink face, with its shining moustache,
embodied her ideal of manly beauty; his tall figure inflamed her
senses; the words that fell from his lips sounded to her with
oracular impressiveness, conveying a wisdom before which she bowed,
and a noble enthusiasm to which she responded in fervent exaltation.
And she had been wont to ridicule this man, to join in mockery of
his eloquence with a conceited wanton such as Nancy Lord! No, it
never came from her heart; it was moral cowardice; from the first
she had recognised Samuel Barmby's infinite superiority to the
ignoble, the impure girl who dared to deride him.

He saw her; their eyes met once, and again, and yet again. He knew
that she alone in the audience could comprehend his noble morality,
grasp the extent of his far-sighted speculations. To her he spoke.
And in his deep glowing heart he could not but thank her for such
evidence of sympathy.

There followed a tedious debate, a muddy flow of gabble and
balderdash. It was over by ten o'clock. With jealous eyes she
watched her hero surrounded by people who thought, poor creatures,
that they were worthy of offering him congratulations. At a distance
she lingered. And behold, his eye once more fell upon her! He came
out from among the silly chatterers, and walked towards her.

'You played me a trick, Miss. Morgan. I should never have allowed you
to come all this way to hear me.'

'If I had come ten times the distance, I should have been repaid!'

His round eyes gloated upon the flattery.

'Well, well, I mustn't pretend that I think the lecture worthless.
But you might have had the manuscript to read. Are you quite alone?
Then I must take care of you. It's a wretched night; we'll have a
cab to King's Cross.'

He said it with a consciousness of large-handed generosity.
Jessica's heart leapt and throbbed.

She was by his side in the vehicle. Her body touched his. She felt
his warm breath as he talked. In all too short a time they reached
the railway station.

'Did you come this way? Have you a ticket? Leave that to me.'

Again largely generous, he strode to the booking-office.

They descended and stood together upon the platform, among hurrying
crowds, in black fumes that poisoned the palate with sulphur. This
way and that sped the demon engines, whirling lighted waggons full
of people. Shrill whistles, the hiss and roar of steam, the bang,
clap, bang of carriage-doors, the clatter of feet on wood and stone
--all echoed and reverberated from a huge cloudy vault above them.
High and low, on every available yard of wall, advertisements
clamoured to the eye: theatres, journals, soaps, medicines,
concerts, furniture, wines, prayer-meetings--all the produce and
refuse of civilisation announced in staring letters, in daubed
effigies, base, paltry, grotesque. A battle-ground of
advertisements, fitly chosen amid subterranean din and reek; a
symbol to the gaze of that relentless warfare which ceases not,
night and day, in the world above.

For the southward train they had to wait ten minutes. Jessica,
keeping as close as possible to her companion's side, tried to
converse, but her thoughts were in a tumult like to that about her.
She felt a faintness, a quivering in her limbs.

'May I sit down for a moment?' she said, looking at Barmby with a
childlike appeal.

'To be sure.'

She pointed in a direction away from the crowd.

'I have something to say--it's quieter--'

Samuel evinced surprise, but allowed himself to be led towards the
black mouth of the tunnel, whence at that moment rushed an engine
with glaring lights upon its breast.

'We may not be alone in the train,' continued Jessica. 'There's
something you ought to know I must tell you to-night. You were
asking me about Nancy Lord.'

She spoke with panting breath, and looked fixedly at him. The
eagerness with which he lent ear gave her strength to proceed.

'You asked me if she was engaged.'


He had even forgotten his politeness; he saw in her a mere source of
information. Jessica moved closer to him on the bench.

'Had you any reason for thinking she was?'

'No particular reason, except something strange in her behaviour.'

'Would you like to know the whole truth?'

It was a very cold night, and a keen wind swept the platform; but
Jessica, though indifferently clad, felt no discomfort from this
cause. Yet she pressed closer to her companion, so that her cheek
all but touched his shoulder.

'Of course I should,' Barmby answered. 'Is there any mystery?'

'I oughtn't to tell.'

'Then you had better not. But why did you begin?'

'You ought to know.'

'Why ought I to know?'

'Because you--.' She broke off. A sudden chill made her teeth

'Well--why?' asked Samuel, with impatience.

'Are you--are you in love with her?'

Voice and look embarrassed him. So did the girl's proximity; she was
now all but leaning on his shoulder. Respectable Mr. Barmby could not
be aware that Jessica's state of mind rendered her scarcely
responsible for what she said or did.

'That's a very plain question,' he began; but she interrupted him.

'I oughtn't to ask it. There's no need for you to answer. I know you
have wanted to marry her for a long time. But you never will.'

'Perhaps not--if she has promised somebody else.'

'If I tell you--will you be kind to me?'


'I didn't mean that,' she added hurriedly. 'I mean--will you
understand that I felt it a duty? I oughtn't to tell a secret; but
it's a secret that oughtn't to be kept. Will you understand that I
did it out of--out of friendship for you, and because I thought it

'Oh, certainly. After going so far, you had better tell me and have
done with it.'

Jessica approached her lips to his ear, and whispered:

'She is married.'

'What? Impossible!'

'She was married at Teignmouth, just before she came back from her
holiday, last year.'

'Well! Upon my word! And that's why she has been away in Cornwall?'

Again Jessica whispered, her body quivering the while:

'She has a child. It was born last May.'

'Well! Upon my word! Now I understand. Who could have imagined!'

'You see what she is. She hides it for the sake of the money.'

'But who is her husband?' asked Samuel, staring at the bloodless

'A man called Tarrant, a relative of Mr. Vawdrey, of Champion Hill.
She thought he was rich. I don't know whether he is or not, but I
believe he doesn't mean to come back to her. He's in America now.'

Barmby questioned, and Jessica answered, until there was nothing
left to ask or to tell,--save the one thing which rose suddenly to
Jessica's lips.

'You won't let her know that I have told you?'

Samuel gravely, but coldly, assured her that she need not fear


It was to be in three volumes. She saw her way pretty clearly to the
end of the first; she had ideas for the second; the third must take
care of itself--until she reached it. Hero and heroine ready to
her hand; subordinate characters vaguely floating in the background.
After an hour or two of meditation, she sat down and dashed at
Chapter One.

Long before the end of the year it ought to be finished.

But in August came her baby's first illness; for nearly a fortnight
she was away from home, and on her return, though no anxiety
remained, she found it difficult to resume work. The few chapters
completed had a sorry look; they did not read well, not at all like
writing destined to be read in print. After a week's disheartenment
she made a new beginning.

At the end of September baby again alarmed her. A trivial ailment as
before, but she could not leave the child until all was well. Again
she reviewed her work, and with more repugnance than after the
previous interruption. But go on with it she must and would. The
distasteful labour, slow, wearisome, often performed without
pretence of hope, went on until October. Then she broke down. Mary
Woodruff found her crying by the fireside, feverish and unnerved.

'I can't sleep,' she said. 'I hear the clock strike every hour,
night after night.'

But she would not confess the cause. In writing her poor novel she
had lived again through the story enacted at Teignmouth, and her
heart failed beneath its burden of hopeless longing. Her husband had
forsaken her. Even if she saw him again, what solace could be found
in the mere proximity of a man who did not love her, who had never
loved her? The child was not enough; its fatherless estate enhanced
the misery of her own solitude. When the leaves fell, and the sky
darkened, and the long London winter gloomed before her, she sank
with a moan of despair.

Mary's strength and tenderness were now invaluable. By sheer force
of will she overcame the malady in its physical effects, and did
wonders in the assailing of its moral source. Her appeal now, as
formerly, was to the nobler pride always struggling for control in
Nancy's character. A few days of combat with the besieging
melancholy that threatened disaster, and Nancy could meet her
friend's look with a smile. She put away and turned the key upon her
futile scribbling; no more of that. Novel-writing was not her
vocation; she must seek again.

Early in the afternoon she made ready to go forth on the only
business which now took her from home. It was nearly a week since
she had seen her boy.

Opening the front door, she came unexpectedly under two pairs of
eyes. Face to face with her stood Samuel Barmby, his hand raised to
signal at the knocker, just withdrawn from him. And behind Barmby
was a postman, holding a letter, which in another moment would have
dropped into the box.

Samuel performed the civil salute.

'Ha!--How do you do, Miss. Lord?--You are going out, I'm afraid.'

'Yes, I am going out.'

She replied mechanically, and in speaking took the letter held out
to her. A glance at it sent all her blood rushing upon the heart.

'I want to see you particularly,' said Samuel. 'Could I call again,
this afternoon?'

Nancy gazed at him, but did not hear. He saw the sudden pallor of
her cheeks, and thought he understood it. As she stood like a
statue, he spoke again.

'It is very particular business. If you could give me an appointment--'

'Business?--Oh, come in, if you like.'

She drew back to admit him, but in the passage stood looking at her
letter. Barmby was perplexed and embarrassed.

'You had rather I called again?'

'Called again? Just as you like.'

'Oh, then I will stay,' said Samuel bluntly. For he had things in
mind which disposed him to resent this flagrant discourtesy.

His voice awakened Nancy. She opened the door of the dining-room.

'Will you sit down, Mr. Barmby, and excuse me for a few minutes?'

'Certainly. Don't let me inconvenience you, Miss. Lord.'

At another time Nancy would have remarked something very unusual in
his way of speaking, especially in the utterance of her name. But
for the letter in her hand she must have noticed with uneasiness a
certain severity of countenance, which had taken the place of
Barmby's wonted smile. As it was, she scarcely realised his
presence; and, on closing the door of the room he had entered, she
forthwith forgot that such a man existed.

Her letter! His handwriting at last. And he was in England.

She flew up to her bedroom, and tore open the envelope. He was in
London; 'Great College Street, S. W.' A short letter, soon read.

DEAREST NANCY,--I am ashamed to write, yet write I must. All your
letters reached me; there was no reason for my silence but the
unwillingness to keep sending bad news. I have still nothing good to
tell you, but here I am in London again, and you must know of it.

When I posted my last letter to you from New York, I meant to come
back as soon as I could get money enough to pay my passage. Since
then I have gone through a miserable time, idle for the most part,
ill for a few weeks, and occasionally trying to write something that
editors would pay for. But after all I had to borrow. It has brought
me home (steerage, if you know what that means), and now I must earn

If we were to meet, I might be able to say something else. I can't
write it. Let me hear from you, if you think me worth a letter.--
Yours ever, dear girl,


For a quarter of an hour she stood with this sheet open, as though
still reading. Her face was void of emotion; she had a vacant look,
cheerless, but with no more decided significance.

Then she remembered that Samuel Barmby was waiting for her
downstairs. He might have something to say which really concerned
her. Better see him at once and get rid of him. With slow step she
descended to the dining-room. The letter, folded and rolled, she
carried in her hand.

'I'm sorry to have kept you waiting, Mr. Barmby.'

'Don't mention it. Will you sit down?'

'Yes, of course.' She spoke abstractedly, and took a seat not far
from him. 'I was just going out, but--there's no hurry.'

'I hardly know how to begin. Perhaps I had better prepare you by
saying that I have received very strange information.'

His air was magisterial; he subdued his voice to a note of profound

'What sort of information?' asked Nancy vaguely, her brows knitted
in a look rather of annoyance than apprehension.

'Very strange indeed.'

'You have said that already.'

Her temper was failing. She felt a nervous impulse to behave rudely,
to declare the contempt it was always difficult to disguise when
talking with Barmby.

'I repeat it, because you seem to have no idea what I am going to
speak of. I am the last person to find pleasure in such a
disagreeable duty as is now laid upon me. In that respect, I believe
you will do me justice.'

'Will you speak plainly? This roundabout talk is intolerable.'

Samuel drew himself up, and regarded her with offended dignity. He
had promised himself no small satisfaction from this interview, had
foreseen its salient points. His mere aspect would be enough to
subdue Nancy, and when he began to speak she would tremble before
him. Such a moment would repay him for the enforced humility of
years. Perhaps she would weep; she might even implore him to be
merciful. How to act in that event he had quite made up his mind.
But all such anticipations were confused by Nancy's singular
behaviour. She seemed, in truth, not to understand the hints which
should have overwhelmed her.

More magisterial than ever, he began to speak with slow emphasis.

'Miss. Lord,--I will still address you by that name,--though for
a very long time I have regarded you as a person worthy of all
admiration, and have sincerely humbled myself before you, I cannot
help thinking that a certain respect is due to me. Even though I
find that you have deceived me as to your position, the old feelings
are still so strong in me that I could not bear to give you needless
pain. Instead of announcing to my father, and to other people, the
strange facts which I have learnt, I come here as a friend,--I
speak with all possible forbearance,--I do my utmost to spare you.
Am I not justified in expecting at least courteous treatment?'

A pause of awful impressiveness. The listener, fully conscious at
length of the situation she had to face, fell into a calmer mood.
All was over. Suspense and the burden of falsehood had no longer to
be endured. Her part now, for this hour at all events, was merely to
stand by whilst Fate unfolded itself.

'Please say whatever you have to say, Mr. Barmby,' she replied with
quiet civility. 'I believe your intention was good. You made me
nervous, that was all.'

'Pray forgive me. Perhaps it will be best if I ask you a simple
question. You will see that the position I hold under your father's
will leaves me no choice but to ask it. Is it true that you are

'I will answer if you tell me how you came to think that I was

'I have been credibly informed.'

'By whom?'

'You must forgive me. I can't tell you the name.'

'Then I can't answer your question.'

Samuel mused. He was unwilling to break a distinct promise.

'No doubt,' said Nancy, 'you have undertaken not to mention the

'I have.'

'If it is some one who used to be a friend of mine, you needn't have
any scruples. She as good as told me what she meant to do. Of course
it is Miss. Morgan?'

'As you have yourself spoken the name--'

'Very well. She isn't in her senses, and I wonder she has kept the
secret so long.'

'You admit the truth of what she has told me?'

'Yes. I am married.'

She made the avowal in a tone very like that in which, to Beatrice
French, she had affirmed the contrary.

'And your true name is Mrs. Tarrant?'

'That is my name.'

The crudely masculine in Barmby prompted one more question, but some
other motive checked him. He let his eyes wander slowly about the
room. Even yet there was a chance of playing off certain effects
which he had rehearsed with gusto.

'Can you imagine,'--his voice shook a little,--'how much I
suffer in hearing you say this?'

'If you mean that you still had the hopes expressed in your letter
some time ago, I can only say, in my defence, that I gave you an
honest answer.'

'Yes. You said you could never marry me. But of course I couldn't
understand it in this sense. It is a blow. I find it very hard to

He rose and went to the window, as if ashamed of the emotion he
could not command. Nancy, too much occupied with her own troubles to
ask or care whether his distress was genuine, laid Tarrant's letter
upon a side-table, and began to draw off her gloves. Then she
unbuttoned her jacket. These out-of-door garments oppressed her.
Samuel turned his head and came slowly back.

'There are things that might be said, but I will not say them. Most
men in my position would yield to the temptation of revenge. But for
many years I have kept in view a moral ideal, and now I have the
satisfaction of conquering my lower self. You shall not hear one
word of reproach from my lips.'

He waited for the reply, the expected murmur of gratitude. Nancy
said nothing.

'Mrs. Tarrant,'--he stood before her,--'what do you suppose must
be the result of this?'

'There can only be one.'

'You mean the ruin of your prospects. But do you forget that all the
money you have received since Mr. Lord's death has been obtained by
false pretences? Are you not aware that this is a criminal offence?'

Nancy raised her eyes and looked steadily at him.

'Then I must bear the punishment.'

For a minute Barmby enjoyed her suffering. Of his foreseen effects,
this one had come nearest to succeeding. But he was not satisfied;
he hoped she would beseech his clemency.

'The punishment might be very serious. I really can't say what view
my father may take of this deception.'

'Is there any use in talking about it? I am penniless--that's all
you have to tell me. What else I have to bear, I shall know soon

'One thing I must ask. Isn't your husband in a position to support

'I can't answer that. Please to say nothing about my husband.'

Barmby caught at hope. It might be true, as Jessica Morgan believed,
that Nancy was forsaken. The man Tarrant might be wealthy enough to
disregard her prospects. In that case an assiduous lover, one who,
by the exercise of a prudent generosity, had obtained power over the
girl, could yet hope for reward. Samuel had as little of the villain
in his composition as any Camberwell householder. He cherished no
dark designs. But, after the manner of his kind, he was in love with
Nancy, and even the long pursuit of a lofty ideal does not render a
man proof against the elementary forces of human nature.

'We will suppose then,' he said, with a certain cheerfulness, 'that
you have nothing whatever to depend upon but your father's will.
What is before you? How can you live?'

'That is my own affair.'

It was not said offensively, but in a tone of bitter resignation.
Barmby sat down opposite to her, and leaned forward.

'Do you think for one moment,'--his voice was softly melodious,--
'that I--I who have loved you for years--could let you suffer
for want of money?'

He had not skill to read her countenance. Trouble he discerned, and
shame; but the half-veiled eyes, the quivering nostril, the hard,
cold lips, spoke a language beyond Samuel's interpretation. Even had
he known of the outrages previously inflicted upon her pride, and
that this new attack came at a moment when her courage was baffled,
her heart cruelly wounded, he would just as little have comprehended
the spirit which now kept her mute.

He imagined her overcome by his generosity. Another of his great
effects had come off with tolerable success.

'Put your mind at rest,' he pursued mellifluously. 'You shall suffer
no hardships. I answer for it.'

Still mute, and her head bowed low. Such is the power of nobility
displayed before an erring soul!

'You have never done me justice. Confess that you haven't!'

To this remarkable appeal Nancy perforce replied:

'I never thought ill of you.'

When she had spoken, colour came into her cheeks. Observing it,
Samuel was strangely moved. Had he impressed her even more
profoundly than he hoped to do? Jessica Morgan's undisguised
subjugation had flattered him into credulity respecting his
influence over the female mind.

'But you didn't think me capable of--of anything extraordinary?'
Even in her torment, Nancy marvelled at this revelation of fatuity.
She did not understand the pranks of such a mind as Barmby's when
its balance is disturbed by exciting circumstance.

'What are you offering me?' she asked, in a low voice. 'How could I
take money from you?'

'I didn't mean that you should. Your secret has been betrayed to me.
Suppose I refuse to know anything about it, and leave things as they

Nancy kept her eyes down.

'Suppose I say: Duty bids me injure this woman who has injured _me_;
but no, I will not! Suppose I say: I can make her regret bitterly
that she married that other man; but no, I will not! Suppose,
instead of making your secret known, I do my utmost to guard it!
What would be your opinion of this behaviour?'

'I should think it was kindly meant, but useless.'

'Useless? Why?'

'Because it isn't in your power to guard the secret. Jessica Morgan
won't leave her work half done.'

'If that's all, I say again that you can put your mind at rest. I
answer for Miss. Morgan. With her my will is law.'

Samuel smiled. A smile ineffable. The smile of a suburban deity.

'Why should you take any trouble about me?' said Nancy. 'I can do
nothing for you in return.'

'You can.'

She looked anxiously at him, for his voice sounded ominous.


'You can acknowledge that you never did me justice.'

'It's true that I didn't,' she answered languidly; speaking as
though the concession mattered little.

Barmby brightened. His hands were upon his knees; he raised his
chin, and smiled at vacancy.

'You thought me unworthy of you. You can confess to me that you were

'I didn't know you as I do now,' fell from the expressionless lips.

'Thank you for saying that! Well, then, your anxiety is at an end.
You are not in the hands of a mercenary enemy, but of a man whose
principles forbid him to do anything ignoble, who has an ideal of
life, the result of much study and thought. You have never heard me
speak about religion, but you would be gravely mistaken if you
thought I had no religious convictions. Some day I shall treat that
subject before our Society, and it is probable that my views will
give rise to a good deal of discussion. I have formed a religion for
myself; when I write my essay, I think I shall call it "The Religion
of a Man of Business." One of the great evils of the day is the
vulgar supposition that commerce has nothing to do with religious
faith. I shall show how utterly wrong that is. It would take too
long to explain to you my mature views of Christianity. I am not
sure that I recognise any of the ordinary dogmas; I think I have
progressed beyond them. However, we shall have many opportunities of
talking about these things.'

Nancy uttered a mere 'Yes.' She was looking at Tarrant's letter on
the side-table, and wishing to be alone that she might read it

'In the meantime,' Samuel pursued, 'whatever difficulty arises,
confide it to me. Probably you will wish to tell me more before
long; you know that I am not unworthy to be your adviser. And so let
us shake hands, in sign of genuine friendship.'

Nancy gave her fingers, which felt very cold upon Barmby's warm,
moist palm.

'This conversation has been trying to you,' he said, 'but relief of
mind will soon follow. If anything occurs to me that may help to
soothe you, I will write.'

'Thank you.'

'At the beginning of our interview you didn't think it would end
like this?'

There was something of the boy in Samuel, perhaps the wholesomest
part of him. Having manifested his admirable qualities, he felt a
light-hearted pleasure in asking for renewed assurance of the good
opinion he had earned.

'I hardly cared,' said Nancy, as she rose with a sigh of weariness.

'But you have got over that. You will be quite cheerful now?'

'In time, no doubt.'

'I shall call again--let us say on Wednesday evening. By that time
I shall be able to put you entirely at ease with regard to Miss

Nancy made no reply. In shaking hands, she regarded the radiant
Samuel with a dreamy interest; and when he had left her, she still
gazed for a few moments at the door.


The habit of confidence prompted Nancy to seek Mary Woodruff, and
show her the long-expected letter. But for Barmby's visit she would
have done so. As it was, her mind sullenly resisted the natural
impulse. Forlorn misery, intensified by successive humiliations,
whereof the latest was the bitterest, hardened her even against the
one, the indubitable friend, to whom she had never looked in vain
for help and solace. Of course it was not necessary to let Mary know
with what heart-breaking coldness Tarrant had communicated the fact
of his return; but she preferred to keep silence altogether. Having
sunk so low as to accept, with semblance of gratitude, pompous
favours, dishonouring connivance, at the hands of Samuel Barmby, she
would now stand alone in her uttermost degradation. Happen what
might, she would act and suffer in solitude.

Something she had in mind to do which Mary, if told of it, would
regard with disapproval. Mary was not a deserted and insulted wife;
she could reason and counsel with the calmness of one who
sympathised, but had nothing worse to endure. Even Mary's sympathy
was necessarily imperfect, since she knew not, and should never
know, what had passed in the crucial interviews with Beatrice
French, with Jessica Morgan, and with Samuel Barmby. Bent on
indulging her passionate sense of injury, hungering for a taste of
revenge, however poor, Nancy executed with brief delay a project
which had come into her head during the hour of torture just

She took a sheet of notepaper, and upon it wrote half-a-dozen lines,

'As your reward for marrying me is still a long way off, and as you
tell me that you are in want, I send you as much as I can spare at
present. Next month you shall hear from me again.'

Within the paper she folded a five-pound note, and placed both in an
envelope, which she addressed to Lionel Tarrant, Esq., at his
lodgings in Westminster. Having posted this at the first pillar-box
she walked on.

Her only object was to combat mental anguish by bodily exercise, to
distract, if possible, the thoughts which hammered upon her brain by
moving amid the life of the streets. In Camberwell Road she passed
the place of business inscribed with the names 'Lord and Barmby'; it
made her think, not of the man who, from being an object of her
good-natured contempt, was now become a hated enemy, but of her
father, and she mourned for him with profounder feeling than when
her tears flowed over his new-made grave. But for headstrong folly,
incredible in the retrospect, that father would have been her dear
and honoured companion, her friend in every best sense of the word,
her guide and protector. Many and many a time had he invited her
affection, her trust. For long years it was in her power to make him
happy, and, in doing so, to enrich her own life, to discipline her
mind as no study of books, even had it been genuine, ever could. Oh,
to have the time back again--the despised privilege--the
thwarted embittered love! She was beginning to understand her
father, to surmise with mature intelligence the causes of his
seeming harshness. To her own boy, when he was old enough, she would
talk of him and praise him. Perhaps, even thus late, his spirit of
stern truthfulness might bear fruit in her life and in her son's.

The tender memory and pure resolve did not long possess her. They
soon yielded before the potency of present evil, and for an hour or
more she walked along the sordid highway, nursing passions which
struck their venom into her heart.

It was one of those cold, dry, clouded evenings of autumn, when
London streets affect the imagination with a peculiar
suggestiveness. New-lit lamps, sickly yellow under the dying day,
stretch in immense vistas, unobscured by fog, but exhibit no detail
of the track they will presently illumine; one by one the
shop-fronts grow radiant on deepening gloom, and show in silhouette
the figures numberless that are hurrying past. By accentuating a
pause between the life of daytime and that which will begin after
dark, this grey hour excites to an unwonted perception of the city's
vastness and of its multifarious labour; melancholy, yet not dismal,
the brooding twilight seems to betoken Nature's compassion for
myriad mortals exiled from her beauty and her solace. Noises far and
near blend into a muffled murmur, sound's equivalent of the
impression received by the eye; it seems to utter the weariness of
unending ineffectual toil.

Nancy had now walked as far as Newington, a district unfamiliar to
her, and repulsive. By the Elephant and Castle she stood watching
the tumultuous traffic which whirls and roars at this confluence of
six highways; she had neither a mind to go on, nor yet to return.
The conductor of an omnibus close at hand kept bellowing 'London
Bridge!' and her thoughts wandered to that day of meeting with
Luckworth Crewe, when he took her up the Monument. She had never
felt more than an idle interest in Crewe, and whenever she
remembered him nowadays, it was only to reflect with bitterness that
he doubtless knew a part of her secret,--the part that was known
to Beatrice French,--and on that account had ceased to urge his
suit; yet at this moment she wished that she had pledged herself to
him in good faith. His behaviour argued the steadfast devotion of an
honest man, however lacking in refinement. Their long engagement
would have been brightened with many hopes; in the end she might
have learned to love him, and prosperity would have opened to her a
world of satisfactions, for which she could no longer hope.

It grew cold. She allowed the movements of a group of people to
direct her steps, and went eastward along New Kent Road. But when
the shops were past, and only a dreary prospect of featureless
dwellings lay before her, she felt her heart sink, and paused in
vacillating wretchedness.

From a house near by sounded a piano; a foolish jingle, but it smote
her with a longing for companionship, for friendly, cheerful talk.
And then of a sudden she determined that this life of intolerable
isolation should come to an end. Her efforts to find employment that
would bring her among people had failed simply because she applied
to strangers, who knew nothing of her capabilities, and cared
nothing for her needs. But a way offered itself if she could
overcome the poor lingering vestiges of pride and shame which
hitherto had seemed to render it impossible. In this hour her
desolate spirit rejected everything but the thought of relief to be
found in new occupation, fresh society. She had endured to the limit
of strength. Under the falling night, before the grey vision of a
city which, by its alien business and pleasure, made her a mere
outcast, she all at once found hope in a resource which till now had
signified despair.

Summoning the first empty cab, she gave an address known to her only
by hearsay, that of the South London Fashionable Dress Supply
Association, and was driven thither in about a quarter of an hour.
The shop, with its windows cunningly laid out to allure the female
eye, spread a brilliant frontage between two much duller places of
business; at the doorway stood a commissionaire, distributing some
newly printed advertisements to the persons who entered, or who
paused in passing. Nancy accepted a paper without thinking about it,
and went through the swing doors held open for her by a stripling in
buttons; she approached a young woman at the nearest counter, and in
a low voice asked whether Miss. French was on the premises.

'I'm not sure, madam. I will inquire at once.'

'She calls me "madam,"' said Nancy to herself whilst waiting. 'So do
shopkeepers generally. I suppose I look old.'

The young person (she honeyed a Cockney twang) speedily came back to
report that Miss. French had left about half-an-hour ago, and was not
likely to return.

'Can you give me her private address?'

Not having seen Miss. French since the latter's unwelcome call in
Grove Lane, she only knew that Beatrice had left De Crespigny Park
to inhabit a flat somewhere or other.

'I wish to see her particularly, on business.'

'Excuse me a moment, madam.'

On returning, the young person requested Nancy to follow her up the
shop, and led into a glass-partitioned office, where, at a table
covered with fashion-plates, sat a middle-aged man, with a bald head
of peculiar lustre. He rose and bowed; Nancy repeated her request.

'Could I despatch a message for you, madam?'

'My business is private.'

The bald-headed man coughed urbanely, and begged to know her name.

'Miss. Lord--of Grove Lane.'

Immediately his countenance changed from deprecating solemnity to a
broad smile of recognition.

'Miss. Lord! Oh, to be sure; I will give you the address at once.
Pray pardon my questions; we have to be so very careful. So many
people desire private interviews with Miss. French. I will jot down
the address.'

He did so on the back of an advertisement, and added verbal
directions. Nancy hurried away.

Another cab conveyed her to Brixton, and set her down before a block
of recently built flats. She ascended to the second floor, pressed
the button of a bell, and was speedily confronted by a girl of the
natty parlour-maid species. This time she began by giving her name,
and had only a moment to wait before she was admitted to a small
drawing-room, furnished with semblance of luxury. A glowing fire and
the light of an amber-shaded lamp showed as much fashionable
upholstery and bric-a-brac as could be squeezed into the narrow
space. Something else was perceptible which might perhaps have been
dispensed with; to wit, the odour of a very savoury meal, a meal in
which fried onions had no insignificant part. But before the visitor
could comment to herself upon this disadvantage attaching to flats,
Beatrice joined her.

'I could hardly believe it! So you have really looked me up? Awfully
jolly of you! I'm quite alone; we'll have a bit of dinner together.'

Miss. French was in her most expansive mood. She understood the call
as one of simple friendliness.

'I wasn't sure that you knew the address. Got it at the shop? They
don't go telling everybody, I hope--'

'Some one there seemed to know my name,' said Nancy, whom the warmth
and light and cheery welcome encouraged in the step she had taken.
And she explained.

'Ah, Mr. Clatworthy--rum old cove, when you get to know him. Yes,
yes; no doubt he has heard me speak of you--in a general way, you
know. Come into my snooze-corner, and take your things off.'

The snooze-corner, commonly called a bedroom, lacked one detail of
comfort--pure air. The odour of dinner blending with toilet
perfumes made an atmosphere decidedly oppressive. Beatrice remarked
on the smallness of the chamber, adding archly, 'But I sleep

'What's your brother doing?' she asked, while helping to remove
Nancy's jacket. 'I passed him in Oxford Street the other day, and he
either didn't see me, or didn't want to. Thought he looked rather

'I know very little about him,' answered the visitor, who spoke and
acted without reflection, conscious chiefly at this moment of
faintness induced by fatigue and hunger.

'Fanny's in Paris,' pursued Miss. French. 'Writes as if she was
amusing herself. I think I shall run over and have a look at her.
Seen Ada? She's been playing the fool as usual. Found out that
Arthur had taken the kid to his sister's at Canterbury; went down
and made a deuce of a kick-up; they had to chuck her out of the
house. Of course she cares no more about the child than I do; it's
only to spite her husband. She's going to law with him, she says.
She won't leave the house in De Crespigny Park, and she's running up
bills--you bet!'

Nancy tried to laugh. The effort, and its semi-success, indicated
surrender to her companion's spirit rather than any attention to the
subject spoken of.

They returned to the drawing-room, but had not time to begin a
conversation before the servant summoned them to dinner. A very
satisfying meal it proved; not badly cooked, as cooking is
understood in Brixton, and served with more of ceremony than the
guest had expected. Fried scallops, rump steak smothered in onions,
an apple tart, and very sound Stilton cheese. Such fare testified to
the virile qualities of Beatrice's mind; she was above the feminine
folly of neglecting honest victuals. Moreover, there appeared two
wines, sherry and claret.

'Did you ever try this kind of thing?' said the hostess finally,
reaching a box of cigarettes.

'I?--Of course not,' Nancy replied, with a laugh.

'It's expected of a sensible woman now-a-days. I've got to like it.
Better try; no need to make yourself uncomfortable. Just keep the
smoke in your mouth for half-a-minute, and blow it out prettily. I
buy these in the Haymarket; special brand for women.'

'And you dine like this, by yourself, every day?'

'Like this, but not always alone. Some one or other drops in.
Luckworth Crewe was here yesterday.'

Speaking, she watched Nancy, who bore the regard with carelessness,
and replied lightly:

'It's an independent sort of life, at all events.'

'Just the kind of life that suits me. I'm my own mistress.'

There was a suggested allusion in the sly tone of the last phrase;
but Nancy, thinking her own thoughts, did not perceive it. As the
servant had left them alone, they could now talk freely. Beatrice,
by her frequent glance of curiosity, seemed to await some
explanation of a visit so unlooked-for.

'How are things going with you?' she asked at length, tapping the
ash of her cigarette over a plate.

'I want something to do,' was the blunt reply.

'Too much alone--isn't that it?'


'Just what I thought. You don't see him often?'

Nancy had ceased her pretence of smoking, and leaned back. A flush
on her face, and something unwonted in the expression of her eyes,
--something like a smile, yet touched with apathy,--told of
physical influences which assisted her resolve to have done with
scruple and delicacy. She handled her wine-glass, which was half
full, and, before answering, raised it to her lips.

'No, I don't see him often.'

'Well, I told you to come to me if I could be any use. What's your

'Do you know of anything I could do? It isn't so much to earn money,
as to--to be occupied, and escape from loneliness. But I must have
two afternoons in the week to myself.'

Beatrice nodded and smiled.

'No,--not for that,' Nancy added hastily. 'To see my boy.'

The other appeared to accept this correction.

'All right. I think I can find you something. We're opening a
branch.' She mentioned the locality. 'There'll be a club-room, like
at headquarters, and we shall want some one ladylike to sit there
and answer questions. You wouldn't be likely to see any one that
knows you, and you'd get a good deal of fun out of it. Hours from
ten to five, but Saturday afternoon off, and Wednesday after three,
if that would do?'

'Yes, that would do very well. Any payment, at first?'

'Oh, we wouldn't be so mean as all that. Say ten shillings a week
till Christmas, and afterwards we could see'--she laughed--
'whether you're worth more.'

'I know nothing about fashions.'

'You can learn all you need to know in an hour. It's the ladylike
appearance and talk more than anything else.'

Nancy sipped again from her wine-glass.

'When could I begin?'

'The place 'll be ready on Monday week. Next week you might put in a
few hours with us. Just sit and watch and listen, that's all; to get
the hang of the thing.'

'Thank you for being so ready to help me.'

'Not a bit of it. I haven't done yet. There's a condition. If I fix
up this job for you, will you tell me something I want to know?'

Nancy turned her eyes apprehensively.

'You can guess what it is. I quite believe what you told me some
time ago, but I shan't feel quite easy until I know--'

She finished the sentence with a look. Nancy's eyes fell.

'Curiosity, nothing else,' added the other. 'Just to make quite sure
it isn't anybody I've thought of.'

There was a long silence. Leaning forward upon the table, Nancy
turned her wine-glass about and about. She now had a very high
colour, and breathed quickly.

'Is it off, then?' said Beatrice, in an indifferent tone.

Thereupon Nancy disclosed the name of her husband--her lover, as
Miss. French thought him. Plied with further questions, she told
where he was living, but gave no account of the circumstances that
had estranged them. Abundantly satisfied, Beatrice grew almost
affectionate, and talked merrily.

Nancy wished to ask whether Luckworth Crewe had any knowledge of her
position. It was long before her lips could utter the words, but at
length they were spoken. And Beatrice assured her that Crewe, good
silly fellow, did not even suspect the truth.


'For a man,' said Tarrant, 'who can pay no more than twelve and
sixpence a week, it's the best accommodation to be found in London.
There's an air of civilisation about the house. Look; a bath, and a
little book-case, and an easy-chair such as can be used by a man who
respects himself. You feel you are among people who tub o' mornings
and know the meaning of leisure. Then the view!'

He was talking to his friend Harvey Munden, the journalist. The room
in which they stood might with advantage have been larger, but as a
bed-chamber it served well enough, and only the poverty of its
occupant, who put it to the additional use of sitting-room and
study, made the lack of space particularly noticeable. The window
afforded a prospect pleasant enough to eyes such as theirs. Above
the lower houses on the opposite side of the way appeared tall
trees, in the sere garb of later autumn, growing by old Westminster
School; and beyond them, grey in twilight, rose the towers of the
Abbey. From this point of view no vicinage of modern brickwork
spoilt their charm; the time-worn monitors stood alone against a sky
of ruddy smoke-drift and purple cloud.

'The old Adam is stronger than ever in me,' he pursued. 'If I were
condemned for life to the United States, I should go mad, and perish
in an attempt to swim the Atlantic.'

'Then why did you stay so long?'

'I could have stayed with advantage even longer. It's something to
have studied with tolerable thoroughness the most hateful form of
society yet developed. I saw it at first as a man does who is living
at his ease; at last, as a poor devil who is thankful for the
institution of free lunches. I went first-class, and I came back as
a steerage passenger. It has been a year well spent.'

It had made him, in aspect, more than a twelve-month older. His
lounging attitude, the spirit of his talk, showed that he was
unchanged in bodily and mental habits; but certain lines new-graven
upon his visage, and an austerity that had taken the place of
youthful self-consciousness, signified a more than normal progress
in experience.

'Do you know,' said Munden slyly, 'that you have brought back a
trans-Atlantic accent?'

'Accent? The devil! I don't believe it.'

'Intonation, at all events.'

Tarrant professed a serious annoyance.

'If that's true, I'll go and live for a month in Limerick.'

'It would be cheaper to join a Socialist club in the East End. But
just tell me how you stand. How long can you hold out in these
aristocratic lodgings?'

'Till Christmas. I'm ashamed to say how I've got the money, so don't
ask. I reached London with empty pockets. And I'll tell you one
thing I have learnt, Munden. There's no villainy, no scoundrelism,
no baseness conceivable, that isn't excused by want of money. I
understand the whole "social question." The man who has never felt
the perspiration come out on his forehead in asking himself how he
is going to keep body and soul together, has no right to an opinion
on the greatest question of the day.'

'What particular scoundrelism or baseness have you committed?' asked
the other.

Tarrant averted his eyes.

'I said I could understand such things.'

'One sees that you have been breathed upon by democracy.'

'I loathe the word and the thing even more than I did, which is
saying a good deal.'

'Be it so. You say you are going to work?'

'Yes, I have come back to work. Even now, it's difficult to realise
that I must work or starve. I understand how fellows who have
unexpectedly lost their income go through life sponging on relatives
and friends. I understand how an educated man goes sinking through
all the social grades, down to the common lodging-house and the
infirmary. And I honestly believe there's only one thing that saves
me from doing likewise.'

'And what's that?'

'I can't tell you--not yet, at all events.'

'I always thought you a very fine specimen of the man born to do
nothing,' said Munden, with that smile which permitted him a
surprising candour in conversation.

'And you were quite right,' returned Tarrant, with a laugh. 'I am a
born artist in indolence. It's the pity of pities that circumstances
will frustrate Nature's purpose.'

'You think you can support yourself by journalism?'

'I must try.--Run your eye over that.'

He took from the table a slip of manuscript, headed, 'A Reverie in
Wall Street.' Munden read it, sat thoughtful for a moment, and

'Devilish savage. Did you write it after a free lunch?'

'Wrote it this morning. Shall I try one of the evening papers with
it,--or one of the weeklies?'

Munden suggested a few alterations, and mentioned the journal which
he thought might possibly find room for such a bit of satire.

'Done anything else?'

'Here's a half-finished paper--"The Commercial Prospects of the

'Let me look.'

After reading a page or two with critically wrinkled forehead,
Munden laid it down.

'Seems pretty solid,--libellous, too, I should say. You've more
stuff in you than I thought. All right: go ahead.--Come and dine
with me to-morrow, to meet a man who may be useful.'

'To-morrow I can't. I dine at Lady Pollard's.'

'Who is she?'

'Didn't you know Pollard of Trinity?--the only son of his mother,
and she a widow.'

'Next day, then.'

'Can't. I dine with some people at Bedford Park.'

Munden lifted his eyebrows.

'At this rate, you may live pretty well on a dress suit. Any more

'None that I know of. But I shall accept all that offer. I'm hungry
for the society of decent English people. I used to neglect my
acquaintances; I know better now. Go and live for a month in a cheap
New York boarding-house, and you'll come out with a wholesome taste
for English refinement.'

To enable his friend to read, Tarrant had already lit a lamp.
Munden, glancing about the room, said carelessly:

'Do you still possess the furniture of the old place?'

'No,' was the answer, given with annoyance. 'Vawdrey had it sold for

'Pictures, books, and all the nick-nacks?'

'Everything.--Of course I'm sorry for it; but I thought at the
time that I shouldn't return to England for some years.'

'You never said anything of that kind to me.'

'No, I didn't,' the other replied gloomily. And all at once he fell
into so taciturn a mood, that his companion, after a few more
remarks and inquiries, rose from his chair to leave.

From seven to nine Tarrant sat resolutely at his table, and covered
a few pages with the kind of composition which now came most easily
to him,--a somewhat virulent sarcasm. He found pleasure in the
work; but after nine o'clock his thoughts strayed to matters of
personal interest, and got beyond control. Would the last post of
the evening bring him an answer to a letter he had despatched this
morning? At length he laid down his pen, and listened nervously for
that knock which, at one time or another, is to all men a
heart-shaking sound.

It came at the street door, and was quickly followed by a tap at his
own. Nancy had lost no time in replying. What her letter might
contain he found it impossible to conjecture. Reproaches? Joyous
welcome? Wrath? Forgiveness? He knew her so imperfectly, that he
could not feel sure even as to the probabilities of the case. And
his suspense was abundantly justified. Her answer came upon him with
the force of a shock totally unexpected.

He read the lines again and again; he stared at the bank-note. His
first sensation was one of painful surprise; thereupon succeeded
fiery resentment. Reason put in a modest word, hinting that he had
deserved no better; but he refused to listen. Nothing could excuse
so gross an insult. He had not thought Nancy capable of this
behaviour. Tested, she betrayed the vice of birth. Her imputation
upon his motive in marrying her was sheer vulgar abuse, possible
only on vulgar lips. Well and good; now he knew her; all the torment
of conscience he had suffered was needless. And for the moment he
experienced a great relief.

In less than ten minutes letter and bank-note were enclosed in a new
envelope, and addressed back again to the sender. With no word of
comment; she must interpret him as she could, and would. He went
out, and threw the offensive packet into the nearest receptacle for
such things.

Work was over for to-night. After pacing in the obscurity of Dean's
Yard until his pulse had recovered a normal beat, he issued into the
peopled ways, and turned towards Westminster Bridge.

Despite his neglect of Nancy, he had never ceased to think of her
with a tenderness which, in his own judgment, signified something
more than the simple fidelity of a married man. Faithful in the
technical sense he had not been, but the casual amours of a young
man caused him no self-reproach; Nancy's image remained without
rival in his mind; he had continued to acknowledge her claims upon
him, and, from time to time, to think of her with a lover's longing.
As he only wrote when prompted by such a mood, his letters, however
unsatisfying, were sincere. Various influences conflicted with this
amiable and honourable sentiment. The desire of independence which
had speeded him away from England still accompanied him on his
return; he had never ceased to regret his marriage, and it seemed to
him that, without this legal bondage, it would have been much easier
to play a manly part at the time of Nancy's becoming a mother. Were
she frankly his mistress, he would not be keeping thus far away when
most she needed the consolation of his presence. The secret marriage
condemned him to a course of shame, and the more he thought of it,
the more he marvelled at his deliberate complicity in such a fraud.
When poverty began to make itself felt, when he was actually
hampered in his movements by want of money, this form of indignity,
more than any galling to his pride, intensified the impatience with
which he remembered that he could no longer roam the world as an
adventurer. Any day some trivial accident might oppress him with the
burden of a wife and child who looked to him for their support.
Tarrant the married man, unless he were content to turn simple rogue
and vagabond, must make for himself a place in the money-earning
world. His indolence had no small part in his revolt against the
stress of such a consideration. The climate of the Bahamas by no
means tended to invigorate him, and in the United States he found so
much to observe,--even to enjoy,--that the necessity of effort
was kept out of sight as long as, by one expedient and another, he
succeeded in procuring means to live upon without working.

During the homeward voyage--a trial such as he had never known,
amid squalid discomforts which enraged even more than they disgusted
him--his heart softened in anticipation of a meeting with Nancy,
and of the sight of his child. Apart from his fellow-travellers,--
in whom he could perceive nothing but coarseness and vileness,--he
spent the hours in longing for England and for the home he would
make there, in castigating the flagrant faults of his character,
moderating his ambitions, and endeavouring to find a way out of the
numerous grave difficulties with which his future was beset.

Landed, he rather forgot than discarded these wholesome meditations.
What he had first to do was so very unpleasant, and taxed so rudely
his self-respect, that he insensibly fell back again into the
rebellious temper. Choice there was none; reaching London with a few
shillings in his pocket, of necessity he repaired forthwith to Mr
Vawdrey's office in the City, and made known the straits into which
he had fallen.

'Now, my dear fellow,' said Mr. Vawdrey, with his usual good-humour,
'how much have you had of me since you started for the Bahamas?'

'That is hardly a fair question,' Tarrant replied, endeavouring not
to hang his head like an everyday beggar. 'I went out on a

'True. But after you ceased to be a commissioner?'

'You have lent me seventy pounds. Living in the States is expensive.
What I got for my furniture has gone as well, yet I certainly
haven't been extravagant; and for the last month or two I lived like
a tramp. Will you make my debt to you a round hundred? It shall be
repaid, though I may be a year or two about it.'

The loan was granted, but together with a great deal of unpalatable
counsel. Having found his lodging, Tarrant at once invested ten
pounds in providing himself with a dress suit, and improving his
ordinary attire,--he had sold every garment he could spare in New
York. For the dress suit he had an immediate use; on the very
platform of Euston Station, at his arrival, a chance meeting with
one of his old college friends resulted in an invitation to dine,
and, even had not policy urged him to make the most of such
acquaintances, he was in no mood for rejecting a summons back into
the world of civilisation. Postponing the purposed letter to Nancy
(which, had he written it sooner, would have been very unlike the
letter he subsequently sent), he equipped himself once more as a
gentleman, and spent several very enjoyable hours in looking up the
members of his former circle--Hodiernals and others. Only to
Harvey Munden did he confide something of the anxieties which lay
beneath his assumed lightheartedness. Munden was almost the only man
he knew for whom he had a genuine respect.

Renewal of intercourse with people of good social standing made him
more than ever fretful in the thought that he had clogged himself
with marriage. Whatever Nancy's reply to his announcement that he
was home again, he would have read it with discontent. To have the
fact forced upon him (a fact he seriously believed it) that his wife
could not be depended upon even for elementary generosity of
thought, was at this moment especially disastrous; it weighed the
balance against his feelings of justice and humanity, hitherto, no
matter how he acted, always preponderant over the baser issues of
character and circumstance.

He stood leaning upon the parapet of Westminster Bridge, his eyes
scanning the dark facade of the Houses of Parliament.

How would the strong, unscrupulous, really ambitious man act in such
a case? What was to prevent him from ignoring the fact that he was
married, and directing his course precisely as he would have done if
poverty had come upon him before his act of supreme foolishness?
Journalism must have been his refuge then, as now; but Society would
have held out to him the hope of every adventurer--a marriage with
some woman whose wealth and connections would clear an upward path
in whatever line he chose to follow. Why not abandon to Nancy the
inheritance it would degrade him to share, and so purchase back his
freedom? The bargain might be made; a strong man would carry it
through, and ultimately triumph by daring all risks.

Having wrought himself to this point of insensate revolt, he quitted
his musing-station on the bridge, and walked away.

Nancy did not write again. There passed four or five days, and
Tarrant, working hard as well as enjoying the pleasures of Society,
made up his mind not to see her. He would leave events to take their
course. A heaviness of heart often troubled him, but he resisted it,
and told himself that he was becoming stronger.

After a long day of writing, he addressed a packet to a certain
periodical, and went out to post it. No sooner had he left the house
than a woman, who had been about to pass him on the pavement,
abruptly turned round and hurriedly walked away. But for this
action, he would not have noticed her; as it was, he recognised the
figure, and an impulse which allowed of no reflection brought him in
a moment to her side. In the ill-lighted street a face could with
difficulty be observed, but Nancy's features were unmistakable to
the eye that now fell upon them.

'Stop, and let me speak to you,' he exclaimed.

She walked only the more quickly, and he was obliged to take her by
the arm.

'What do you want?'

She spoke as if to an insolent stranger, and shook off his grasp.

'If you have nothing to say to me, why are you here?'

'Here? I suppose the streets are free to me?'

'Nothing would bring you to Great College Street if you didn't know
that I was living here. Now that we have met, we must talk.'

'I have nothing at all to say to you.'

'Well, then _I_ will talk.--Come this way; there's a quiet place
where no one will notice us.'

Nancy kept her eyes resolutely averted from him; he, the while,
searched her face with eagerness, as well as the faint rays of the
nearest lamp allowed it.

'If you have anything to say, you must say it here.'

'It's no use, then. Go your way, and I'll go mine.'

He turned, and walked slowly in the direction of Dean's Yard. There
was the sound of a step behind him, and when he had come into the
dark, quiet square, Nancy was there too.

'Better to be reasonable,' said Tarrant, approaching her again. 'I
want to ask you why you answered a well-meant letter with vulgar

'The insult came from you,' she answered, in a shaking voice.

'What did I say that gave you offence?'

'How can you ask such a question? To write in that way after never
answering my letter for months, leaving me without a word at such a
time, making me think either that you were dead or that you would
never let me hear of you again--'

'I told you it was a mere note, just to let you know I was back. I
said you should hear more when we met.'

'Very well, we have met. What have you to say for yourself?'

'First of all, this. That you are mistaken in supposing I should
ever consent to share your money. The thought was natural to you, no
doubt; but I see things from a different point of view.'

His cold anger completely disguised the emotion stirred in him by
Nancy's presence. Had he not spoken thus, he must have given way to
joy and tenderness. For Nancy seemed more beautiful than the memory
he had retained of her, and even at such a juncture she was far from
exhibiting the gross characteristics attributed to her by his
rebellious imagination.

'Then I don't understand,' were her next words, 'why you wrote to me
again at all.'

'There are many things in me that you don't understand, and can't

'Yes, I think so. That's why I see no use in our talking.'

Tarrant was ashamed of what he had said--a meaningless retort,
which covered his inability to speak as his heart prompted.

'At all events I wanted to see you, and it's fortunate you passed
just as I was coming out.'

Nancy would not accept the conciliatory phrase.

'I hadn't the least intention of seeing you,' she replied. 'It was a
curiosity to know where you lived, nothing else. I shall never
forgive you for the way in which you have behaved to me, so you
needn't try to explain yourself.'

'Here and now, I should certainly not try. The only thing I will say
about myself is, that I very much regret not having made known that
you were married to me when plain honesty required it. Now, I look
upon it as something over and done with, as far as I am concerned. I
shall never benefit by the deception--'

She interrupted him.

'How do you know that _I_ shall benefit by it? How can you tell what
has been happening since you last heard from me in America?'

'I have taken it for granted that things are the same.'

'Then you didn't even take measures to have news of me from any one

'What need? I should always have received any letter you sent.'

'You thought it likely that I should appeal to you if I were in

He stood silent, glad of the obscurity which made it needless for
him to command his features. At length:

'What is the simple fact? Has your secret been discovered, or not?'

'How does it concern you?'

'Only in this way: that if you are to be dependent upon any one, it
must be upon me.'

Nancy gave a scornful laugh.

'That's very generous, considering your position. But happily you
can't force me to accept your generosity, any more than I can compel
you to take a share of my money.'

'Without the jibe at my poverty,' Tarrant said, 'that is a
sufficient answer. As we can't even pretend to be friendly with each
other, I am very glad there need be no talk of our future relations.
You are provided for, and no doubt will take care not to lose the
provision. If ever you prefer to forget that we are legally bound, I
shall be no obstacle.'

'I have thought of that,' replied Nancy, after a pause, her voice
expressing satisfaction. 'Perhaps we should do better to make the
understanding at once. You are quite free; I should never
acknowledge you as my husband.'

'You seriously mean it?'

'Do I seem to be joking?'

'Very well. I won't say that I should never acknowledge you as my
wife; so far from that, I hold myself responsible whenever you
choose to make any kind of claim upon me. But I shall not dream of
interfering with your liberty. If ever you wish to write to me, you
may safely address to the house at Champion Hill.--And remember
always,' he added sternly, 'that it was not I who made such a
parting necessary.'

Nancy returned his look through the gloom, and said in like tone:

'I shall do my best never to think of it at all. Fortunately, my
time and my thoughts are occupied.'

'How?' Tarrant could not help asking, as she turned away; for her
tone implied some special significance in the words.

'You have no right to ask anything whatever about me,' came from
Nancy, who was already moving away.

He allowed her to go.

'So it is to be as I wished,' he said to himself, with mock courage.
'So much the better.'

And he went home to a night of misery.


Not long after the disappearance of Fanny French, Mrs. Damerel called
one day upon Luckworth Crewe at his office in Farringdon Street.
Crewe seldom had business with ladies, and few things could have
surprised him more than a visit from this lady in particular, whom
he knew so well by name, and regarded with such special interest.
She introduced herself as a person wishing to find a good investment
for a small capital; but the half-hour's conversation which followed
became in the end almost a confidential chat. Mrs. Damerel spoke of
her nephew Horace Lord, with whom, she understood, Mr. Crewe was on
terms of intimacy; she professed a grave solicitude on his account,
related frankly the unhappy circumstances which had estranged the
young man from her, and ultimately asked whether Crewe could not
make it worth his own while to save Horace from the shoals of
idleness, and pilot him into some safe commercial haven. This
meeting was the first of many between the fashionable lady and the
keen man of affairs. Without a suspicion of how it had come about,
Horace Lord presently found himself an informal partner in Crewe's
business; he invested only a nominal sum, which might be looked upon
as a premium of apprenticeship; but there was an understanding that
at the close of the term of tutelage imposed by his father's will,
he should have the offer of a genuine partnership on very inviting

Horace was not sorry to enter again upon regular occupation. He had
considerably damaged his health in the effort to live up to his
ideal of thwarted passion, and could no longer entertain a hope that
Fanny's escapade was consistent with innocence. Having learnt how
money slips through the fingers of a gentleman with fastidious
tastes, he welcomed a prospect of increased resources, and applied
himself with some energy to learning his new business. But with Mrs.
Damerel he utterly refused to be reconciled, and of his sister he
saw very little. Nancy, however, approved the step he had taken, and
said she would be content to know that all was well with him.

Upon a Sunday morning, when the church bells had ceased to clang,
Luckworth Crewe, not altogether at his ease in garb of flagrant
respectability, sat by the fireside of a pleasant little room
conversing with Mrs. Damerel. Their subject, as usual at the
beginning of talk, was Horace Lord.

'He won't speak of you at all,' said Crewe, in a voice singularly
subdued, sympathetic, respectful. 'I have done all I could, short of
telling him that I know you. He's very touchy still on that old

'How would he like it,' asked the lady, 'if you told him that we are

'Impossible to say. Perhaps it would make no difference one way or

Mrs. Damerel was strikingly, yet becomingly, arrayed. The past year
had dealt no less gently with her than its predecessors; if
anything, her complexion had gained in brilliancy, perhaps a
consequence of the hygienic precautions due to her fear of becoming
stout. A stranger, even a specialist in the matter, might have
doubted whether the fourth decade lay more than a month or two
behind her. So far from seeking to impress her visitor with a pose
of social superiority, she behaved to him as though his presence
honoured as much as it delighted her; look, tone, bearing, each was
a flattery which no obtuseness could fail to apprehend, and Crewe's
countenance proved him anything but inappreciative. Hitherto she had
spoken and listened with her head drooping in gentle melancholy;
now, with a sudden change intended to signify the native buoyancy of
her disposition, she uttered a rippling laugh, which showed her
excellent teeth, and said prettily:

'Poor boy! I must suffer the penalty of having tried to save him
from one of my own sex.--Not,' she added, 'that I foresaw how that
poor silly girl would justify my worst fears of her. Perhaps,' her
head drooping again, 'I ought to reproach myself with what

'I don't see that at all,' replied Crewe, whose eyes lost nothing of
the exhibition addressed to them. 'Even if you had been the cause of
it, which of course you weren't, I should have said you had done the
right thing. Every one knew what Fanny French must come to.'

'Isn't it sad? A pretty girl--but so ill brought up, I fear. Can
you give me any news of her sister, the one who came here and
frightened me so?'

'Oh, she's going on as usual.'

Crewe checked himself, and showed hesitation.

'She almost threatened me,' Mrs. Damerel pursued, with timid
sweetness. 'Do you think she is the kind of person to plot any harm
against one?'

'She had better not try it on,' said Crewe, in his natural voice.
Then, as if recollecting himself, he pursued more softly: 'But I was
going to speak of her. You haven't heard that Miss. Lord has taken a
position in the new branch of that Dress Supply Association?'

Mrs. Damerel kept an astonished silence.

'There can't be any doubt of it; I have been told on the best
authority. She is in what they call the "club-room," a
superintendent. It's a queer thing; what can have led her to it?'

'I must make inquiries,' said Mrs. Damerel, with an air of concern.
'How sad it is, Mr. Crewe, that these young relatives of mine,--
almost the only relatives I have,--should refuse me their
confidence and their affection. Pray, does Horace know of what his
sister is doing?'

'I thought I wouldn't speak to him about it until I had seen you.'

'How very kind! How grateful I am to you for your constant

Why Crewe should have practised such reticence, why it signified
kindness and thoughtfulness to Mrs. Damerel, neither he nor she could
easily have explained. But their eyes met, with diffident admiration
on the one side, and touching amiability on the other. Then they
discussed Nancy's inexplicable behaviour from every point of view;
or rather, Mrs. Damerel discussed it, and her companion made a
pretence of doing so. Crewe's manner had become patently artificial;
he either expressed himself in trivial phrases, which merely avoided
silence, or betrayed an embarrassment, an abstraction, which caused
the lady to observe him with all the acuteness at her command.

You haven't seen her lately?' she asked, when Crewe had been staring
at the window for a minute or two.

'Seen her?--No; not for a long time.'

'I think you told me you haven't called there since Mr. Lord's

'I never was there at all,' he answered abruptly.

'Oh, I remember your saying so. Of course there is no reason why she
shouldn't go into business, if time is heavy on her hands, as I dare
say it may be. So many ladies prefer to have an occupation of that
kind now-a-days. It's a sign of progress; we are getting more
sensible; Society used to have such silly prejudices. Even within my
recollection--how quickly things change!--no lady would have
dreamt of permitting her daughter to take an engagement in a shop or
any such place. Now we have women of title starting as milliners and
modistes, and soon it will be quite a common thing to see one's
friends behind the counter.'

She gave a gay little laugh, in which Crewe joined unmelodiously,--
for he durst not be merry in the note natural to him,--then raised
her eyes in playful appeal.

'If ever I should fall into misfortune, Mr. Crewe, would you put me
in the way of earning my living.'

'You couldn't. You're above all that kind of thing. It's for the
rough and ready sort of women, and I can't say I have much opinion
of them.'

'That's a very nice little compliment; but at the same time, it's
rather severe on the women who are practical.--Tell me frankly: Is
my--my niece one of the people you haven't much opinion of?'

Crewe shuffled his feet.

'I wasn't thinking of Miss. Lord.'

'But what is really your opinion of her?' Mrs. Damerel urged softly.

Crewe looked up and down, smiled in a vacant way, and appeared very

'May I guess the truth?' said his playful companion.

'No, I'll tell you. I wanted to marry her, and did my best to get
her to promise.'

'I thought so!' She paused on the note of arch satisfaction, and
mused. 'How nice of you to confess!--And that's all past and
forgotten, is it?'

Never man more unlike himself than the bold advertising-agent in
this colloquy. He was subdued and shy; his usual racy and virile
talk had given place to an insipid mildness. He seemed bent on
showing that the graces of polite society were not so strange to him
as one might suppose. But under Mrs. Damerel's interrogation a
restiveness began to appear in him, and at length he answered in his
natural blunt voice:

'Yes, it's all over--and for a good reason.'

The lady's curiosity was still more provoked.

'No,' she exclaimed laughingly, 'I am _not_ going to ask the reason.
That would be presuming too far on friendship.'

Crewe fixed his eyes on a corner of the room, and seemed to look
there for a solution of some difficulty. When the silence had lasted
more than a minute, he began to speak slowly and awkwardly.

'I've half a mind to--in fact, I've been thinking that you ought
to know.'

'The good reason?'

'Yes. You're the only one that could stand in the place of a mother
to her. And I don't think she ought to be living alone, like she is,
with no one to advise and help her.'

'I have felt that very strongly,' said Mrs. Damerel. 'The old servant
who is with her can't be at all a suitable companion--that is, to
be treated on equal terms. A very strange arrangement, indeed. But
you don't mean that you thought less well of her because she is
living in that way?'

'Of course not. It's something a good deal more serious than that.'

Mrs. Damerel became suddenly grave.

'Then I certainly ought to know.'

'You ought. I think it very likely she would have been glad enough
to make a friend of you, if it hadn't been for this--this affair,
which stood in the way. There can't be any harm in telling you, as
you couldn't wish anything but her good.'

'That surely you may take for granted.'

'Well then, I have an idea that she's trying to earn money because
some one is getting all he can out of her--leaving her very little
for herself; and if so, it's time you interfered.'

The listener was so startled that she changed colour.

'You mean that some man has her in his power?'

'If I'm not mistaken, it comes to that. But for her father's will,
she would have been married long ago, and--she ought to be.'

Having blurted out these words, Crewe felt much more at ease. As Mrs.
Damerel's eyes fell, the sense of sexual predominance awoke in him,
and he was no longer so prostrate before the lady's natural and
artificial graces.

'How do you know this?' she asked, in an undertone.

'From some one who had it from Miss. Lord herself.'

'Are you quite sure that it isn't a malicious falsehood?'

'As sure as I am that I sit here. I know the man's name, and where
he lives, and all about him. And I know where the child is at nurse.

'The child?--Oh--surely--never!'

A genuine agitation possessed her; she had a frightened,
pain-stricken look, and moved as if she must act without delay.

'It's nearly six months old,' Crewe continued. 'Of course that's why
she was away so long.'

'But why haven't you told me this before? It was your duty to tell
me--your plain duty. How long have you known?'

'I heard of it first of all about three months ago, but it was only
the other day that I was told the man's name, and other things about

'Is it known to many people? Is the poor girl talked about?'

'No, no,' Crewe replied, with confidence. 'The person who told me is
the only one who has found it out; you may depend upon that.'

'It must be a woman,' said Mrs. Damerel sharply.

'Yes, it's a woman. Some one _I_ know very well. She told me just
because she thought I was still hoping to marry Miss. Lord, and--
well, the truth is, though we're good friends, she has a little
spite against me, and I suppose it amused her to tell me something

'I have no doubt,' said Mrs. Damerel, 'that the secret has been
betrayed to a dozen people.'

'I'll go bail it hasn't!' returned Crewe, falling into his

'I can hardly believe it at all. I should never have dreamt that
such a thing was possible. What is the man's name? what is his

'Tarrant is his name, and he's related somehow to a Mr. Vawdrey, well
known in the City, who has a big house over at Champion Hill. I have
no notion how they came together, or how long it was going on. But
this Mr. Tarrant has been in America for a year, I understand; has
only just come back; and now he's living In poorish lodgings,--
Great College Street, Westminster. I've made a few inquiries about
him, but I can't get at very much. A man who knows Vawdrey tells me
that Tarrant has no means, and that he's a loafing, affected sort of
chap. If that's true,--and it seems likely from the way he's
living,--of course he will be ready enough to marry Miss. Lord when
the proper time has come; I'm only afraid that's all he had in view
from the first. And I can't help suspecting, as I said, that she's
supporting him now. If not, why should she go and work in a shop? At
all events, a decent man wouldn't allow her to do it.'

'A decent man,' said the listener, 'would never have allowed her to
fall into disgrace.'

'Certainly not,' Crewe assented with energy. 'And as for my keeping
quiet about it, Mrs. Damerel, you've only to think what an awkward
affair it was to mention. I'm quite sure you'll have a little
feeling against me, because I knew of it--'

'I beg you not to think that!' She returned to her manner of suave
friendliness. 'I shall owe you gratitude for telling me, and nothing
but gratitude. You have behaved with very great delicacy; I cannot
say how highly I appreciate your feeling on the poor girl's behalf.'

'If I can be of any use, I am always at your service.'

'Thank you, dear Mr. Crewe, thank you! In you I have found a real
friend,--and how rarely they are met with! Of course I shall make
inquiries at once. My niece must be protected. A helpless girl in
that dreadful position may commit unheard-of follies. I fear you are
right. He is making her his victim. With such a secret, she is
absolutely at his mercy. And it explains why she has shunned me. Oh,
do you think her brother knows it?'

'I'm quite sure he doesn't; hasn't the least suspicion.'

'Of course not. But it's wonderful how she has escaped. Your
informant--how did she find it out? You say she had the story from
the girl's own lips. But why? She must have shown that she knew

Crewe imparted such details as had come to his knowledge; they were
meagre, and left many obscurities, but Mrs. Damerel rewarded him with
effusive gratitude, and strengthened the spell which she had cast
upon this knight of Farringdon Street.


Every day Tarrant said to himself: 'I am a free man; I was only
married in a dream.' Every night he thought of Nancy, and suffered

He thought, too, of Nancy's child, his own son. That Nancy was a
tender mother, he knew from the letter she had written him after the
baby's birth,--a letter he would have liked to read again, but
forbore. Must not the separation from her child be hard? If he saw
the poor little mortal, how would the sight affect him? At moments
he felt a longing perhaps definable as the instinct of paternity;
but he was not the man to grow sentimental over babies, his own or
other people's. Irony and sarcasm--very agreeable to a certain
class of newspaper readers--were just now his stock-in-trade, and
he could not afford to indulge any softer mode of meditation.

His acquaintances agreed that the year of absence had not improved
him. He was alarmingly clever; he talked well; but his amiability,
the poetry of his mind, seemed to have been lost in America. He
could no longer admire or praise.

For his own part, he did not clearly perceive this change. It struck
him only that the old friends were less interesting than he had
thought them; and he looked for reception in circles better able to
appreciate his epigrams and paradoxes.

A few weeks of such life broke him so completely to harness, that he
forgot the seasonable miseries which had been wont to drive him from
London at the approach of November. When the first fog blackened
against his windows, he merely lit the lamp and wrote on,
indifferent. Two years ago he had declared that a London November
would fatally blight his soul; that he must flee to a land of
sunshine, or perish. There was little time, now, to think about his

One Monday morning arrived a letter which surprised and disturbed
him. It ran thus:

'Mrs. Eustace Damerel presents her compliments to Mr. Tarrant, and
would take it as a great favour if he could call upon her, either
to-morrow or Tuesday, at any hour between three and seven. She
particularly desires to see Mr. Tarrant on a private matter of mutual

Now this could have but one meaning. Mrs. Eustace Damerel was, of
course, Nancy's relative; from Nancy herself, or in some other way,
she must have learnt the fact of his marriage. Probably from Nancy,
since she knew where he lived. He was summoned to a judicial
interview. Happily, attendance was not compulsory.

Second thoughts advised him that he had better accept the
invitation. He must know what measures were in progress against him.
If Nancy had already broken her word, she might be disposed to
revenge herself in every way that would occur to an angry woman of
small refinement; she might make life in London impossible for him.

He sat down and penned a reply, saying that he would call upon Mrs.
Damerel at five to-morrow. But he did not post this. After all, a
day's delay would only irritate him; better to go this afternoon, in
which case it was not worth while sending an answer.

It seemed to him very probable that Nancy would be with her aunt, to
confront him. If so,--if indeed she were going to act like any
coarse woman, with no regard but for her own passions and Interests,
--he would at least have the consolation of expelling from his
mind, at once and for ever, her haunting image.

Mrs. Damerel, who during the past twelve months had changed her abode
half-a-dozen times, now occupied private lodgings in Tyburnia. On
his admittance, Tarrant sat alone for nearly five minutes in a
pretentiously furnished room--just the room in which he had
expected to find Nancy's relative; the delay and the surroundings
exasperated his nervous mood, so that, when the lady entered, he
behaved with slighter courtesy than became his breeding. Nothing in
her appearance surprised or interested him. There was a distant
facial resemblance to Nancy, natural in her mother's sister; there
was expensive, though not particularly tasteful dress, and a gait, a
manner, distinguishable readily enough from what they aimed at
displaying--the grace of a woman born to social privilege.

It would be a humiliating conversation; Tarrant braced himself to go
through with it. He stood stiffly while his hostess regarded him
with shrewd eyes. She had merely bent her head.

'Will you sit down, Mr. Tarrant?'

He took a chair without speaking.

'I think you know me by name?'

'I have heard of a Mrs. Damerel.'

'Some time ago, I suppose? And in that you have the advantage of me.
I heard your name yesterday for the first time.'

It was the sharp rejoinder of a woman of the world. Tarrant began to
perceive that he had to do with intelligence, and would not be
allowed to perform his share of the talking _de haut en bas._

'In what can I be of service to you?' he asked with constrained

'You can tell me, please, what sort of connection there is between
you and my niece, Miss. Lord.'

Mrs. Damerel was obviously annoyed by his demeanour, and made little
effort to disguise her feeling. She gave him the look of one who
does not mean to be trifled with.

'Really,' answered the young man with a smile, 'I don't know what
authority you have to make such inquiries. You are not, I believe,
Miss. Lord's guardian.'

'No, but I am her only relative who can act on her behalf where
knowledge of the world is required. As a gentleman, you will bear
this in mind. It's quite true that I can't oblige you to tell me
anything; but when I say that I haven't spoken even to my niece of
what I have heard, and haven't communicated with the gentlemen who
_are_ her guardians, I think you will see that I am not acting in a
way you ought to resent.'

'You mean, Mrs. Damerel, that what passes between us is in

'I only mean, Mr. Tarrant, that I am giving you an opportunity of
explaining yourself--so that I can keep the matter private if your
explanation is satisfactory.'

'You have a charge of some kind to bring against me,' said Tarrant
composedly. 'I must first of all hear what it is. The prisoner at
the bar can't be prosecuting counsel at the same time.'

'Do you acknowledge that you are on intimate terms with Miss. Lord?'

'I have known her for a year or two.'

Tarrant began to exercise caution. Nancy had no hand in this matter;
some one had told tales about her, that was all. He must learn,
without committing himself, exactly how much had been discovered.

'Are you engaged to her?'

'Engaged to marry her? No.'

He saw in Mrs. Damerel's clear eye that she convicted him of

'You have not even made her a promise of marriage?'

'How much simpler, if you would advance a clear charge. I will
answer it honestly.'

Mrs. Damerel seemed to weigh the value of this undertaking. Tarrant
met her gaze with steady indifference.

'It may only be a piece of scandal,--a mistake, or a malicious
invention. I have been told that--that you are in everything but
law my niece's husband.'

They regarded each other during a moment's silence. Tarrant's look
indicated rapid and anxious thought.

'It seems,' he said at length, 'that you have no great faith in the
person who told you this.'

'It is the easiest matter in the world to find out whether the story
is true or not. Inquiries at Falmouth would be quite sufficient, I
dare say. I give you the opportunity of keeping it quiet, that's

'You won't care to let me know who told you?'

'There's no reason why I shouldn't,' said Mrs. Damerel, after
reflection. 'Do you know Mr. Luckworth Crewe?'

'I don't think I ever heard the name.'

'Indeed? He is well acquainted with Miss. Lord. Some one he wouldn't
mention gave him all the particulars, having learnt them from Miss
Lord herself, and he thought it his duty to inform me of my niece's
very painful position.'

'Who is this man?' Tarrant asked abruptly.

'I am rather surprised you have never heard of him. He's a man of
business. My nephew, Mr. Horace Lord, is shortly to be in partnership
with him.'

'Crewe? No, the name is quite strange to me.'

Tarrant's countenance darkened; he paused for an instant, then added

'You say he had "all the particulars." What were they, these

'Will one be enough? A child was born at Falmouth, and is now at a
place just outside London, in the care of some stranger.'

The source of this information might, or might not, be Nancy
herself. In either case, there was no further hope of secrecy.
Tarrant abandoned his reserve, and spoke quietly, civilly.

'So far, you have heard the truth. What have you to ask of me, now?'

'You have been abroad for a long time, I think?'

'For about a year.'

'Does that mean that you wished to see no more of her?'

'That I deserted her, in plain words? It meant nothing of the kind.'

'You are aware, then, that she has taken a place in a house of
business, just as if she thought it necessary to earn her own

Tarrant displayed astonishment.

'I am aware of no such thing. How long has that been going on?'

'Then you don't see her?'

'I have seen her, but she told me nothing of that.'

'There's something very strange in this, Mr. Tarrant. You seem to me
to be speaking the truth. No, please don't take offence. Before I
saw you, you were a total stranger to me, and after what I had
heard, I couldn't think very well of you. I may as well confess that
you seem a different kind of man from what I expected. I don't wish
to offend you, far from it. If we can talk over this distressing
affair in a friendly way, so much the better. I have nothing
whatever in view but to protect my niece--to do the best that can
be done for her.'

'That I have taken for granted,' Tarrant replied. 'I understand that
you expected to meet a scoundrel of a very recognisable type. Well,
I am not exactly that. But what particular act of rascality have you
in mind? Something worse than mere seduction, of course.'

'Will you answer a disagreeable question? Are you well-to-do?'

'Anything but that.'

'Indeed? And you can form no idea why Nancy has gone to work in a

Tarrant raised his eyebrows.

'I see,' he said deliberately. 'You suspect that I have been taking
money from her?'

'I _did_ suspect it; now it seems to me more unlikely.'

'Many thanks,' he answered, with cold irony. 'So the situation was
this: Miss. Lord had been led astray by a rascally fellow, who not
only left her to get on as best she could, but lived on her income,
so that she had at length to earn money for her own needs. There's
something very clear and rounded, very dramatic, about that. What I
should like to know is, whether Miss. Lord tells the story in this

'I can't say that she does. I think it was Mr. Crewe who explained
things like that.'

'I am obliged to Mr. Crewe. But he may, after all, only repeat what
he has heard. It's a pity we don't know Miss. Lord's actual

'Of course you have _not_ received assistance from her?'

Tarrant stared for a moment, then laughed unpleasantly.

'I have no recollection of it.'

'Another disagreeable question. Did you really go away and leave her
to get on as best she could?'

He looked darkly at her.

'And if I did?'

'Wasn't it rather unaccountable behaviour--in a gentleman?'


'I can't believe it. There is something unexplained.'

'Yes, there _is_ something unexplained.--Mrs. Damerel, I should
have thought you would naturally speak first to your niece. Why did
you send for me before doing so?'

'To find out what sort of man you were, so that I should be able to
form my own opinion of what Nancy chose to tell me. Perhaps she may
refuse to tell me anything at all--we are not like ordinary
relatives, I am sorry to say. But I dare say you know better than I
do how she thinks of me.'

'I have heard her speak of you only once or twice. At all events,
now that you are prepared, you will go and see her?'

'I must. It would be wrong to stand by and do nothing.'

'And you will see her guardians?'

'That must depend. I certainly shall if she seems to be suffering
hardships. I must know why she goes out to work, as if she were
pinched for money. There is her child to support, of course, but
that wouldn't make any difference to her; she is well provided for.'

'Yes. There's no choice but to fall back upon the villain theory.'

He rose, and took up his hat.

'You mustn't go yet, Mr. Tarrant,' said his hostess firmly. 'I have
said that I can't believe such things of you. If you would only

'That's just what I can't do. It's as much a mystery to me as to you
--her wishing to earn money.'

'I was going to say--if you would only explain your intentions as
to the future--'

'My intentions will depend entirely on what I hear from your niece.
I shall see her as soon as possible. Perhaps you can tell me at what
hour she returns from business?'

'No, I can't. I wish you would talk a little longer.'

His eyes flashed angrily.

'Mrs. Damerel, I have said all that I am willing to say. What you
have heard is partly true; you probably won't have to wait very long
for the rest of the story, but I have no time and no inclination to
tell it. Go and see your niece to-morrow by all means,--or her
guardians, if it seems necessary.

'I am very sorry we are parting in this way.'

'You must remember how difficult it is to keep one's temper under
certain kinds of accusation.'

'I don't accuse you.'

'Well, then, to explain calmly that one couldn't commit this or that
sordid rascality;--it comes to the same thing. However, I am
obliged to you for opening my eyes. I have got into a very foolish
position, and I promise you I will get out of it as quickly as may

Whereupon he bowed his leave-taking, and withdrew.


It was not yet dark, but street-lamps had begun to flare and flicker
in the gust of a cold, damp evening. A thin and slippery mud smeared
the pavement. Tarrant had walked mechanically as far as to the top
of Park Lane before he began to consider his immediate course. Among
the people who stood waiting for omnibuses, he meditated thus:

'She may not get home until seven or half-past; then she will have a
meal. I had better put it off till about half-past eight. That
leaves me some four hours to dispose of. First of all I'll walk
home, and--yes, by all the devils! I'll finish that bit of
writing. A year ago I could no more have done it, under such
circumstances, than have built a suspension bridge. To-day I will--
just to show that I've some grit in me.'

Down Park Lane, and by Buckingham Palace across to Westminster, he
kept his thoughts for the most part on that bit of writing. Only
thus could he save himself from an access of fury which would only
have injured him--the ire of shame in which a man is tempted to
beat his head against stone walls. He composed aloud, balancing many
a pretty antithesis, and polishing more than one lively paradox.

In his bedroom-study the fire had gone out. No matter; he would
write in the cold. It was mere amanuensis work, penning at the
dictation of his sarcastic demon. Was he a sybarite? Many a poor
scribbler has earned bed and breakfast with numb fingers. The fire
in his body would serve him for an hour or two.

So he sat down, and achieved his task to the last syllable. He read
it through, corrected it, made it up for post, and rose with the
plaudits of conscience. 'Who shall say now that I am a fop and a

Half-past seven. Good; just time enough to appease his hunger and
reach Grove Lane by the suitable hour. He went out to the little
coffee-shop which was his resort in Spartan moods, ate with
considerable appetite, and walked over Westminster Bridge to the
Camberwell tram. To kill time on the journey he bought a halfpenny

As he ascended Grove Lane his heart throbbed more than the exercise
warranted. At the door of the house, which he had never yet entered,
and which he had not looked upon for more than a year, he stood to
calm himself, with lips set and cheek pale in the darkness. Then a
confident peal at the knocker.

It was Mary who opened. He had never seen her, but knew that this
grave, hard-featured person, not totally unlike a born gentlewoman,
must be Mary Woodruff. And in her eyes he read a suspicion of his
own identity.

'Is Miss. Lord at home?' he asked, in a matter-of-fact way.

'Yes.--What name shall I mention?'

'Mr. Tarrant.'

Her eyes fell, and she requested him to enter, to wait in the hall
for a moment; then went upstairs. She was absent for a few minutes,
and on returning asked him to follow her. She led to the
dawing-room: on the way, Tarrant felt a surprise that in so small a
house the drawing-room should be correctly situated on the upper

Here he had again to wait. A comfortable room, he thought, and with
a true air of home about it. He knew how significant is this
impression first received on entering a strange abode; home or
encampment, attraction or repulsion, according to the mind of the
woman who rules there. Was it Nancy, or Mary, who made the
atmosphere of the house?

The door opened, and he faced towards it.

Nancy's dress had an emphasis of fashion formerly unknown to it;
appropriate enough considering her new occupation. The flush upon
her cheeks, the light of doubtful meaning in her eyes, gave
splendour to a beauty matured by motherhood. In the dark street, a
fortnight ago, Tarrant could hardly be said to have seen her; he
gazed in wonder and admiration.

'What has brought you here?'

'A cause quite sufficient.--This is a little house; can we talk
without being overheard?'

'You can shout if you wish to,' she answered flippantly. 'The
servant is Out, and Mary is downstairs.'

Nancy did not seat herself, and offered no seat to the visitor.

'Why have you made yourself a shop-girl?'

'I didn't know that I had.'

'I am told you go daily to some shop or other.'

'I am engaged at a place of business, but I don't.--However, that
doesn't matter. What business is it of yours?'

'Who is Mr. Luckworth Crewe?'

Nancy kept her eyes still more resolutely fronting his severe look.

'A man I used to know.'

'You don't see him now-a-days?'

'It's many months since I saw him.'

'Who, then, is the woman who has told him your whole story--with
embellishments, and who says she has had it from you yourself?'

Nancy was speechless.

'I don't say there is any such person,' Tarrant continued. 'The man
may have lied in that particular. But he has somehow got to know a
good deal about you,--where and when your child was born, where it
is now, where I live, and so on. And all this he has reported to
your aunt, Mrs. Damerel.'

'To her?--How do you know?'

For answer he held out Mrs. Damerel's note of invitation, then added:

'I have been with her this afternoon. She is coming to offer you her
protection against the scoundrel who has ruined you, and who is now
living upon you.'

'What do you mean?'

'That's the form the story has taken, either in Mr. Crewe's mind, or
in that of the woman who told it to him.'

'Don't they know that I am married?'

'Evidently not.'

'And they think you--are having money from me?'

'That's how they explain your taking a place in a shop.'

Nancy laughed, and laughed again.

'How ridiculous!'

'I'm glad you can get amusement out of it. Perhaps you can suggest
how the joke began?'

She moved a few steps, then turned again to him.

'Yes, I know who the woman must be. It's Beatrice French.'

'A bosom friend of yours, of course.'

'Nothing of the kind.'

'But you have taken her into your confidence--up to a certain

'Yes, I have told her. And she told Mr. Crewe? I understand that.
Well, what does it matter?'

Tarrant was at a loss to interpret this singular levity. He had
never truly believed that reading of Nancy's character by means of
which he tried to persuade himself that his marriage was an
unmitigated calamity, and a final parting between them the best
thing that could happen. His memories of her, and the letters she
had written him, coloured her personality far otherwise. Yet was not
the harsh judgment after all the true one?

'It doesn't matter to you,' he said, 'that people think you an
unmarried mother,--that people are talking about you with grins
and sneers?'

Nancy reddened in angry shame.

'Let them talk!' she exclaimed violently. 'What does it matter, so
long as they don't know I'm married?'

'So long as they don't know?--How came you to tell this woman?'

'Do you suppose I told her for amusement? She found out what had
happened at Falmouth,--found out simply by going down there and
making inquiries; because she suspected me of some secret affair
with a man she wants to marry herself--this Mr. Crewe. The wonder
of wonders is that no one else got to know of it in that way. Any
one who cared much what happened to me would have seen the all but
impossibility of keeping such a secret.'

It is a notable instance of evolutionary process that the female
mind, in wrath, flies to just those logical ineptitudes which most
surely exasperate the male intelligence. Tarrant gave a laugh of
irate scorn.

'Why, you told me the other day that I cared particularly whether
your secret was discovered or not--that I only married you in the
hope of profiting by it?'

'Wouldn't any woman think so?'

'I hope not. I believe there are some women who don't rush naturally
to a base supposition.'

'Did I?' Nancy exclaimed, with a vehement passion that made her
breast heave. 'Didn't I give you time enough--believe in you until
I could believe no longer?'

The note of her thrilling voice went to Tarrant's heart, and his
head drooped.

'That may be true,' he said gravely. 'But go on with your
explanation. This woman came to you, and told you what she had


'And you allowed her to think you unmarried?'

'What choice had I? How was my child to be brought up if I lost

'Good God, Nancy! Did you imagine I should leave you to starve?'

His emotion, his utterance of her name, caused her to examine him
with a kind of wonder.

'How did I know?--How could I tell, at that time, whether you were
alive or dead?--I had to think of myself and the child.'

'My poor girl!'

The words fell from him involuntarily. Nancy's look became as
scornful and defiant as before.

'Oh, that was nothing. I've gone through a good deal more than

'Stop. Tell me this. Have you in your anger--anger natural enough
--allowed yourself to speak to any one about me in the way I should
never forgive? In the spirit of your letter, I mean. Did you give
this Beatrice French any ground for thinking that I made a
speculation of you?'

'I said nothing of that kind.'

'Nor to any one else?'

'To no one.'

'Yet you told this woman where I was living, and that I had been
abroad for a long time. Why?'

'Yes, I told her so much about you,' Nancy replied. 'Not when she
first came to me, but afterwards--only the other day. I wanted
employment, and didn't know how to get it, except through her. She
promised me a place if I would disclose your name; not that she knew
or cared anything about _you_, but because she still had suspicions
about Mr. Crewe. I was desperate, and I told her.'

'Desperate? Why?'

'How can I make you understand what I have gone through? What do you
care? And what do _I_ care whether you understand or not? It wasn't
for money, and Beatrice French knew it wasn't.'

'Then it must have been that you could not bear the monotony of your

Her answer was a short, careless laugh.

'Where is this shop? What do you do?'

'It's a dress-supply association. I advise fools about the fashions,
and exhibit myself as a walking fashion-plate. I can't see how it
should interest you.'

'Whatever concerns you, Nancy, interests me more than anything else
in the world.'

Again she laughed.

'What more do you want to know?'

She was half turned from him, leaning at the mantelpiece, a foot on
the fender.

'You said just now that you have gone through worse things than the
shame of being thought unmarried. Tell me about it all.'

'Not I, indeed. When I was willing to tell you everything, you
didn't care to hear it. It's too late now.'

'It's not too late, happily, to drag you out of this wretched slough
into which you are sinking. Whatever the cost, _that_ shall be

'Thank you, I am not disposed to let any one drag me anywhere. I
want no help; and if I did, you would be the last person I should
accept it from. I don't know why you came here after the agreement
we made the other night.'

Tarrant stepped towards her.

'I came to find out whether you were telling lies about me, and I
should never have thought it possible but for my bad conscience. I
know you had every excuse for being embittered and for acting
revengefully. It seems you have only told lies about yourself. As,
after all, you are my wife, I shan't allow that.'

Once more she turned upon him passionately.

'I am _not_ your wife! You married me against your will, and shook
me off as soon as possible. I won't be bound to you; I shall act as
a free woman.'

'Bound to me you are, and shall be--as I to you.'

'You may say it fifty times, and it will mean nothing.--How bound
to you? Bound to share my money?'

'I forgive you that, because I have treated you ill. You don't mean
it either. You know I am incapable of such a thought. But that shall
very soon be put right. Your marriage shall be made known at once.'

'Known to whom?'

'To the people concerned--to your guardians.'

'Don't trouble yourself,' she answered, with a smile. 'They know it

Tarrant half closed his eyes as he looked at her.

'What's the use of such a silly falsehood?'

'I told you I had gone through a good deal more than you imagined. I
have struggled to keep my money, in spite of shames and miseries,
and I will have it for myself--and my child! If you want to know
the truth, go to Samuel Barmby, and ask him what he has had to do
with me. I owe no explanation to _you_.'

Tarrant could see her face only in profile. Marvelling at the
complications she gradually revealed, he felt his blood grow warm
with desire of her beauty. She was his wife, yet guarded as by
maidenhood. A familiar touch would bring the colour to her cheeks,
the light of resentment to her eyes. Passion made him glad of the
estrangement which compelled a new wooing, and promised, on her
part, a new surrender.

'You don't owe it me, Nancy; but if I beg you to tell me all--
because I have come to my senses again--because I know how foolish
and cruel I have been--'

'Remember what we agreed. Go your way, and let me go mine.'

'I had no idea of what I was agreeing to. I took it for granted that
your marriage was strictly a secret, and that you might be free in
the real sense if you chose.'

'Yes, and you were quite willing, because it gave you your freedom
as well. I am as free as I wish to be. I have made a life for myself
that satisfies me--and now you come to undo everything. I won't be
tormented--I have endured enough.'

'Then only one course is open to me. I shall publish your marriage
everywhere. I shall make a home for you, and have the child brought
to it; then come or not, as you please.'

At mention of the child Nancy regarded him with cold curiosity.

'How are you to make a home for me? I thought you had difficulty
enough in supporting yourself.'

'That is no concern of yours. It shall be done, and in a day or two.
Then make your choice.'

'You think I can be forced to live with a man I don't love?'

'I shouldn't dream of living with a woman who didn't love me. But
you are married, and a mother, and the secrecy that is degrading you
shall come to an end. Acknowledge me or not, I shall acknowledge
_you_, and make it known that I am to blame for all that has

'And what good will you do?'

'I shall do good to myself, at all events. I'm a selfish fellow, and
shall be so to the end, no doubt.'

Nancy glanced at him to interpret the speech by his expression. He
was smiling.

'What good will it do you to have to support me? The selfishness I
see in it is your wishing to take me from a comfortable home and
make me poor.'

'That can't be helped. And, what's more, you won't think it a

'How do you know that? I have borne dreadful degradations rather
than lose my money.'

'That was for the child's sake, not for your own.'

He said it softly and kindly, and for the first time Nancy met his
eyes without defiance.

'It was; I could always have earned my own living, somehow.'

Tarrant paused a moment, then spoke with look averted.

'Is he well, and properly cared for?'

'If he were not well and safe, I shouldn't be away from him.'

'When will you let me see him, Nancy?'

She did not smile, but there was a brightening of her countenance,
which she concealed. Tarrant stepped to her side.

'Dear--my own love--will you try to forgive me? It was all my
cursed laziness. It would never have happened if I hadn't fallen
into poverty. Poverty is the devil, and it overcame me.'

'How can you think that _I_ shall be strong enough to face it?' she
asked, moving half a step away. 'Leave me to myself; I am contented;
I have made up my mind about what is before me, and I won't go
through all that again.'

Tired of standing, she dropped upon the nearest chair, and lay back.

'You can't be contented, Nancy, in a position that dishonours you.
From what you tell me, it seems that your secret is no secret at
all. Will you compel me to go to that man Barmby and seek
information from him about my own wife?'

'I have had to do worse things than that.'

'Don't torture me by such vague hints. I entreat you to tell me at
once the worst that you have suffered. How did Barmby get to know of
your marriage? And why has he kept silent about it? There can't be
anything that you are ashamed to say.'

'No. The shame is all yours.'

'I take it upon myself, all of it; I ought never to have left you;
but that baseness followed only too naturally on the cowardice which
kept me from declaring our marriage when honour demanded it. I have
played a contemptible part in this story; don't refuse to help me
now that I am ready to behave more like a man. Put your hand in
mine, and let us be friends, if we mayn't be more.'

She sat irresponsive.

'You were a brave girl. You consented to my going away because it
seemed best, and I took advantage of your sincerity. Often enough
that last look of yours has reproached me. I wonder how I had the
heart to leave you alone.'

Nancy raised herself, and said coldly:

'It was what I might have expected. I had only my own folly to
thank. You behaved as most men would.'

This was a harder reproach than any yet. Tarrant winced under it. He
would much rather have been accused of abnormal villainy.

'And I was foolish,' continued Nancy, 'in more ways than you knew.
You feared I had told Jessica Morgan of our marriage, and you were
right; of course I denied it. She has been the cause of my worst

In rapid sentences she told the story of her successive
humiliations, recounted her sufferings at the hands of Jessica and
Beatrice and Samuel Barmby. When she ceased, there were tears in her

'Has Barmby been here again?' Tarrant asked sternly.

'Yes. He has been twice, and talked in just the same way, and I had
to sit still before him--'

'Has he said one word that--?'

'No, no,' she interrupted hastily. 'He's only a fool--not man
enough to--'

'That saves me trouble,' said Tarrant; 'I have only to treat him
like a fool. My poor darling, what vile torments you have endured!
And you pretend that you would rather live on this fellow's
interested generosity--for, of course, he hopes to be rewarded--
than throw the whole squalid entanglement behind you and be a free,
honest woman, even if a poor one?'

'I see no freedom.'

'You have lost all your love for me. Well, I can't complain of that.
But bear my name you shall, and be supported by me. I tell you that
it was never _possible_ for me actually to desert you and the little
one--never possible. I shirked a duty as long as I could; that's
all it comes to. I loafed and paltered until the want of a dinner
drove me into honesty. Try to forget it, dear Nancy. Try to forgive
me, my dearest!'

She was dry-eyed again, and his appeal seemed to have no power over
her emotions.

'You are forgetting,' she said practically, 'that I have lived on
money to which I had no right, and that I--or you--can be forced
to repay it.'

'Repaid it must be, whether demanded or not. Where does Barmby live?
Perhaps I could see him to-night.'

'What means have you of keeping us all alive?'

'Some of my work has been accepted here and there; but there's
something else I have in mind. I don't ask you to become a
poverty-stricken wife in the ordinary way. I can't afford to take a
house. I must put you, with the child, into as good lodgings as I
can hope to pay for, and work on by myself, just seeing you as often
as you will let me. Even if you were willing, it would be a mistake
for us to live together. For one thing, I couldn't work under such
conditions; for another, it would make you a slave. Tell me: are you
willing to undertake the care of the child, if nothing else is asked
of you?'

Nancy gave him a disdainful smile, a smile like those of her

'I'm not quite so feeble a creature as you think me.'

'You would rather have the child to yourself, than be living away
from him?'

'If you have made up your mind, why trouble to ask such questions?'

'Because I have no wish to force burdens upon you. You said just now
that you could see little prospect of freedom in such a life as I
have to offer you. I thought you perhaps meant that the care of the
child would--'

'I meant nothing,' Nancy broke in, with fretful impatience.

'Where is he--our boy?'

'At Dulwich. I told you that in my last letter.'

'Yes--yes. I thought you might have changed.'

'I couldn't have found a better, kinder woman. Can you guess how
many answers I had to the advertisement? Thirty-two.'

'Of course five-and-twenty of them took it for granted you would pay
so much a week and ask no questions. They would just not have
starved the baby,--unless you had hinted to them that you were
willing to pay a lump sum for a death-certificate, in which case the
affair would have been more or less skilfully managed.'

'Mary knew all about that. She came from Falmouth, and spent two
days in visiting people. I knew I could rely on her judgment. There
were only four or five people she cared to see at all, and of these
only one that seemed trustworthy.'

'To be sure. One out of two-and-thirty. A higher percentage than
would apply to mankind at large, I dare say. By-the-bye, I was
afraid you might have found a difficulty in registering the birth.'

'No. I went to the office myself, the morning that I was leaving
Falmouth, and the registrar evidently knew nothing about me. It
isn't such a small place that everybody living there is noticed and
talked of.'

'And Mary took the child straight to Dulwich?'

'Two days before I came,--so as to have the house ready for me.

'Perhaps it was unfortunate, Nancy, that you had so good a friend.
But for that, I should have suffered more uneasiness about you.'

She answered with energy:

'There is no husband in the world worth such a friend as Mary.'

At this Tarrant first smiled, then laughed. Nancy kept her lips
rigid. It happened that he again saw her face in exact profile, and
again it warmed the current of his blood.

'Some day you shall think better of that.'

She paid no attention. Watching her, he asked:

'What are you thinking of so earnestly?'

Her answer was delayed a little, but she said at length, with an
absent manner:

'Horace might lend me the money to pay back what I owe.'

'Your brother?--If he can afford it, there would be less objection
to that than to any other plan I can think of. But I must ask it
myself; you shall beg no more favours. I will ask it in your

'You will do nothing of the kind,' Nancy replied drily. 'If you
think to please me by humiliating yourself, you are very much
mistaken. And you mustn't imagine that I put myself into your hands
to be looked after as though I had no will of my own. With the past
you have nothing to do,--with _my_ past, at all events. Care for
the future as you like.'

'But I must see your guardians.'

'No. I won't have that.'

She stood up to emphasise her words.

'I must. It's the only way in which I can satisfy myself--'

'Then I refuse to take a step,' said Nancy. 'Leave all that to me,
and I will go to live where you please, and never grumble, however
poor I am. Interfere, and I will go on living as now, on Samuel
Barmby's generosity.'

There was no mistaking her resolution. Tarrant hesitated, and bit
his lip.

'How long, then, before you act?' he inquired abruptly.

'When my new home is found, I am ready to go there.'

'You will deal honestly with me? You will tell every one, and give
up everything not strictly yours?'

'I have done with lies,' said Nancy.

'Thank heaven, so have I!'

Part VI: A Virtue of Necessity


Upon the final tempest in De Crespigny Park there followed, for
Arthur Peachey, a calmer and happier season than he had ever known.
To have acted with stern resolve is always a satisfaction,
especially to the man conscious of weak good-nature, and condemned
for the most part to yield. In his cheap lodging at Clapham, Peachey
awoke each morning with a vague sense of joy, which became delight
as soon as he had collected his senses. He was a free man. No snarl
greeted him as he turned his head upon the pillow; he could lie and
meditate, could rise quietly when the moment sounded, could go
downstairs to a leisurely meal, cheered perhaps by a letter
reporting that all was well with his dear little son. Simple,
elementary pleasures, but how he savoured them after his years of
sordid bondage!

It was the blessedness of divorce, without squalid publicity. It was
the vast relief of widowerhood, without dreary memories of death and

In releasing himself from such companionship, the man felt as though
he had washed and become clean.

Innocent of scientific speculation, he had the misfortune about this
time to read in paper or magazine something on the subject of
heredity, the idle verbiage of some half-informed scribbler. It set
him anxiously thinking whether his son would develop the vices of
the mother's mind, and from that day he read all the printed chatter
regarding natural inheritance that he could lay his hands on. The
benefit he derived from this course of study was neither more nor
less than might have been expected; it supplied him with a new
trouble, which sometimes kept him wakeful. He could only resolve
that his boy should have the best education procurable for money, if
he starved himself in providing it.

He had begun to live with the utmost economy, and for a twofold
reason: the business of Messrs Ducker, Blunt & Co. threatened a
decline, and, this apart, he desired to get out of it, to obtain an
interest in some more honourable concern. For a long time it had
been known to him that the disinfectants manufactured by his firm
were far from trustworthy, and of late the complaints of purchasers
had become frequent. With the manufacturing department he had
nothing to do; he tried to think himself free from responsibility;
for, in spite of amiable qualities, he was a man of business, and
saw a great part of life through the commercial spectacles commonly
worn now-a-days. Nevertheless conscience unsettled him. One day he
heard his partners joking over the legislative omission by virtue of
which they were able to adulterate their disinfectants to any extent
without fear of penalty; their laughter grated upon him, and he got
out of the way. If he could lay aside a few thousands of pounds,
assuredly his connection with the affair should be terminated. So he
lived, for his own part, on a pound a week, and informed Ada through
his solicitor that she must be satisfied with a certain very
moderate allowance.

Mrs. Peachey naturally laid herself out to give every one as much
trouble as possible. Insulting post-cards showered upon her husband
at his place of business. After a few weeks she discovered his
lodging, and addressed the post-cards thither; but she made no
attempt at personal molestation. The loss of her child gave her not
the slightest concern, yet she determined to find out where the boy
was living. She remembered that Peachey had relatives at Canterbury,
and after a troublesome search succeeded in her purpose. An
interview with her husband's married sister proved so unsatisfactory
to Ada, that she had recourse to her familiar weapons, rage, insult,
and menace; with the result that she was forcibly removed, and made
a scandal in the quiet street.

Then she consulted men of law, and found one who encouraged her to
sue for restitution of conjugal rights. It came to nothing, however;
for in the meantime she was growing tired of her solitary existence,
--friends of course she had none,--and the spirit moved her to
try a change of tactics.

She wrote a long, long letter, penitent, tear-bestained. 'I have
behaved outrageously to you, dearest Arthur; I must have been mad to
say and do such things. The doctor tells me that my health has been
in a very bad state for a long time, and I really don't remember
half that has happened. You were quite right when you told me that I
should be better if I didn't live such an idle life, and I have
quite, quite made up my mind to be an industrious and a _good_
woman. All yesterday I spent in needlework and crying. Oh, the tears
that I have shed! My darling husband, what can I do to win your
forgiveness? Do consider how lonely I am in this house. Beatrice has
been horrid to me. If I said all I think about _her_, she wouldn't
like to hear it; but I am learning to control my tongue. She lives
alone in a flat, and has men to spend every evening with her; it's
disgraceful! And there's Fanny, who I am sure is leading an immoral
life abroad. Of course I shall never speak to her again. You were
quite right when you said my sisters were worthless.'--Peachey had
never permitted himself any such remark.--'I will have no one but
you, my dear, good, sweet husband.'

So on, over several pages. Reading it, the husband stood aghast at
this new revelation of female possibilities; at the end, he
hurriedly threw it into the fire, fearing, and with good reason,
that weakness in his own character to which the woman addressed

Every day for a week there arrived a replica of this epistle, and at
length he answered. It was the fatal concession. Though he wrote
with almost savage severity, Ada replied in terms of exuberant
gratitude. Oh, how delighted she was to see his dear handwriting
once more! How it reminded her of happy days, when they loved each
other so tenderly! Then came two strophes of a sentimental
drawing-room song, and lastly, an impassioned appeal to be allowed
to see her husband, were it only for five minutes.

Another week of such besieging, and the poor fellow's foolish heart
gave way. He would see the wretched woman, and tell her that, though
never could he consent to live with her again, he had no malicious
feeling, and was willing to be her friend at a distance. So, at six
o'clock one evening, behold him tremulously approaching the house in
De Crespigny Park,--tremulously, because he dreaded the assault
upon his emotions to which he so recklessly exposed himself. He was
admitted by a very young servant, in a very clean cap and apron.
Silence possessed the dwelling; he did not venture to tread with
natural step. He entered the drawing-room, and there, from amid a
heap of household linen which required the needle, rose the penitent
wife. Ostentatiously she drew from her finger a thimble, then
advanced with head bent.

'How kind of you, Arthur! How--how very--'

And she was dissolved in tears--so genuine, that they marked pale
rillets across the bloom of her cheeks.

About a month after that the furniture was removed from De Crespigny
Park to a much smaller house at Brixton, where Mr. and Mrs. Peachey
took up their abode together. A medical man shortly called, and Ada,
not without secret disgust, smilingly made known to her husband that
she must now be very careful of her health.

On one point only the man had held to a rational resolve; he would
not allow his little son to be brought back to London, away from the
home where he was happy and thriving. Out of mere self-will Ada
strove for a long time to overcome this decision; finding argument
and artifice of no avail, she dropped the matter. Peachey owed this
triumph largely to the firm commonsense of his sister, who plainly
refused to let the little fellow quit her care for that of such a
woman as he was unfortunate enough to call mother.

Christmas came, and with it an unanticipated call from Miss. Fanny
French, who said she had lately recovered from a serious illness in
Paris; the nature of her malady she did not specify; it had left her
haggard and thin, but by no means deficient in vivacity. She was
dressed with tawdry extravagance, wore a mass of false yellow hair,
had her eyebrows dyed black,--piquant contrast,--and her cheeks
and lips richly carmined. No veritable information as to her past
and present could be gleaned from the mixture of French and English
which she ceaselessly gabbled. She had come over for Christmas, that
was all; could not dream of returning to live in wretched England.
At Brussels and in Paris she had made hosts of friends, just the
right sort of people.

Ada told her all the news. Of most interest was that which related
to Nancy Lord. Only a month ago it had become known that Nancy was
married, and the mother of a child.

'The Barmbys found it out somehow,' Ada narrated. 'She was married
to a man called Tarrant, some one we never heard of, on the very day
of her father's death, and, of course, before she knew anything
about his will. Then, of course, it had to be kept dark, or she'd
lose all her money. Her husband hadn't a farthing. She supported
him, and they say he lived most of the time in her house. He's a
regular scamp, a drinking, betting fellow. Well, it all came out,
and the Barmbys turned her into the street at a moment's notice--
serve her right!'

Fanny shrieked with merriment.

'And what is she doing?'

'She went on her knees to Beatrice, and begged for a place at the
shop, if it was only a few shillings a week. Nice come-down for
Nancy Lord, wasn't it? Of course Beatrice sent her off with a flea
in her ear. I don't know where she's living, but I've heard that her
husband has gone to America, and left her to shift for herself, now
there's nothing more to be got out of her.'

For supplementary details of this racy narrative, Fanny sought out
Beatrice; but to her astonishment and annoyance Beatrice would tell
nothing. The elder sister urged Fanny to give an account of herself,
and used some very plain speech of the admonitory kind.

'What has become of that jackanapes, Horace Lord?' asked Fanny,
after a contemptuous remark about 'sermons.'

'I don't know. The question is, what's going to become of _you_?'

Whereupon the girl grew vituperative in two languages, and made off.
Her relatives saw no more of her for a long time.

To Mrs. Peachey was born a daughter. Naturally, the months preceding
this event had been, for her husband, a renewal of martyrdom; his
one supporting solace lay in the thought of the little lad at
Canterbury. All the old troubles were revived; from morning to night
the house rang with brawls between mistress and servants; in the
paroxysms favoured by her physical condition, Ada behaved like a
candidate for Bedlam, and more than once obliged her husband to seek
temporary peace in lodgings. He left home at eight o'clock every
morning, and returned as late as possible. The necessity of passing
long evenings made him haunt places of entertainment, and he
sometimes had recourse to drink,--he by nature the soberest of
men,--in fear of what awaited him on his tardy appearance at
Brixton. A month after Ada's confinement he once more acted a sane
part, and announced by letter that he would die rather than continue
living with his wife. As it was fine autumn weather he went down to
a seaside place, where his Canterbury relatives and the little boy
joined him for a holiday of several weeks. Again Ada was to receive
an allowance. She despatched a few very virulent post-cards, but
presently grew quiet, and appeared to accept the situation.

In early winter Fanny French came over to England. She had again
been ill, and this time with results obviously graver. Her first
call was upon Beatrice, who still occupied the flat at Brixton, and
here she unbosomed herself of a dolorous story. All her money had
vanished; stolen, most of it, Fanny declared; she was without
resources, and, as any one could see, in a wretched state of health.
Would Beatrice have compassion on her? Would she lend her money till
she was well enough to 'look round'?

Miss. French at once took the girl into her own home, and had her
looked after. Fanny coughed in an alarming way; the doctor, speaking
privately with Beatrice, made an unpleasant report; was it possible
to send the patient to a mild climate for the winter months? Yes,
Miss. French could manage that, and would. A suitable attendant
having been procured, Fanny was despatched to Bournemouth, whence,
in a day or two, she wrote to her sister thus:

'You've been awfully kind to me, and I shan't forget it when I'm
well again. Feel a good deal fitter already. Dullish place this, but
I've got to put up with it. I've had a letter from Ada. If you see
her, tell her she's a beast, and I wish Arthur would wring her
scraggy neck. She says it's all my own fault; wait till I'm back
again, and I'll pay her a call. My own fault indeed! It seems to me
I'm very much to be pitied.'

Walking one day along the sea-front by herself, Fanny observed a
young man's figure a few paces in advance of her, which seemed to
awaken recollections. Presently the young man turned and showed,
beyond doubt, the countenance of Horace Lord. He met her eyes, gave
a doubtful, troubled look, and was going past when Fanny accosted

'Well, don't you know me?'

'Why, it _is_--it really _is_! How glad I am to see you! But what
on earth are you doing here?'

'Amusing myself--_comme vous voyez_; and you?'

'Oh, doing the same.'

They had shaken hands, and were sauntering on together.

'Anything wrong with your health?' Fanny asked, scrutinising the
pale thin face, with its touch of warmth on the cheeks.

'Oh, I've had a bit of a cold; nothing to speak of. You been out of

'A little run down. Over-study, they say.'

Horace looked his surprise.

'Why, I didn't know you went in for that kind of thing.'

'Didn't you? I've been studying abroad for a long time. Thinking of
taking a place as French teacher in some tip-top high school.'

'I am very glad to hear it. Capital idea. Sure I hope you'll be

'Thanks awf'ly. Tell me something about yourself. Why, it's two
years since we saw each other, isn't it? Are you married yet?'

Horace smiled and coloured.

'No, no--not yet. I'm in business with Luckworth Crewe,--sort of
sleeping partner just now.'

'Are you really? And how's your sister?'

The young man bent his brows uncomfortably.

'Don't you know anything about her?' he asked.

'I've heard she's married.'

'Yes, a man called Tarrant. Very clever fellow; he writes for the
papers.--I say, Miss. French, I generally have a glass of wine and
a biscuit, at the confectioner's, about this time. Will you give me
the pleasure of your company?'

'_Charmee_, _Monsieur_! I generally go in for the same kind of

So they repaired to the cake-shop, and sat talking for half-an-hour
of trifles which made them laugh.

'And you really didn't know me?' said Fanny, when her glass of wine
was finished. 'Have I changed so much?'

'A good deal. Not for the worse, oh dear no!'

The girl giggled.

'Well, I don't mind saying that _you_ have changed a good deal for
the better.'

Horace flushed at the compliment.

'I'm much older,' he answered with a sigh, as though the years of a
sexagenarian weighed upon him.

'That's just what I like in you. You're so much more of a man. Don't
be offended.'

They went forth again into the sunshine. At the door both coughed,
and both pretended that it wasn't a cough at all, but a voluntary
little hem.


Mrs. Damerel was younger than ever. She had spent October abroad,
with her friends Mrs. and Miss. Chittle, and the greater part of
November at Brighton, with other friends. Back in town she
established herself at one of the various boarding-houses honoured
by her patronage, and prepared to enjoy the social life of winter.

Half a year ago an unwonted depression had troubled her serene
existence. At the close of the London season she seemed weary and
spiritless, very unlike herself; having no invitation for the next
two months, she withdrew to Whitsand, and there spent some cheerless

Whitsand was the as yet unfashionable seaside place which had
attracted the speculative eye of Luckworth Crewe. For the past two
years he had been trying to inspire certain men of capital with his
own faith in the possibilities of Whitsand; he owned a share in the
new hotel just opened; whenever his manifold affairs allowed him a
day's holiday, he spent it at Whitsand, pacing the small esplanade,
and meditating improvements. That these 'improvements' signified the
conversion of a pretty little old-world spot into a hideous brand
new resort of noisy hordes, in no degree troubled Mr. Crewe's
conscience. For his own part, he could appreciate the charms of
Whitsand as it stood; he was by no means insensible to natural
beauty and the ancient peace which so contrasted with his life of
every day; but first and foremost in his mind came the necessity of
making money; and to fill his pockets he would no more hesitate
about destroying the loveliest spot on earth, than the starving
hunter would stay his hand out of admiration for bird or beast.

It was with much delight that he heard of Mrs. Damerel's retreat to
Whitsand. To the note in which she acquainted him with her arrival
there he replied effusively. 'The patronage of a few really
fashionable people, such as yourself, would soon do wonders. We must
have a special paragraph in the local paper, drawing attention to
your being there'--and so on. An answer by return of post rather
disappointed him. On no account, wrote Mrs. Damerel, must her name be
specially mentioned in the paper. She had taken very simple
lodgings, very inexpensive, and wished to live as quietly as
possible. But, after seeing the place, she quite agreed with Mr
Crewe that it had a future, and if he could run down some day,
whilst she was here, it would give her great pleasure to hear his
projects explained on the spot.

Crewe ran down. In speaking of Mrs. Damerel as a 'really fashionable'
person, he used no insincerity; from their first meeting he had seen
in this lady his ideal of social distinction; she was, in fact, the
only woman of skilfully pretentious demeanour with whom he had ever
spoken. Her distant likeness to Nancy Lord interested and attracted
him; her suave superiority awed his conscious roughness; she seemed
to him exquisitely gracious, wonderfully sweet. And as, little by
little, he attained the right to think of her almost as a friend,
his humble admiration became blended with feelings he took
particular care not to betray, lest he should expose himself to
ridicule. That her age exceeded his own by some years he was of
course aware, but this fact soon dropped out of his mind, and never
returned to it. Not only did he think Mrs. Damerel a type of
aristocratic beauty, he saw in her countenance all the freshness and
the promise of youth.

The slight mystery attaching to her position only increased his
susceptibility to her charms. It seemed to him very probable that
she had but a moderate income; perhaps she was not free from
anxieties on that score. But such a woman would of course marry
again, and marry well. The thought grew troublesome, and presently
accounted for ebullitions of wrath, accompanied by more than usually
vigorous language, when business matters went wrong.

At Whitsand, Mrs. Damerel showed herself more than ever sweetly
affable. The season, she said, had been rather too much for her; she
must take care of her health; besides--and her smile played upon
Crewe's pulses--there were troubles, cares, of which she could not
speak _even_ to so valued a friend.

'I'm afraid you're anxious about your nephew,' murmured the man of
business; though at the same time he suspected other things, for the
lodgings in which he found Mrs. Damerel were certainly modest.

'Yes, I trouble a good deal about him. If only dear Horace would be
reconciled to me. It seems such a long, long time. You know that we
have corresponded, but he refuses to see me. It pains me deeply, Mr

And, after a silence:

'There's a special reason why I wish he would be friends with me,--
a reason that concerns his own future. Why should I not tell you? I
am sure you will respect my confidence.--He will very soon become
independent, and then I do so fear he may make a foolish marriage.
Yet all the time there is a chance waiting for him which would
establish his fortune and his happiness for life. Did he ever speak
to you of Miss. Chittle?'

'I don't remember the name.'

'Such a dear, sweet girl, and with really large means. He was
introduced to her during the happy time when we saw so much of each
other, and she at once became interested in him. Her dear mother
assured me of it. She is a very shy, retiring girl, and has refused
many offers, before and since then. Isn't it a pity? But I am losing
all hope, and I so fear he may have formed some other attachment.'

Crewe went back to London resolved that Horace Lord should no longer
'play the fool.' And he was successful. Horace had all but lost his
resentment against Mrs. Damerel; he kept aloof out of stubborn
conceit--it had not dignity enough to be called pride; the same
feeling that still estranged him from Nancy, though he would gladly
have welcomed his sister's offer of affection. Persuaded, or
commanded, by Luckworth Crewe, he took the train to Whitsand, and
remained there for several days. Mrs. Damerel wrote her friend in
Farringdon Street a letter of gratitude, which acted upon him like
champagne. In a postscript she said: 'Mrs. Chittle and her daughter
have consented to come here for a week or two. They will take rooms
at the Imperial.'

Before the end of September, Horace Lord was engaged to Winifred

Two years had made very little change in Miss. Chittle's appearance.
She was still colourless and abnormally shy, still had the look of
one who sheds secret tears, and her repugnance to Society had, if
possible, increased. Horace thought her pretty, was impressed by her
extreme gentleness and refinement, but she obtained no power over
his emotions such as that formerly exercised by Fanny French. It
struck him, too, as a very strange thing, that a young lady with a
large fortune should be willing to marry a man of his social
insignificance. 'My dear,' said Mrs. Damerel, 'it was a case of love
at first sight.' But Horace, who had gained some experience of life,
could not believe this. He wooed, and won; yet even when Winifred
accepted him, he felt that she did it under some constraint. Her
pale face declared no happiness.

Had she chosen, Mrs. Damerel could have explained the mystery. She
knew that, several years ago, Winifred's name had been blighted by a
scandal, and that the girl's shrinking from every proposal of
marriage was due, in part perhaps, to the memory of love betrayed,
in part to a sense of honour, and to the suspicion that men, knowing
her disgrace, condoned it for the sake of her wealth. Interest made
Mrs. Damerel generous; she admitted every excuse for Winifred, and
persuaded herself that in procuring Horace such a wife she was doing
him only a nominal wrong. The young people could live apart from
that corner of Society in which Miss. Chittle's name gave occasion to
smiles or looks of perfunctory censure. If Winifred, after marriage,
chose to make confession, why, that was her own affair, and Horace
would be wise enough, all advantages considered, to take the matter

That was the view of a practical-minded observer. To read Winifred
perfectly, there needed a much more subtle and sympathetic
intelligence. The girl had, in truth, conceived a liking for Horace
Lord, and it grew stronger when she learnt that neither by birth nor
present circumstances did he belong to her own world. To please her
mother she was willing to take a husband, but the husband must be of
her own choice. She wished to enter upon a wholly new life, remote
from the social conditions which of late years had crushed her
spirit. From the men who had hitherto approached her, she shrank in
fear. Horace Lord, good-looking and not uneducated, yet so far from
formidable, suggested a new hope; even though he might be actuated
by the ordinary motives, she discerned in him a softness, a
pliability of nature, which would harmonise with her own timid
disposition. To the thought of deceiving him on the subject of her
past, she was reconciled by a resolve to make his happiness the sole
object of her existence in the future. Horace was amiability itself,
and seemed, if not to love her ardently (which, perhaps, she did not
even desire), at least to regard her with an increasing affection.

Nothing was said about the condition of the prospective bridegroom's
health, though Horace had confided to Mrs. Damerel that he suffered
from a troublesome cough, accompanied now and then by an alarming
symptom. In her boundless exultation at the end achieved, Mrs.
Damerel made light of this complaint. Horace was not free to marry
until nearly the end of the year; for, though money would henceforth
be no matter of anxiety, he might as well secure the small
inheritance presently due to him. November and December he should
spend at Bournemouth under the best medical care, and after that, if
needful, his wife would go with him to Madeira or some such place.

No wonder Mrs. Damerel could think of nothing but the great fact that
Horace had secured a fortune. Her own resources were coming to an
end, and but for the certainty that Horace would not grudge her an
ample provision, she must at this moment have been racking her
brains (even as through the summer) for help against the evil that
drew near. Constitutional lightness of heart had enabled her to
enjoy life on a steadily, and rapidly, diminishing fund. There had
been hope in Nancy's direction, as well as in her brother's; but the
disclosure of Nancy's marriage, and Horace's persistency in
unfriendliness, brought Mrs. Damerel to a sense of peril. One offer
of marriage she had received and declined; it came from a man of
advanced years and small property. Another offer she might, or
thought she might, at any moment provoke; but only in direst
extremity could she think of bestowing her hand upon Luckworth
Crewe. Crewe was in love with her, an amusing fact in itself, and
especially so in regard to his former relations with Nancy Lord. He
might become a wealthy man; on the other hand, he might not; and in
any case he was a plebeian.

All such miseries were now dismissed from her mind. She went abroad
with the Chittles, enjoyed herself at Brighton, and came home to
prepare for Horace's wedding, Horace himself being at Bournemouth.
After her letter of gratitude to Crewe she had ceased to correspond
with him; she did not trouble to acquaint him with Horace's
engagement; and when Crewe, having heard the news from his partner,
ventured to send her a letter of congratulation, Mrs. Damerel replied
in two or three very civil but cold sentences. Back in London, she
did not invite the man of projects to call upon her. The status she
had lost when fears beset her must now be recovered. Let Crewe
cherish a passion for her if he liked, but let him understand that
social reasons made it laughably hopeless.

Horace was to come up to London in the third week of December, and
to be married on New Year's Day; the honeymoon would be spent at
Ventnor, or somewhere thereabout. Afraid to lose sight of her
relative for more than a week or two, Mrs. Damerel had already been
twice to Bournemouth, and now she decided to go for a third time,
just to talk quietly over the forthcoming event, and, whether Horace
broached the subject or not, to apprise him of the straits into
which she was drifting. Unannounced by letter, she reached
Bournemouth early in the afternoon, and went straight to Horace's
lodgings. The young man had just finished luncheon, and, all things
considered, including the fact that it was a remarkably bright and
warm day for the time of year, he might have been expected to
welcome Mrs. Damerel cheerfully. Yet on seeing her his countenance
fell; he betrayed an embarrassment which the lady noted with anxious

'Aren't you glad to see me, dear boy?' she began, with a kiss upon
his cheek.

'Yes--oh yes. I never dreamt of your appearing just now, that was

'I couldn't resist the temptation. Such a morning in London! Almost
as fine as it is here. And how is your cough?'

Even as she made the inquiry, he answered it by coughing very badly.

'I don't think this place suits you, Horace,' said Mrs. Damerel
gravely. 'You're not imprudent, I hope? Don't go out after dark?'

Oh, it was nothing, Horace maintained; for several days he had
hardly coughed at all. But with every word he uttered, Mrs. Damerel
became more convinced of something unusual in his state of mind; he
could not keep still, and, in trying to put himself at ease, assumed
strange postures.

'When did you hear from Winifred?' she asked.

'Yesterday--no, the day before.'

He shrank from her scrutiny, and an expression of annoyance began to
disturb his features. Mrs. Damerel knew well enough the significance
of that particular look; it meant the irritation of his self-will,
the summoning of forces to resist something he disliked.

'There has been no difference between you, I hope?'

'No--oh no,' Horace replied, wriggling under her look.

At that moment a servant opened the door.

'Two ladies have called in a carriage, sir, and would like to see

'I'll go down. Excuse me for a moment, aunt.'

'Who are they, Horace?' asked Mrs. Damerel, rising with an
ill-concealed look of dismay.

'Some friends I have made here. I'll just go and speak to them.'

He hurried away. No sooner was he gone than Mrs. Damerel sprang to
the window, where she could look down upon the carriage standing
before the house; it was open, and in it sat two ladies, one
middle-aged, the other much younger. To her vexation she could not,
from this distance, clearly discern their faces; but on glancing
rapidly round the room, she saw Horace's little binocular. An
instant brought it into focus upon the carriage, and what she then
saw gave Mrs. Damerel such a shock, that an exclamation escaped her.
Still she gazed through the glasses, and only turned away when the
vehicle drove on.

Horace came up flushed and panting.

'It's all right. They wanted me to go for a drive, but I explained--'

He saw the binocular in Mrs. Damerel's hand, and at the same moment
read detection on her countenance. She gazed at him; he answered the
look with lowering challenge.

'Horace, that was Fanny French.'

'So it was, aunt.'

'What is going on between you?'

The young man took a seat on the edge of the table, and swung his
leg. He looked suddenly obstinate.

'We met by accident--here--the other day.'

'How can I believe that, Horace?' said Mrs. Damerel, in a voice of
soft reproach. And she drew near to him. 'Be truthful with me, dear.
Do tell me the truth!--Is she anything to you?'

'I have told you the truth, aunt. She came here, as I have done, for
her health. I haven't seen her for two years.'

'And you don't wish to renew acquaintance with her,--I'm sure you

He looked away, and said nothing.

'My dear, do you know her character?'

'What about her?'

The tone was startling, but Mrs. Damerel kept firm, though agitated.

'She has led the most disgraceful life. I heard about her half a
year after she ran away, but of course I wouldn't tell you such
painful things.'

Horace reddened with anger.

'And who is to blame for it?' he cried passionately. 'Who drove her
to it?'

'Oh, don't, don't come back to that again, Horace!' pleaded the
other. 'How can any one drive a girl into a life of scandalous
immorality? It was in herself, dear. She took to it naturally, as so
many women do. Remember that letter she wrote from Brussels, which I
sent you a copy of--'

'It was a forgery!' thundered Horace. 'I have asked her. She says
she never wrote any such letter.'

'Then she lies, as such creatures always do.'

Bitterness of apprehension overcame Mrs. Damerel's prudence. With
flashing eyes, she faced the young man and dared his wrath. As they
stood thus, the two were astonishingly like each other, from
forehead to chin.

'It's no use, I'm not going to quarrel with you, aunt. Think what
you like of Miss. French, _I_ know the truth about her.'

He slipped from the table, and moved away.

'I will say no more, Horace. You are independent, and must have your
own acquaintances. But after you are married--'

The other voice interrupted.

'I had better tell you at once. I shall not marry Miss. Chittle. I am
going to write this afternoon to break it off.'

Mrs. Damerel went pale, and stood motionless.

'Horace, you can't be so wicked as that!'

'It's better,' he pursued recklessly, 'to break it off now, than to
marry her and make her miserable. I don't love her, and I have never
really thought I did. I was going to marry her only for her money.
Why she wants to marry me, I don't know. There's something wrong;
she doesn't really care for me.'

'She does! I assure you she does!'

'Then I can't help it.'

Mrs. Damerel went close to him, and touched his arm.

'My dear,'--her voice was so low that it seemed terror-stricken,
--'you don't mean to marry--any one else?'

He drew apart, she followed him.

'Oh, that would be terrible! What can I say to open your eyes and
show you what you are doing? Horace, have you no sense of honour?
Can you find it in your heart to cast off a girl who loves you, and
thinks that in so short a time she will be your wife?'

'This again is your fault,' he replied, with a violence which proved
the conflict of emotions in him. 'But for you, I should never have
proposed to Winifred--never dreamt of such a thing. What do I want
with her money? I have enough of my own, and I shall make more in
business. Why have you driven me into this? Did you expect to get
some profit out of it?'

The blow struck home, and Mrs. Damerel flinched.

'I had your happiness in view, my dear.'

'My happiness! that's your view of things; that's why I couldn't
really like you, from the first. You think of nothing but money. Why
you objected to Fanny French at first was because you wished me to
marry some one richer. I don't thank you for that kind of happiness;
I had rather marry a woman I can love.'

'And you can love such a creature as that?'

Again she lost her self-command; the mere thought of Fanny's
possible triumph exasperated her.

'I won't hear her abused,' cried Horace, with answering passion.
'You are the last person who ought to do it. Comparing her and you,
I can't help saying--'

An exclamation of pain checked his random words; he looked at Mrs.
Damerel, and saw her features wrung with anguish.

'You mustn't speak to me like that!' Once more she approached him.
'If you only knew--I can't bear it--I've always been a worldly
woman, but you are breaking my heart, Horace! My dear, my dear, if
only out of pity for me--'

'Why should I pity you?' he cried impatiently.

'Because--Horace--give me your hand, dear; let me tell you
something.--I am your mother.'

She sobbed and choked, clinging to his arm, resting her forehead
against it. The young man, stricken with amazement, stared at her,

'I am your own mother, dear,' she went on, in a quivering voice.
'Your mother and Nancy's. And neither of you can love me.'

'How can that be?' Horace asked, with genuine perplexity. 'How could
you have married some one else?'

She passed an arm about his neck, and hid her face against him.

'I left your father--and he made me free to marry again.'

'You were divorced?'

Horace did not mean to speak brutally; in his wonderment he merely
pressed for a complete explanation. The answer was a sob, and for
some moments neither of them spoke. Then the mother, her face still
hidden, went on in a thick voice:

'I married because I was poor--for no other reason--and then
came the temptation. I behaved wickedly, I deserted my little
children. Don't revenge yourself upon me now, darling! If only I
could have told you this before--I did so want to, but I was
afraid. I had to conceal half my love for you. You can't imagine how
I have suffered from your anger, and from Nancy's coldness. You
don't know me; I have never been able to let you see what I really
think and feel. I am worldly; I can't live without luxuries and
society and amusements; but I love you, my dear son, and it will
break my heart if you ruin yourself. It's true I thought of
Winifred's money, but she is very fond of you, Horace; her mother
has told me she is. And it was because of my own position. I have
spent nearly all my husband left me; it wasn't enough to supply me
with an income; I could only hope that something--that you, dear,
would forgive your poor mother, and help her. If you cast me off,
what shall I do?'

There was a silence. Then the young man spoke gravely:

'You are welcome, mother, to half my income. But you must leave me
free to marry as I like.'

'Then I can't take a penny from you,' she answered, weeping. 'If you
ruin yourself, you ruin me as well.'

'The ruin would come if I married Winifred. I love Fanny; I love her
with all my heart and soul, and have never ceased to love her. Tell
me what you like about her, it will make no difference.'

A fit of violent coughing stopped his speech; he turned away, and
stood by the window, holding his handkerchief to his mouth.

Mrs. Damerel sank upon a chair in mute misery.


Below the hill at Harrow, in a byway which has no charm but that of
quietness, stands a row of small plain houses, built not long ago,
yet at a time when small houses were constructed with some regard
for soundness and durability. Each contains six rooms, has a little
strip of garden in the rear, and is, or was in 1889, let at a rent
of six-and-twenty pounds. The house at the far end of the row (as
the inhabitants described it) was then tenanted by Mary Woodruff,
and with her, as a lodger, lived Mrs. Tarrant.

As a lodger, seeing that she paid a specified weekly sum for her
shelter and maintenance; in no other respect could the wretched
title apply to her. To occupy furnished lodgings, is to live in a
house owned and ruled by servants; the least tolerable status known
to civilisation. From her long experience at Falmouth, Nancy knew
enough of the petty miseries attendant upon that condition to think
of it with dread when the stress of heroic crisis compelled her
speedy departure from the old home. It is seldom that heroic crisis
bears the precise consequence presumed by the actors in it; supreme
moments are wont to result in some form of compromise. So Nancy,
prepared to go forth into the wilderness of landladies, babe in arm,
found that so dreary a self-sacrifice neither was exacted of her,
nor would indeed be permitted; she had to reckon with Mary Woodruff.
Mary, thanks to her old master, enjoyed an income more than
sufficient to her needs; if Nancy must needs go into lodgings,--
inevitable, perhaps, as matters stood,--her friend was ready with
kind and practical suggestion; to wit, that she should take and
furnish a house for herself, and place a portion of it at Mrs.
Tarrant's disposal. To this even Tarrant could offer no objection;
he stipulated only that his wife should find a temporary refuge from
the home she had occupied on false pretences until Mary had her new
house in readiness. This was managed without difficulty. Nancy went
to Dulwich, and for several weeks dwelt with the honest woman who
took care of her child.

Of the dealings between Nancy and her legal guardians Tarrant
learned nothing, save the bare fact that her marriage was avowed,
and all benefit under her father's will renounced. He did not visit
the house at Dulwich, and only saw his child after the removal to
Harrow. On this occasion he asked Nancy what arrangements had been
made concerning the money that must be reimbursed to the Messrs
Barmby; she replied that justice would be done, but the affair was
hers alone, and to her must be left.

Tarrant himself suggested the neighbourhood of Harrow for Nancy's
abode. It united the conditions of being remote from Camberwell, of
lying beyond the great smoke-area, and of permitting him, poor as he
was, to visit his wife whenever he thought fit.

In December, Nancy had lived thus for all but a twelvemonth, seeing
the while none of her old acquaintances, and with very little news
from her old world. What she heard came through Horace, who, after
learning with astonishment the secret in his sister's life, came by
degrees to something like the old terms of affection with her, and
went over to Harrow pretty frequently. Of his engagement to Winifred
Chittle he at once informed Nancy, who tried to be glad of it, but
could have little faith in anything traceable to the influence of
Mrs. Damerel. With that lady the Harrow household had no direct
communication; Tarrant had written to her on the night of crisis,
civilly requesting her to keep aloof, as her advice and assistance
were m nowise needed. She answered him with good temper, and wrote
kindly to Nancy; after that, silence on both sides.

It wanted a few days to Christmas; with nightfall had come a roaring
wind and sleety rain; the house-door was locked; within, lamps and
fires burned cheerily. At half-past six, Nancy--she occupied the
two front rooms--sat in her parlour, resting after the exertion of
putting her son to bed. To judge from her countenance, she was well
and happy. The furniture about her aimed at nothing but homely
comfort; the pictures and books, being beyond dispute her own, had
come from Grove Lane.

Save when Tarrant was here, Nancy and Mary of course lived like
friends who share a house, eating together and generally sitting
together. During an hour or two each day the younger woman desired
solitude, for a reason understood by her companion, who then looked
after the baby. This present evening Nancy had proposed to spend
alone; but, after sitting idly for a few minutes, she opened the
door and called Mary--just then occupied in teaching a young
servant how to iron.

'I shall not write, after all,' she said, when her friend came. 'I'm
too tired. Bring your sewing, or your book, here.'

Mary was never talkative; Nancy kept a longer silence than usual.

'How,' she exclaimed at length, 'do poor women with a lot of
children manage? It really is a mystery to me. Here am I with one
baby, and with the constant help of two people; yet he tires me out.
Not a troublesome baby, either; healthy and good-tempered. Yet the
thought and anxiety and downright hard labour for a good twelve
hours out of the twenty-four! I feel that a second child would be
too much for me.'

She laughed, but looked seriously for the reply.

'Poor mothers,' said Mary, 'can't give the same care to their
children that you give to baby. The little ones grow up, or they
don't grow up--that's what it comes to.'

'Yes; that is to say, only the fit survive. A very good thing--
when other people's children are in question. But I should kill
myself in taking care of them, if I had a large family.'

'I have known mothers who did,' Mary remarked.

'It comes to this. Nature doesn't intend a married woman to be
anything _but_ a married woman. In the natural state of things, she
must either be the slave of husband and children, or defy her duty.
She can have no time to herself, no thoughts for herself. It's a
hard saying, but who can doubt that it is Nature's law? I should
like to revolt against it, yet I feel revolt to be silly. One might
as well'I revolt against being born a woman instead of a man.'

Mary reflected, but held her peace.

'Then comes in money,' pursued Nancy, 'and that alters the state of
the case at once. The wife with money says to people: Come here, and
be my slaves. Toil for me, whilst I am enjoying myself in ways that
Dame Nature wouldn't allow. I want to read, to play music, to see my
friends, to see the world. Unless you will slave for me, I can't
budge from nursery and kitchen.--Isn't it a queer thing?'

The less sophisticated woman had a difficulty in catching Nancy's
point of view. She began to argue that domestic service was no

'But it _comes_ to that,' Nancy insisted. 'And what I mean is, that
the thought has made me far more contented than I was at first.
After all, one can put up with a great deal, if you feel you're
obeying a law of Nature. Now, I have brains, and I should like to
use them; but Nature says that's not so important as bringing up the
little child to whom I have given life. One thought that troubles me
is, that every generation of women is sacrificed to the generation
that follows; and of course that's why women are so inferior to men.
But then again, Nature says that women are born _only_ to be
sacrificed. I always come round to that. I don't like it, but I am
bound to believe it.'

'Children grow up,' said Mary, 'and then mothers are free.'

'Free to do what? To think of what they _might_ have done in the
best years of their life.'

It was not said discontentedly; Nancy's mood seemed to be singularly
calm and philosophical. She propped her chin on her hand, and gazed
at the fire.

'Well,' remarked Mary, with a smile, 'you, at all events, are not
one of the poorest women. All seems to be going well, and you will
be able, I am sure, to get all the help you need.'

'Perhaps. But I shall never feel quiet in my conscience. I shall
feel as if I had defeated Nature by a trick, and fear that she'll
somehow be revenged on me.'

This was quite beyond Mary's scope of thought, and she frankly said

'One thing I'm quite sure of, Nancy,' she added, 'and that is, that
education makes life very much harder to live. That's why I don't
hold with educating the poor--not beyond reading and writing.
Without education, life is very plain, though it may be a struggle.
But from what I have seen of highly-taught people, I'm very sure
they suffer worse in their minds than the poor ever do in their

Nancy interrupted her.

'Hush! Was that baby?'

'Only the wind, I think.'

Not content, Nancy went to the foot of the stairs. Whilst she stood
there listening, Mary came out, and said in a low voice:

'There's a tap at the window.'

'No!--You must have been mistaken.'

'I'm sure it was a tap on the glass.'

She withdrew to the back sitting-room, and Nancy, with quick step,
went to open the house-door. A great gust of wind forced it against
her as soon as she turned the handle; standing firm, she peeped into

'Any one there?'

'No enemy but winter and rough weather,' chanted a familiar voice.

'Why, what brings you here, frightening lone women at this time of
night? Shut and lock the door for me. The house will be blown out of
the windows.'

Nancy retreated to her parlour, and stood there in an attitude of
joyous expectation. Without hurry Tarrant hung up his coat and hat
in the passage, then came forward, wiping rain from his moustache.
Their eyes met in a smile, frank and confident.

'Why have you come, Lionel?'

'No reason in particular. The fancy took me. Am I unwelcome?'

For answer, his wife's arms were thrown about him. A lovers'
meeting, with more of tenderness, and scarcely less of warmth, than
when Nancy knocked at the door in Staple Inn.

'Are you hungry?'

'Only for what you have given me.'

'Some tea, then, after that wretched journey.'

'No. How's the boy?'

He drew her upon his knee, and listened laughingly whilst the newest
marvels of babyhood were laughingly related.

'Anything from Horace?'

'Not a word. He must be in London now; I shall write tomorrow.'

Tarrant nodded carelessly. He had the smallest interest in his
wife's brother, but could not help satisfaction in the thought that
Horace was to be reputably, and even brilliantly, married. From all
he knew of Horace, the probability had seemed that his marriage
would be some culmination of folly.

'I think you have something to tell me,' Nancy said presently, when
her hand had been fondled for a minute or two.

'Nothing much, but good as far as it goes. Bunbury has asked me to
write him an article every week for the first six months of '90.
Column and a half, at two guineas a column.'

'Three guineas a week.'

'O rare head!'

'So there's no anxiety for the first half of next year, at all
events,' said Nancy, with a sigh of relief.

'I think I can count on a margin of fifty pounds or so by midsummer
--towards the debt, of course.'

Nancy bit her lip in vexation, but neither made nor wished to make
any protest. Only a week or two ago, since entering upon his
patrimony, Horace Lord had advanced the sum necessary to repay what
Nancy owed to the Barmbys. However rich Horace was going to be, this
debt to him must be cancelled. On that, as on most other points,
Tarrant and his wife held a firm agreement of opinion. Yet they
wanted money; the past year had been a time of struggle to make ends
meet. Neither was naturally disposed to asceticism, and if they did
not grumble it was only because grumbling would have been

'Did you dine with the great people on Thursday?' Nancy asked.

'Yes, and rather enjoyed it. There were one or two clever women.'

'Been anywhere else?'

'An hour at a smoking-concert the other evening. Pippit, the actor,
was there, and recited a piece much better than I ever heard him
speak anything on the stage. They told me he was drunk; very
possibly that accounted for it.'

To a number of such details Nancy listened quietly, with bent head.
She had learned to put absolute faith in all that Tarrant told her
of his quasi-bachelor life; she suspected no concealment; but the
monotony of her own days lay heavy upon her whilst he talked.

'Won't you smoke?' she asked, rising from his knee to fetch the pipe
and tobacco-jar kept for him upon a shelf. Slippers also she brought
him, and would have unlaced his muddy boots had Tarrant permitted
it. When he presented a picture of masculine comfort, Nancy, sitting
opposite, cautiously approached a subject of which as yet there had
been no word between them.

'Oughtn't you to get more comfortable lodgings?'

'Oh, I do very well. I'm accustomed to the place, and I like the

He had kept his room in Great College Street, though often obliged
to scant his meals as the weekly rent-day approached.

'Don't you think we might make some better--some more economical


Nancy took courage, and spoke her thoughts.

'It's more expensive to live separately than if we were together.'

Tarrant seemed to give the point his impartial consideration.

'H'm--no, I think not. Certainly not, with our present
arrangements. And even if it were we pay for your comfort, and my

'Couldn't you have as much liberty if we were living under the same
roof? Of course I know that you couldn't live out here; it would put
a stop to your work at once. But suppose we moved. Mary might take a
rather larger house--it needn't be much larger--in a part
convenient for you. We should be able to pay her enough to set off
against her increased expenses.'

Smoking calmly, Tarrant shook his head.

'Impracticable. Do you mean that this place is too dull for you?'

'It isn't lively, but I wasn't thinking of the place. If _you_ lived
here, it would be all I should wish.'

'That sounds so prettily from your lips, Nancy, that I'm half
ashamed to contradict it. But the truth is that you can only say
such things because we live apart. Don't deceive yourself. With a
little more money, this life of ours would be as nearly perfect as
married life ever can be.'

Nancy remembered a previous occasion when he spoke to the same
purpose. But it was in the time she did not like to think of, and in
spite of herself the recollection troubled her.

'You must have more variety,' he added. 'Next year you shall come
into town much oftener--'

'I'm not thinking of that. I always like going anywhere with you;
but I have plenty of occupations and pleasures at home.--I think
we ought to be under the same roof.'

'Ought? Because Mrs. Tomkins would cry _haro_! if her husband the
greengrocer wasn't at her elbow day and night?'

'Have more patience with me. I didn't mean _ought_ in the vulgar
sense--I have as little respect for Mrs. Tomkins as you have. I
don't want to interfere with your liberty for a moment; indeed it
would be very foolish, for I know that it would make you detest me.
But I so often want to speak to you--and--and then, I can't
quite feel that you acknowledge me as your wife so long as I am

Tarrant nodded.

'I quite understand. The social difficulty. Well, there's no doubt
it is a difficulty; I feel it on your account. I wish it were
possible for you to be invited wherever I am. Some day it will be,
if I don't get run over in the Strand; but--'

'I should like the invitations,' Nancy broke in, 'but you still
don't understand me.'

'Yes, I think I do. You are a woman, and it's quite impossible for a
woman to see this matter as a man does. Nancy, there is not one wife
in fifty thousand who retains her husband's love after the first
year of marriage. Put aside the fools and the worthless; think only
of women with whom you might be compared--brave, sensible,
pure-hearted; they can win love, but don't know how to keep it.'

'Why not put it the other way about, and say that men can love to
begin with, but so soon grow careless?'

'Because I am myself an instance to the contrary.'

Nancy smiled, but was not satisfied.

'The only married people,' Tarrant pursued, 'who can live together
with impunity, are those who are rich enough, and sensible enough,
to have two distinct establishments under the same roof. The
ordinary eight or ten-roomed house, inhabited by decent middle-class
folk, is a gruesome sight. What a huddlement of male and female!
They are factories of quarrel and hate--those respectable,
brass-curtain-rodded sties--they are full of things that won't
bear mentioning. If our income never rises above that, we shall live
to the end of our days as we do now.'

Nancy looked appalled.

'But how can you hope to make thousands a year?'

'I have no such hope; hundreds would be sufficient. I don't aim at a
house in London; everything there is intolerable, except the fine
old houses which have a history, and which I could never afford. For
my home, I want to find some rambling old place among hills and
woods,--some house where generations have lived and died,--where
my boy, as he grows up, may learn to love the old and beautiful
things about him. I myself never had a home; most London children
don't know what is meant by home; their houses are only more or less
comfortable lodgings, perpetual change within and without.'

'Your thoughts are wonderfully like my father's, sometimes,' said

'From what you have told me of him, I think we should have agreed in
a good many things.'

'And how unfortunate we were! If he had recovered from that illness,
--if he had lived only a few months,--everything would have been
made easy.'

'For me altogether too easy,' Tarrant observed.

'It has been a good thing for you to have to work,' Nancy assented.
'I understand the change for the better in you. But'--she smiled
--'you have more self-will than you used to have.'

'That's just where I have gained.--But don't think that I find it
easy or pleasant to resist your wish. I couldn't do it if I were not
so sure that I am acting for your advantage as well as my own. A man
who finds himself married to a fool, is a fool himself if he doesn't
take his own course regardless of his wife. But I am in a very
different position; I love you more and more, Nancy, because I am
learning more and more to respect you; I think of your happiness
most assuredly as much as I think of my own. But even if my own good
weighed as nothing against yours, I should be wise to resist you
just as I do now. Hugger-mugger marriage is a defilement and a
curse. We know it from the experience of the world at large,--
which is perhaps more brutalised by marriage than by anything else.
--No need to test the thing once more, to our own disaster.'

'What I think is, that, though you pay me compliments, you really
have a very poor opinion of me. You think I should burden and worry
you in endless silly ways. I am not such a simpleton. In however
small a house, there could be your rooms and mine. Do you suppose I
should interfere with your freedom in coming and going?'

'Whether you meant to or not, you would--so long as we are
struggling with poverty. However self-willed I am, I am not selfish;
and to see you living a monotonous, imprisoned life would be a
serious hindrance to me in my own living and working. Of course the
fact is so at present, and I often enough think in a troubled way
about you; but you are out of my sight, and that enables me to keep
you out of mind. If I am away from home till one or two in the
morning, there is no lonely wife fretting and wondering about me.
For work such as mine, I must live as though I were not married at

'But suppose we got out of our poverty,' urged Nancy, 'you would be
living the same life, I suppose; and how would it be any better for
you or me that we had a large house instead of a small one?'

'Your position will be totally changed. When money comes, friends
come. You are not hiding away from Society because you are unfit for
it, only because you can't live as your social equals do. When you
have friends of your own, social engagements, interests on every
hand, I shall be able to go my own way without a pang of conscience.
When we come together, it will be to talk of your affairs as well as
of mine. Living as you do now, you have nothing on earth but the
baby to think about--a miserable state of things for a woman with
a mind. I know it is miserable, and I'm struggling tooth and nail to
help you out of it.'

Nancy sighed.

'Then there are years of it still before me.'

'Heaven forbid! Some years, no doubt, before we shall have a home;
but not before I can bring you in contact with the kind of people
you ought to know. You shall have a decent house--socially
possible--somewhere out west; and I, of course, shall still go on
in lodgings.'

He waited for Nancy's reply, but she kept silence.

'You are still dissatisfied?'

She looked up, and commanded her features to the expression which
makes whatever woman lovely--that of rational acquiescence. On the
faces of most women such look is never seen.

'No, I am content. You are working hard, and I won't make it harder
for you.'

'Speak always like that!' Tarrant's face was radiant. 'That's the
kind of thing that binds man to woman, body and soul. With the
memory of that look and speech, would it be possible for me to
slight you in my life apart? It makes you my friend; and the word
friend is better to my ear than wife. A man's wife is more often
than not his enemy. Harvey Munden was telling me of a poor devil of
an author who daren't be out after ten at night because of the
fool-fury waiting for him at home.'

Nancy laughed.

'I suppose she can't trust him.'

'And suppose she can't? What is the value of nominal fidelity,
secured by mutual degradation such as that? A rational woman would
infinitely rather have a husband who was often unfaithful to her
than keep him faithful by such means. Husband and wife should
interfere with each other not a jot more than two friends of the
same sex living together. If a man, under such circumstances,
worried his friend's life out by petty prying, he would get his head
punched. A wife has no more justification in worrying her husband
with jealousies.'

'How if it were the wife that excited suspicion?' asked Nancy.

'Infidelity in a woman is much worse than in a man. If a man really
suspects his wife, he must leave her, that's all; then let her
justify herself if she can.'

Nancy cared little to discuss this point. In argument with any one
else, she would doubtless have maintained the equality of man and
woman before the moral law; but that would only have been in order
to prove herself modern-spirited. Tarrant's dictum did not revolt

'Friends are equals,' she said, after a little thought. 'But you
don't think me your equal, and you won't be satisfied with me unless
I follow your guidance.'

Tarrant laughed kindly.

'True, I am your superior in force of mind and force of body. Don't
you like to hear that? Doesn't it do you good--when you think of
the maudlin humbug generally talked by men to women? We can't afford
to disguise that truth. All the same, we are friends, because each
has the other's interest at heart, and each would be ashamed to
doubt the other's loyalty.'

The latter part of the evening they spent with Mary, in whom Tarrant
always found something new to admire. He regarded her as the most
wonderful phenomenon in nature--an uneducated woman who was
neither vulgar nor foolish.

Baby slept in a cot beside Nancy's bed. For fear of waking him, the
wedded lovers entered their room very softly, with a shaded candle.
Tarrant looked at the curly little head, the little clenched hand,
and gave a silent laugh of pleasure.

On the breakfast-table next morning lay a letter from Horace. As
soon as she had opened it, Nancy uttered an exclamation which
prepared her companion for ill news.

'Just what I expected--though I tried not to think so. "I write
aline only to tell you that my marriage is broken off. You will know
the explanation before long. Don't trouble yourself about it. I
should never have been happy with Winifred, nor she with me. We may
not see each other for some time, but I will write again soon." He
doesn't say whether he or she broke it off. I hope it was Winifred.'

'I'm afraid not,' said Tarrant, 'from the tone of that letter.'

'I'm afraid not, too. It means something wretched. He writes from
his London lodgings. Lionel, let me go back with you, and see him.'

'By all means.'

Her gravest fear Nancy would not communicate. And it hit the truth.


They parted at Baker Street, Tarrant for his lodgings and the work
that awaited him there, Nancy to go westward by another train.

When she reached the house from which her brother had dated his
letter, it was half-past ten. At the door stood a cab, and a servant
was helping the driver to hoist a big trunk on to the top.

'Is Mr. Lord still here?' Nancy asked of the girl.

'He's just this minute a-goin', miss. This is his luggage.'

She sent her name, and was quickly led up to the first floor. There
stood Horace, ready for departure.

'Why have you come?' he asked, with annoyance.

'What else could I do on hearing such news?'

'I told you I should write again, and I said plainly that it was
better we shouldn't see each other for some time.--Why will people
pester me out of my life?--I'm not a child to be hunted like

On the instant, he had fallen into a state of excitement which
alarmed his sister. There were drops of sweat on his forehead, and
tears in his eyes; the blood had rushed to his cheeks, and he
trembled violently.

'I am so troubled about you,' said Nancy, with anxious tenderness.
'I have been looking forward with such hope to your marriage,--and

'I can't tell you anything about it just now. It was all Mrs.
Damerel's doing; the engagement, I mean. It's a good thing I drew
back in time.--But I have a train to catch; I really mustn't stay

'Are you going far, Horace?'

'To Bournemouth again,--for the present. I've given up these
rooms, and I'm taking all my things away. In a month or two I may go
abroad; but I'll let you know.'

Already he was out of the room; his sister had no choice but to
follow him downstairs. He looked so ill, and behaved with such lack
of self-restraint, that Nancy kept her eyes upon him in an
awestricken gaze, as though watching some one on the headlong way to
destruction. Pouring rain obliged her to put up her umbrella as she
stepped down on to the pavement. Horace, having shouted a direction
to the driver, entered the cab.

'You haven't even shaken hands with me, Horace,' Nancy exclaimed,
standing at the window.

'Good-bye, dear; good-bye! You shouldn't have come in weather such
as this. Get home as fast as you can. Good-bye!--Tell the fellow
to drive sharp.'

And the cab clattered away, sending spurts of mud on to Nancy's

She walked on for a few paces without reflection, until the vehicle
disappeared round a corner. Coming to herself, she made for the
railway again, which was at only a few minutes' distance, and there
she sat down by the fire in the waiting-room. Her health for the
last year had been sound as in the days of girlhood; it was rarely
that she caught cold, and weather would have been indifferent to her
but for the discomfort which hindered her free movement.

Vexed at so futile a journey, she resolved not to return home
without making another effort to learn something about Horace. The
only person to whom she could apply was the one who would certainly
be possessed of information,--Mrs. Damerel. At the time of Horace's
engagement, Nancy had heard from Mrs. Damerel, and replied to the
letter; she remembered her aunt's address, and as the distance was
not great, the temptation to go there now proved irresistible. Her
husband would dislike to hear of such a step, but he had never
forbidden communication with Mrs. Damerel.

By help of train and omnibus she reached her new destination in
half-an-hour, and felt a relief on learning that Mrs. Damerel was at
home. But it surprised her to be conducted into a room where lamps
were burning, and blinds drawn close; she passed suddenly from
cheerless day to cosy evening. Mrs. Damerel, negligently attired,
received her with a show of warm welcome, but appeared nervous and
out of spirits.

'I am not very well,' she admitted, 'and that's why I have shut out
the dreadful weather. Isn't it the most sensible way of getting
through the worst of a London winter? To pretend that there is
daylight is quite ridiculous, so one may as well have the comforts
of night.'

'I have come to speak about Horace,' said Nancy, at once. In any
case, she would have felt embarrassment, and it was increased by the
look with which Mrs. Damerel kept regarding her,--a look of
confusion, of shrinking, of intense and painful scrutiny.

'You know what has happened?'

'I had a letter from him this morning, to say that his marriage was
broken off--nothing else. So I came over from Harrow to see him.
But he had hardly a minute to speak to me. He was just starting for

'And what did he tell you?' asked Mrs. Damerel, who remained
standing,--or rather had risen, after a pretence of seating

'Nothing at all. He was very strange in his manner. He said he would

'You know that he is seriously ill?'

'I am afraid he must be.'

'He has grown much worse during the last fortnight. Don't you
suspect any reason for his throwing off poor Winifred?'

'I wondered whether he had met that girl again. But it seemed very

'He has. She was at Bournemouth for her health. She, too, is ill;
consumptive, like poor Horace,--of course a result of the life she
has been leading. And he is going to marry her.'Nancy's heart sank.
She could say nothing. She remembered Horace's face, and saw in him
the victim of ruthless destiny.

'I have done my utmost. He didn't speak of me?'

'Only to say that his engagement with Winifred was brought about by

'And wasn't I justified? If the poor boy must die, he would at least
have died with friends about him, and in peace. I always feared just
what has happened. It's only a few months ago that he forgave me for
being, as he thought, the cause of that girl's ruin; and since then
I have hardly dared to lose sight of him. I went down to Bournemouth
unexpectedly, and was with him when that creature came to the door
in a carriage. You haven't seen her. She looks what she is, the
vilest of the vile. As if any one can be held responsible for that!
She was born to be what she is. And if I had the power, I would
crush out her hateful life to save poor Horace!'

Nancy, though at one with the speaker in her hatred of Fanny French,
found it as difficult as ever to feel sympathetically towards Mrs.
Damerel. She could not credit this worldly woman with genuine
affection for Horace; the vehemence of her speech surprised and
troubled her, she knew not how.

'He said nothing more about me?' added Mrs. Damerel, after a silence.

'Nothing at all.'

It seemed to Nancy that she heard a sigh of relief. The other's face
was turned away. Then Mrs. Damerel took a seat by the fire.

'They will be married to-morrow, I dare say, at Bournemouth--no
use trying to prevent it. I don't know whether you will believe me,
but it is a blow that will darken the rest of my life.'

Her voice sounded slightly hoarse, and she lay back in the chair,
with drooping head.

'You have nothing to reproach yourself with,' said Nancy, yielding
to a vague and troublous pity. 'And you have done as much as any one
could on his behalf.'

'I shall never see him again--that's the hardest thought. She will
poison him against me. He told me I had lied to him about a letter
that girl wrote from Brussels; she has made him think her a spotless
innocent, and he hates me for the truth I told about her.'

'However short his life,' said Nancy, 'he is only too likely to find
out what she really is.'

'I am not sure of that. She knows he is doomed, and it's her
interest to play a part. He will die thinking the worst of me.--
Nancy, if he writes to you, and says anything against me, you will
remember what it means?'

'My opinion of people is not affected by hearsay,' Nancy replied.

It was a remark of dubious significance, and Mrs. Damerel's averted
eyes seemed to show that she derived little satisfaction from it. As
the silence was unbroken, Nancy rose.

'I hope you will soon get rid of your cold.'

'Thank you, my dear. I haven't asked how the little boy is. Well, I

'Very well, I am glad to say.'

'And your husband--he is prospering?'

'I shouldn't like to say he is prospering; it seems to mean so much;
but I think he is doing good work, and we are satisfied with the

'My dear, you are an admirable wife.'

Nancy coloured; for the first time, a remark of Mrs. Damerel's had
given her pleasure. She moved forward with hand offered for
leave-taking. They had never kissed each other, but, as if
overcoming diffidence, Mrs. Damerel advanced her lips; then, as
suddenly, she drew back.

'I had forgotten. I may give you my sore throat.'

Nancy kissed her cheek.

That night Mrs. Damerel was feverish, and the next day she kept her
bed. The servant who waited upon her had to endure a good many sharp
reproofs; trouble did not sweeten this lady's temper, yet she never
lost sight of self-respect, and even proved herself capable of
acknowledging that she was in the wrong. Mrs. Damerel possessed the
elements of civilisation.

This illness tried her patience in no slight degree. Something she
had wished to do, something of high moment, was vexatiously
postponed. A whole week went by before she could safely leave the
house, and even then her mirror counselled a new delay. But on the
third day of the new year she made a careful toilette, and sent for
a cab,--the brougham she had been wont to hire being now beyond
her means.

She drove to Farringdon Street, and climbed to the office of Mr
Luckworth Crewe. Her knowledge of Crewe's habits enabled her to
choose the fitting hour for this call; he had lunched, and was
smoking a cigar.

'How delightful to see you here!' he exclaimed. 'But why did you
trouble to come? If you had written, or telegraphed, I would have
saved you the journey. I haven't even a chair that's fit for you to
sit down on.'

'What nonsense! It's a most comfortable little room. Haven't you
improved it since I called?'

'I shall have to look out for a bigger place. I'm outgrowing this.'

'Are you really? That's excellent news. Ah, but what sad things have
been happening!'

'It's a bad business,' Crewe answered, shaking his head.

'I thought I should have heard from you about it.'

The reason of his silence she perfectly understood. Since Horace's
engagement, there had been a marked change in her demeanour towards
the man of business; she had answered his one or two letters with
such cold formality, and, on the one occasion of his venturing to
call, had received him with so marked a reserve, that Crewe, as he
expressed it to himself, 'got his back up.' His ideas of chivalrous
devotion were anything but complex; he could not bend before a
divinity who snubbed him; if the once gracious lady chose to avert
her countenance, he would let her know that it didn't matter much to
him after all. Moreover, Mrs. Damerel's behaviour was too suggestive;
he could hardly be wrong in explaining it by the fact that her
nephew, about to be enriched by marriage, might henceforth be
depended upon for all the assistance she needed. This, in the
Americanism which came naturally to Crewe's lips, was 'playing it
rather low down,' and he resented it.

The sudden ruin of Horace Lord's prospects (he had learnt the course
of events from Horace himself) amused and gratified him. How would
the high and mighty Mrs. Damerel relish this catastrophe? Would she
have the 'cheek' to return to her old graciousness? If so, he had
the game in his hands; she should see that he was not to be made a
fool of a second time.

Yet the mere announcement of her name sufficed to shatter his
resolve. Her smile, her soft accents, her polished manners, laid the
old spell upon him. He sought to excuse himself for having forsaken
her in her trial.

'It really floored me. I didn't know what to say or do. I was afraid
you might think I was meddling with what didn't concern me.'

'Oh, how could I have thought that? It has made me ill; I have
suffered more than I can tell you.'

'You don't look quite the thing,' said Crewe, searching her face.

'Have you heard all?'

'I think so. He is married, and that's the end of it, I suppose.'

Mrs. Damerel winced at this blunt announcement.

'When was it?' she asked, in an undertone. 'I only knew he had made
up his mind.'

Crewe mentioned the date; the day after Nancy's call upon her.

'And are they at Bournemouth?'

'Yes. Will be for a month or so, he says.'

'Well, we won't talk of it. As you say, that's the end. Nothing
worse could have happened. Has he been speaking of me again like he
used to?'

'I haven't heard him mention your name.'

She heaved a sigh, and began to look round the office.

'Let us try to forget, and talk of pleasanter things. It seems such
a long time since you told me anything about your business. You
remember how we used to gossip. I suppose I have been so absorbed in
that poor boy's affairs; it made me selfish--I was so overjoyed, I
really could think of nothing else. And now--! But I must and will
drive it out of my mind. I have been moping at home, day after day,
in wretched solitude. I wanted to write to you, but I hadn't the
heart--scarcely the strength. I kept hoping you might call--if
only to ask howl was. Of course everything had to be explained to
inquisitive people--how I hate them all! It's the nature of the
world to mock at misfortunes such as this. It would really have done
me good to speak for a few minutes with such a friend as you--a
real friend. I am going to live a quiet, retired life. I am sick of
the world, its falsity, and its malice, and its bitter, bitter

Crewe's native wit and rich store of experience availed him nothing
when Mrs. Damerel discoursed thus. The silvery accents flattered his
ear, and crept into the soft places of his nature. He felt as when a
clever actress in a pathetic part wrought upon him in the
after-dinner mood.

'You must bear up against it, Mrs. Damerel. And I don't think a
retired life would suit you at all. You are made for Society.'

'Don't seek for compliments. I am speaking quite sincerely. Ah,
those were happy days that I spent at Whitsand! Tell me what you
have been doing. Is there any hope of the pier yet?'

'Why, it's as good as built!' cried the other. 'Didn't you see the
advertisements, when we floated the company a month ago? I suppose
you don't read that kind of thing. We shall begin at the works in
early spring.--Look here!'

He unrolled a large design, a coloured picture of Whitsand pier as
it already existed in his imagination. Not content with having the
mere structure exhibited, Crewe had persuaded the draughtsman to add
embellishments of a kind which, in days to come, would be his own
peculiar care; from end to end, the pier glowed with the placards of
advertisers. Below, on the sands, appeared bathing-machines, and
these also were covered with manifold advertisements. Nay, the very
pleasure-boats on the sunny waves declared the glory of somebody's
soap, of somebody's purgatives.

'I'll make that place one of the biggest advertising stations in
England--see if I don't! You remember the caves? I'm going to have
them lighted with electricity, and painted all round with
advertisements of the most artistic kind.'

'What a brilliant idea!'

'There's something else you might like to hear of. It struck me I
would write a Guide to Advertising, and here it is.' He handed a
copy of the book. 'It advertises _me_, and brings a little grist to
the mill on its own account. Three weeks since I got it out, and
we've sold three thousand of it. Costs nothing to print; the
advertisements more than pay for that. Price, one shilling.'

'But how you do work, Mr. Crewe! It's marvellous. And yet you look so
well,--you have really a seaside colour!'

'I never ailed much since I can remember. The harder I work, the
better I feel.'

'I, too, have always been rather proud of my constitution.' Her eyes
dropped. 'But then I have led a life of idleness. Couldn't you make
me useful in some way? Set me to work! I am convinced I should be so
much happier. Let me help you, Mr. Crewe. I write a pretty fair hand,
don't I?'

Crewe smiled at her, made a sound as if clearing his throat, grasped
his knee, and was on the very point of momentous utterance, when the
door opened. Turning his head impatiently, he saw, not the clerk
whose duty it was to announce people, but a lady, much younger than
Mrs. Damerel, and more fashionably dressed, who for some reason had
preferred to announce herself.

'Why do you come in like that?' Crewe demanded, staring at her. 'I'm

'Are you indeed?'

'You ought to send in your name.

'They said you had a lady here, so I told them another would make no
difference.--How do you do, Mrs. Damerel? It's so long since I had
the pleasure of seeing you.'

Beatrice French stepped forward, smiling ominously, and eyeing first
Crewe then his companion with curiosity of the frankest
impertinence. Mrs. Damerel stood up.

'We will speak of our business at another time, Mr. Crewe.'

Crewe, red with anger, turned upon Beatrice.

'I tell you I am engaged--'

'To Mrs. Damerel?' asked the intruder airily.

'You might suppose,'--he addressed the elder lady,--'that this
woman has some sort of hold upon me--'

'I'm sure I hope not,' said Mrs. Damerel, 'for your own sake.'

'Nothing of the kind. She has pestered me a good deal, and it began
in this way.'

Beatrice gave him so fierce a look, that his tongue faltered.

'Before you tell that little story,' she interposed, 'you had better
know what I've come about. It's a queer thing that Mrs. Damerel
should be here; happens more conveniently than things generally do.
I had something to tell you about her. You may know it, but most
likely you don't.--You remember,' she faced the other listener,
'when I came to see you a long time ago, I said it might be worth
while to find out who you really were. I haven't given much thought
to you since then, but I've got hold of what I wanted, as I knew I

Crewe did not disguise his eagerness to hear the rest. Mrs. Damerel
stood like a statue of British respectability, deaf and blind to
everything that conflicts with good-breeding; stony-faced, she had
set her lips in the smile appropriate to one who is braving torture.

'Do you know who she is--or not?' Beatrice asked of Crewe.

He shuffled, and made no reply.

'Fanny has just told me in a letter; she got it from her husband.
Our friend here is the mother of Horace Lord and of Nancy. She ran
away from her first husband, and was divorced. Whether she really
married afterwards, I don't quite know; most likely not. At all
events, she has run through her money, and wants her son to set her
up again.'

For a few seconds Mrs. Damerel bore the astonished gaze of her
admirer, then, her expression scarcely changing, she walked steadily
to the door and vanished. The silence was prolonged till broken by
Beatrice's laugh.

'Has she been bamboozling you, old man? I didn't know what was going
on. You had bad luck with the daughter; shouldn't wonder if the
mother would suit you better, all said and done.'

Crewe seated himself and gave vent to his feelings in a phrase of
pure soliloquy: 'Well, I'm damned!'

'I cut in just at the right time, did I?--No malice. I've had my
hit back at her, and that's enough.'

As the man of business remained absorbed in his thoughts, Beatrice
took a chair. Presently he looked up at her, and said savagely:

'What the devil do you want?'


'Then take it and go.'

But Beatrice smiled, and kept her seat.


Nancy stood before her husband with a substantial packet in brown
paper. It was after breakfast, at the moment of their parting.

'Here is something I want you to take, and look at, and speak about
the next time you come.'

'Ho, ho! I don't like the look of it.' He felt the packet. 'Several
quires of paper here.'

'Be off, or you'll miss the train.'

'Poor little girl! _Et tu_!'

He kissed her affectionately, and went his way. In the ordinary
course of things Nancy would not have seen him again for ten days or
a fortnight. She expected a letter very soon, but on the fourth
evening Tarrant's fingers tapped at the window-pane. In his hand was
the brown paper parcel, done up as when he received it.

Nancy searched his face, her own perturbed and pallid.

'How long have you been working at this?'

'Nearly a year. But not every day, of course. Sometimes for a week
or more I could get no time. You think it bad?'

'No,'--puff--'not in any sense'--puff--'bad. In one sense,
it's good. But'--puff--'that's a private sense; a domestic

'The question is, dear, can it be sold to a publisher.'

'The question is nothing of the kind. You mustn't even try to sell
it to a publisher.'

'Why not? You mean you would be ashamed if it came out. But I
shouldn't put my own name to it. I have written it only in the hope
of making money, and so helping you. I'll put any name to it you

Tarrant smoked for a minute or two, until his companion gave a sign
of impatience. He wore a very good-humoured look.

'It's more than likely you might get the thing accepted--'

'Oh, then why not?' she interrupted eagerly, with bright eyes.

'Because it isn't literature, but a little bit of Nancy's mind and
heart, not to be profaned by vulgar handling. To sell it for hard
cash would be horrible. Leave that to the poor creatures who have no
choice. You are not obliged to go into the market.'

'But, Lionel, if it is a bit of my mind and heart, it must be a good
book. You have often praised books to me just on that account
because they were genuine.'

'The books I praised were literature. Their authors came into the
world to write. It isn't enough to be genuine; there must be
workmanship. Here and there you have a page of very decent English,
and you are nowhere on the level of the ordinary female novelist.
Indeed--don't take it ill--I was surprised at what you had
turned out. But--'

He finished the sentence in smoke wreaths.

'Then I'll try again. I'll do better.'

'Never _much_ better. It will never be literature.'

'What does that matter? I never thought myself a Charlotte Bronte or
a George Eliot. But so many women make money out of novels, and as I
had spare time I didn't see why I shouldn't use it profitably. We
want money, and if it isn't actually disgraceful--and if I don't
use my own name--'

'We don't want money so badly as all that. I am writing, because I
must do something to live by, and I know of nothing else open to me
except pen-work. Whatever trash I turned out, I should be justified;
as a man, it's my duty to join in the rough-and-tumble for more or
less dirty ha'pence. You, as a woman, have no such duty; nay, it's
your positive duty to keep out of the beastly scrimmage.'

'It seemed to me that I was _doing_ something. Why should a woman be
shut out from the life of the world?'

'It seems to me that your part in the life of the world is very
considerable. You have given the world a new inhabitant, and you are
shaping him into a man.'

Nancy laughed, and reflected, and returned to her discontent.

'Oh, every woman can do that.'

'Not one woman in a thousand can bear a sound-bodied child; and not
one in fifty thousand can bring up rightly the child she has borne.
Leisure you must have; but for Heaven's sake don't waste it. Read,
enjoy, sit down to the feast prepared for you.'

'I wanted to _do_ something,' she persisted, refusing to catch his
eye. 'I have read enough.'

'Read enough? Ha, then there's no more to be said.'

His portentous solemnity overcame her. Laughter lighted her face,
and Tarrant, laying down his pipe, shouted extravagant mirth.

'Am I to burn it then?'

'You are not. You are to seal it with seven seals, to write upon it
_peche de jeunesse_, and to lay it away at the back of a very
private drawer. And when you are old, you shall some day bring it
out, and we'll put our shaky heads together over it, and drop a tear
from our dim old eyes.--By-the-bye, Nancy, will you go with me to
a music-hall to-morrow night?'

'A music-hall?'

'Yes. It would do us both good, I think. I feel fagged, and you want
a change.--Here's the end of March; please Heaven, another month
shall see us rambling in the lanes somewhere; meantime, we'll go to
a music-hall. Each season has its glory; if we can't hear the lark,
let us listen to the bellow of a lion-comique.--Do you appreciate
this invitation? It means that I enjoy your company, which is more
than one man in ten thousand can say of his wife. The ordinary man,
when he wants to dissipate, asks--well, not his wife. And I, in
plain sober truth, would rather have Nancy with me than anyone

'You say that to comfort me after my vexation.'

'I say it because I think it.--The day after to-morrow I want you
to come over in the morning to see some pictures in Bond Street. And
the next day we'll go to the theatre.'

'You can't afford it.'

'Mind your own business. I remembered this morning that I was young,
and that I shall not be so always. Doesn't that ever come upon you?'

The manuscript, fruit of such persevering toil, was hidden away, and
its author spoke of it no more. But she suffered a grave
disappointment. Once or twice a temptation flashed across her mind;
if she secretly found a publisher, and if her novel achieved
moderate success (she might alter the title), would not Tarrant
forgive her for acting against his advice? It was nothing more than
advice; often enough he had told her that he claimed no coercive
right; that their union, if it were to endure, must admit a genuine
independence on both sides. But herein, as on so many other points,
she subdued her natural impulse, and conformed to her husband's idea
of wifehood. It made her smile to think how little she preserved of
that same 'genuine independence;' but the smile had no bitterness.

Meanwhile, nothing was heard of Horace. The winter passed, and June
had come before Nancy again saw her brother's handwriting. It was on
an ordinary envelope, posted, as she saw by the office-stamp, at
Brighton; the greater her surprise to read a few lines which coldly
informed her that Horace's wife no longer lived. 'She took cold one
evening a fortnight ago, and died after three days' illness.'

Nancy tried to feel glad, but she had little hope of any benefit to
her brother from this close of a sordid tragedy. She answered his
letter, and begged that, as soon as he felt able to do so, he would
come and see her. A month's silence on Horace's part had led her to
conclude that he would not come, when, without warning, he presented
himself at her door. It was morning, and he stayed till nightfall,
but talked very little. Sitting in the same place hour after hour,
he seemed overcome with a complete exhaustion, which made speech too
great an effort and kept his thoughts straying idly. Fanny's name
did not pass his lips; when Nancy ventured an inquiry concerning
her, he made an impatient gesture, and spoke of something else.

His only purpose in coming, it appeared, was to ask for information
about the Bahamas.

'I can't get rid of my cough, and I'm afraid it may turn to
something dangerous. You said, I remember, that people with weak
chests wintered in the Bahamas.'

'Lionel can tell you all about it. He'll be here to-morrow. Come and
have a talk with him.'

'No.' He moved pettishly. 'Tell me as much as you know yourself. I
don't feel well enough to meet people.'

Looking at him with profound compassion, Nancy thought it very
doubtful whether he would see another winter. But she told him all
she could remember about Nassau, and encouraged him to look forward
with pleasure and hopefulness to a voyage thither.

'How are you going to live till then?'

'What do you mean?' he answered, with a startled and irritated look.
'I'm not so bad as all that.'

'I meant--how are you going to arrange your life?' Nancy hastened
to explain.

'Oh, I have comfortable lodgings.'

'But you oughtn't to be quite alone.--I mean it must be so

She made a proposal that he should have a room in this little house,
and use it as a home whenever he chose; but Horace so fretted under
the suggestion, that it had to be abandoned. His behaviour was that
of an old man, enfeebled in mind and body. Once or twice his manner
of speaking painfully reminded Nancy of her father during the last
days of his life.

With a peevish sort of interest he watched his little nephew
toddling about the room, but did not address a word to the child.

A cab was sent for to convey him to the railway station. Nancy had
known few such melancholy days as this.

On the morning when, by agreement, she was to go into town to see
her brother, there arrived a note from him. He had been advised to
try a health-resort in Switzerland, and was already on the way.
Sorry he could not let Nancy know before; would visit her on his
return. Thus, in the style of telegraphy, as though he wrote in hot

From Switzerland came two letters, much more satisfactory in tone
and contents. The first, written in July, announced a distinct
improvement of health. No details being supplied, Nancy could only
presume that her brother was living alone at the hotel from which he
dated. The second communication, a month later, began thus: 'I think
I forgot to tell you that I came here with Mrs. Damerel. She will
stay till the end of the summer, and then, perhaps, go with me to
the Bahamas, if that seems necessary. But I am getting wonderfully
well and strong. Mrs. Damerel is kinder to me than any one in the
world ever was. I shall tell you more about her some day.' The
writer went on to describe a project he had of taking a small farm
in Devonshire, and living upon it as a country gentleman.

Tarrant warned his wife not to build hopes upon this surprising
report, and a few weeks brought news that justified him. Horace
wrote that he had suffered a very bad attack, and was only now
sufficiently recovered to hold a pen. 'I don't know what we shall
do, but I am in good hands. No one was ever better nursed, night and
day--More before long.'

Indeed, it was not long. A day or two after Nancy's return from a
seaside holiday, Mary brought in a telegram. It came from Mrs.
Damerel. 'Your brother died at ten o'clock last night, suddenly, and
without pain. I am posting a letter he had written for you.'

When the promised letter arrived, it was found to bear a date two
months ago. An unwonted tenderness marked the opening words.

MY DEAREST SISTER--What I am going to write is not to be sent to
you at once. Sometimes I feel afraid that I can't live very long, so
I have been making a will, and I want you to know why I have left
you only half of what I have to leave. The other half will go to
some one who has an equal claim on me, though you don't know it. She
has asked me to tell you. If I get thoroughly well again, there will
be no need of this letter, and I shall tell you in private something
that will astonish you very much. But if I were to die, it will be
best for you to learn in this way that Mrs. Damerel is much more to
us than our mother's sister; she is our own mother. She told me at
the time when I was behaving like an idiot at Bournemouth. It ought
to have been enough to stop me. She confessed that she had done
wrong when you and I were little children; that was how she came to
marry again whilst father was still alive. Though it seemed
impossible, I have come to love her for her great kindness to me. I
know that I could trust you, dearest Nancy, to let her share
whatever you have; but it will be better if I provide for her in my
will. She has been living on a small capital, and now has little
left. What I can give her is little enough, but it will save her
from the worst extremities. And I beg you, dear sister, to forgive
her fault, if only for my sake, because she has been so loving to a
silly and useless fellow.

I may as well let you know about my wife's death. She was
consumptive, but seemed to get much better at Bournemouth; then she
wanted to go to Brighton. We lived there at a boardinghouse, and she
behaved badly, very badly. She made acquaintances I didn't like, and
went about with them in spite of my objections. Like an obstinate
fool, I had refused to believe what people told me about her, and
now I found it all out for myself. Of course she only married me
because I had money. One evening she made up her mind to go with
some of her friends in a boat, by moonlight. We quarrelled about it,
but she went all the same. The result was that she got inflammation
of the lungs, and died. I don't pretend to be sorry for her, and I
am thankful to have been released from misery so much sooner than I

And now let me tell you how my affairs stand--

At the first reading, Nancy gave but slight attention to this
concluding paragraph. Even the thought of her brother's death was
put aside by the emotions with which she learnt that her mother
still lived. After brooding over the intelligence for half a day,
she resolved to question Mary, who perhaps, during so long a
residence in Grove Lane, had learnt something of the trouble that
darkened her master's life. The conversation led to a disclosure by
Mary of all that had been confided to her by Mr. Lord; the time had
come for a fulfilment of her promise to the dead man.


Horace's letter Nancy sent by post to her husband, requesting him to
let her know his thoughts about it in writing before they again met.
Of her own feeling she gave no sign. 'I want you to speak of it just
as if it concerned a stranger, plainly and simply. All I need say
is, that I never even suspected the truth.'

Tarrant did not keep her long in suspense, and his answer complied
in reasonable measure with the desire she had expressed.

'The disclosure has, of course, pained you. Equally, of course, you
wish it were not necessary to let me know of it; you are in doubt as
to how it will affect me; you perhaps fear that I shall--never
mind about phrasing. First, then, a word on that point. Be assured
once for all that nothing external to yourself can ever touch the
feeling which I now have for you. "One word is too often profaned";
I will say simply that I hold you in higher regard that any other
human being.

'Try not to grieve, my dearest. It is an old story, in both senses.
You wish to know how I view the matter. Well, if a wife cannot love
her husband, it is better she should not pretend to do so; if she
love some one else, her marriage is at an end, and she must go.
Simple enough--provided there be no children. Whether it is ever
permissible for a mother to desert her children, I don't know. I
will only say that, in you yourself, I can find nothing more
admirable than the perfect love which you devote to your child.
Forsake it, you could not.

'In short, act as feeling dictates. Your mother lives; that fact
cannot be ignored. In your attitude towards her, do not consult me
at all; whatever your heart approves, I shall find good and right.
Only, don't imagine that your feeling of to-day is final--I would
say, make no resolve; they are worth little, in any concern of life.

'Write to me again, and say when you wish to see me.

After reading this, Nancy moved about with the radiance of a great
joy on her countenance. She made no haste to reply; she let a day
elapse; then, in the silence of a late hour, took pen and paper.

'When do I wish to see you? Always; in every moment of my day. And
yet I have so far conquered "the unreasonable female"--do you
remember saying that?--that I would rather never see you again
than bring you to my side except when it was your pleasure to be
with me. Come as soon as you can--as soon as you will.

'My mother--how shall I word it? She is nothing to me. I don't
feel that Nature bids me love her. I could pardon her for leaving my
father; like you, I see nothing terrible in that; but, like you, I
_know_ that she did wrong in abandoning her little children, and her
kindness to Horace at the end cannot atone for it. I don't think she
has any love for _me_. We shall not see each other; at all events,
that is how I feel about it at present. But I am very glad that
Horace made provision for her--that of course was right; if he had
not done it, it would have been my duty.

'I had better tell you that Mary has known my mother's story for a
long time--but not that she still lived. My father told her just
before his death, and exacted her promise that, if it seemed well,
she would repeat everything to me. You shall know more about it,
though it is bad all through. My dear father had reason bitterly to
regret his marriage long before she openly broke it.

'But come and see me, and tell me what is to be done now that we are
free to look round. There is no shame in taking what poor Horace has
given us. You see that there will be at least three thousand pounds
for our share, apart from the income we shall have from the

He was sure to come on the evening of the morrow. Nancy went out
before breakfast to post her letter; light-hearted in the assurance
that her husband's days of struggle were over, that her child's
future no longer depended upon the bare hope that its father would
live and thrive by a profession so precarious as that of literature,
she gave little thought to the details of the new phase of life
before her. Whatever Tarrant proposed would be good in her sight.
Probably he would wish to live in the country; he might discover the
picturesque old house of which he had so often spoken. In any case,
they would now live together. He had submitted her to a probation,
and his last letter declared that he was satisfied with the result.

Midway in the morning, whilst she was playing with her little boy,
--rain kept them in the house,--a knock at the front door
announced some unfamiliar visit. Mary came to the parlour, with a
face of surprise.

'Who is it?'

'Miss. Morgan.'

'What? Jessica?'

Mary handed an envelope, addressed to 'Mrs. Tarrant.' It contained a
sheet of paper, on which was written in pencil: 'I beg you to see
me, if only for a minute.'

'Yes, I will see her,' said Nancy, when she had frowned in brief

Mary led away the little boy, and, a moment after, introduced
Jessica Morgan. At the appearance of her former friend, Nancy with
difficulty checked an exclamation; Miss. Morgan wore the garb of the
Salvation Army. Harmonious therewith were the features shadowed by
the hideous bonnet: a face hardly to be recognised, bloodless, all
but fleshless, the eyes set in a stare of weak-minded fanaticism.
She came hurriedly forward, and spoke in a quick whisper.

'I was afraid you would refuse to see me.'

'Why have you come?'

'I was impelled--I had a duty to perform.'

Coldly, Nancy invited her to sit down, but the visitor shook her

'I mustn't take a seat in your house. I am unwelcome; we can't
pretend to be on terms of friendliness. I have come, first of all,'
--her eyes wandered as she spoke, inspecting the room,--'to
humble myself before you--to confess that I was a dishonourable
friend,--to make known with my lips that I betrayed your secret--'

Nancy interrupted the low, hurrying, panting voice, which distressed
her ear as much as the facial expression that accompanied it did her

'There's no need to tell me. I knew it at the time, and you did me
no harm. Indeed, it was a kindness.'

She drew away, but Jessica moved after her.

'I supposed you knew. But it is laid upon me to make a confession
before you. I have to ask your pardon, most humbly and truly.'

'Do you mean that some one has told you to do this?'

'Oh no!' A gleam of infinite conceit shot over the humility of
Jessica's countenance. 'I am answerable only to my own soul. In the
pursuit of an ideal which I fear you cannot understand, I subdue my
pride, and confess how basely I behaved to you. Will you grant me
your forgiveness?'

She clasped her gloveless hands before her breast, and the fingers
writhed together.

'If it is any satisfaction to you,' replied Nancy, overcome with
wonder and pity, 'I will say those words. But don't think that I
take upon myself--'

'Only say them. I ask your pardon--say you grant it.'

Nancy uttered the formula, and with bowed head Jessica stood for a
minute in silence; her lips moved.

'And now,' she said at length, 'I must fulfil the second part of the
duty which has brought me here.' Her attitude changed to one of
authority, and her eyes fixed themselves on Nancy's, regarding her
with the mild but severe rebuke of a spiritual superior. 'Having
acknowledged my wrong-doing, I must remind you of your own. Let me
ask you first of all--have you any religious life?'

Nancy's eyes had turned away, but at these words they flashed
sternly upon the speaker.

'I shall let you ask no such question.'

'I expected it,' Jessica sighed patiently. 'You are still in the
darkness, out of which _I_ have been saved.'

'If you have nothing more to say than this, I must refuse to talk
any longer.'

'There is a word I must speak,' pursued Jessica. 'If you will not
heed it now, it will remain in your memory, and bear fruit at the
appointed time. I alone know of the sin which poisons your soul, and
the experiences through which I have passed justify me in calling
you to repentance.'

Nancy raised her hand.

'Stop! That is quite enough. Perhaps you are behaving
conscientiously; I will try to believe it. But not another word, or
I shall speak as I don't wish to.'

'It is enough. You know very well what I refer to. Don't imagine
that because you are now a married woman--'

Nancy stepped to the door, and threw it open.

'Leave the house,' she said, in an unsteady tone. 'You said you were
unwelcome, and it was true. Take yourself out of my sight!'

Jessica put her head back, murmured some inaudible words, and with a
smile of rancorous compassion went forth into the rain.

On recovering from the excitement of this scene, Nancy regretted her
severity; the poor girl in the hideous bonnet had fallen very low,
and her state of mind called for forbearance. The treachery for
which Jessica sought pardon was easy to forgive; not so, however,
the impertinent rebuke, which struck at a weak place in Nancy's
conscience. Just when the course of time and favour of circumstances
seemed to have completely healed that old wound, Jessica, with her
crazy malice grotesquely disguised, came to revive the
half-forgotten pangs, the shame and the doubt that had seemed to be
things gone by. It would have become her, Nancy felt, to treat her
hapless friend of years ago in a spirit of gentle tolerance; that
she could not do so proved her--and she recognised the fact--
still immature, still a backward pupil in the school of life.--
'And in the Jubilee year I thought myself a decidedly accomplished

Never mind. Her husband would come this evening. Of him she could
learn without humiliation.

His arrival was later than of wont. Only at eleven o'clock, when
with disappointment she had laid aside her book to go to bed, did
Tarrant's rap sound on the window.

'I had given you up,' said Nancy.

'Yet you are quite good-tempered.'

'Why not?'

'It is the pleasant custom of wives to make a husband uncomfortable
if he comes late.'

'Then I am no true wife!' laughed Nancy.

'Something much better,' Tarrant muttered, as he threw off his

He began to talk of ordinary affairs, and nearly half-an-hour
elapsed before any mention was made of the event that had bettered
their prospects. Nancy looked over a piece of his writing in an
evening paper which he had brought; but she could not read it with
attention. The paper fell to her lap, and she sat silent. Clearly,
Tarrant would not be the first to speak of what was in both their
minds. The clock ticked; the rain pattered without; the journalist
smoked his pipe and looked thoughtfully at the ceiling.

'Are you sorry,' Nancy asked, 'that I am no longer penniless?'

'Ah--to be sure. We must speak of that. No, I'm not sorry. If I
get run over, you and the boy--'

'Can make ourselves comfortable, and forget you; to be sure. But for
the present, and until you do get run over?'

'You wish to make changes?'

'Don't you?'

'In one or two respects, perhaps. But leave me out of the question.
You have an income of your own to dispose of; nothing oppressively
splendid, I suppose. What do you think of doing?'

'What do you advise?'

'No, no. Make your own suggestion.

Nancy smiled, hesitated, and said at length:

'I think we ought to take a house.'

'In London?'

'That's as you wish.'

'Not at all. As _you_ wish. Do you want society?'

'In moderation. And first of all, yours.

Tarrant met her eyes.

'Of my society, you have quite as much as is good for you,' he
answered amiably. 'That you should wish for acquaintances, is
reasonable enough. Take a house somewhere in the western suburbs.
One or two men I know have decent wives, and you shall meet them.'

'But you? You won't live with me?'

'You know my view of that matter.'

Nancy kept her eyes down, and reflected.

'Will it be known to everybody that we don't live together?'

'Well,' answered Tarrant, with a laugh, 'by way of example, I should
rather like it to be known; but as I know _you_ wouldn't like it,
let the appearances be as ordinary as you please.'

Again Nancy reflected. She had a struggle with herself.

'Just one question,' she said at length. 'Look me in the face. Are
you--ever so little--ashamed of me?'

He regarded her steadily, smiling.

'Not in the least.'

'You were--you used to be?'

'Before I knew you; and before I knew myself. When, in fact, _you_
were a notable young lady of Camberwell, and _I_--'

He paused to puff at his pipe.

'And you?'

'A notable young fool of nowhere at all.'

End of The Project Gutenberg Etext of In the Year of Jubilee
by George Gissing

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